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She began to hate Old Man Yu.

She hated Old Man Yu for asking for her but couldn't marry her, and in the end, she transferred her hatred for Old Man Yu to her son.

Yu Yeli has been beaten and scolded since she was a child, and her mother didn't let him have contact with anyone.

When he offered to go outside.

His mother became mad and scolded: "You are an illegitimate child, a poor and pathetic illegitimate child, as an illegitimate child, why do you go outside, you go outside to be ridiculed and looked down upon, you are more disgusting and disgusting than a bed bug!"

His mother would then lock him up in a small, unlit room and let endless darkness and fear envelop him until he knelt down and apologized to his mother, saying that he would never go out again.

In this long letter, Yu Shaoqian and Mu Yajing seemed to see a child's dark and fearful childhood, and before the letter, they were all talking about hatred for what their mother had done, until finally, Yu Yeli's words suddenly changed.

"Mother, I thought I hated you, I thought you were extremely hateful, but now I suddenly understand, maybe, I was wrong, you just love but can't be right? I love my father but can't, so my heart will be distorted, I suddenly understand, because I am also in love with a woman, I love her very much, but that woman is going to leave me, Mother, my heart is also distorted, Mother, I finally understand your pain, love but can't, it turns out to be the saddest pain in the world!"

This is the end of the letter.

Yu Shaoqian and Mu Yajing withdrew their gazes from the letter at the same time, they looked at each other and were speechless for a long time.

After waiting for a while, Yu Shaoqian opened the letter written by Yu Yeli to Old Man Yu.

When the letter was opened, Yu Shaoqian's eyes were dark and turbulent.

After all, this letter was addressed to his own grandfather.

This letter, too, is very brief.

The three letters, with the exception of the one addressed to his mother about his dark childhood, were brief.

"Father, should I call you that? I have your blood flowing in me, but you don't seem worthy to be my father, because you have made my mother and I invisible beings, and we can't walk in the light and bask in the sunshine outside. ”

"Father, I'm dead, and I've found a way to keep my body from decaying, do you know why I'm doing this? Only women care about skin, how can I, a man, care about skin, you must think it's strange, right? Because you don't know how inferior and dark my heart is. ”

"My mother told me since I was a child that I was a despised being, I was not even as good as a bed bug and a mouse, it was disgusting, how inferior I was, I had nothing to care about except for this good-looking skin, so I wanted to keep my body from decaying, after all, you don't know, your son, how inferior he is. ”

"I know I'm a shame on you, too, but you're happy now, because your shame, the stain on your life, is finally dead, and he's dead, and he'll never be a stain on you again. ”

This concludes the letter.

Yu Shaoqian's breathing was a little depressed.

And Mu Yajing is also very silent.

She remembered that in Beicheng before, Chen Shan told her that Yu Yeli was a very pitiful person.

She was thrilled at the time.

She felt that such a person as hateful as a demon could be pitied!

But now that she has read these three letters, especially the letter written by Yu Yeli to her mother about her childhood, she suddenly feels that Yu Yeli is pitiful.

This is a poor and pathetic yet hateful person.

"Yajing, I will go and find out the real cause of your father's death. After a while, Yu Shaoqian's deep voice came into Mu Yajing's ears.

Mu Yajing nodded, a flash of relief flashed in her eyes.

Men can always think so well.

She hasn't mentioned it yet, Yu Shaoqian has already thought about it.

"Is this the truth?" she muttered suddenly.

It seems like yes.

Except for the real cause of her father's death, the truth is finally revealed.

Yu Shaoqian's eyes were deep: "It should be counted." ”

Mu Yajing did not speak.

Her mood was complicated, no excitement, no anger, just complicated, mixed with a touch of sourness.

Yu Shaoqian suddenly pulled Mu Yajing to sit on the bench.

He asked Mu Yajing to rest her head on her shoulder: "Yajing, tell me if you want to say something, and I will talk to you." ”

Mu Yajing rested her head on Yu Shaoqian's shoulder.

She looked at the ceiling faintly: "Yu Shaoqian, you say, has this man ever been in love with my mother?"

"I think, yes. Yu Shaoqian gave Mu Yajing a very positive answer: "However, he has serious psychological problems, extremism, low self-esteem, distortion, and paranoia. ”

It can be seen from the letter written by Yu Yeli.

This is a man with serious personality problems.

It's not surprising, though.

With such a life experience, such a mother, and such a childhood, it is not surprising that Yu Yeli's psychology will be distorted and divided.

So my mother finally couldn't take it anymore and left. Mu Yajing muttered: "He said that he was just scaring my mother and wanted to force my mother to comply, he said that he was wrong, but why couldn't he know that he was wrong earlier, why couldn't he wake up early." ”

If Yu Yeli could wake up early, or all the tragedies would not exist.

Yu Shaoqian held Mu Yajing's hand, and he said in a low voice: "Yajing, if every step in the world can be taken just right, then perhaps, there will be no joys and sorrows in the world, just like we went to that forest earlier, or, if you read that book earlier, we would not have experienced such a long period of pain." ”

Mu Yajing breathed quietly.

"But now we understand that it was a misunderstanding before, Shaoqian, we all understand that it has nothing to do with your father. ”

"Yes. Yu Shaoqian's voice became deeper and lower: "Yajing, our mistakes can be saved, but many people's mistakes are that once they are wrong, they can never be saved." ”

Mu Yajing didn't speak.

She fell silent.

After waiting for a long time, Yu Shaoqian's hand stretched out, and his hand gently stroked Mu Yajing's long hair: "Yajing, the past has passed, I know you are uncomfortable, but it is all in the past, people can't always be immersed in the grief of the past, you still have Xiaobai, Niannian, and me." ”

The man's words gave Mu Yajing strength and support.

She raised her eyes and looked at Yu Shaoqian: "I promise you, I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible." ”

"I believe it. Yu Shaoqian's eyes burned: "Yajing, you have always been a very strong girl, whether it was before, now, or in the future." ”