194 The Only Salvation

With a bang, I had just been pulled into the back room, and before I could react, I was surrounded by my daughter-in-law by the wall and trapped in my arms, and then she stared at me with an indifferent expression.

When I met her eyes, I looked left and right with a little weakness, but I didn't dare to meet the eyes of my daughter-in-law, just because her eyes were as sharp and thorough as a falcon, as if any lie or disguise would be self-defeating in her eyes......

Seeing that Wan'er just kept staring at me, she didn't speak for a while, and I was looked at by her like this, my face turned red, and I said half shy and half twisted:

"Daughter-in-law, if you look at people like this, they will be shy......"

Burst.

When Wan'er heard this, she was shocked and almost laughed.

Will this cheeky person be shy? And who is she looking like a little daughter-in-law for?

The corners of Wan'er's mouth curled slightly, and her hands attached to my face made me look directly at her, and said in a pretended serious manner:

"Don't look around, say, what are you thinking about?Why do you want to play tricks on Ziyu?"

I smiled stupidly, reached out and attached myself to her, muttered, shook my head, and said:

"How dare I make fun of Ziyu's girl, that girl has sharp teeth and sharp mouth, besides, as the saying goes, if you don't look at the monk's face, you have to look at the Buddha's face, she is your daughter-in-law's personal maid, how dare I tease her at will!"

As he spoke, his tone seemed to be filled with a vinegar smell, sour......

Wan'er sighed slightly, she only asked a few words, this wrongdoer was a little surprised in her heart, and the words she said were also sour.

Pampered the bridge of my nose, Wan'er smiled helplessly and asked:

"You want to talk about family affairs for Ah Zheng, but seriously?"

I pursed my lips meaningfully, then nodded solemnly, and said:

"I do have this plan, but after seeing the reaction of the purple jade girl today, I seem to feel that I shouldn't be in a hurry, everything depends on whether the two of them really have fate. If so, how could I do that stick to beat the mandarin ducks, but ......"

"Just what?"

Wan'er looked at me with interest, and I looked back at her quietly, with a slight smile on the corner of my mouth, and said:

"It's just that things in the world can't be as good as they should be!"

Wan'er heard the helplessness and emotion in my tone, and I was worried that she would think I was thinking cranky again, so I hurriedly explained:

"I mean, the current Ah Zheng can't understand Ziyu's intentions, maybe in another two or three years, he will be enlightened. ”

Let's not talk about whether Ziyu is interested in Ah Zheng, just with her heart of putting Wan'er first in everything and thinking about Wan'er wholeheartedly, she will only forget about her personal children's private feelings, plus she is the same as Wan'er, and has the identity of a female general, which is even more incapable of being like an ordinary girl's family, so that she can follow her father at home and marry her husband, such an identity, in this era of husband-oriented, which ordinary man can bear it?

Even me, isn't it that millions of people are not happy to become Xiao Jue? After all, just facing this matter is already exhausting. can only say that Ah Zheng's kid can't afford the life of a purple jade girl now!

Wan'er saw a trace of tiredness on my face, she knew my thoughts, and even more knew that I was worried and afraid, so she couldn't help but ask softly, and said:

"Are you still complaining about me?"

I smiled bitterly, but still shook my head, and said:

"No complaints. ”

When Wan'er heard this, she smiled slightly and said:

"Then, you're complaining about the agreement I made with my sister in private......"

Wan'er and Sister A crossed me and made that agreement, this thing must be false if you don't complain, I still remember how sad I was when I heard about this agreement from Sister A, it can be called five thunders, and all thoughts are lost!

I sulked a little, my eyes dimmed, and I pouted angrily, but I didn't speak, as if I acquiesced.

Really.

Wan'er sometimes has to sigh that this enemy is cautious, it's really abrasive.

Looking at her pouting appearance, Wan'er unconsciously raised the corners of her mouth, and said softly:

"I agreed with my sister that if I can't protect you, I have to let you leave the Northern Wei Dynasty as soon as possible......"

Now that I heard Wan'er admit it herself, the indescribable sense of loss in my heart became even heavier, which made me suddenly a little out of breath, and my eyes were a little swollen and astringent.

Looking at my lost appearance, Wan'er's hand stroking my face became more and more gentle, and then leaned over and kissed between my eyebrows, I was slightly stunned, looking at her in a daze, and my cheeks unconsciously flushed.

"I have no reason to refuse, so I promised, if I can't protect you, I will try my best to send you out of the Northern Wei Dynasty safely. ”

As she spoke, Wan'er in turn took my hand that was attached to her, held it tightly, and then looked at me with a serious and unquestioning face, and continued:

"But, I didn't say that I would let go of your hand just like that!"

Her words suddenly lit up in my eyes.

"Ah, there is one more thing I forgot to tell you, now I will tell you clearly and clearly, you remember it for me: Chen, I'm really sorry, because you are the person I Xiao Wan fell in love with, so, even if you escape to the ends of the earth in the future, you will definitely not be able to escape from the palm of my hand, your life should be like this in this life, no one is especially with others, if you don't believe it, you can give it a try!"

In the end, Wan'er's innate noble bearing and heroic domineering spirit were suddenly revealed in front of my eyes, and as soon as these words came out, there was no room for me to refute, and I was stunned by this situation.

Then I heard her high-pitched proclamation of 'everything I have', and I was so surprised and delighted that I could not restrain myself from becoming more and more excited, and I could not organize my words to reply, but I could only nod my head like a rattle, and said with joy:

"I believe, I believe ......"

Immediately, I hugged Wan'er tightly in my arms, and the sadness and resentment at that time had already flown to the clouds, and I suddenly felt that at this moment, I was the happiest person in the world!

Unconsciously, tears fell quietly, and I felt inexplicable in my heart, and couldn't help but whisper softly in Wan'er's ear, saying:

"Never let go of my hand......"

When Wan'er heard this, she was slightly stunned, then hugged me tightly, replied firmly, and said:

"Good!"

Hearing this, we hugged each other tightly, and the corners of our mouths unconsciously appeared happy smiles, and the two joyful hearts found a common rhythm at this moment......

After the excitement of the two of them calmed down slightly, and left each other's warm embrace, Wan'er saw the tear stains on my cheeks at a glance, and reached out with some distress to gently wipe my tears.

In front of Wan'er, I don't have to hide my true feelings in my heart, let alone hide it, because she is so gentle and lovely, empathetic, she knows me, understands me, loves me, pities me, and can meet her in this life, which is the greatest luck in my life.

She caressed my face tenderly and lovingly, looking at my eyes quietly, she saw the sadness that occasionally flashed in my eyes, deep and penetrating, but extremely suppressed herself, so painful me, fell in Wan'er's eyes, which made her very sad.

In the end, Wan'er couldn't help but ask softly, saying:

"Chen, do you have something sad in your heart?"

Hearing this, I was a little stunned, I didn't know how to tell Wan'er about everything I had experienced when I was outcast, and I didn't want to let my negative feelings make Wan'er sad.

Zou Ran recalled the past when I was a child, bearing such a bloody and cruel fate, one day, I didn't have time to experience the joy of finding my loved ones, so I was an orphan again, the door was killed, the family was ruined, and the backyard full of blood and fly rancid smell in my memory was broken into my mind countless times in the dead of night, repeating over and over again the inhumane slaughter, pain, helplessness, self-blame, despair, such emotions constantly disturbed my heart, so that I constantly woke up in horror from light dreams, covered in cold sweat, secretly trembling, and my heart could no longer return to the previous peace and calm......

In order to prevent such a tragedy from happening again, and to protect the most important person in my heart, I can only force myself to become stronger, stronger, stronger!

Only by becoming stronger can I protect the most important people, and only by becoming stronger can I make those who wantonly inflict pain on us pay a more painful price, so that they can taste ten times or a hundred times more pain than me!

As soon as I thought of this, my expression suddenly became a little hideous, and my eyes were full of ferocity.

"Morning!"

Wan'er's worried call still shocked my heart, and I hurriedly reached out to stroke my forehead, trying to hide all the viciousness on this face in my palm, but I know that it is late, Wan'er must have seen it, will she be disgusted when she sees me like this, will she hate me?

The anger subsided slightly, and a sadness came to my heart again, I suddenly became very painful, knowing that it shouldn't be like this, but I couldn't suppress the monstrous hatred in my heart, I didn't want to be like this, and I didn't want Wan'er to see me like this!

"Wan'er ......"

I couldn't suppress the pain in my heart, I couldn't help but call her name, but I didn't dare to raise my eyes to look at her, so I could only clasp my head with both hands, trying to create pain to suppress the pain in my heart.

Wan'er hurriedly held my hand, not letting me make a move to hurt myself, from the palm of my hand, not only there is a heart-warming temperature, but also extremely firm protection and support, Wan'er wants me to let me know that no matter what happens, she and I will face it together.

Wan'er's gentle and solid voice sounded in my ears, and I only heard her ask firmly, saying:

"Chen, tell me, what's going on?"

With Wan'er's support, I finally stabilized my mind, and when I heard Wan'er gently asking in my ear, I didn't want her to worry, and I shook my head almost reflexively to tell her that I was okay.

"I ......"

But before I could say anything, Wan'er interrupted me very resolutely and said:

"You promised me that you wouldn't lie to me, I am your wife, your lover, is there anything else you can't tell me?"

While speaking, Wan'er stretched out a hand to caress my face, let me raise my head to meet her gentle and slightly anxious gaze, the moment I met her gentle eyes, I know, I have a wife like her in this life, although I have no regrets in death!

Laughing bitterly twice, I tried to grin, although it may be a little ugly, but the resentment in my heart has long been consumed by her gentle eyes like water, I suddenly feel that even such a painful past is not so difficult to face, because I am no longer alone......

"I just suddenly remembered something that I didn't want to remember but should remember, and I knew something that I never knew but had to know, maybe it happened too suddenly, and I couldn't bear it for a while, so I was in a hurry and couldn't bear it......"

When Wan'er heard this, her heart ached like a pinprick, and she couldn't help but reach out and hug me tightly, so that I could rely on her wholeheartedly, and then comforted me and said:

"It's okay, it's all in the past. ”

Hearing Wan'er's relief, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, and my heart gradually returned to calm, Wan'er is such a strange existence for me, she can always soothe my inner anxiety and uneasiness, as long as she is by my side, I seem to be able to become fearless.

In order to alleviate such a solemn atmosphere, remembering the appearance of my side, it must be very terrifying, and with the intention of pleading, he hurriedly asked:

"Isn't the way I looked scary, but did it scare you?"

Wan'er laughed, and then responded softly:

"Do you think that scares me?"

I couldn't help but smile, thinking that I was a bit of a philistine, yes, what a bold character Wan'er was, and how could she be intimidated by my appearance?

It's just that I can clearly feel that my uneasiness has also troubled Wan'er.

Reaching out and hugging Wan'er, after a moment of silence, I couldn't help but whisper in Wan'er's ear:

"Wan'er, forgive me, okay, I just suddenly feel scared, afraid that someone will ruin my happiness in the past, shatter the happiness you have now, I have lost everything, I can't lose you and Sister anymore, I want to protect you desperately, I must not let you be hurt in the slightest, I can't bear such a blow anymore!"

Wan'er hugged my body that trembled slightly with excitement, gently caressed my back, her eyes were firm and sharp, and said with relief:

"Morning, don't be afraid, no one can hurt us, and no one can hurt you......"

Hearing this, I smiled slightly and said calmly:

"I've always been well protected by you. ”

Talking, talking, I suddenly felt a little lonely, yes, I have always been protected by others, doesn't this also mean that I still lack the ability to protect others?

Wan'er heard the loneliness in my words, and wanted to be relieved, but she didn't know what to do.

"Morning ......"

"Wan'er, I know you're worried that I'm going to behave radically and act impulsively, no, even if I'm a sharp blade that can hurt others and myself......"

In fact, I know that many people want me to be the blade in their hands, to realize their ambitions and desires, and in order to achieve such wishes, they want to polish me into such a sharp, tenacious, and indestructible weapon, and I am just a blade to them.

That's my fate!

Wan'er's face was gloomy, and she said angrily:

"I won't let you say that!"

I caressed Wan'er's face as if I was crazy, stared at her delicate red lips, and said with a smile:

"It's okay, it really doesn't matter, as long as the person holding this blade is you, as long as you're always by my side, I won't go off the rails, and I won't fall into the magic barrier......"

Wan'er didn't feel a throbbing pain in her heart, did this wrongdoer know what he was talking nonsense?

My madness at this moment stung Wan'er's eyes, and she tugged at the corner of my coat and said sadly:

"You fool, do you know what you're talking about?"

As soon as she finished speaking, I leaned over and kissed her on the lips, letting all words fall silent in this affectionate kiss.

Kissing this beautiful woman who is as quiet as an orchid, I know that Wan'er will be the only salvation in my life...... 166 Reading Network