144 I can't let it go. (Li Ti vs Ning Si)
Ning Xi was frozen in place, she wanted to say that Li Ti didn't send it, or she should ask her a question.
Qu Rui had already let one go, and she didn't plan to let go of Ning Si, so she pushed Ning Si to Li Ti's side, and was too excited for a while, Ning Si hit Li Ti's body hard, and Li Ti raised his hand and helped him weakly.
Su Qingbai was the only person on the scene who knew the situation, and he was even more aware of the emotional entanglement between Ning Xi and Li Ti, seeing Ning Xi so painful, he couldn't bear it, and persuaded Qu Rui to say: Xiao Rui, or forget it.
Qu Rui raised her eyebrows and teased: Uncle Su. Just take a photo, you can't bear it.
Sure enough, the people present followed suit.
Su Qingbai's expression naturally said that he didn't protect it, if Ning Xi was willing to send a photo, he would send it, and if he wasn't happy, he would help her drink.
Ning Xi didn't dare to glance at Li Ti, and she didn't want the focus of the scene to stay on her, she turned on the camera and found an angle to take a photo with poor quality and blurred angles.
Quickly posted on the circle of friends.
After sending it, she handed it to Qu Rui for inspection, and Qu Rui opened Ning Xi's WeChat QR code and handed it to Li Tisao, handsome guy, and added WeChat.
Li Ti didn't say anything, generously opened WeChat and scanned it, adding contacts.
When Ning Xi saw that Li Ti cut back to WeChat, the contact at the top of the contact list sent a few unread messages, and the WeChat avatar was a pink cartoon girl.
It should be a girl, Ning Xi thought of the family arrangement that Li Ti mentioned earlier, and her heart was cut. It was bleeding from the ground.
Ning Si's mobile phone shook, and a contact application came over, and she almost didn't think about it, so she clicked and agreed.
Automatically go to the chat interface with Li Ti, a blank interface, a line of system text appears at the top, reminding her all the time that WeChat has changed her number, people have changed, and Li Ti is not the original Li Ti.
Even so, she still didn't learn to hide her thoughts, and clumsily stepped on the old wound and wiped Li Ti's head with her fingertips.
Inside the taxi.
It's cold, the bearded white driver has turned on the heat, and soothing country music is playing on the car.
Ning Xi couldn't calm down.
She was holding her phone. staring blankly at Li Ti's WeChat profile picture, the picture quality is very low, but he can distinguish a shadow taken at night, but he can't tell whose shadow it is.
He didn't open a circle of friends, Ning Xi guarded this photo with red eyes, clumsy like a child stealing candy, even if there was only a little skin left, he had to smack a little sweet.
Ning Si was thinking about it, and Ning Si's mobile phone rang, and it was Su Qingbai calling.
Ah, the driver Shuo Yiyusi didn't let him send you. Su Qingbai's concern is always like a warm current, soft and full of warmth, it will not make people feel overdone, and keep a safe distance, which is why Ning Xi is willing to be friends with him.
Ning Xi looked out the window and said: I want to be quiet. Thank you, Brother Qingbai.
Su Qingbai laughed, why are you so polite to me. By the way, Xili yells that he misses you, he wants to see you, and he refuses to eat well, what should I do?
Before Ning Xi finished speaking, a little boy's milky voice came from the other end of the phone, and he called her in an awkward tone: Mommy.
The expression on Ning Xi's face softened instantly, and the corners of her mouth hooked: Xili, do you miss Mommy?
Sili giggled as she dragged her, thinking. Think...... Mommy!
Mommy, Uncle is fierce. Xiao Xili complained to Ning Xi on the phone, and after a while, her cheek raised questions. Why are grandma also fierce, don't they like Xili?
Ning Xi laughed out loud and coaxed the little guy softly, Uncle and Grandma like Xili very much, they don't have a fierce Xili, they just talk louder, they will speak loudly because they love Xili very much.
The little one wondered again, uncle, do you love me?
Su Qingbai smiled and replied to the little guy, uncle loves baby the most, if the baby can listen to grandma's words and eat well, Uncle will take you to find Mommy, okay?
The little guy clapped his hands excitedly and made a crackling sound, okay.
Su Qingbai confiscated the mobile phone and said to Ning Xi: I'm sorry, Xiao Xili misses you very much, and I have to bring it over to trouble you again.
Ning Xi said: What is this, he calls me Mommy, send it over this time to stay longer.
Su Qingbai thought for a moment and said, "Okay."
When he was about to hang up the phone, Su Qingbai suddenly spoke: Grandma is not fierce Xiao Xili. It was Xiao Xili who was lying on the floor to ceiling window playing, and her grandmother was frightened and her tone was a little heavier.
Xiao Xili's grandmother is Su Qingbai's nanny, a gentle and careful Chinese old lady, who has been living in Su Qingbai's house to take care of Xiao Xili.
The old lady took care of Xiao Xili as a little grandson, it hurt in the palm of her hand, and she didn't dare to say a word of weight, before Ning Xi went to see Xiao Xili, Xiao Xili happily ate a lot of snacks, and broke her stomach, and the old lady blamed herself for a day.
It was about Su Qingbai who was afraid that she would misunderstand the old lady, so she specially explained, Ning Si smiled, I know.
Hung up the phone, the heat of the phone. Let her gradually calm down, lean back in her chair and listen to the music.
The phone vibrated with a bang.
Ning Xi opened his eyes and squinted his eyes to click on WeChat.
The hand suddenly stopped, and a red number 1 appeared on Li Ti's avatar, but when she saw the content sent by Li Ti, the blood in her body instantly coagulated, and a cold air surged up from the soles of her feet.
Li Ti: The group photo of the circle of friends is troublesome to delete. Thank you.
In fact, in that photo, Ning Xi hid her selfishness, although it was very blurry, she only photographed her own eyes, but she took a clear picture of Li Ti's cold face.
She wanted to hide it and look at it secretly.
Ning Xi felt that the wound that had just scabbed was uncovered again, revealing a bloody wound. It hurts, it hurts.
He remembered that Li Ti wanted to beat her up when he said goodbye, and then said forget it, the tone of not caring was extraordinarily natural, and it was really a matter of it.
Forget it, including their relationship that ended without a problem.
Tears fell on the screen, blurring the blurred text, like the terrible emotions she delivered.
Ning Xi closed his eyes and raised his hand to slap himself twice.
With tears in her eyes, she typed quickly.
Ning Si: It's been deleted.
She finished deleting it, sent a message, and there was no reply.
The next day, Ning Xi was woken up by the ringing of the doorbell.
I guarded my phone the night before, and I had insomnia all night, and I didn't fall asleep until dawn.
She shuffled to open the door, closed her pestle in the doorway, and it took a few seconds before she opened her eyes and rubbed them.
Su Qingbai stood at the door with a half-race cutie.
Wearing a goose-yellow duck hat and carrying a small schoolbag of the same style, the cutie looked up at her, her light brown eyes full of great doubts. Mommy, are you pretending to be a panda?
Xiao Xili's Chinese learning is awkward, many words are not understood, Su Qingbai does not allow him to express in English, and encounters very difficult complex words such as red panda, occasionally allowing him to mix them.
Su Qingbai also glanced at Ning Xi, didn't sleep well last night?
Forthwith. He asked again: What's wrong with your face?
Ning Xi subconsciously touched it, and then remembered how hard she fanned herself last night, it was a little red, swollen and hot, she squeezed her smile, her wisdom teeth are inflamed, it's okay, I'll just take some anti-inflammatory medicine.
Su Qingbai's tone was heavy, was it?
Ning Xi pulled Xiao Xili to his side, touched his hat, and quickly changed the topic, You bought this hat? It's pretty good.
Su Qingbai said: Grandma bought it.
Su Qingbai is a relatively rigid and old-fashioned person, and Ning Xi has no hope that he will be able to buy some cute clothes for Xiao Xili one day.
Xiao Xili squatted at the door, changed into small slippers, and jumped into the house.
Su Qingbai changed his shoes and dragged Xiao Xili's huge suitcase into the door.
Su Qingbai said: I'm afraid I will have to live for half a month this time. Can you?
Ning Xi smiled and helped send the suitcase to the cloakroom, yes. Grandma will also come over, Xiao Xili is very obedient and well-behaved.
Xiao Xili had already run into the room with joy, and after a while, she ran to Ning Xi's side and buried her little body in her lap to be coquettish. The little yellow duck's hat rubbed off, revealing curly golden hair, and a small lion cub, soft.
Little Xili inherited his father's light brown pupils, bright as glass marbles, and his eyelashes were very long, and with the blink of his eyes, he was very cute.
Mommy, uncle sleeps with you. Xiao Xili remembered that before leaving, her grandmother secretly asked Su Qingbai what she said.
He didn't understand, but he always felt that it must be a good word.
Ning Xi pinched his little face, who told you that?
Xiao Xili suddenly raised her upper body, excitedly reached for Ning Xi's neck, and leaned into her face to exhale. Whew, pain flying.
Ning Xi exchanged a look with Su Qingbai, Su Qingbai gave a rare and unnatural explanation, you know, the old man is more gossipy.
Ning Xi didn't say anything, and sat on her lap with Xiao Xili in her arms, and Xiao Xili climbed her neck and half-knelt on her lap. His cheek rubbed Ning Xi's red and swollen face, and he softly provoked Su Qingbai: Unlce slept with Mommy tonight.
Xiao Xili remembered what her grandmother said, if she wanted Uncle and Mommy to stay together more, she would become her own parents like cartoons.
Little Xili longs to have his own mom and dad, and he wants to sleep with Uncle and Mommy.
Su Qingbai slapped Xiao Xili's buttocks, Xili, be good, go to the toy room to play for a while. Uncle talks to Mommy about some serious business.
Xiao Xili pouted her ass and slipped off Ning Xi's body, stepped on her little shoes, and swayed to the toy room.
When he walked away, Su Qingbai looked at Ning Xi and asked worriedly: Are you okay, Li Ti came to you?
No.
And your face?
Su Qingbai misunderstood, and Ning Xi hurriedly said: It's really wisdom tooth pain, I rub it and swell.
Su Qingbai thought for a while and discussed with her, you are not feeling well, why don't I take Xili back first?
Ning Xi said: It's not a big problem.
How did Ning Si come over in the past three years, although Su Qingbai didn't know the details, he was also a witness, Ning Si was not doing well, he knew better than anyone else. Ning Xi couldn't let go of Li Ti, and he knew it.
Even if he had some different thoughts in this, when he thought of Ning Xi going abroad silently, she bought a drunk bartender at the bar and dialed him at will, after seven or eight hours. When he rushed over, Ning Xi sat on the side of the road, his eyes red and swollen from crying, embarrassed and haggard, and the first thing he said when he looked up was - I lost him. He didn't dare to force Ning Xi to change anything.
After a few years, her mood has improved a lot, but people have changed. When I first met him, I judged it like two people. If you want to talk about feelings, it is that she found a shell for herself and closed it.
Little Xili's appearance knocked open a gap in her shell.
Su Qingbai asked her if she wanted to explain to Li Ti the hardships of leaving, and Ning Xi shook her head with a wry smile.
The two sat silently for a while, and Ning Xi had a look of regret on her face. He came to me when I was smoking last night. He told me to give him back the ring.
It was the ring he proposed to me.
He said that his family had arranged a partner for him.
Ning Xi's tone was slow, but with a deep sadness and panic, and every sentence was crying blood.
She was covered in blood and bones, and she shouted wildly the moment she saw Li Ti, she still loved him, a love that could not be eliminated in blood.
She blinked her wet eyes and looked at Su Qingbai, eager to get a little affirmation from him as support, my illness was cured......
I can't put it down and want to try again.
If he doesn't want me anymore, forget it.