Chapter 33 A thought is life, and a word is death

After waking up, I got into some light porridge, and finally recovered some strength, put on a coat at random, tied it with a belt, and finally got out of bed and walked back and forth.

Ah Zheng and Ziyu, who were waiting on the side, couldn't help but look happy, and Ziyu couldn't help but sigh when she saw that I could get out of bed and walk around:

"I really didn't expect that the medicine really had a miraculous effect, yesterday a horse master was still lying down, and he can get out of bed and walk around this morning. ”

Ah Zheng was also happy, looked at Ziyu, and said:

"Master, you have to thank Her Royal Highness the Princess, thanks to Her Royal Highness the Princess's careful care, the Lord can get better so quickly!"

Seeing that Ah Zheng was becoming more and more sensible, Ziyu nodded appreciatively.

"Well, it's time to thank Her Royal Highness the Princess. ”

I nodded, but my tone was still a little unbreathing.

"What's the matter, did Fang mention the main palace?!"

The familiar business came into my ears, but there was a little less unforgettable tenderness, and my heart was clenched tightly.

"Her Royal Highness the Princess......

Ziyu and Ah Zheng saw Her Royal Highness the princess arrive, and they bowed down to greet her.

My face was a little pale, and I instinctively didn't dare to raise my eyes to look at her, but I had to force myself to meet her somewhat indifferent eyes.

Clearly, she was angry......

Nodding slightly to Ziyu and Ah Zheng, let them get up.

Today, she is still wearing an elegant white dress, her figure is graceful, and her national color is still the same, but her eyes have slightly lost their former brilliance, thinking about it, she must have been sleepless all night.

I secretly made up my mind in my heart that I wanted to confess everything to her, but as for what the future holds, I don't dare to think about it anymore.

When she met my gaze, I obviously saw her eyebrows frowning slightly, and her gaze, which was beginning to be a little confused, began to sharpen.

The princess walked straight up to me, stopped in front of me, and then put out her hand and touched my forehead.

"Body, how are you doing?"

From the moment she stretched out her hand, I was too nervous to breathe, and when her greeting came out, and the familiar temperature in her forehead, I responded to her with a smile as if relieved.

Last night, in a daze, I could feel that it was the tenderness that these hands passed to me that made me so relieved and nostalgic......

I suddenly found that I liked her more and more!

Reaching out to hold her, she was slightly stunned, paused for a moment and tried to break free, but I held her tightly and refused to let go.

"I have something to say to you......"

She gave up her resistance, let me hold her hand, and her tone had a hint of helplessness, but she was still tepid, and said:

"When you're well, let's talk about it!"

"I'm going to talk to you right now......"

With a frown, I said this sentence out loud, Ziyu and Ah Zheng were both startled, and looked at the two of us strangely.

At this time, I was extremely stubborn, and I was afraid that if I missed this opportunity, I wouldn't have the courage to sue her.

Seeing the seriousness and refusal to back down in my eyes, the princess nodded, and then said to Ziyu and them:

"Go down first, and let me go with you...... Talk, colt!"

Ziyu felt that the atmosphere was very strange, but when she saw the princess's somewhat cold face, she didn't dare to say anything, so she hurriedly pulled Ah Zheng and left the house quickly.

There was a deathly silence in the room, and I could hear my own frantic heartbeat, and see her indifferent expression, and she broke the silence first, staring at the hand I was holding her, and said:

"What do you want to say to me?"

I hurriedly let go of her, she is the noble princess, and now I don't even have the qualifications to touch the corner of her clothes, let alone hold her hand?

I took a few steps back slowly, then knelt down straight, kowtowed to the princess, and said to the truth:

"The grass people are guilty, the grass people ...... Sin deserves death!"

The princess trembled in her heart, turned her head away from me, the hand in her cuff held the corner of her dress tightly, and with a painful expression on her face, she snorted coldly and said:

"Heh, what is the crime of the horse master?"

I could feel the extremely suppressed anger and unwillingness in her tone, I didn't dare to ask for her forgiveness, I just hoped that between the two of us, in the end, there would be no resentment left, if I could, I was willing to pay for my own life in exchange for her forgiveness.

"The grass people should not hide their identities and sneak into the palace, they should not be bold and reckless, pretending to be Gao Chen, and they should not ...... Cheating on the princess. ”

At the hearing of the word 'deception,' the princess jerked up straight, and roared angrily:

"Yes, you really deserve to die, even if you die a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand times, it will be difficult to atone for your sins!"

"Are you happy and proud that you can hide your identity and deceive so many people's eyes and ears? Do you know that once your identity is exposed, how many people will be implicated, and how many people will die because of you?"

Speaking of anger, the princess pulled me by the collar and said:

"You liar!"

All that left me was a sad look on my face, and as long as I could make the princess vent her hatred, I would do whatever she wanted.

When she saw that I was just sad, she pursed her lips and didn't say a word, and she was even more angry, and said:

"You speak, do you think I won't dare to kill you......"

As soon as the words fell, the princess raised her palm above her head, if this palm hit the Tianling Gai, there would definitely be no chance of survival.

My life was saved by the princess, and I would never dare to beg for mercy if she wanted to take it back, so it was okay, and dying at the hands of the princess was also a relief for me.

Closing my eyes, I waited for the princess's palm to fall, no regrets, but there was a little regret.

"You ......"

The princess was so angry that why didn't he beg for mercy from herself? Why did he show such an expression of no regret and was willing to die? Why...... Why can't I do it myself?

Why did he involve himself in this dilemma of life and death, knowing that if the Gao family knew the truth, he would have no chance of survival, and if his identity as a woman was known to the imperial grandmother, according to the imperial grandmother's decisive personality, in order to take into account the overall situation, he would definitely be treated like an abandoned son, and he would be abandoned without pity.

No matter which side it is, there is only one end that awaits him, and that is death.

Instead of waiting for the truth to be revealed and so many people were affected, why not end this qiē with one palm now, he can also leave a whole corpse, and he can also be buried as a colt, and there is still mourning.

The princess's slowly relaxed hand was raised again, but, why, she just couldn't let her palm down......

Her chest was a little dull, as if she was pressed by something, she was a little out of breath, her heart was clogged, what was that like? Was she feeling sad? For whom? For him?!

Why do you feel sorry for him, why do you feel angry that you have been deceived by him? Why, why?

Obviously, from the very beginning, there was no expectation for this political marriage, no matter who the other party was, as long as the two sides were unhindered, they were against the fake phoenix, and there was no emotional bond, which was a relief for each other.

Originally, he should have been treated like this, but where did he go on a business trip, and why did he put himself in such a dilemma in the end, just because it was him, Gao Chen......

"Little bowl, little bowl......"

"Hey, good bowl, wonderful bowl, let go, ears, it's going to be pulled off!"

"Would the princess like me like that?"

"Little bowl, if the lord is the master, I will take the first place in this competition...... Convenient...... Let me draw you!"

"Bowl, you...... Stop!"

"If you treat me like this, can I understand that you have expectations of me?"

......

"Shut up, stop calling me Little Bowl, stop calling me anymore?!"

The princess suddenly let go of me excitedly, and then covered her ears, and sat down on her knees, I was frightened, and when I saw the princess showing such a painful expression, my heart was like a knife, and I threw myself over and hugged her tightly in my arms.

"I'm sorry, princess, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

I kept repeating the words of apology in her ear, and my eyes couldn't help but glisten with tears, was it because of me that she was in so much pain?

"Gao Chen, don't touch me, let me go, otherwise, I will kill you!"

The princess wanted to push me away, but I just didn't let go, and I wouldn't let go of death.

"My life is yours, you kill me, please, stop torturing yourself!"

When she heard this, she suddenly stopped struggling, and then she suddenly realized that she was not angry with his deception, she was angry with herself, why did she only find out what this inexplicable affection represented until now......

I was already in tears, and even my hands holding her were trembling, and I was already stunned to see her sad and sad.

"From now on, Gao Chen is willing to be a princess, a thought is life, a word is death, my life and death, all depends on the princess, a thought!"

She was slightly stunned, and then bit me on the shoulder fiercely, biting my heart painfully, unforgettable.

Her resentment, her hatred, and her love, in such a barbaric way, were engraved on his body and imprinted in his heart.

"Remember the oath you made today, if there is a day of violation, there will be nothing left between us......"

Is there no love, no hate?

So can I now, with a little bit of luxury, and hope that at this moment, she likes me so much?

......

The two of us sat side by side on the edge of the bed on the floor, and pulled her hand back, I felt a kind of joy in my heart, some joy, some sour, I can't tell what it feels like, I just feel that having her by my side is like a dream.

After a moment of silence, the two of us gave each other time to calm down, she seemed a little tired, leaned on my shoulder, and didn't say a word, I felt it was time to tell her who I was.

"When I was eight years old, my hometown was burdened by floods, my parents died, my relatives were separated, I was forced to wander and wander, I almost died, and I met bandits on the road, trying to abduct me. ”

"Brother Chen is the same age as me, only a few months older than me, he has not been very good since he was a child, because he is the son and grandson of the high family, his father is extremely strict with him, even if he has a cough disease, or forced him to study and practice until late at night, Brother Chen's body is getting worse and worse, when he was nine years old, because of the illness did not ease up. The mother suddenly lost her beloved son, and put all the blame on the father. Due to the change in the situation of the Gao family, my father did not dare to inform the family of the news of Brother Chen's death, and his teachings to me began to become strict. ”

Maybe at that time, he had a plan for Li Daitao. Soon after, however, a plague broke out in the village, and my father unfortunately contracted the plague, and despite my mother's careful care, my father finally rode away. And my mother also took care of my father herself, and not long after my father died, she suddenly fell ill on the bed. ”

The princess held my hand tightly, and perhaps fearing that I would be sad and sad, I responded to her gratefully, and continued to tell the story of the past that had been dusty for many years.

"At that time, the village was tired by the plague, and many people died, but I was fine. I do my best to serve my mother every day, hoping that she will get better soon. But the situation got worse and worse, and my mother sent a letter back to her house, and then called me to the bedside, and told me that she was dying, and before she died, she hoped that I would grant her a request!"

There was a hint of uneasiness in the princess's eyes, is this why he became Gao Chen?

"She wants me to become Brother Chen, return to the Gao family, stabilize the situation of the Gao family, and maintain the status of the Gao family. In order to make the plan go smoothly, my mother reached an agreement with the Empress Dowager to secretly help me maintain my status as the eldest son and grandson of the Gao family. But my mother also had reservations about the Queen Mother, and she only told me that I was an adopted son, but she did not explain that I was a daughter. ”

"Because everything happened so fast, there was no time to find another trustworthy child to do it. ”

So, did she choose to be a daughter? Does she really think that this qiē is just an accident?

There is another point that Gao Chen must not know, that is, the imperial grandmother and Gao Zhen's wife are aunts and nephews, so the two of them will cooperate, and she is not surprised at all......

The princess looked at me gently, as if she could see through me at a glance, I smiled bitterly, in fact, I know that this is not accidental, it should be said that Yiqiē has already been planned, not because I happen to be a girl, but because it is because of this, I was chosen to replace Brother Chen.

At that time, they needed an eldest son and grandson to stabilize the shape of the family and keep the power of some people, but they didn't want this child who was not of Gao family blood to really become the person in charge of the Gao family......

What a contradictory human heart!

The princess stroked my face, looked at me with a smile on her face, and said:

"Do you feel sad to know that you are being taken advantage of?"

I smiled wryly a few times and shook my head, I really didn't feel sad at the time, at least, someone needed me, and I could do something, as if I could prove the value of my zài.

"They are my saviors......"

"Then, now your life is mine, in the future you have to listen to me, don't disobey me, don't say no to me, you have to do whatever I ask you to do!"

......

I can't see that she has been so arrogant and unreasonable.

"Yes, the princess's order cannot be violated......; The wife's order must not be violated!"

The princess glared at me angrily and funny, and stretched out her hand to pinch my face.

"Look at your poor mouth!"

"Ah, hey, the princess spares her life, there are a lot of princesses, so let's bypass the little one!"

Is this something that blocked her by talking to him when he pretended to be a little eunuch before ridiculing her?!

"Okay, there are a lot of adults in this palace, so I don't have to worry about you. ”

The princess let go of me, and then her expression suddenly became stricter, and she said:

"Do you want to know, my obsession ......"

I looked at her with some curiosity, and always felt that there would be no peaceful life in the future.