☆, 07232 - psychological problems

Of course, I can slowly replay Pei Yue's experience in the amusement park, which is also a story of dozens or hundreds of years, but it feels very wrong. The most wrong thing is Pei Yue's mood, from laughing a lot to not being interested in anything, even in the face of something he really hasn't experienced in his life, he also has a sense of boredom or a sense of not wanting to move.

That's an emotion I've experienced before, but Pei Yue lasted longer and was more severe than mine.

I asked Elder Yan Xingmen, who had built a doll's house, if she had ever done this.

Elder Bai Qing: "Unless I deliberately set it, the dolls I made myself won't be like this." In order to make every story in the dollhouse develop according to my preset logic, when the story is performed once and started again, the memory of the dolls in it will be completely reset. ”

Elder Bai Qing: "If any of them are not completely reset, it can only mean that I want to change the settings." ”

Elder Bai Qing: "The dolls in my doll's house correspond to the dummies in your amusement house, and Pei Yue corresponds to the participants I invited, but I won't invite the same participant many times." ”

Elder Bai Qing: "You see that you were very uninterested when you came to my doll's house, if I forced you to play in it for a long time at that time, you would definitely be disgusted with the world, just like Pei Yue." You let Pei Yue get out of that playground and try it?"

I tried, but, because the small Sui space was also copied into a playground, and Pei Yue had been there, so when Pei Yue was taken out of the nursery room to Xiao Sui, he felt that he had arrived at a similar playground again, and all the living creatures such as Xiao Sui were dummies. Even when we explained it to him, he only smiled and nodded, and in verbal acknowledgement, his expression clearly unwavering.

Or rather, he doesn't care if it's a dummy or a real person, the real world, or a man-made playground, he's just ...... Tired of everything.

I asked Fu Tsubaki, who also had psychological problems because she had experienced a lot of world scenes.

Fu Chun Oak: "You let him try to cultivate?" I feel that after cultivating, my attention has been focused on observing the changes in my body, spirit, energy, etc., and I have paid less attention to the outside world, so I don't care if they are repeated. And myself, although it seems that every day does not change much, but it just makes me feel less tired. ”

This idea will not work for the time being. Pei Kong's prophecy was hit, and Pei Yue was flawed. Pei Yue tried to cultivate in the amusement house of the cultivation class, but he couldn't enter the door. Including some cultivation methods that go astray, in the early stage, those who directly instilled spiritual power to create meridians and did not require spiritual roots will not work, Pei Yue will only die directly after being forcefully instilled, and the meridians will not be formed.

☆、07233-Got it

I asked my father, "What should I do?"

Daddy: "I don't know, I haven't raised this type." This kind of mentality is similar to the inner demons, which are always a subject that the monk himself needs to overcome, and neither his parents nor his master can help him. ”

Dad only raised monks, and monks didn't need psychiatrists.

I had to go back to a mortal psychiatrist.

Mortal Psychiatrist: "This symptom is typical. Regular medication and the company of relatives and friends are indispensable, and the treatment process is very long. ”

Me: "It's useless to take medicine. His body structure is not normal, and the drug does not regulate his physiology. I'm doing it with me, but I haven't seen the effect yet. His symptoms seem to get worse with each resurrection he dies, even though he loses most of his pre-death memories with each resurrection. ”

Me: "He's seen a psychiatrist on his own in some of the amusement house worlds, and sometimes he's getting better, but it doesn't take long for it to get worse again. I'm not sure if the psychiatrists in the amusement house are professional, because the limits of what I know about them. ”

Mortal Psychiatrist: "If he wants, he can ask him to come and talk to me." ”

Pei Yue went a few times very cooperatively.

The mortal psychiatrist finally said, "I'm sorry, he might still be able to solve it in the monk's way." ”

The monk's method...... It's self-solving.

Pei Yue comforted me: "Don't be so nervous. Although I don't have much interest in living, I don't pursue death either, and I will come back to life after death, and there is nothing to lose. I also saved the lives of many people in the amusement house with a life that I didn't cherish, and I was called a hero, which was quite deserved. ”

That's not how it counts.

Xiao Sui went to beat Pei Sha: "It's all the amusement house you set!"

Pei Sofa responded with a hmm-hmm, which made the atmosphere very unserious.

Pei Yue has long been able to speak fluently after many deaths and deaths, and can also discuss esoteric academic monographs with professional psychologists, but Pei Sha can only jump words and jump short sentences.

Pei Yue already knew that he was made by Pei Sha and was a refining product. But he really just seems to 'know', as if he only stamped a 'read' stamp, and understood the meaning, but he is not too careful, and it doesn't matter whether he believes it or not.

Pei Yue: "It doesn't matter, whether it is a human being, other living beings or non-living things, they are all essentially part of the world. I don't think that a refined product is inferior to human beings, or even if it is inferior, it is just a definition of human beings standing on the position of defending their own status, and is not taken into account by the world. ”

Pei Yue: "When the world wants to carry out destruction activities, destroying products and destroying human beings are the same operations, and they will get very similar results. ”

Pei Jianzhuo: "The result is: most of it is destroyed, and a small part is left." That small group may develop a new group, or it may struggle for a while and then die completely. ”

Pei Yue smiled and nodded.

☆、07234-Passerby

Xiao Luo sat next to Pei Yue, and put his paw on Pei Yue's shoulder: "Your name is 'Yue', be happy." ”

Pei Yue smiled again and nodded: "Okay." ”

Xiao Roll put the half-dead Xiao Pian in front of Pei Yue, and said generously: "I borrow you to play." ”

Pei Yue touched Xiao Lian's ears, Xiao Lian glanced at Pei Yue numbly, and continued to pretend to be dead.

Hairball: "Xiao Lian and Pei Yue's initial manufacturing day are on the same day. Xiao Lian has completely become a panda's toy, and her body is miserable every day, but she can still run away energetically when she has the opportunity; Pei Yue, your body is not abused, but your heart is tired. I don't know who is more miserable, you or Xiao Pian. Anyway, there are problems with both, and it is probably not appropriate to have children that day. ”

Pei Yue: "It should be more miserable for Xiao Pian." I'm my own problem, and Xiao Lian has encountered the malice of the world. ”

Pei Kong: "Pei Yue, do you know that your expression is particularly hypocritical? You treat us as dummies, so when you talk to us, you have a sense of coping and playing with toys." ”

Pei Yue: "I'm sorry, but I can't convince myself otherwise. I even think I'm a dummy when I'm thinking about myself, so how can I take anyone else seriously? Oh, no, I made it by you, so I'm a dummy. ”

Me: "Sometimes it's not that how the real is not. All living people in the Overworld can be seen as created in the Overworld. Creation is not the same as false, nor is it the same as inanimate. ”

Pei Yue: "You compare yourself to the world?"

Me: "That's what I'm after. Probably, it's already getting closer. ”

Peisha: "Uh-huh. ”

Pei Yue looked at her nursery room. The exterior of the house looked like a large castle, but the interior had nothing to do with the exterior. If the exterior is based on the layout of the interior, it may be more suitable to be made cylindrical.

Pei Yue: "Let's change its name." ”

Me: "Take it." ”

Pei Yue: "It's mostly used by me, but it doesn't belong to me. Let's call it 'Guest Garden'. ”

Pei Yue's voice fell, and the shape of the castle changed to a cylindrical shape, the overall color was sunset red, and there was a piece of white in the middle, like a label, and the words 'Passing Guest Garden' appeared on the label.

It's like a tea can.

Pei Sha: "Huh......"

Xiao Sui threw out a dictionary and smashed it into Pei Sha: "Study hard." ”

Pei Yue smiled and walked to the tea can, oh no, walked to the front of the guest garden, touched the wall of the can, melted into the can, and returned to the area he was most familiar with.

Like a canned villain.

Pei Kong: "Are you really trying to treat him?"

I need to know which direction to work in.

☆、07235-Sense of security

Although I myself fell into that state and came out of that state several times, every time I came out, I was lucky enough to encounter something that interested me, and I didn't know how to rationally look for that interest, so I could only hope to meet it 'by chance'.

I am fortunate that I have a lot of people around me who are willing and able to help me, but I have not been able to become that kind of person for Pei Yue.

Now let's sort it out from the beginning, Pei Yue will change from being so smiling to what he is now, the biggest problem is that his initial experience of communicating with people happened in the amusement house, and all of them were dummies, so when he realized this, he doubted everything in the world.

I have Yunxia Sect and Dad as my stable coordinates, no matter how confused I am, I still have an area where I can rest with peace of mind, but Pei Yue does not have this sense of security, he knows that everything in the amusement house is fake, and he is the only one living in the guest park that looks more real than the amusement house.

Moreover, this passerby garden also puts the morgue and the baby room together, and every other room is also clearly purposed, as if everything is just a procedure, and there is no warmth at all.

I screwed things up. I didn't build a sense of security for Pei Yue, and I turned his natural love of laughter into fatigue.

Master: "How can it be so serious. Don't forget, Pei Yue began to be active in the guest garden after he died once, and his first life, the real beginning, was completely carried out in Xiaosui, and there was still a long time in the middle Pei Ji also participated in the exchange. ”

Shizu: "If Pei Yue needs to establish a sense of security, this time is enough. ”

Me: "But he doesn't remember that." ”

Shizu: "Impossible. Pei Ji transferred the live broadcast you showed him to me, and I am sure that Pei Yue laid a good foundation in that life, and his activities in the guest park were based on this foundation. Even if he doesn't remember it rationally, he must still know it deep down and at the root. ”

Shizu: "Do you know what the most important value of this root and foundation is? That is, Pei Yue can't really collapse in a false eye, and when he bottoms out, he will definitely rebound. ”

Shizu: "Don't worry, Pei Yue's smile will come back." Give him some time, it is normal for adolescence to be sad and sad, and small problems will pass. Parents should not interfere too much during this time period, which is easy to cause rebellion. Let him cross on his own. ”

Shizu: "It's okay, I won't commit suicide." Besides, he can't kill himself completely, that act is meaningless, he knows this very well, and he won't do useless work. ”

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