Chapter 17: The Woman at the Door
The clear light blue spreads freely over the corridors and streets, and the gentle wind accompanies the leaves, which are too lazy and procrastinating this summer, leaving the city still immersed in the illusion of spring.
The sound insulation effect of the elderly unit building is like a leaky net, Lin Anzhuan pulled his slippers, held an orange racket in his hand, hunched his waist and held his breath, and was about to attack the big black fly on the table, when he heard the key inserted twice before inserting the old rusty keyhole, it took a little effort to turn the sound open, the rusty door "squeaked" opened, turned an arc, the sound was like a fingernail scratching the blackboard, what made her angry, and then the fly flew!
The person who was at the door came back, Lin Anan opened the door and poked his head out, and saw a woman's figure entering the house, with clear lines on her side face and clean eyebrows and eyes.
And Lin An'an wore the hair of the bird's nest, wore home clothes, held a fly swatter in his hand, stuffed his feet in slippers, and labeled an otaku girl from head to toe.
Wait! Why is this person so familiar? She's not? Ah? So coincidental! Oh my God! Su Ziwei's first love!
Lin Anan knocked on the door, grinned "hi", and said with a smile: "Hello, I am your neighbor Lin An'an, can I go in and visit your room?"
She gave her a casual smile, obviously reluctant.
However, she came in anyway, and the room was neat and generous, simple and warm.
Lin An'an opened his eyes and said, "Wow! Your house feels so comfortable! I really didn't expect such an old house to be decorated with such a modern feeling, so tasteful!"
"Temporarily rented. She replied.
She has little daisy studs on her ears today, her slightly curly hair naturally hangs down on her shoulders, and her black pupils are very deep and empty. The words were as few as dumb, she kept silent intentionally or unintentionally, even if she chatted with Lin An'an, it was like talking to herself, the gap between their conversations was stretched longer and longer, Lin An'an broke the silence and said, "You are Manager Su......"
She looked at her in amazement: "Are you?"
"Oh, I'm an employee of his company. That day, I stumbled upon you......"
She was stunned for a moment, her expression was indifferent, and her tone was detached: "I won't give up easily, just like he did to me at the beginning." ”
The sunny and lively seeds in Lin An'an's heart were instantly suppressed by her words and lost the strength to grow.
Feeling that if she stayed for a while, she would be embarrassed, so it was better to run away, she cut her hair and said, "Don't bother, I'll go back, if you have something, you can ask me for help at any time." ”
She did not answer, not even a perfunctory word, it seemed that she had a disease, the name of which was: apathy!
She has long been accustomed to being indifferent to others, and to being indifferent to her, a deliberate self-isolation, deliberately, the point is this definite.
She has lived in darkness for a long time, so that she is used to wrapping herself in darkness, and when she sees this colorful world, her heart is bright, but because she can't recover what she has lost, she is beaten back into the unprovoked darkness.
Lin Anan returned to the room, feeling that her threat was so big that she didn't dare to take a step forward.
Vaguely hearing the familiar sound of footsteps outside the door, she gently opened the door, and through the crack in the door, she saw the slender and elegant-looking ------ Su Ziwei! Mom! I just met him in the morning, and I saw him holding a bouquet of flowers! Yes, that's right, it was a bouquet of flowers, and he was standing less than two meters away from him with a fruit basket in his left hand.
He knocked on the door, very lightly. In less than three seconds, he was in the door.
Lin Anan closed the door gently, and his heart slowly closed the door.
It turned out that this was just her own speculative dream.
He Jingru listened to Eason Chan's song, saw Su Ziwei come in, changed her melancholy temperament, stepped forward and threw herself into his arms, Su Ziwei was motionless, she became even more emotional, tears fell, and said: "I thought you would ignore me anymore, I thought you would ignore me anymore? You care about me, right? You can't be so ruthless, right?"
The waiting time was a bit long, Su Ziwei looked at her in a daze, his expression was serious and serious: "I am very grateful to meet you like this, I am too similar to you, but, we have gone far, I just want to say goodbye to you solemnly, because at the beginning, you did not say goodbye......"
She let go of him and said, "I don't want but...... I don't want to, but...... You know I always love you. ”
"However, you still didn't explain anything to me, and you got married...... I don't blame you, I don't hate you, I just hope you can live well and live well again......"
There was no expected lingering sympathy, nor did she imagine the heartache and intestines, she quietly watched him open the door and leave, this is his constant judgment.
Helplessness, unwillingness, and despair came again.
But she still couldn't be sure, can her heart stop being delusional, can she firmly support her countless days of ignorance in the future?
People have three thousand diseases in life and old age, and only lovesickness cannot be cured.
Lin Anan heard the sound of the door closing, as if she forgot to breathe, she couldn't imagine what lingering pictures happened on the other side of the door, her relationship that she wrote and directed by herself, it was time to draw an unwilling end, it was ridiculous and ridiculous, she Lin Anan was a big joke for Su Ziwei.
Su Ziwei's eyes swept Lin An'an's door, and there were a few big words on the door, "Do not disturb!
He marked the dividing line for this day, past and future. Say goodbye to the past and welcome the future that belongs to him.
He felt more relaxed than ever, it turned out that for so long, it was not that he couldn't let go, but that he didn't say goodbye to his past, there was always a knot that couldn't be untied, and now, he could finally be relieved.
The next day, Lin Anan woke up in the early summer morning, and finally survived the night, she saw the morning sun, she felt that she was not so empty, she would not put her mood on anyone and anything. Morning. Then she heard the sound of the woman closing the door, piercing and heavy.
She began to wash as if she had been fitted with a mechanical button, dressed beautifully, and went out the door.
When she got out of the car, she saw Su Ziwei's Audi car in front of her.
She dodged quickly and headed to the left.
"An An!" is still the same voice, warm and sultry! However, the mood is still slightly different.
She tried to squeeze out a smile and said, "Morning! Manager Su!"
Manager Su followed her, and seeing that he didn't look at himself, he asked, "Do you have any troubles?"
Lin An'an laughed out loud: "How is it possible! What can I worry about? I'm super happy! Hahahahaha......"
The corners of Su Ziwei's mouth rose unconsciously: "An An, I like your kind of ......"
He and she were very close, breathing in each other's breaths.
Lin An'an blushed instantly.
"I just like your heartless character!"
How could there be so many women who like him? She Lin Anan has never fought or robbed, but she still grabbed men with a few women, sad, sad!
She shook her head and said, "Manager Su, do you know how much grievances and pain I have paid for my heartless character?"
Manager Su slowly turned his head to look at her childish face and said, "I know everything, so it is more precious to have no heart and no lungs, you are a mystery to me." He changed his words: "By the way, what you are wearing today is a retro route." ”
Lin Anan swept his clothes, sighed and said, "I'm not nostalgic! I don't have money, so I wear last year's clothes." ”
Lin Anan saw Su Ziwei's meaningless eyes, and his willpower weakened instantly, and he thought: Forget it, if he is willing, she will always love him, and if he is unwilling, she will always be lovesick. Why would she abuse herself?
Su Ziwei said: "An An, I want to invite you to dinner at noon, do you have time?"
Is there time? She Lin An'an is so poor that she only has time left.
She pretended to be reserved and said, "I ...... Think about it. ”
Anyway, he might have confessed! No, did he have to have a showdown?
Lin Anan shouted: "Don't!"
Su Ziwei was stunned for a moment and asked, "Don't you accept my invitation?"
"Yes!"
It was too cruel for her, and she would rather not listen.
Su Ziwei took her soft and slender hand, the hot temperature came from his palm, she wanted to withdraw a little to show her persistence in refusing, but she let her little hand stay in his wide palm as if she was nostalgic.
"An An, I have to see you alone today, I can't deceive you anymore, and I can't deceive myself......"
"Stop, Manager Su, this is the company, we'd better not talk about personal matters. It suddenly occurred to me that I had something to do at noon today...... Well, sorry ......"
Su Ziwei's eyes showed a hint of disappointment, and immediately, he smiled and said, "It's okay, let's change the day!"
Cui Jiji jumped and caught up with Lin An'an, panting: "An'an, tell you a good news, there is a sorority today, do you want to go?" There are so many young, handsome, and golden men, the opportunity should not be missed, I don't tell her about ordinary people." ”
Lin Anan pretended to be excited: "Is it? This is going! I'm single!"
Su Ziwei's face instantly fell: "Cui Jiji, I remember that you still have a lot of documents that you haven't processed yesterday, and you probably have to work overtime today, right?"
"Ah, Manager Su, didn't you say, don't be in a hurry, take your time?" Cui Jiji had a question mark on his face.
"No, I'm in a bit of a hurry now. ”
“......”
In the elevator, Cheng Xiaosi came in, and the atmosphere in the elevator instantly cooled down.
She said to Lin An'an as if she was angry: "You have sorted out the list and information of the design competition I sent you today." ”
"Okay. Lin Anan said.
"There are still ......" Before she could finish speaking, Su Ziwei hurriedly said, "Give me the rest of the part." ”
Cheng Xiaosi said angrily: "Inexplicable!"
Su Ziwei didn't have a little anger on his face: "The task arranged by Manager Cheng is also a bit inexplicable, she is now the chief secretary of Zhuo, she can completely refuse you, but she accepts it." ”
"You ......"
"I'm just explaining that I'm not inexplicable. ”
Cheng Xiaosi took a deep breath, seemingly extremely calm, but in fact, his hands were trembling with anger.