On the way to the doctor, Lewis tried to calm down, not wanting to show all his anger on his face.

Because he had seen too many organizations in his previous life, he felt unspeakably uncomfortable when he knew that Rhode Island's butcher's knife would also be raised against the infected.

But the task of reincarnation was there, forcing him to compromise.

After all, he was an angry youth, and when he was about to arrive at the doctor's office, Lewis finally made up his mind.

"Anyway, there is no punishment for failing the mission, and if what this organization does is against my heart, then it is okay not to do this mission. ”

Thinking of this, Lewis was extremely grateful for this way of managing the City of God.

The City of Gods does not use death to force reincarnators to complete tasks, but adopts a comparison method.

The level and strength are there, and you can completely skip the task, but when you find someone who used to be similar and slowly leaves you behind, it must be very unhappy.

And those reincarnators in the City of Gods are the elites of various worlds, and there are really few of them who can get by.

And in the process of completing the task, there will always be things that go against your heart, and at this time, the decision is completely in your own hands.

"Yes, that's it, a strong man, if he can't even see his own heart clearly, then his strength is only temporary after all. ”

The more he thought about it, the more confident he became, and Lewis's apprehension finally disappeared completely, and he pushed open the doctor's door and strode in.

And the doctor, who was still working hard, couldn't help but be a little surprised when he found out that Lewis had come again, it had only been about two hours, why did he come again, could it be that the work was not going well?

"It's Chiyan, what's the matter, don't you get along with your colleagues?"

Seeing the doctor's puzzled look, Lewis took a deep breath before saying, "I heard that we will often fight against the integration movement, is this true?" ”

This question made the doctor a little confused, looking at Chi Yan like that, he seemed to be very dissatisfied with this matter, but was there anything wrong with fighting the integration movement?

"Yes, you have an objection?"

This clear answer made Lewis clench his fists, but he gritted his teeth and asked, "I wonder why, isn't the integration movement fighting for the infected? Isn't Rhode Island working for the welfare of the infected? Why is it hostile!"

The question made the Doctor even more surprised, and he looked at Lewis with a strange look, it wasn't that he had never seen a fanatical infected, but he had never seen a non-infected person so angry about such a thing.

However, he quickly thought of the slim possibility that the new Operator had no idea what the integration movement was, and that it was just some specious rumors from hearsay.

"Is it really from the mountains, as Shi Huaiya said?"

With this in mind, the doctor coughed twice before asking, "Do you know what the integration movement has done?"

As soon as these words came out, Lewis suddenly chuckled in his heart, and some bad associations occurred.

But he decided to ask first.

"I don't know, but I've heard that they don't even want their own lives to save the infected. ”

"But that's not a reason for them to massacre civilians!"

Lewis never expected that as soon as he finished speaking, he was struck by the Doctor's thunderous roar, and the word "slaughter" made him immediately stunned.

"The world has never been black and white, and the integration movement used to fight for the infected, but they were used to become a terrorist organization that did all kinds of evil, and before they attacked the Dragon Gate, more than 1 million civilians died, 1 million, do you know what that concept is!"

This remark made Lewis stupid, and the huge number made him slow down, and he was stunned for a while before he came to his senses.

At this time, he had fully understood that when the oppressed gained strength, they would naturally raise the butcher's knife to the former oppressor, but this world called Terra was different.

The oppressors are the whole world.

As long as Terra can't do without the Source Stone, as long as the ore disease cannot be treated, then this antagonism will always exist, and the hatred will continue to be passed on from generation to generation, unless the living soul is extinct, there will never be a day when it will be broken.

"I'm sorry, I see. ”

After learning the truth, Lewis's soul seemed to be gone, and he walked out with weak feet.

And his appearance made the doctor behind him sigh.

Kelsey had told him that the Red Flame Operator's attitude towards the infected was full of compassion, which was rare among non-patients, and his eyes at the time did not look like false hypocrisy.

At this moment, the doctor had fully believed Kelsey's words, and at the same time he had an idea in his heart.

Seeing that Lewis was about to close the door, the doctor immediately shouted, "Please stay!"

Dejected, Lewis looked back, not knowing what the Doctor had told him to do.

At this time, he was in a very bad mood, and his heart was blocked at the thought that those infected he had saved might be venting their anger somewhere, swinging their butcher knives at innocent people.

But who was he to blame those people, and were they really completely wrong?

[It's not me that's wrong, it's the world.] 】

It wasn't until this moment that Lewis realized that the phrase turned out to be not a joke.

Seeing that Lewis stopped, the doctor said: "Maybe you still have doubts about my words, it just so happened that there was a commission recently, I will send you to the war, and set off early tomorrow morning to see what those infected people who have lost their minds have done." ”

This task made Lewis stunned for a moment, obviously not reacting, and his appearance made the doctor shake his head, wondering in his heart if this operator had no strength but no strong heart?

But the reality is not up to him, if he can't accept the battlefield, then he can only let him do logistics.

"You don't have to go to work this afternoon, and someone will inform you to go and watch the combat video to study first, and then have a simple run-in with the combat personnel I arranged, understand?"

"Understood. ”

Like a walking corpse, Lewis slowly left the office and walked towards his bedroom.

Since he crossed over, he has indeed participated in a lot of battles, but from the Hokage world to the chaos of the starry sky, the people killed are either drug dealers or villains, which can be said to be extremely enjoyable, but this time, there is an indescribable grievance in his heart.

When he returned to the dormitory, he lay on the bed and didn't want to move, and he didn't even eat lunch, when he was tossing and turning, there was a knock on the door.

"Hey, Lewis, are you sick?

Hearing the loud shouting outside, Lewis was in a better mood, and when he opened the door, he saw Silas carrying a bag of boxed lunches, apparently brought by him.

"Thank you. ”

After taking the bag, Lewis just put it on the table, he still had no appetite.

"What's wrong with you? You can't really get sick, I remember you said you couldn't be poisoned. ”

Seeing his listlessness, Silas reached out and touched his forehead, a look of concern in his eyes.

Sensing Silas's concern, Lewis knew that something was wrong with his appearance, and after a moment of silence, he recounted what had happened in the morning.

After listening to Lewis's narration, Silas, who had always been smiling, became rare and serious, and after staring at him for a long time, he said what he thought.

"The good and evil in the world are not so easy to explain clearly, I know that you are still young, and your understanding of things is relatively simple, and it is normal to be entangled when you encounter this kind of inexplicable thing. ”

"Young?"

Lewis was stunned for a moment, and then realized that he was only 17 years old, and he was still a little brother in Silas's eyes, so it was no wonder that she always took such good care of herself.

He couldn't help but feel a little funny, so he asked rhetorically, "Then what do you say I should do, or if it were you, what would you do?"

"If they have committed an unforgivable mistake, then kill them, just as they did those who oppressed them. ”

Without the slightest hesitation, Silas immediately spoke her mind, and she continued to elaborate her point of view before she finished speaking.

"Tomorrow's battle has nothing to do with their position, it has nothing to do with what happened to them, they have done evil, they should be punished, if they just blindly kill innocents, then what is the difference with those who oppress them?"

This kind of truth is actually very simple, anyone can think of it, but thinking and doing are two different things, Lewis will always have the pitiful appearance of the infected in his heart, which is why he has been extremely entangled.

At this moment, the terminal in his room suddenly flickered, and when he clicked on it, he saw that it was the doctor who had sent the list of tomorrow's participants.