"...... three years ago," Xu Huaishen muttered.

Ruan Zhi's words suddenly pulled his memories back to three years ago.

"Doctor Xu?" Ruan Zhi couldn't help but shout when he saw him sitting there, his eyes were empty.

Xu Huaishen followed the prestige, and the fetters in her eyes had not yet dispersed, so she looked into Ruan Zhi's eyes, and her heart jumped violently.

Ruan Zhi subconsciously raised his hand and stuck it to the position of his heart.

Through my clothes and skin, I could clearly hear my heart beating violently.

Xu Huaishen looked at her movements, "What's wrong?"

"I didn't ...... Nothing. That was said, but Ruan Zhi's voice was obviously trembling.

The room was silent for two seconds, and I heard Xu Huaishen ask: "You mentioned three years ago, so excited about you?"

“......”

"It seems that three years ago was indeed a memorable time for you?"

Ruan Zhi was silent.

Three years ago, her grandmother died of a serious illness, Lin Mo "passed away", and she was forced to drop out of school, and her life fell into darkness.

During that time, Ruan Zhi suffered from depression and once wanted to commit suicide but died.

It can be said that it is indeed a node that she will never forget.

"Hmm. Ruan Zhi nodded and accepted Xu Huaishen's statement.

Xu Huaishen stared at her face for a while, "Three years ago, we just met. ”

Ruan Zhi was stunned for a second, then raised his eyes to see Xu Huaishen's smiling face, and his brain paused for a moment.

So, what he means is...... Because it was when they met three years ago, so Ruan Zhi brought it up, was he so excited?

"I didn't mean that, Dr. Xu......" Ruan Zhi explained anxiously, "three years ago...... It was the darkest time of my life......"

The corner of Xu Huaishen's mouth smiled slightly, "I'm sorry." ”

He didn't ask anything.

Because he never did the thing of revealing people's scars.

Especially Ruan Zhi's scars.

Looking at the pain in her eyes that she was trying to hide, Xu Huaishen brought the topic back to insomnia, "So, what did you suffer from three years ago to suffer from such a serious insomnia?"

"I don't know if it's or not, but that's when the insomnia got worse and worse. ”

Xu Huaishen nodded, he stood up and said to Ruan Zhi, "You wait here." ”

"Good. Ruan Zhi was very cooperative.

watched Xu Huaishen go upstairs, while he sat on the sofa and obediently didn't move.

She still held her beating heart, rubbed her heart, and exhaled deeply.

Why is she always like this in front of Xu Huaishen?

Could it be that I really like him, and I already like him to the point where I can't extricate myself, and my heart is going to beat for a long time when I look at each other?

Ruan Zhi's cognition of feelings is quite vague, and she can already tell that she likes Xu Huaishen.

But what she wasn't sure was what kind of liking it was.

Is it just the attraction between the opposite sex, or is it a sweet and bitter crush like it is played on TV? or, like Lin Mo and Rong Lie, life and death are inseparable until death?

Ruan Zhi felt that none of them were quite similar, but they were not quite like each other.

A few minutes later, Xu Huaishen came down from upstairs.

He placed a white medicine bottle on the coffee table, "This. ”

Ruan Zhi glanced at it, "This...... Isn't it sleeping pills?"

The one Xu Huaishen gave her before was exactly the same as this bottle.

Ruan Zhi blinked, "I haven't finished eating that yet, and there are still a lot of slices left." ”

Xu Huaishen looked at her for two seconds, "One piece at a time, don't eat too much." ”

Ruan Zhi was confused, "How is this way of eating different from the previous one?"

"That's not a sleeping pill. Xu Huaishen told the truth.

"Huh?" Ruan Zhi froze, "So what is that?"

Xu Huaishen: "Vitamins. ”

"......" Ruan Zhi was stunned for a while, then stood up, "Doctor Xu, you, how can you ......?"

How can I change the pills?

She has taken sleeping pills for so many days, and they are all vitamin tablets?

"No wonder...... No wonder it didn't work!" Ruan Zhi said angrily.

It's strange to eat vitamins as sleeping pills, and they can have an effect!

"Doctor Xu, you're a quack!" Ruan scolded childishly.

Xu Huaishen was scolded, but instead of getting angry, he smiled and said, "Ruan Zhi, have you ever thought that your insomnia may just be a psychological problem?"

Ruan Zhi: "...... Don't be so swearing!"

Xu Huaishen is really not an ordinary person, he scolds everyone differently, and he doesn't spit out a single dirty word.

Xu Huaishen's expression was serious, "A few days ago, you also ate vitamin tablets, did you have insomnia?"

“......”

Come to think of it, there really isn't.

Because he took two slices from Xu Huaishen every night, after eating them, Ruan Zhi's heart settled down.

I don't think about it so much when I lie down, and I fall asleep quickly.

And, it's the kind that sleeps until dawn.

If you think about it carefully, tonight's insomnia is a pretense in your heart.

So, it was useless for her to eat four slices.

"But it's a vitamin tablet, and I just can't use the whole bottle. ”

"So Ruan Zhi, you have to overcome. ”

"Gram...... Overcome?"

"Yes, overcome. Xu Huaishen got up and took two steps closer to Ruan Zhi's side, "If you can overcome the fear in your heart, your insomnia will be cured." You don't need to rely on any drugs and external forces, and you can get back to normal. Do you believe it?"

The height of the two is a certain distance apart.

At this moment, Xu Huaishen was standing in front of her, and Ruan Zhi needed to tilt his head to look at him.

But the strange thing is that even if you look up at him, it won't make Ruan Zhi feel oppressed.

It's different from looking up at Rong Lie.

Looking up at Xu Huaishen made Ruan Zhi feel quite warm.

As long as you look up, you can see him, and it seems to be beautiful.

The most terrible thing is that as soon as she looked at Xu Huaishen's pair of eyes full of tenderness, her heartbeat began to be uncontrollable again.

Ruan Zhi bit his lower lip with his teeth to keep himself calm.

"That...... I understand. I would have thought carefully about Dr. Xu's words. That...... I won't bother Dr. Xu, I'll go back first. Good night. ”

After speaking, Ruan Zhi turned around and walked out.

She can't stay any longer, or she'll be here!

Running all the way home, I entered the door and slammed it shut.

Ruan Zhi's legs began to weaken.

Xu Huaishen, poisonous!

......

The filming progress of the costume drama has reached halfway, and the plot has also entered the high-C stage of the overall situation.

Today is Ruan Jiani's finale.

By the afternoon, it was raining lightly.

The autumn rain is dense and dense, accompanied by a slight autumn wind, which hits people coldly, quite cold.

After lunch, Xiao Rou and Xiao Hai accompanied Ruan Zhi back to the crew.

When I entered the door, I heard the assistant director discussing with Ruan Jiani next to me.

The assistant director said: "Jiani, the afternoon scene is outdoors, and the director said that considering the bad weather, it would be better to shoot it another day." In the afternoon, we will shoot the next scene. ”

Ruan Jiani said: "Don't accommodate me, director. It didn't rain much outside, and the afternoon was supposed to be the finale of the characters, so I thought the weather was just right. ”

"But ......"

"You really don't have to accommodate me, I'm fine. Ruan Jiani said.

"Are you sure you can?" the assistant director confirmed.

"Well, I can. Ruan Jiani immediately expressed her position.

"Alright then, the afternoon scene will be filmed as usual, you are ready. ”

"Okay, thank you, director. I'll try. ”

Ruan Jiani and the director left.

Xiao Ju said: "Ruan Jiani is really dedicated, the type who is not afraid of hardships at all, I don't believe that she is a daughter." ”

Xiao Haidao: "Yes, filming is really hard. Even the director said that Ruan Jiani has a bright future in the future. ”

"I heard that Ruan Jiani has always wanted to join our company, and she has submitted a resume to our company before, but she was not admitted. ”

"Actually, to be honest, I don't think Ruan Jiani's appearance is good, not as good-looking as our Miss Ruan. ”

"Yes, I think so too. Mr. Ming's vision of people is so high, Ruan Jiani is still a little behind. ”

The two of you are talking to me, and they are talking lively.

Ruan Zhi really couldn't listen to it anymore, and said: "Don't talk about people behind your back." ”

"Oh......"

Back in the lounge, just after sitting down, the assistant director came over and asked Ruan Zhi: "Are you okay with this afternoon's play?"

Ruan Zhi: "?"

"Originally, it was delayed because of the rain, but Ruan Jiani said that it was okay to shoot. So come and ask Ruan Zhi what you say?"

No one had an opinion and insisted on shooting.

If Ruan Zhi said at this time that he didn't want to shoot because of a rainy day, he would definitely be said to be playing a big name.

After all, a newcomer is willing to shoot in the rain.

"Okay. Ruan Zhi responded.

Xiao Rou said, "But Miss Ruan, you can't get caught in the rain." ”

Since Ruan Zhi entered the entertainment industry, Xiaohai and Xiaorou have accompanied her, and they are all very aware of Ruan Zhi's physical foundation, and it is a bit of an exaggeration to say that she is weak and does not go through the wind, but she must not be drenched in the rain.

When it rains, you definitely catch a cold.

Tried and tested.

Ruan Zhi interrupted Xiaorou, "It's okay. ”

After the assistant director left, Xiaorou still couldn't help complaining, "Why don't you let Xiaohai talk to the director?"

Ruan Zhi turned his head sideways, "What did you say?"

"Miss Ruan's ...... of not being able to get wet in the rain"

"Xiaorou, you stepped into this circle before me, you should know that some things can't be changed by saying a word. ”

"But ......"

"No, but. Ruan Zhi stretched out his hand, "Give me the milk, my face is dry." ”

Xiao Rou took out the water milk from her bag and handed it to Ruan Zhi.

Watching Ruan Zhi slap the water milk on his face, he pursed his lips and still couldn't hold back, and said for a long time, "It's all Ruan Jiani's fault." ”

"......" Ruan Zhi paused and looked back at her.

Xiao Rou explained: "If she hadn't been reckless, she would have to film on a rainy day, and Miss Ruan wouldn't have to be like this." ”

Ruan Zhi: "I said it, don't speak ill of people behind your back!"

Ruan Zhi is usually quite gentle, at ease with what happens, and has no quarrel with the world.

Xiao Rou and Xiao Hai have been with her for the past few years, and there have been occasional mistakes in their work, and Ruan Zhi has never talked about them.

So she has a straight face, and the power is still quite amazing.

Xiao Rou immediately shut up, not daring to say another word.

In this afternoon's play, Ruan Zhi's character confessed Ruan Jiani's role in order to protect himself, Ruan Jiani was finished, and Ruan Zhi had less than ten scenes left.

Before filming, Ruan Zhi and Ruan Jiani sat together to put on makeup.

Ruan Zhi closed her eyes to recuperate, while next door, Ruan Jiani was reciting the script in a whisper while putting on makeup, brewing emotions.

It can be seen that she is quite nervous.

The fragmentary thoughts came into Ruan Zhi's ears one by one, and she couldn't calm down and rest.

Ruan Zhi opened his eyes and tilted his head, "Are you nervous?"

Ruan Jiani paused and bit her lip, "A little." ”

Ruan Zhi laughed, took out a piece of chewing gum from his pocket and handed it over.

Nguyen Jiani: "......"

"Chew twice and spit it out, you can relieve it a little. ”

"Thank you. Ruan Jiani laughed and took it.

She wanted to say a few more words to Ruan Zhi, but saw that she closed her eyes again.

Ruan Jiani silently removed the candy wrapper and stuffed the gum into her mouth.

After eating, it really has some effect.

"Ruan Jiani, someone is looking for you. A colleague's voice came from the door.

Then, there was the sound of footsteps.

Ruan Zhi didn't open her eyes, but she didn't fall asleep either, and Ruan Jiani's voice came from her ears, "Mom, why are you here?"

The footsteps approached, followed by a familiar smell of perfume.

"Isn't this your first finale scene? Mom is afraid that you will be nervous, so she will come to accompany you. ”

"No, I'm even more nervous when you're here. ”

"Silly girl, what are you nervous about? Have faith in yourself. When you are finished, please have dinner in the evening. ”

"Thank you, Mom. I'll take a good picture. ”

"That's good. ”

Next to him, a staff member smiled and said, "Jiani, your mother is really good to you." ”

Ruan Jiani smiled and didn't speak.

Wan Fangfang also saw Ruan Zhi sitting next to her, and moved her lips to say hello.

Ruan Jiani gently pulled her hand and motioned with her eyes not to disturb, and Wan Fangfang closed her mouth.

After a while, the urging began to be made.

The makeup artist's hand left his face, "It's okay, Miss Ruan." ”

Ruan Zhicai opened his eyes, didn't look at the person next to him, and went out.

Wan Fangfang didn't feel good in her heart, and her expression was a little ugly, "It seems that Ruan Zhi is still angry with us, and he refuses to say hello to me." ”

Ruan Jiani was afraid that her mother would be upset, so she hurriedly comforted: "It's okay, after a long time, Ruan Zhi will understand that the best for her is always the family." ”

The equipment is in place, the actors are in place, and the shooting begins.

Wan Fangfang sat next to her, watching the shooting.

"Let's go!"

With a shout from the director, the actor quickly got into the groove.

Ruan Zhi stood, Ruan Jiani pounced, and knelt on the ground.

"Princess, I have a lot of responsibility for the failure of this plan. Ruan Jiani knelt and looked up at Ruan Zhi with an eager face.

In this paragraph, Ruan Zhi does not have any lines.

Ruan Jiani needs to finish all the previous lines before she can reach her.

At this moment, Ruan Zhi stood so quietly, motionless.

She didn't look at Ruan Jiani, her eyes stared at the dilapidated and dim palace not far away, and her eyes gradually emptied.

Later, this paragraph is to add the memories of the princess.

Memories of the once prosperous royal city, memories of her parents and brothers, and memories of the time she spent with the male protagonist......

Of course, that was added later.

Live performances, without any memories.

And Ruan Zhi's performance at the moment, through his eyes, can make people feel a sense of sadness and helplessness.

That is the character's helplessness about the ill-fated fate and the sadness of the present situation.

Wan Fangfang heard the staff next to her communicating in a low voice, and said, "Ruan Zhi's play really didn't say." ”

"Ruan Jiani still can't compare. ”

"Just this look, this expression...... No wonder Xingyao values Ruan Zhi so much, this is an absolute potential stock!"

Wan Fangfang retracted her mind and continued to watch the play.

This time, her attention was obviously on Ruan Zhi's side.

Ruan Zhi is also a supporting role, a supporting actress.

Although it is equivalent to Ruan Jiani's character design, Ruan Zhi's is very unpleasant.

But she was stunned to give full play to this unpleasant character, making people feel that her current arrogance is understandable.

Gray sky, dilapidated palaces, and a country that is difficult to stand up again.

The real country is ruined and the family is ruined, and there is no need to introduce too much, all of this is reflected in Ruan Zhi's eyes.

Ruan Jiani's state adjusted very well, but in front of such Ruan Zhi, she almost couldn't catch the play.

was stunned for a while, and then secretly adjusted his state and continued to act.

"Princess, hand me over!" said Ruan Jiani.

A heartfelt passion for the Lord.

"All they need is an explanation, let me go! Princess, hand me over!"

The drizzle fell from the top of his head, and Ruan Zhi was scattered on the long hair behind him, falling a little bit of crystal, looking like a clear pearl from a distance.

The intersection of black and white is so natural and beautiful.

Dressed in bright red clothes, this situation and this scene wear a different kind of poignant.

As if she had just heard Ruan Jiani's words, she slowly lowered her head, and her eyes fell straight on Ruan Jiani's face.

That look is obviously looking at you, but it looks like a hollowed-out doll, with no emotion, let alone emotion.

Ruan Jiani's heart trembled, and she subconsciously lowered her head.

The director: "Ka! Ruan Jiani, what's the matter with you?"

Ruan Jiani stood up, "I'm sorry director, I'm ...... I'm not in good shape. ”

"Take a five-minute break. ”

Wan Fangfang immediately walked over, pulled Ruan Jiani up from the ground, looked at her daughter's embarrassed little face, and felt distressed, "Is it okay Jiani?"

"It's fine. Ruan Jiani said.

said so, but his eyes were still red with grievances.

Wan Fangfang was even more distressed, and took her hand, "Your hands are so cold, Mom will cover you." ”

Five minutes later, Ruan Jiani had adjusted her mood and continued to perform.

Start again where you left off.

As soon as Ruan Zhigang lowered his head, Ruan Jiani was shocked again.

This time, I was mentally prepared, and I did a little psychological construction, but my momentum was not suppressed anymore.

Ruan Jiani's mind was slightly steady, and in the next second, Ruan Zhi's fingers gently pinched her chin.

Ruan Zhi was like this, looking at Ruan Jiani's face from above, and his eyes condensed little by little.

Then, she smiled slowly, "Yes, what they want is just an explanation, an explanation." As long as someone is willing to bear the guilt, Brother Ah Yan will not be entangled anymore. ”

Nguyen Jiani: "......"

"Ka!" the director's voice pulled Ruan Jiani back to reality at once.

Ruan Jiani apologized again and again.

Next, there are NG several times.

A scene that was originally scheduled to be filmed in 20 minutes ended up being filmed for two hours.

Nguyen Jiani was physically and mentally exhausted.

The feeling of playing against Ruan Zhi made her worse than death.

Wan Fangfang's strong comfort beside her would only make her feel irritable.

Get up, wave your hand, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”