On the way home, I only felt that my steps were so heavy, and with every step, it seemed like I was going to exhaust all my strength. The sky is already gray, the street has begun to have a little light, people coming and going, should be in a hurry to rush home to reunite with their families, right? Share the joy of this day, wash away the fatigue of this day, and be grateful for the gifts of this day.

I also suddenly wanted to go home, back to the place where she was, as I said, where she is, is my home!

But I'm a little afraid to go back now, it's too late to go back, I know that she will be worried, so I let Ah Zheng go back first to report safety, I just, I really want to walk on the side of the road alone, I don't want her to see me so decadent now!

Raising his hands, looking at the intricate lines in the palm, some people say that a person's fate has been decided by God, and the palm print on the hand is an indication of where the person's fate will go in the future.

Even if it really represents fate, clenching your fists tightly, isn't it still tightly held in your hands?

Yes, for me, fate is in my own hands!

Holding on to the bridge, looking up, the fisherman holds the fishing boat, and returns with a song in the sunset, the song is full of contentment and happiness in life, poverty is not necessarily bitter, wealth is not happy, contentment is always happy, no deception and self-peace!

Suddenly, I was a little envious of the fisherman, yearning for the life he sang in the song, and began to fantasize in my heart, can one day, leave the grievances and grievances in this imperial city, and chaos one after another, take her hand, go to travel the world, or return to the mountains and forests, as long as you are with her, the years are quiet and quiet, and the days are dull but happy, isn't that good?

However, this can probably only be my own fantasy, I have never deliberately pursued anything, the first time I have something I want to pursue, I didn't expect it to be such an ordinary but unattainable thing.

Am I being too greedy? Maybe, yes!

After coming out of Zhongyi Hall, I went to the Fufa Field, which was set up by the Gao family to deal with the unforgivable people in the clan, and I don't know how many people of the Gao family died here on this execution ground.

This is a condition put forward by my uncle, and he is finally willing to return the real power of the Gao family to me, but his request is to go to the execution ground to send the guard who is about to be executed.

The execution ground was full of people, almost all the children of the Gao family were present to watch the execution, and the deterrent effect I wanted had been achieved, and everyone began to fear the power of me, the new successor of the Gao family, and everyone dared not underestimate me anymore!

My purpose has been achieved, and the real power of the Gao family that I want has also been obtained, and behold, in a moment, I have obtained many things, fame, status, power, etc., but why do I not even have a trace of joy?

In the execution ground is the guard's unjust and unwilling cry before he died, he is still pinning his hopes on Gao Fu can save himself, how does he know, Gao Fu is about to be unable to protect himself, when everyone casts pity and sighs at him, when he sees his wife and children who were stopped by people in the crowd and cried for themselves in linen and filial piety, he realized that his limit is approaching!

"Gao Chen harmed me, even if he turned into a ghost, I wouldn't let go of your ......"

His last cry floated back and forth over the execution ground like a curse, and the moment his head hit the ground, my heart felt as if someone had been hit hard, and I took a few steps back unsteadily, but was held up by the person behind me.

I don't know when, Gao Wei is already standing behind me, he is a military general, this kind of scene has long been commonplace, the curse shouted by this kind of dying person is just an unwilling crazy talk before death, he can't fight others before death, and he still wants to become a powerful ghost after death? Just hearing this sentence, it makes people feel sad!

"Those who achieve great things are not informal!"

Gao Wei said this indifferently, patted me on the shoulder, and then turned away.

Hehe, for Gao Wei, the life of this guard is equivalent to an ant. What is that to me? Haven't I treated him as a sacrifice and a stepping stone to my struggle for power?

Actually, I am the same as Gao Wei.

Seeing the guard's wife, who had already fainted from crying, and his child, who was only three years old and only crying, this was the first blood debt that my hand had been stained with, and I would not regret it, and if I had remorse, it would only be hypocrisy.

On the road of struggle for power, there are thorns and bumps all the way, and there are bloody corpses all over the ground, and the peak of power is piled up with the bones of countless people.

In the future, in order to achieve my goals or to protect myself, I will definitely kill many, many more people, this is my fate!

Holding my hands tightly, I am willing to bear all the sins with all my might, and in the end, I will pay for the life I owe, and in the end, I will pay it with my life?

Turning around, turning around, I left the execution ground without looking back.

The white sails above the execution ground fluttered in the wind, making a grinning sound, like the roar of the wind, and like someone's crying, the sound of sorrow and murder......

When I finally walked back to the door of my house, it was getting dark, and everyone around me lit lanterns at the gate, looking at the familiar lights at the door of my house, and finally had a trace of warmth in my heart.

Pulled the door knocker and lightly buckled the door a few times, and it didn't take long for the door to open wide, but the person who opened the door was actually Ziyu!

When Ziyu saw me for the first time, she was very happy, but when she looked closely, she saw that I was alone, and she couldn't help but look abnormal, and hurriedly asked:

"Master Pony, why did you come back alone? Didn't you see Her Royal Highness the Princess?"

I was shocked, wasn't she hurt, how could she let her go out alone?

"Didn't I let Ah Zheng come back first to report her safety?!Princess, where did she go?"

I panicked, she still has injuries on her body, what if something happens?

Ziyu suddenly regretted letting the princess go out alone, and the princess was very worried after hearing what happened to the concubine today, and told herself to wait at home, and she went to look for the concubine and would come back soon.

Ziyu didn't expect that the princess did not come back with the horse, and hurriedly said:

"Ah Zheng has already returned, but the princess said that she would go to find you in person, so she ......"

"Princess, she's out looking for me?!"

Without waiting for Ziyu to finish speaking, I hurriedly ran out again, the princess was looking for me, I didn't meet her all the way, I must have missed it somewhere!

Princess, princess, princess......

I ran back the way I came, watching the people as I ran. As soon as I saw someone who was similar to her, I went crazy and grabbed people, and when I looked and asked, the people around me thought I was crazy. If I hadn't seen that I was wearing an official uniform, I was afraid that the police would have arrested me.

I just walked back and forth through several streets, but I don't know why, I just couldn't find her, why couldn't I find her?

Wan'er, Wan'er, where are you, why, how can I find it, but I can't find you?

"I'm sorry!"

Suddenly, he grabbed a woman by the shoulder, and the man wanted to scold me, but when he saw my sad and painful expression, he thought that he was trapped by love, so he ignored me and turned away.

Looking at this bustling crowd, the vast sea of people, I desperately wanted to find the familiar and deeply attached white-clothed figure from the crowd, but every qiē was like a flower in the mirror, it was so unattainable.

I originally thought that as long as I got home, I would be able to see her, see her touching smile, hear her gentle words, feel her warm touch, and hug her tightly......

I feel that as long as she is there, no matter how painful the experience, I can help, no matter how difficult the ordeal, I can overcome it. Without her, my life would be meaningless!

Wan'er, Wan'er, I really can't lose you, tell me, where are you?

I fell to my knees, my face covered with tears, like a child lost in the road, longing to find my way home.

I've lost my love, I can't find her, have you seen her?

Please, tell me where she is?

......

Everyone around me was so frightened that no matter how much I shouted, no one would respond to me.

Yes, I'm looking for her so frantically, so is she also looking for me everywhere?

Clenched my fists tightly and wiped away my tears, I must cheer up, even if it is a poor and a yellow spring, I will find her and take her home!

Struggling to stand up, I found that I had lost my strength, holding on to the guardrail or fence along the road, and just climbed over a long bridge step by step, supporting and walking for a long time, and my hands were blistered with blood without realizing it.

As I walked slowly along the riverbank, I faintly heard the sound of silver bells, which was familiar but distant......

I looked around nervously, on the other side of the river, in the dim light, when the familiar shadow came into view, my eyes were moist, was that my hallucination?

No, it's her, it must be her, I will never admit it!

"Wan'er ......"

My lips are trembling with excitement, I'm so scared, she won't hear me, I'm calling her, calling my lover!

"Wan'er ......"

On the other side, the infinitely lonely figure suddenly stopped, and when he turned around, his eyes were already in the eyes of the person he had been looking for for a long time but had never been seen, his brows were furrowed, but there was a sad look on his beautiful face.

It seems to be back to him immediately......

The crowd looked for her thousands of times, and suddenly looked back, but the person was there, and the lights were dim.

"Tatsu ......"

Her affectionate and hurried cry put me into a dream.

As soon as the words fell, I saw her leaning forward slightly, a little on her tiptoes, like a Tingting crane, flying up, her white clothes swaying in the wind, and the clear shadow danced, like the Nine Heavens Fairy descending to the mortal dust, jumping towards me, I had long forgotten that I was the only one in my eyes.

Stretching out my arms and embracing her into my arms again, I only felt that this body must be in the clouds and not in the world!

"Where have you been, where have you been? I can't find you everywhere......"

She grabbed the corner of my coat tightly, rested her head on my shoulder, and her body was still a little dazed.

Is she scared?

hugged her tightly, a wry smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, I was also looking for you, looking for you so hard, but at this moment, I felt that it was worth it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Wan'er, I'm late, finally ...... I've found you!"

She felt something, raised her head to look at my somewhat haggard expression, and touched my face with pity, she knew that I must be desperately looking for her, and she was happy but distressed in her heart.

"If you can't find it...... What should I do?"

Attached to the hand caressing my face, with a determined gaze in my eyes, said:

"Then keep looking, keep looking, go up and down, go down to the extreme yellow spring, I must find you, I will definitely find you!"

He grabbed her hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear in the next moment.

"Fool, whether it's Biluo or Huangquan, I'll go with you and never leave you, okay?"

I was slightly stunned, my nose was sour, and I reached out to touch her beautiful face, what she meant by this, is she willing to live and die with me, and never give up?

Hahaha, Gao Chen, Gao Chen, what kind of blessing did you cultivate in your previous life, you can get such a precious love in this life, and you can meet such a beautiful and sincere lovely person?

I love her, even if she is a woman, so what? This love will never be lost to anyone, she is destined to be a woman who only belongs to me in this life, and no one can snatch it away!

Hugging her tightly, I smiled, laughed so happily and happily, laughed so much that tears came out......

"Okay, we'll be together forever, I'll always be by your side, absolutely not, I'll lose you again!"

Holding my hand tightly, she said to me softly with that charming smile on her face:

"Chen, let's go home!"

I nodded, my heart beaming with happiness and smiling in response.

"Okay, let's go home!"

We looked at each other and smiled, and we walked hand in hand, as if we had a lot to say to each other, but when the words came to our mouths, we didn't know where to start.

一qiē is all in words......

"Morning, is it the morning of Nong Xiang Chenzheng?"

Halfway through, the princess suddenly asked, she wanted to know my real name.

I looked at her with some surprise, but she just smiled faintly and said:

"You had a high fever that night, and I heard you talking nonsense, didn't you?"

The corners of my mouth curled slightly, nodded, and said:

"Well, it's that morning, the morning of the twilight drum and the morning bell!"

Gao Chen's Chen, Nongxiang Chenzheng's Chen, Chen'er, Chen'er......

The princess seems to have seen the extraordinary, obviously such a simple word 'morning', why should she use the word 'Nong Xiang Chenzheng' to bring it out?

The princess stared at me with interest and asked:

"Why is it 'Nong Xiang Chenzheng'?"

I smiled like a fox, and said very frankly:

"If I hadn't said that, my father wouldn't have adopted me as his moth's daughter!"

Fate is so full of miracles and unknowns, after saving me, Gao Zhen and his wife originally planned to find a good family to adopt me, but it was because I said those words and revealed that I was literate and studied that I was able to read and write, so I got Gao Zhen's pity and became his daughter of the moth.

If it weren't for this, there would naturally be no later encounters, I wouldn't be Gao Chen, and I wouldn't have met the princess......

I always feel that this qiē seems to have its own providence in the dark, is it all fate?

If it is fate that I meet, know, fall in love and depend on the princess, then I believe that it is fate!

When the princess heard my explanation, she hid her face and smiled, and said:

"You can't see that you've been so smart since you were a child, aren't you stupid?"

I blinked, asked curiously, and said:

"When I was a kid, was I stupid?"

Why don't I think I was stupid when I was a kid? I'm smart!

Besides, how would the princess know if I was smart or stupid when I was a child?

"yes, it's stupid, stupid, nerd!"

The princess smiled and gave me this definition.

Ale, is this me? It feels, it really looks like I'm here? Wait, how can the princess know what I was like when I was a child? Could it be that the old fire head told her?

"Where?!"

I blushed, hurriedly denied it, and asked:

"Besides, how do you know?"

"Hehe, I won't sue you!"

With that, the princess let go of my hand, made a playful grimace at me, and ran away.

Eh~

There must be something the princess didn't tell me.

"Where are you going?"

After saying that, I also hurried to chase after her, tonight, I must let her tell me, what is she hiding from me!

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