Chapter 128: I don't remember
It eased up a bit, and the throat was not so uncomfortable, but I still didn't have the strength to speak, and I couldn't even raise my hand.
The maid brought some food, and the girls ate it with the help of the men.
Maybe because she was hungry for too long, she ate very slowly, and she had to chew a mouthful of porridge slowly many times before she could swallow it.
The man was patient, waiting for her to swallow before feeding her a second bite.
It usually only takes a few minutes to eat, but it took the girl about half an hour to finish it.
The strength regained a little, and the girl was finally able to speak, but her lips opened, but she didn't know what to say.
She looked out the window at the seascape, her eyes still blank.
The man handed the empty bowl of porridge to the servant, and then turned back to her and asked, "Do you feel better?"
She nodded, "Hmm." ”
The clear light fell on the man's face, and for some reason, his gentle expression made her feel a little kind, and she couldn't help asking, "Who are you?"
The man stared at her for two seconds, "You don't remember?"
The girl shook her head, her head hurt, and when she raised her hand, her fingers touched a circle of gauze wrapped around her head, only to realize that she seemed to be injured a lot?
No wonder my head hurts so much, and my mind goes blank.
The man comforted softly: "You were seriously injured and woke up after lying down for two days, don't think about anything now, and rest well." ”
The girl nodded, and obediently closed her eyes, she was indeed very tired now.
......
Four months later.
On a sunny afternoon, the island is at its most beautiful, with blue skies and cloudless skies and exceptionally clear visibility.
The girl stood on the roof of the building, holding a telescope in her hand, looking out at the scenery in the distance.
"Miss. Wu's mother, who was in charge of taking care of her, came up with the tea fruit and put it aside, seeing that she had been standing by the railing for a long time, she couldn't help but come over and look into the distance with her naked eyes, and said curiously: "What are you looking at?"
"Look at the view. The girl said.
The sun shines on her, and you can see her fair skin, and the corners of her lips are slightly curled and gentle.
Through the telescope, as far as the eye can see, the blue sky and the sea, a cruise ship is slowly approaching, arriving at the shore and docking. Guests from afar, carrying suitcases, went ashore.
The girl's eyes searched the crowd, and then she saw a certain figure and laughed, "Uncle Rong is here." ”
"Really?" Mother Wu was also a little surprised and a little happy, "Mr. Rong is really good to Miss, and he will bring delicious food to Miss when he comes back." ”
The girl put down her binoculars, the sea breeze brushed her cheeks, her long black hair was scattered behind her like seaweed, and she was wearing a light blue dress with a wide skirt that covered her slightly bulging pregnant belly, and if you didn't care, you could barely see her bulging lower abdomen.
Mother Wu helped her downstairs and said, "By the way, today is the day of Miss's pregnancy test, right? No wonder Mr. Rong came over on purpose, which shows how much he cares about Miss and this grandson." ”
Yes.
Rong Yan thought that Uncle Rong was really good to her.
She almost died in an accident four months ago, and if it weren't for Uncle Rong, I'm afraid she would have gone to see Hades a long time ago.
Uncle Rong is her only relative in this world, and he is also the most trustworthy person.
Rong Yuan had already walked into the villa, carrying the freshest fruit in his hand and a gentle smile on his face.
"Uncle Rong. Rong Yan walked over.
Rong Yuan handed the fruit to Mother Wu, "Go wash some grapes and give them to Miss." ”
While taking off his coat, he looked at Rong Yan, "I haven't seen you for a while, why have you lost weight again?"
Rong Yan smiled, "I just don't have a good appetite and can't eat." But I've been eating really hard. ”
Rong Yuan nodded, "Today is the day of your pregnancy test, and Dr. Mo is also here, just in the courtyard." ”
"Actually, there is no need to be so troublesome, there is a hospital on the island, I can go there to do it, and I don't have to trouble you to come with Dr. Mo every time. Rong Yan said with a smile.
Many pregnant people will have a very bad complexion, but Rong Yan is the opposite.
Her skin was originally fair, but after pregnancy, she became even whiter, although she had a bad appetite, she didn't vomit much, she couldn't eat, she just lost a little weight, but her complexion was very good. The cheeks are white and red, and the black eyes are bright, if she is not pregnant, she looks like a little girl who does not know the world.
Rong Yuan helped her sit down, "Then what's the matter? The small clinic on the island is too small, and I don't feel at ease about handing over my grandson to them." ”
Rong Yan's heart warmed.
Rong Yuan really attaches great importance to her and the child, although he is not his father, but in Rong Yan's heart, he is better than his father.
Now, Rong Yuan is her stepfather, that is, her child's grandfather.
Dr. Mo is very young and handsome, with a frame on the bridge of his nose, looking at Sven.
Every time she was examined, it was Dr. Mo.
Rong Yan lay down on the bed in the bedroom, exposing her belly, and Dr. Mo used a small machine to monitor her fetal heartbeat, draw blood, and do an ultrasound.
"Everything is quite normal, it's just ......" Dr. Mo looked at the list and paused slightly.
It was about the child, Rong Yan's nerves immediately tensed, and asked, "What is it?"
"Oh, nothing. Dr. Mo raised his eyes and smiled, "It's just that this child is too naughty, and when he was given an ultrasound, he kept moving." ”
"Really?" Rong Yan breathed a sigh of relief, got up and leaned over to look at the list.
There is a blurry image on the list, and the basic outline of the child can already be seen after nearly six months of pregnancy.
"What a cute little dumpling. Rong Yan looked at the shadow and smiled softly.
Mo Wenfu raised his eyes and happened to meet her smile, such a close contact, he could smell the light aroma of the girl, and it was a little heartstrings for a while.
After finishing the inspection, Rong Yuan and Mo Wenbo stayed for lunch and left in the afternoon.
Rong Yan stood on the terrace of the villa, watching the cruise ship leave with a telescope, and the melancholy in her heart gradually rose.
The island is beautiful and quiet, making it ideal for a baby.
However, she always felt that staying here was a waste of her life.
She also longed for the sky outside, wanting to see what the world outside Cloud Island was like.
Her memory was blank, but she vaguely felt as if she was missing something important.
She wanted to look for it, but now her belly was getting bigger, and it was becoming extremely inconvenient to travel. Moreover, she didn't want Uncle Rong to worry.
It wasn't until the cruise ship was out of sight that Rong Yan put away the binoculars and turned around and sat on the rocking chair.
On the glass coffee table next to the rocking chair, a report sheet was pressed with oranges, which was the ultrasound that Dr. Mo had done for her in the morning. Rong Yan's fingers gently stroked the small human figure above, and her heart was warm.
Such a cute little life, will it be a boy or a girl?
Dr. Mo said that children are naughty, and generally naughty boys are naughty, right?
I don't know what his father looks like?
Uncle Rong said that the child's father was a businessman who was kidnapped by kidnappers with Rong Yan on the day of the explosion, and in order to save her and the child, the child's father sacrificed himself and failed to escape from the fire.
would rather sacrifice his life to protect her and her children, he must love her deeply, right?
But in Rong Yan's memory, there was no trace of that person.
I don't know what he looks like, is he tall or short, is he fat or thin?
The weather on the island is changeable, one second it was still a beautiful day, and the next second it was a different day.
Mother Wu walked up, "Miss, it's going to rain soon, go back to the house?"
"Hmm. Rong Yan nodded, got up, and followed Wu's mother into the house.
At the same time, Liangcheng, Junshan Lake Villa.
Song Yu and An An sat in the restaurant to eat, and Xiaofei went upstairs with the food, and after a while, it was completely served.
Song Yu stopped her, "Xiaofei," got up and walked over, and saw the untouched food in Xiaofei's hand, "Rong Lie is still working?"
"Hmm. Xiaofei nodded, her expression a little sad, "It's been more than four months, when will the master return to normal......?"
Since Miss Lin's accident, Ye seems to have changed as a person, his work is more crazy than before, and he is more indifferent than before, even Xiaofei Leng Zhong can't get close to him when he talks to him.
Xiaofei sighed and said, "Miss Lin is such a good person, how could such a thing happen? When she was there, she was so gentle and always loved to laugh." But now...... Miss Song, can you persuade him more when you have time? If he continues like this, I am really worried that he will be sick. ”
Song Yu nodded, "Give me the food." ”
"Hmm. Xiaofei gave her the tray and turned to get busy.
When Song Yu saw her leaving, she secretly wiped her tears, looking very sad like that.
Song Yu frowned slightly, since Lin Mo's accident, the atmosphere in the villa has completely changed.
It's as if without her, they have lost their souls.
Especially Rong Lie...... After knowing each other for so many years, how have you ever seen him so sad?
Song Yu pursed the corners of her mouth, went upstairs with the food, stood at the door of the study, raised her hand and knocked on the door, "Rong Lie, it's me." ”
"Enter. Inside the door, his indifferent voice was heard.
Song Yu pushed the door in, and saw that under the light, he was sitting at his desk, and there were thick materials piled up on the table.
Song Yu put down the tray and said softly, "Let's eat some food first and then make it." ”
"Not hungry. Rong Lie replied without raising his head, and continued to be busy with his work.
"Rong Lie. Song Yu spoke, "You can't always be like this, can you?"
"......" Rong Lie didn't speak, didn't even react, and didn't stop holding the pen with his fingers.
He signed one document after another, and he didn't even change his sitting posture, and there was an air of indifference that was difficult to approach.
Song Yu used to think that Rong Lie was indifferent and difficult to contact, but now she felt that Rong Lie had completely closed herself, and no one would be accepted except for the woman named Lin Mo.
"Why?" Song Yu didn't know where the courage came from, so he reached out and snatched the pen from Rong Lie's hand.
Finally, the man raised his eyebrows, but when he looked at her, his expression was still indifferent, without the slightest emotion and warmth.
Song Yu took a breath and said, "Rong Lie, can't you really see my mind?" Lin Mo is indeed irreplaceable, but she is dead, why don't you recognize the reality?"
"......" The man's dark eyes narrowed slightly, his Adam's apple rolled, and he still didn't speak.
Song Yu approached boldly, stood still in front of him, and looked at him with burning eyes, "Rong Lie, look at me, take a good look at me." ”
"......" Rong Lie looked at her, "give me the pen." ”
"Rong Lie, you know why so many men like me, but I just refuse to get married? When I first saw you as a teenager, my heart was already given to you. I know you don't like me, and if it weren't for my mother who once saved your mother's life, maybe I wouldn't even be qualified to stand by your side and be your friend. But I couldn't control my heart. I've tried to forget about you, and I've run abroad for this purpose, and I've tried to accept other men. But I find that my heart is still with you. Song Yu stretched out his hand and gently put his hand on the man's shoulder, his tone was gentle and pitiful, "Rong Lie, for me, even if you don't marry me and have no reputation, as long as you are willing, I don't care." ”
Rong Lie frowned, and avoided her hand as he got up.
He stood in front of the window, with his back to Song Yu, and his voice was indifferent, "Go out." ”
Song Yu bit her lip, very unwilling, "Rong Lie ......"
"Song Yu, get out!" there was obviously suppressed anger in his cold tone.
Song Yu looked at his back, and after standing in place for a few seconds, he turned around and left the study unwillingly.
The door closed, Song Yu's expression returned to indifference, she raised her hand to wipe the tears that had fallen from sensationalism, and walked downstairs.
In the study, Rong Lie propped his hands on the windowsill, the green tendons on his forehead were protruding, and his eyes were gradually dyed red. The blood under the skin begins to redden.
His fingers gripped the window tightly, sweating profusely, and when he closed his eyes, he seemed to be back to his childhood.
It was dark and impermeable, and it was as if he was locked in a closed box, unable to see anything. The squeaks of rats sounded all around, and from time to time rats ran past his instep, and his thin figure shrank in a dark corner, even if he buried his head deep in his knees, he still couldn't shake the cries of insects, snakes, rats and ants in his ears.
After a long time, a door opened in front of him, and in the dazzling light, the man walked over step by step, and finally squatted down in front of him, and asked in a gentle voice: "Xiao Lie, do you know what is wrong?"
Rong Lie raised his head, there was a red halo burning in his eyes, and he didn't say a word, he opened his mouth and bit the man's wrist.
The man was in pain, and as he stood up, he shook him off fiercely.
Rong Lie fell in a corner, and a snake crawled up his body, leaving a deep wound on his arm.
I had a splitting headache, as if it was about to explode.
Rong Lie turned around and waved down the papers and teacups on the table, hot water splashed all over the ground, his hand had already touched the phone, but he paused and took it back.
Then, the slender body fell to the ground, and when he was in pain, Lin Mo's shadow appeared in his mind.
If...... If you die like this, will you be able to see his Momo?
He missed her so much.
I've never thought so much about a person......
......
Boom - Bang!
The thunder was rolling and deafening.
Rong Yan woke up from a nightmare, and there was lightning and thunder outside the window.
Lightning pierced the night, thunder was muffled and frightening, and the torrential rain began in the afternoon and continued to fall half-stopped until now.
In the evening, it doubled, and the bean-sized raindrops hit the windows with a crackling sound.
Rong Yan's headache has been committed again, and the sequelae left by the explosion cause her to have a headache every rainy day.
When Wu's mother pushed the door and came in, Rong Yan was leaning on the bed and crippling tears with a headache.
"Miss, are you okay, Miss?" Mother Wu supported her, turned around and wrung the towel again, and put it on her, "Mr. Rong called just now and said that he must come up to see you when it rains." Did you have a headache again?"
"I ...... It's okay Mama Wu. Rong Yan tried her best to endure it, but she couldn't get a headache, it was like someone with an axe desperately chiseling her skull, and she was trembling in pain.
Because she was pregnant, she didn't dare to take medicine indiscriminately, and she could only endure it by herself every time she got sick.
"Miss......" Mother Wu saw that her face turned white, and she was frightened, "Why don't I get you some painkillers?"
"No......" Rong Yan grabbed Wu's mother's arm, "I'm fine." ”
"But your face ......"
"I'm fine. ”
The whole process lasted for almost an hour, and Rong Yan almost passed out in pain.
Mother Wu was anxious and distressed when she watched from the side, and tears came out, "Miss, it's really not easy for you." ”
After the severe pain, Rong Yan was covered in sweat all over her body, leaning there, feeling as if her body had been hollowed out.
Hearing Wu's mother's words, she turned her head slightly to look at her, pulled the corners of her mouth and said, "I'm okay Mother Wu, it's really fine." ”
When Mother Wu heard her say this, she couldn't help wiping her tears.
After taking a shower again and changing into clean clothes, Rong Yan got into the quilt and closed her eyes.
Mother Wu was not at ease, "Miss, why don't I stay with you?"
"It's okay Mother Wu, you go to sleep, I'll call you if there's something. ”
"Okay. Mother Wu turned around three times and left very uneasily.
The door closes, and the bedroom is quiet.
There was still lightning and thunder outside the window, and Rong Yan felt that her head was still groggy, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.
The hand placed under the quilt gently stroked her lower abdomen, and she fell into deep thought: she seemed to have a dream just now, and there seemed to be someone in the dream.
But when she woke up, she didn't remember anything.
The heart is empty, but it is uncomfortable to be empty.
It's like forgetting something very important.
"Baby. In the dark night, Rong Yan muttered to herself, "Your father, he ...... What kind of person is he?"
In the darkness of the night, there was no response except for the thunder.
......
Time flies.
Three more months passed in a flash.
Rong Yan's stomach has been more than nine months old, and she is very careful in everything when she is about to give birth.
When she is unable to move, she even saves going out for a walk, and directly reads books in the yard of her home, watering flowers and plants.
"Miss. Mother Wu brought some fresh fruit and said with a smile: "There is a bonfire party next to the beach tonight, and there are many guests on the island." ”
"Really?" Rong Yan was suffocated at home during this time, and when she heard about the bonfire party, her eyes suddenly lit up, "Is that a lot of delicious food?"
"Yes, the annual bonfire festival not only has a lot of food, but also performances. ”
Rong Yan's heart was moved, and she was looking forward to the bonfire party in the evening.
There was a plane flying overhead, and Rong Lie sat on the plane, holding the information in his hand and looking through it.
Beside him, the assistant reported on the relevant work, "Tonight's bonfire party is sponsored by us, and there will be ribbon-cutting and lucky draws. Master, do you want to participate in person?"