Chapter 894: A Turning Point in Feelings
"What do you mean by choice...... What is it?" Qi Dongsi wanted to ask the meaning of Ji Linyuan's words before facing it, and there was no room for a trace of ambiguity.
Ji Linyuan seemed to be bold tonight, and talked about his relationship with Qi Dongsi and others without scruples: "Me and Li Zhiqian, you have to make a choice, so as to avoid some unnecessary misunderstandings in the future relationship, if you have difficulty in choosing, at least you have to make a priority arrangement." ”
Now Qi Dongsi understood, and he tried to explain: "I think you have some misunderstanding between me and Li Zhiqian, I have always treated Li Zhiqian like a sister, and I don't have any love for her." ”
"What about me?"
Qi Dongsi was stunned by Ji Linyuan's sudden question, he didn't know how to answer Ji Linyuan's question, this unguarded question, in fact, he had thought about it countless times, but this was the first time he asked it in Ji Linyuan's mouth, so direct, so **, there was no chance to avoid it, Qi Dongsi could almost see the hidden surging emotions in Ji Linyuan's eyes, he avoided this kind of gaze with expectation and scrutiny, he knew that Ji Linyuan was waiting for an answer, but he wanted to speak several times and stopped.
Seeing that Qi Dongsi was reluctant to give an answer, Ji Linyuan asked more clearly: "Do you treat me as a brother and sister, or a relationship between men and women, or a simple and ordinary business partnership?"
Qi Dongsi moved his lips and asked softly, "Can't you feel it?"
"I want you to tell me personally. Ji Linyuan's momentum gradually became a little compelling, and Qi Dongsi didn't expect the atmosphere to change like this in an instant.
"How...... Why do ......you suddenly ask this question at this time? I wasn't prepared at all. ”
"You don't have to be prepared to hear the most authentic answers. In fact, I've always wanted to ask you this question, the biggest problem between me and you and other girls is this question, only by clarifying this matter, will it not cause greater misunderstanding and unpleasantness. No matter who you choose, I just want a clear answer. Ji Linyuan's attitude was clear and firm, not giving Qi Dongsi a chance to be confused, she seemed determined to figure out something in this conversation.
Qi Dongsi sighed softly, shook his head and said, "You also know that between me and Ouyang Lan and her, a lot of uncontrollable things happened during this period. ”
"I just want a clear answer. Ji Linyuan saw that Qi Dongsi was vaguely answering, so he reminded himself again, "Ouyang Lan is no longer here, I won't worry about her, and I don't mind your past." ”
"But a lot of things, do you really not mind at all?" Qi Dongsi seemed to be hiding something, and he had an unspeakable secret.
Ji Linyuan planned to ask to the end: "What are many things?"
Qi Dongsi's face became a little embarrassed: "I had a ...... with her"
Ji Linyuan understood, and smiled helplessly: "It's normal, I've had a relationship with my boyfriend before, and I'm at this age, how can I still care about you." ”
"Not exactly, as you know, I bear a lot of responsibility for her death, and I may, probably not be able to get out of this shadow for the rest of my life. Qi Dongsi's emotions were also brought up by Ji Linyuan, and he seemed a little excited.
Qi Dongsi's words were to the point, and they also made Ji Linyuan feel a little surprised, Ji Linyuan is a person with emotional cleanliness, she will not tolerate the existence of another woman in her man's heart, so Qi Dongsi's words made Ji Linyuan feel a little disappointed and a little discouraged.
Ji Linyuan was annoyed by Qi Dongsi's words and disappointed in his attitude, so he complained loudly: "Then what do you mean to me, after going around in such a big circle, you still haven't answered my question." ”
Qi Dongsi realized that the relationship between him and Ji Linyuan may have come to a turning point, he swallowed his saliva a few times, struggled with his thoughts, and finally mustered up the courage to say: "To be honest, I did have a bit of a male and female affection for you at the beginning, but many emotions will not have such a clear boundary, for various reasons, I will control my own emotions, I ...... I won't develop ...... with you."
"At the beginning? it's the beginning again???" Ji Linyuan listened to Qi Dongsi's clear and unambiguous statement, and instantly felt a strong pain in his heart, like a glass heart, which was lifted high, and then fell down heavily, and finally fell to the ground, shattered his bones, Qi Dongsi's words, the so-called "beginning", gave Ji Linyuan hope, and gave her disappointment, and in the end it only brought more regret and greater harm.
Ji Linyuan has long known how close he was to Qi Dongsi, if there is a priority, she is the girl who has a priority than Ouyang Lan, but she has missed it, the relationship is like this, once you miss it, it may be irretrievable, people's feelings will change, if they don't grasp each other's hands at the right time, the two will no longer be able to stagger in the same time and space.
Qi Dongsi was able to say this so ruthlessly, not only because he didn't want Ji Linyuan to become the second Ouyang Lan, but also because he didn't want to be ashamed of Ji Linyuan in his future relationship, Ouyang Lan has become a name that can never be erased, between the two of them, this may be fate, and the "beginning" he mentioned was just a little unwilling in his heart, after all, he also wanted to express his true feelings for Ji Linyuan, a real feeling, a person who can never forget.
This is the first time that the two of them express their feelings for each other face-to-face, regardless of right or wrong, no need to hurt, just give each other a true and honest explanation, maybe from now on, the relationship between the two will come to an end, and although there are a lot of regrets, at least they will not resent each other and hurt each other.
"I see. Ji Linyuan was stunned and thought for a long time before he reacted, and responded to Qi Dongsi's decision with a low mood: "In the future, we will be a simple and ordinary business partnership, and I will not ...... No more cranky thinking. ”
If it was a person, Ji Linyuan would definitely want to cry, but in front of Qi Dongsi, in front of this feeling, she also wanted to maintain her last dignity and stubbornness, she forced out a smile to face Qi Dongsi, although she was very open-minded in the face of feelings, but no one knew how much pain and sorrow she needed to bear alone behind open-mindedness.
Qi Dongsi didn't know how to comfort Ji Linyuan, Ji Linyuan's reaction made him feel deeply guilty, but the first two bloody examples forced him to make such a choice, if this was fate, this love might only be buried in his heart forever, he sighed helplessly and desperately, and whispered to Ji Linyuan: "I'm sorry......"
"It's okay, no need to say I'm sorry, you didn't say sorry for me, thank you for your candor. Ji Linyuan forced a smile, but there was a crystal light flickering in the corner of his eye.
The two sat facing each other, neither of them started the next conversation, to some extent, the conversation between the two tonight was actually over, and neither of them got the result they wanted, nor did they see the ending they wanted.
After being silent for a long time, Qi Dongsi slowly asked, "What about ...... Do you still need me to accompany you to the provincial capital?"
"Of course, business activities need not be affected in any way. Ji Linyuan made a seemingly chic but actually very difficult decision, she tried to regain her composure and sanity, but this sentence also defined her and Qi Dongsi's trip to the provincial capital tomorrow and the future relationship between the two of them, just business partners.
Qi Dongsi smiled helplessly, but he couldn't say anything.
The two didn't talk much later, and after chatting about some work things intermittently, Qi Dongsi found an excuse to leave the Starlight Bar.
Liu Chen was eating the meal that his father left for him at home at the moment, and the dishes were still freshly fried, he would never have thought that he originally wanted Qi Dongsi to go to the Starlight Bar to ease the misunderstanding with Ji Linyuan to eliminate the misunderstanding between them, but he didn't expect it to develop in the opposite direction completely, maybe this is the best ending of the relationship between the two of them, at least they really loved each other.
Liu Chen sat alone at the dining table, swallowing hot dishes, Guan Shaoqing and Lin Huimei also sat at the dining table chatting with him, and Xiaomei watched the hit TV series on Liu Chen's mobile phone.
Zhen Ming's money has been transferred to Guan Shaoqing's account, that day Tang Yanqing really found Zhen Ming in a private villa in Tongming Village, although Tang Yanqing was alone at the time, but reported Liu Chen's name, Zhen Ming naturally did not dare to touch her.
Liu Chen found Zhang Zhiming's subordinate Abin to go to Tongming Village, and went to dozens of people at that time, Zhen Ming, who was a famous snake in Ningzhou, saw this group of black-clothed people who were all wearing weapons and fierce gods, and he didn't dare to let go of a fart, and transferred the money to the account designated by Liu Chen the next day.
Guan Shaoqing and Lin Huimei didn't dare to think that they could have so much money in their lives, and they felt panicked when they held the bank card in their hands, Guan Shaoqing took out the bank card from under the cabinet in the room while his son was coming home tonight.
"Xiao Chen, let's put this card there for you, if it's convenient, transfer this money as soon as possible and transfer it to your fund. Guan Shaoqing put the bank card in his hand in front of Liu Chen.
Liu Chen put down his chopsticks, pushed the bank card back in front of his father, and said, "Dad, this is not in a hurry, this money belongs to you, you can take out some and spend it, and then transfer it when I arrange it." ”
Guan Shaoqing glanced at Lin Huimei, and pushed it in front of Liu Chen: "Hey, you better take it, we can't spend a few dollars, usually those savings are enough to spend, we are old, I am afraid that if we accidentally lose the card, it will be troublesome." ”
Liu Chen couldn't help laughing after hearing this: "Hehe, Dad, even if the card is lost, just report the loss, the money in it will not be lost." ”
However, he was still pleased with his father's simplicity and simplicity.