"I don't know what's wrong with me, I just want to be with you, even if we don't do anything, I just don't want to be alone"

"You are so special, you are really a very beautiful accident for me, how lucky I am to meet you when I am about to end my life"

"This life, really like you said, he is yours, he is yours, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been able to have surgery at all"

"Before I met you, I didn't think I really had any hobbies other than filming, and I didn't want to fall in love, and I didn't have that idea, especially after I knew that I had stomach cancer."

"I can't live long, why delay others, to be honest, I've already arranged my future, I want to have a good time in the last days, take a good walk around Haicheng, and die where I die in the end."

"When I met you, I wanted to live, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to be with you every day, before I found out that I could carry everything by myself, and I could solve everything by myself"

"But, the last time you went on a mission, I found that I was weakened, completely spoiled by you, and I couldn't do anything well"

"I don't know what's wrong, why is it like this, why can't I do anything anymore, I wasn't like this before, it's not a big deal, I used to come by myself, why can't I do it now?"

"I can't even take care of myself, I don't know what I would do without you, I used to be quite independent, but after meeting you, I found that I don't have to carry it, I don't have to be independent. ”

"You can help me change the light bulb, you will remember to pay the water and electricity bills, I don't need to learn to repair the electrical appliances, and I don't have to grit my teeth to carry the heavy express to the upstairs, and even with you by my side, I don't even have to screw the water bottle myself, I don't have to carry the bag myself, and I don't have to stand up if I am wronged and bullied."

"I can tell you anything, and I'm not afraid of you talking about me, I don't like myself like this, but I really don't want to be alone anymore"

"I'm uncomfortable to be alone now, I quarreled with you last time and broke up, why did you agree?"

"Do you know how I got over that month? I'm taking sleeping pills, and I find out that I'm without you, and I'm having a problem with even the least of sleep."

"It's like a person who has been suffering, and suddenly someone gives him a piece of candy, and then snatches it away after a while, and the loss after getting it is the most uncomfortable"

"It's useless to take sleeping pills now, and after taking so many sleeping pills, they can't let me sleep well, and I was thinking, why can't you give me a call, even if it's to ask me how I've been doing lately."

"But you didn't, I didn't have a phone call, not even a text message, not a WeChat, I didn't have hope in the end"

"When I almost forgot that feeling, you came back, you came back to me, I told myself no, no, but what can I do, this is yours, it's all yours, there's no room at all"

"It's all you, and it's you in your head, so please don't forget me again, don't leave me alone anymore, I'm really scared, I don't want to go through it again......"

(End of chapter)