168. I owe it to the Xiao family

Shen Wanqing saw Gu Pan running out like this, and she was very anxious.

But she had been standing all morning, and her legs were already shaking.

Shen Wanqing knew in her heart that her current situation was no longer suitable for her to go out.

But Gu Pan's mood doesn't seem right, and something will definitely happen if he runs out like this.

As long as she thought that something would happen to her, Shen Wanqing panicked.

She directly retreated from Gu Qingcang with a hurried face: "You still don't want to apologize to your daughter!"

Seeing that Shen Wanqing was getting more and more excited and had already begun to pant, Gu Qingcang hurriedly took out the medicine from his pocket and sprayed her: "Don't take a deep breath, I'll go see Panpan now." ”

Gu Qingcang comforted her while helping to calm down, and it wasn't until Shen Wanqing came back that he stood up: "You just have a good rest here, I'll go out and have a look." ”

Shen Wanqing pushed him, her face showing urgency: "Hurry up, don't wait for Panpan to leave, and find a way to get through." ”

Gu Qingcang bowed his head slightly, and walked out in a messy manner.

In the courtyard, Gu Pan stood under the osmanthus tree and looked at the words engraved on it without saying a word.

Hearing the familiar footsteps behind him, Gu Pan didn't look back, just sniffed, covered the wetness under his eyes, and said softly: "Dad, thank you for accompanying me to play such a show just now." ”

Gu Qingcang sighed helplessly, walked quickly to Gu Pan's side, and gently patted his daughter's shoulder with his warm palm: "Why do you bother, I don't blame your mother in my heart......"

"Dad, people like her, who have been cold all her life, never need mercy forgiveness from others, but this way makes her feel better. Gu Pan turned his head and pulled the corners of his mouth: "It's just a little embarrassing for you, it's uncomfortable to be caught in the middle." ”

When Gu Qingcang heard her daughter say this, she subconsciously raised her hand and scratched Gu Pan's nose like when she was a child, her eyes were full of distress.

He knew that Gu Pan forgave Shen Wanqing because he saw this meal.

But her daughter's heart is as thin as hair, and she doesn't want her mother to feel guilty and blame herself for the rest of her life.

Originally, Gu Pan could say forgiveness in an extremely gentle way, but Shen Wanqing's mind has always been heavy, if one thing is guilty, it will be stuck in his heart for a lifetime.

On the contrary, Gu Pan used that kind of accusation to vent the knot between them, hoping that everyone would feel better.

It's just that Gu Qingcang thought of what Gu Pan had just said, and he knew in his heart that he was afraid that those grievances were 100% true.

However, this child has been reporting good news and not bad news since he was a child, and he only learned about these today.

"Panpan used to be negligent by my father, who thought you were not doing badly, but he didn't know that you were suffering such grievances every day. As long as Gu Qingcang thought of the little person cowering in the corner and being violently used with gossip like that, his eyes couldn't help but turn red.

The smile on Gu Pan's face stiffened and stiffened, and finally he just spit out a sentence: "Dad, I don't blame you." ”

She didn't say those things at the beginning, which means that she doesn't blame her father, and Gu Qingcang has suffered no less grievances than her in this matter.

But as a father and husband, he has always endured and never expressed the bitterness in his heart.

It is precisely because of this that Gu Pan grew up quickly on the day Shen Wanqing left.

She wanted to protect the man in front of her.

As for telling me about my grievances today, I want to put an end to everything, not to blame anyone's fault.

Now that Shen Wanqing is back, she really wants to recognize this family, so what she received before is nothing.

"Dad, I want to thank you!" Gu Qingcang hooked the corners of his lips with relief.

He has a good daughter, and this daughter was born to him by Shen Wanqing.

"Dad, I want to know what happened back then, and she was going to abandon us so desperately to find Xiao Cheng?"

This incident may be a pain in her father's heart, but it was also her untouchable past.

Only when she really knows the ins and outs can she really let go.

Gu Qingcang glanced at Gu Pan and knew that he couldn't hide this matter.

He sighed and glanced back, only to see Shen Wanqing standing by the window with a nervous face looking at their father and daughter.

Through the glass, feeling his gaze, Shen Wanqing nodded.

Even if they haven't lived together for more than ten or twenty years, their previous tacit understanding is still there.

Seeing that she agreed, Gu Qingcang also breathed a sigh of relief.

"Panpan, do you know why Xiao Lin hates our family so much? If it weren't for that accident, his sister would be as old as you. Gu Qingcang smiled bitterly: "Back then, I only cared about your mother and daughter, and I didn't know how many children they had in their family. If it's not last time...... Arrange for you to go on a blind date Huo Chengxiang reminded me to check Xiao Lin, I don't even know if he is Xiao Cheng or his son. ”

Gu Qingcang told Gu Panting about an incident more than 20 years ago, and she knew that she had passed away because her other child had just been born.

At that time, Shen Wanqing and Xiao Lin's mother gave birth on the same day, and the two of them almost had dystocia in the same delivery room.

When the doctor came out to explain the situation, Gu Qingcang and Xiao Chengdu were at the door of the delivery room, Shen Wanqing's condition was more serious, and the doctors in the delivery room were not enough, so they could only arrange first aid.

At that time, the doctor meant that Shen Wanqing, who was in critical condition first, but Gu Qingcang did not deprive Xiao Cheng's wife of the rights she should enjoy, he gave Xiao Cheng the right to choose.

And he himself went to contact other familiar doctors, but after he hung up the phone, the doctor had already entered the delivery room.

An hour and a half later, both children were sent out, and Gu Pan was dissected in time, but everything was normal.

But the other child was not so lucky, as soon as she was sent out, she was sent to the pediatric emergency and stayed in the incubator for three months, but finally could not be saved.

Xiao Lin's mother has always been emotionally wrong because of the loss of that child, and since then she has been good and bad, and most of the time she has to rely on medication to maintain sleep.

Otherwise, at night, she would be in a daze in the corridor with a child's clothes in her arms.

This matter was quietly spread by a young servant of the Xiao family, and later reached the ears of Gu Qingcang and his wife.

Xiao Cheng's rescue of Shen Wanqing was later told to Gu Qingcang by the doctor, and he did not hide his wife at that time, and directly told her all the truth.

After knowing the situation in their family, Shen Wanqing paid special attention to the affairs of their husband and wife in order to repay this kindness, as long as it was their medical treatment, she would always help silently behind their backs.

It wasn't until later that he found out that Xiao Cheng had something in his head, and Shen Wanqing's decision also caused a lot of conflict in their family.

At that time, she chose to leave home temporarily for the sake of her children, and calm down with each other, who would have thought that Xiao Lin's mother committed suicide at that time, and then the villa she took care of Xiao Cheng also had a fire for no reason.

Gu Qingcang paused and looked at Gu Pan, who was already scarlet in his eyes: "So in this matter, mother, she has her own difficulties." After all, our family owes the Xiao family ......"