Chapter 19: A Love Affair That Can't Be Made Public

On this day, as soon as Lin Anan opened the door, she ran into He Jingru on the opposite door, still wearing a black coat, she glanced at Lin Anan vigilantly, and quickly rolled up her tired gaze back, Lin Anan weakly said "Hi".

She didn't have a single expression, she was cold. Lin Anan just wanted to turn around and close the door, He Jingru stood one meter away from her and asked, "Can I enter the house?"

It's really a bit extraordinary, Lin Anan made a "please" posture, she didn't look at anything in the room, but directly found the single sofa and sat down.

"My mother spent twenty years trying to put the theory that I could find a rich man into my head, and my mind was full of realism, and this thin realism built my basic immunity, so I missed my first love. "She spoke like she was talking alone.

"Oh, you're ...... Say...... Manager Su?" Lin Anan stammered.

"I can't live without him...... Really, I'm just getting it now...... What should I do? Without him, I've healed my eye, what's the use?" she cried.

Lin Anan didn't know if she could understand her pain, but she was still quietly listening to her crying, what loneliness and sorrow and the like, everyone should have experienced it to a greater or lesser extent, but they were not considered to be in sympathy with each other.

She absurdly spoke of her sad situation, saying that only the air shared her loneliness, which was not surprising, and that she may have gone through the stage of being looked down upon by others, and the days of criticism, when isolated from the world, all this is easy to understand.

Lin Anan just nodded, she didn't know what to respond to her, it seemed that pretending to be deep had become Lin Anan's only lifebuoy at this time.

He Jingru's expression was indifferent, and her tone was low: "You go to work with him! Are you familiar with him? Do you know what he looks like at work? He Jingru should be very handsome, right?"

The inevitable problem still came, but it came a little earlier.

Lin Anan was stunned. If she knew that Su Ziwei liked her, would He Jingru slap her? She lowered her head in a panic and covered her eyes with her bangs smoothly. Although he knew that the woman on the other side would easily see through her expression, it had become an instinct to cover up, in order not to hurt her.

She said cautiously: "I'm not in the same office as him, and I don't usually have many opportunities to get in touch, but...... Manager Su has always had a good reputation and is very popular in the unit. He Jingru replied casually, as if she didn't care about her answer.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

Lin Anan hesitated and didn't know how to speak, after all, this was confiding his heart to a stranger: "Well, it's still ...... Not yet. ”

The people who create tragedy are often the least able to accept it.

When those gazes changed from envy to regret, mockery, and even disgust, those glances reminded me that I was disabled, that I had lost my most beautiful eyes, so at that time, I could never accept the subordinate. ”

In the next moment, the sky shook! The title of "sub-position" is enough to show that they loved each other unforgettable.

All emotions were instantly replaced by helplessness, she looked at the girl in front of her who had recovered her eye disease, her appearance was no different from that of a normal person, but she was sick in her heart, and she was not lightly ill.

So, Lin An'an changed his words and asked easily: "Did he fall in love with you at first sight?"

"He said, if I liked you at first sight, you would think I was superficial, but if I became friends with you first, then I could pretend to be in love for a long time, right?"

Lin Anan really felt that he had dug a hole for himself, why should he listen to their romantic history? Ho! Eye-opening! Su Ziwei is so good at flirting with girls!

She turned and poured a glass of water to ease her emotions.

He Jingru's deep pain was like an iron rope tied to Lin An'an's body, so that she didn't know how to face this situation for a while.

Unlike Cheng Xiaosi, He Jingru has a kind of melancholy, which can always make people feel pity.

It's like a math problem, let's say! Let's say they get back together...... I really can't imagine it...... This assumption made her realize that she was not as free as she thought.

"You don't seem to hate me. She then spoke, declaratively, with a very determined look. She smiled like never before, her eyes narrowed slightly, her skin was not as full as a girl, there were already subtle lines on her neck, and even the white was not the lustrous feeling of pearl oysters, but the pale that lacked blood, but it was really good-looking, gentle and serene beauty, like an ancient porcelain, perfect with flaws.

Lin Anan thought that she would not speak again, and was about to go straight to the point and say that she wanted to go out for a walk, but the beautiful voice sounded again: "My name is He Jingru." ”

Lin Anan read it in confirmation.

"Thank you, Ken called my name, how long have I been, I haven't heard anyone call me that, I used to always call me like that, Jingru, Jingru, but most people call me Miss He. ”

She laughed again, but it was only the superficial emotion, and said: "Don't sympathize with me, in fact, I am very lucky, I have regained my light, and I will spend my whole life thanking for this." ”

finally came up with a positive summary, otherwise, Lin Anan didn't know how to comfort a person who had been hurt mentally and emotionally.

When saying goodbye, He Jingru said lightly as always: "I'm sorry to disturb you." ”

Lin Anan pretended to be relaxed: "No, no, I'm also bored, welcome to disturb." ”

The door was finally closed, and Lin Anan took a long breath and clapped his hands.

With someone with a melancholy personality, the mood is really heavy, you have to follow her emotions from low to high, from high to low, ups and downs, and her answer becomes as meaningless as sleeping with your eyes closed.

The most important thing is that this person has had a certain shaking effect on her relationship, and she doesn't want to hurt her, but if she and Su Ziwei really become a couple, this kind of harm is inevitable.

So, her mind was distracted.

Lin Anan remembered the picture of her waking up in Su Ziwei's bedroom, her left cheek was attached to the sheets, hot and sticky, feeling that she had overslept, she stood up and looked around unconsciously, her head was a little dizzy, the light was a little dazzling, and her eyes were finally focused.

The man, the man who was full of charm was squeezing orange juice for her.

Like, like, kissed her, right! It's definitely not a dream!

She slowly collapsed on the bed, in the same position, with the left side of her face pressed against the sheets, trying to continue to realize the dream-like reality with dreams.

The mobile phone rang, it was Su Ziwei.

She was too nervous to know how to answer him.

"Oh, Manager Su, haven't you slept yet?"

"Well, I want to hear your voice. ”

"Hahahahaha...... I thought you were dating me ......"

"Yes, that's what I mean, let's go out for a walk!

"Ah, I don't know if it's convenient......? I ......"

"I'm going to pick you up, where are you?"

"No, no, no, Manager Su, don't come here, I can go over by myself, where?"

......

Lin Anan hung up the phone and got entangled, this love is ridiculous, I feel that I will never see the light of day, she Lin Anan does not fight or grab, it is he Su Ziwei who is willing, why do you want to be sneaky?

Yes, the main reason: kindness! She didn't want to deepen He Jingru's pain at this time, and hoped that when she really left alone, then she could confess all this.

The scene changed, the surroundings were very quiet, very empty, Su Ziwei did not drive, he came to the location, he stood at the end of the path, waiting for Lin An'an.

He is dressed casually today, and he looks even more refreshing and handsome.

That's the craziest state of man!

He recalled the picture of the first time he saw Lin An'an: her eyes couldn't hide the clarity, she couldn't take off the headphones and struggled to rescue the mobile phone that was waiting to land, but the damn mobile phone fell too fast, and finally, there was nothing she could do, and what should have fallen was still dropped.

He could see the curvature of the corners of her mouth, her phone was broken, what was she laughing at?

Thinking about all this, he couldn't help but have a beautiful curvature at the corner of his mouth.

"What are you laughing at?"

Lin Anan arrived and blurted out.

Su Ziwei stepped forward and hugged her, looking down at her face.

This is really a perfect angle! The already innocent and lovely face looks even more cute against the backdrop of the light.

Lin Anan didn't expect his movements, he was a little out of control, and seemed to be about to kiss in the next second, she hurriedly asked, "What are you laughing at?"

He looked at her, refused to let go, and said, "You have successfully controlled my thoughts and broken through my defenses, An An, I think about you all the time, I ...... Miss you. ”

The softness in Lin An'an's heart was instantly aroused, but ...... But...... Why at this time, she just remembered He Jingru.

Damn!

She's always been good at breaking the deadlock, but today she made an exception.

Su Ziwei thought she was shy, so he took her hand and said, "Let's go around, I heard that there is a lover's tunnel in front, as long as we walk together, we will never be separated." ”

Lin Anan knows that people live in this world, and they can't distinguish between happiness and pain, so she only asks that this moment is genuine, and this moment must follow her heart, which is her salvation for herself.

Wrapped in his hands, there is really a sense of steadiness, a kind of strength all over the body.

She temporarily forgot He Jingru's pitiful appearance and the unimaginable picture after she knew the truth.

The difference between Su Ziwei and Zhuo Xiangye in front of him is that the sense of aggression is not strong, but it is reassuring.

She thinks that her fate with him has no substitute and cannot be replicated.

"I can't stop thinking about you when I can't see you. Su Ziwei spoke as he walked.

These words were really sweet, at least, they made her heart flutter instantly.

The air became fresh and sweet, and the two of them stared at each other for a few seconds, Lin Anan closed her eyes slightly, and Su Ziwei slowly pressed her lips.

Xu is too wonderful, Xu is too greedy, and both of them are reluctant to let go for a long time.

However, the phone still rang unexpectedly.

Lin Anan felt a little embarrassed, she looked at her phone, and it turned out to be an unfamiliar number!

Hell yes!

She answered the phone: "Hey!"

"Lin An'an, I'm He Jingru, I found your number through inquiry, did I bother you?"

It's not just an interruption?

Lin Anan showed a hint of panic: "Oh, that...... Is there anything wrong with you?"

"My shower is broken, the landlord said, it can be repaired tomorrow, I want to go to your place to take a bath!"

------ what a tragedy!

"Okay, okay. ”

"What are you doing?"

"Oh, for a walk!"

"Alone?"

That's a lot of talk!

"Oh, no, no, that ...... There's also a dog, I brought a friend a puppy, I walked the dog, and then I had to square dance...... So, don't worry. ”

She pretended to be calm and smiled at Su Ziwei.

"Hahahahaha...... That one...... A friend, a woman!"

Su Ziwei was a little puzzled and said, "Woman, then why are you lying? I'm a puppy?"

Lin An'an blushed at her words, she couldn't help complaining in her heart about his straightforwardness, he rubbed her hair: "It's so cute to lie!"

She obediently let her rub her hair, but in her heart she slandered the strange combination of this Shinto aunt's tone and the rogue uncle's flirtatious words.

She snickered, and began to carry out her unique cranky thoughts again, he quickly cut off her brainwave jump, and smiled at her: "Am I an identity that I can't disclose? ”