Chapter 205: Unspeakable

Bai Wei lifted her left hand, which was the bag of the Hakka family.

"This is what Huaishen asked me to bring to you. Bai Wei said.

Ruan Zhi glanced at the bag, and what came to mind was the scene of the two of them eating together.

In fact, just having a meal together, why is Ruan Zhi so uncomfortable?

She paused before reaching out to take it and said in a muffled voice, "Thank you." ”

The door was going to be closed, and there was no intention of inviting people in to sit down.

Bai Wei spoke in time, "That ......"

Ruan Zhi raised his eyes, "?"

"Do you know Huaishen's girlfriend?"

“......”

"I don't mean anything else, I'm just curious. Huaishen said that he had a girlfriend, but I still didn't believe it. ”

Ruan Zhi looked at her, "Why don't you believe it?"

"I've known Huaishen for ten years, and I know him too well. He is a person who has no focus in life, and the most important thing for him should be medicine. You don't know, when he was studying in the past, how many girls chased him, no matter how good they were, but Huaishen never liked anyone. So I think what he said might be false. ”

Ruan Zhi didn't understand this thinking very well, "Falling in love when you are studying is called early love, that doesn't mean that he won't fall in love in the future, right?"

"Maybe, so I'm curious, what kind of person is his girlfriend?"

Ruan Zhi: "This...... You should ask him directly. ”

I asked, but he didn't say, he hid it, and I was so curious. Bai Wei stretched out her hand and directly grabbed Ruan Zhi's hand, "I think you are neighbors, and Huaishen treats you as a sister again, you may know?"

"Sister?" Ruan Zhi pulled the corners of his mouth, and there was a trace of pride on his plain little face, "I'm not his sister......"

"But Huaishen said, he treats you as a sister. ”

"......" Ruan Zhi choked, and the expression on his face didn't know how to change.

"Sister?"

"Yes, he said that you are alone, helpless, and look pitiful. If he can take care of it, he will take care of it a little more. ”

“......”

"Miss Ruan?" Bai Wei saw that her eyes were straight, and she stretched out her hand and waved in front of her eyes, "Are you okay?"

Ruan Zhi came back to his senses, "It's okay." ”

Her gaze fell on Bai Wei's eyes again, withdrew her hand from Bai Wei's hand, and smiled faintly, "Xu Huaishen's girlfriend is me." ”

The corners of Bai Wei's mouth stiffened, "You...... Say what?"

Ruan Zhi looked at her straightly, "Miss Bai, you deliberately came over to tell me this, didn't you want to show off to me?"

"I don't have ......"

"You saw me at the guest house just now, right?" Ruan Zhi directly pierced.

Bai Wei's expression was really stunned.

Obviously, she didn't expect that Ruan Zhi would know that she had seen her, and she would say it so directly.

"Miss Nguyen......"

"Actually, you should have guessed that Xu Huaishen's girlfriend is very likely to be me. That's why you came over and deliberately said that Xu Huaishen asked you to send this, just to create a misunderstanding. deliberately told me that those who didn't have it just wanted to hit me and make me feel that I was not worthy of Xu Huaishen. And the tenth anniversary you deliberately said, in fact, it reminds me that you and Xu Huaishen have been friends for ten years, but I don't. My friendship is nowhere near as deep as you and his. ”

"No......"

"In a word, the purpose of your coming here is to get me to quit voluntarily. Miss Bai, you like Xu Huaishen too, right?"

Bai Wei: "......"

She never expected that Ruan Zhi would see through everything.

And it's not scary to see through everything, it's scary that she actually said everything!

Bai Wei felt that what little bit of her mind seemed to have been picked up by Ruan Zhi and spread out under the sun.

Bai Wei's expression was almost unbearable, and it was so far that she couldn't continue to hide it.

"You're right, I like Huaishen. And I feel that I am more qualified than you. Bai Wei was very confident, "Like you said, how long have you known each other? The relationship between us is definitely not comparable to you. And, you know, he was a student of my grandfather. As long as my grandfather speaks, Huaishen will definitely agree. ”

"But I don't want to do that, I've always wanted to work on my own, especially emotionally, and I don't like to force it. I've been guarding my arms for ten years, ten years of dedication, Ruan Zhi, can you?"

Decade......

Ruan Zhi shook his head and said very sincerely: "I can't do it." ”

As expected, Bai Wei's expression relaxed a little, and said, "So I hope that Miss Ruan won't let my ten years go to waste." ”

She gave ten years.

Ten years is almost the most important and beautiful years of a woman's life.

It is impossible for the things she is protecting to watch them flow away.

Ruan Zhi smiled, "Miss Bai, you misunderstood what I meant. ”

"What?"

"I mean, I won't spend ten years guarding an unknown relationship. ”

“......”

"Ten years, not ten days, not ten months. Wasting that long time guarding someone who doesn't belong to you is not an honor, it's a sick liking. ”

......

Ruan Zhi felt that what he said was right, real liking is to be happy with each other, you like me, I like you too.

Instead, how many years to guard a person, only silently unrequited love.

In fact, she wanted to say that Bai Wei had spent ten years by Xu Huaishen's side, why are they still not together until now?

Because Bai Wei knew that Xu Huaishen didn't like her.

She could only silently guard and eradicate the girls who were close to Xu Huaishen.

In this way, in the end, she became Xu Huaishen's only choice.

It's not like.

It's sick psychology.

Ruan Zhi even felt that if Xu Huaishen hadn't touched him, would he have to die lonely in the end?

Thinking about it like this, he's quite pitiful.

The little anger he had with Bai Wei before disappeared in an instant.

In the afternoon, Ruan Zhi was idle and went to the supermarket.

According to what Xu Huaishen taught last time, I bought some fresh vegetables and fruits, went home and opened the recipe APP, and made a few dishes according to the above teachings.

It's almost six o'clock.

Ruan Zhi heard the sound of a car outside the yard, so he ran over and opened the door.

Sure enough, I saw Xu Huaishen go home.

By the time he parked the car, Ruan Zhi was already standing by the fence of the two houses.

Ruan Zhi put his hands behind his back and smiled, "Doctor Xu, are you off work?"

Xu Huaishen closed the car door, "Hmm." ”

"Dr. Xu, have you had dinner?"

Xu Huaishen walked over and stood in front of Ruan Zhi through the fence, "I didn't eat." ”

Under the setting sun, the shadows of the two were reflected on the ground, and they were stretched out to be elders.

Hearing his answer, the girl's eyebrows immediately curved, "That's right, I made dinner, do you want to come over and eat?"

"Okay. Xu Huaishen said, "I'll change my clothes and come." ”

"Then I'll go get the dishes and chopsticks first. Ruan Zhi went back happily.

In order to leave the door for Xu Huaishen, he deliberately did not lock the door when he entered the house.

When she put the dishes and chopsticks in place, she heard the footsteps, and subconsciously turned around, and saw Xu Huaishen walking in.

He said to change his clothes, and he really changed his clothes.

Shirts and trousers, replaced with casual wear in a homely style.

Ruan Zhi found that this person is good-looking, but he looks good in everything.

And Xu Huaishen's skin is quite white, and sometimes Ruan Zhi feels that his skin is far inferior to him.

Xu Huaishen walked in, and when he stopped at the entrance to change his shoes, he saw a new pair of slippers neatly placed there.

Light gray, men's.

Xu Huaishen raised his eyebrows, and heard Ruan Zhi explain: "When I went to the supermarket in the afternoon, I bought it easily." ”

When she saw the slippers at that time, the first thing she thought of was Xu Huaishen.

Thinking that he came to the house twice, he wore her slippers.

Small and cramped.

"This special shoe, buy one get one free. Ruan Zhi said, "There is still a pair of white ones in the shoe cabinet, if you don't like this color, you can change it." ”

Xu Huaishen had already been replaced, and the corners of his lips curled when he heard the words, "It's just right." ”

In fact, Ruan Zhi didn't know what size shoes to buy.

I was afraid of buying big, and I was afraid of buying small, so I specifically asked the supermarket shopping guide about the height and weight ratio.

In the end, I chose such a pair of well-fitting ones.

It was not in vain that she struggled for more than half an hour.

Ruan Zhi quickly glanced at Xu Huaishen's feet, retracted his gaze and walked towards the restaurant, "Come and eat." ”

Xu Huaishen smiled and followed.

One is born, and the second is ripe.

After the last experience, today's Ruan Zhi's several home-cooked stir-fries are still quite good.

The two sat down to eat together, and the atmosphere was inexplicably warm.

Ruan Zhi looked up at Xu Huaishen from time to time, and when he saw him eating seriously, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

Finally, Xu Huaishen put down the spoon, raised his head and said, "If you want to see it, just look at it openly." ”

He had a smile in his eyes, and he looked so gentle.

Ruan Zhi's girl's heart is about to melt.

She coughed, quickly lowered her head, pretended to drink soup, and muttered in passing, "I...... I didn't look at you. ”

"Really?" Xu Huaishen was not in a hurry to poke her, leaned back, and asked, "What about tonight's dinner?"

"Explanation...... What?"

Xu Huai glanced at the dining table, "Specially made it for me?"

"Of course not!" Ruan Zhi denied, "I made my own food, and I just shouted to you by the way." ”

"Really?" Xu Huaishen was not angry, and kept smiling. A pair of black eyes, always looking at Ruan Zhi.

Ruan Zhi took two bites and stopped, "Aren't you eating?"

Xu Huaishen sighed, "I'm a person, there's a problem." ”

"What?"

"If there's a problem that doesn't work, I won't be able to eat. ”

“......”

And what's wrong with this?

At first glance, it's nonsense.

Ruan Zhi pulled the topic away, "Doctor Xu, have you been in a relationship before?"

"Nope. Xu Huai didn't think about it.

"Have you ever had a crush?"

"Do you count?"

"I don't count. ”

"Oh~~" He deliberately pulled out the last note, "So you're not a human?"

"......" Ruan Zhi pinched his chopsticks, "Doctor Xu, why do you like to scold people?"

Xu Huaishen smiled, "You are the first." ”

Ruan Zhi was overjoyed, his cheeks slightly hot, "Me too." ”

"Huh?" Xu Huaishen didn't seem to understand, "What?"

"I've never been in a relationship either, Dr. Hsu...... Also the first man I liked. ”

"Have you ever liked a woman?"

"Doctor Xu!"

"Alright. Xu Huaishen raised his eyebrows happily, with a positive color, "I won't tease you." ”

After eating, Xu Huaishen didn't go back immediately, and stayed to watch TV with Ruan Zhi.

Ruan Zhi felt for the first time that the TV series was actually not so boring, and with Xu Huaishen by his side, it seemed that life was no longer so monotonous.

Very good.

"Have you ever had insomnia recently?" When the advertisement was played, Xu Huaishen asked casually.

Ruan Zhi subconsciously looked at him, "There is ......"

"Are you still taking the medicine?"

"Well, I don't eat much, and sometimes I don't eat until I have to. ”

Because Xu Huaishen had told her not to become dependent on sleeping pills, Ruan Zhi is now strictly following the doctor's instructions.

Overcome two nights, both fell asleep on their own.

In this regard, Ruan Zhi still has a sense of accomplishment.

"Hmm. Xu Huaishen replied and didn't say anything more.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

After a while, Ruan Zhi's voice sounded: "Doctor Xu." ”

"Huh?"

"How do you feel about Bai Wei?"

Xu Huaishen turned his head and looked at her a little funny, "How did you think of asking this question?"

Ruan Zhi sat up straight from the sofa, holding a pillow in his arms, moved in front of him, and stared straight into his eyes, "You just have to answer." How does it feel?"

"Friends. ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. ”

"That'...... How do you feel about me?"

“......”

Ruan Zhi blinked, "What do you feel?"

The corners of Xu Huaishen's mouth curled, "Unspeakable." ”

Ruan Zhi couldn't understand the meaning of these four words, but she still wanted to know how Xu Huaishen felt about her.

She is his object, it can't be the same as Bai Wei, right?

"Unspeakable, what does it feel like?" Ruan Zhi now wants to be the most special existence in his heart, so he has asked the bottom of this question.

"I really want to know?"

"Uh-huh. Ruan Zhi is thirsty for knowledge, and a pair of fawn eyes blink and blink, which is particularly tempting.

Xu Huaishen's eyes deepened unconsciously, and the smile on his lips also deepened, "Come here." ”

"Oooh. In order to get the answer, Ruan Zhi was very cooperative.

He asked to come over, and she immediately sat down with a pillow.

But Xu Huaishen was still not satisfied, "Come over again." ”

"......" Ruan Zhi looked at the distance between the two, and said in his heart: I will sit on you if I come over again.

But if it's so ambiguous, she doesn't dare to say it casually.

It's just obedient, and moves a little more to him.

Because of her movements, her legs inevitably touched Xu Huaishen's legs.

The bodies of the two were almost next to each other.

Ruan Zhi could only allow himself to lean back a little to get as far away as possible.

The height difference between the two requires her to tilt her head slightly in order to meet Xu Huaishen.

But getting so close will make Ruan Zhi feel that it is difficult to breathe.

"Now...... Can you say that?"

"Yes. The man's voice was already very beautiful, but at this moment, it was dyed with a layer of bewitching hoarseness, which sounded in this quiet living room, making Ruan Zhi suddenly stunned, and when he met those black eyes, he subconsciously held his breath.

She always felt ...... What's going to happen......

Sure enough, in the next second, Xu Huaishen leaned over.

Ruan Zhi was prepared, and he retreated completely subconsciously.

A slender finger clasped the back of her head and brought her forward, and the man's soft lips pressed against her......

A few minutes later, Xu Huaishen let go of her.

Ruan Zhi's face was red as if it was dripping blood, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his nose fluttered, and his breathing was a little short.

Her mind was still buzzing, still immersed in the kiss she had just had.

Xu Huaishen's palm lightly pressed against her back, "Are you okay?"

Ruan Zhi: "......"

Not so good.

When she turned her head, she realized that their posture at the moment was a little awkward.

She didn't know when it started, and she was already sitting on Xu Huaishen's lap.

And her whole person is equivalent to leaning on his arms.

This......

Xu Huaishen looked like no one else, directly picked up the water cup on the coffee table and handed it to her.

Ruan Zhi didn't think about it, so he took it and took two sips.

When the water in the cup bottomed out, she realized that "this cup is ...... Yours, huh?"

This is the water she poured for Xu Huaishen before.

Moreover, Xu Huaishen has drunk it.

So the remaining half was given to Ruan Zhi to drink.

Ruan Zhi's cheeks were hot, she stood up from Xu Huaishen's lap, took a few steps back, a little at a loss, "I...... I didn't mean to, I'll pour you ...... again."

"No, I don't. Xu Huaishen also stood up, took her hand, and approached.

As soon as he came over, Ruan Zhi held his breath nervously, his eyelashes drooped, and he didn't dare to look at him.

Xu Huaishen's fingers sorted out her hair for her, and when she saw her still red face, she was a little funny, "Why are you still shy?"

Ruan Zhi said sullenly: "I'm not shy......"

"Then why are you still blushing?"

"I ...... Hot. ”

Xu Huaishen laughed softly, "Okay, it's hot." ”

Xu Huaishen stayed for a while before leaving.

Ruan Zhi returned to the bedroom, first jumped on the bed excitedly for half an hour, wrapped himself in the quilt, and rolled over on the bed.

The result of being too excited is that I have insomnia again!

In the middle of the night, Ruan Zhi didn't want to be excited alone.

So, she picked up her mobile phone and sent messages to Lin Mo and Jian Tian respectively: "I have a partner." ”

Lin Mo: "?!!!"

Jian Tian: "Who? Who is it? I can't really guess it, it's Minglang, right?"

Ruan Zhi: "No. ”

Jian Tian: "Who is that?"

Lin Mo: "Xu Huaishen?"

Jian Tian: "Wouldn't it, wouldn't Ruan Zhi say that she didn't feel anything for Xu Huai?"

Ruan Zhi: "That's him!"

As soon as it was sent out, Lin Mo's video call came, and Jian Tian came over at the same time.

Ruan Zhi took a deep breath and pressed the connect button.

Before she could open her mouth, Jian Tian's voice came with great excitement: "My God, what's the matter with you? Didn't you say that you don't have a cold to Dr. Xu? What the hell is going on?"

"Ahem......" Ruan Zhi now regretted telling her about it.

A bombardment of inquiries is indispensable.