After we finished breakfast, we parted ways with our brother and them in the temple and met again in Luoyang City. Wang Xun had also ordered his men to prepare carriages and horses to return to the city.

I thought that it would be rare to come to Longmen, so I gave up riding the carriage and rode to Luoyang City with Wan'er and them.

Leaving my brother, I was also happy, the thought of working with my brother in the future, I felt a headache, fortunately the snow along the way is charming, even if there is a cold wind whistling from time to time, provoking the cheeks of the people on the horse to freeze crimson, but it is difficult to stop the leisurely interest of the spring outing, riding a horse and stepping on the snow, has its own unique fun, makes people happy.

can be so comfortable, but also because the time of Luoyang is about to come to an end, and after the Luoyang affairs are resolved, I have to leave to return to the Wei capital as soon as possible......

Farewell, parting!

At the end of the year, my heart suddenly became a little depressed.

When the situation in Luoyang is stable, Jue will also rush back as soon as possible to officially take over the post of commander of Yanyun Dragoon, but taking over as commander is far from being as easy as he says.

The "Organ City" she mentioned a little bit alone worries me.

Although I believe in her very much, I can't help but worry about her safety, and I feel guilty that I can't be by her side, so I have already secretly thought about how to protect her.

"Morning, pay attention to the front, don't be distracted. ”

She kept up with me and noticed that I seemed to be a little distracted, so I couldn't help but say something about it.

I was slightly stunned, and I couldn't help but slow down, and the people next to me seemed to see that I was really absent-minded, and there was an accident, so they didn't hesitate to cross her horse directly behind me......

I was so frightened by her actions that I couldn't figure out for a moment her intentions, and wasn't it more dangerous for her to come across the horse like this than if I had been absent-minded when I was riding?

"You're ...... you"

Before I could say anything, Jue was already sitting down behind me, and while the rope was firmly controlled, I also fell into her arms without accident.

"Seeing that you are so half-hearted, it is better for you and me to ride together than for you to fall off the horse. ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Is my riding really so bad?"

Who knows, I really won't give me half a cent of thin noodles.

"I really can't compliment it. ”

I pursed my lips, saying that I was not happy, but in my heart it was a different sweet taste, because I loved the feeling of being in her arms.

"Isn't it because you want to ride with me?"

The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he responded:

"What, you don't like it?"

Neither admit nor deny it, this man is becoming more and more cunning!

"I like it, if you can get the young marshal to protect you like this, what more can Gao Chenfu ask for?"

It seems to be very nice to be held by her like this!

Hehe.

Immediately, Jue made a gesture and signaled Wang Xun and the others to take the first step, Wang Xun was very knowledgeable, and soon, their group crossed us, but they also maintained a relatively safe distance in order to rescue in time. And Jue's mount was also taken away by Wang Xun.

......

"But you're thinking about me taking over as commander of Yanyun?"

It's worthy of Jue, you can see through my mind at a glance.

"I want Sister Ah to go to ...... with you"

This is the only feasible way for me to think after careful consideration, and I can feel a little more at ease with Sister Ah by my side.

Although my tone seemed to be discussing with Jue, Jue should also know that I should have already asked Sister Ah to get permission to get the letter before I told her about this.

Jue also sighed helplessly.

"If that teaches you peace of mind. ”

"Don't you blame me for making up my own mind?"

"I don't want you to worry about me ...... while you're busy with your business."

There is no perfect solution in this world.

Hearing this, I couldn't help muttering:

"How can you not be worried!"

But for a moment, I felt that Jue seemed to hold me tighter and tighter......

"Don't be cranky. ”

It was rare for him to show a somewhat arrogant tone.

I couldn't help but smile at the corner of my mouth.

"Sit tight, we have to speed up our pace, Cher is still waiting for us to go back. ”

Also, this has been away from Luoyang City for one night, and Xue'er must have woken up at this time, and if she didn't see me and me when she woke up, she would have to be sad and sad for a while.

"Good. ”

I nodded in agreement, and then seemed to remember something.

"By the way, Jue, I have something to tell you about Cher......"

“......”

Hearing this, Jue's eyebrows frowned slightly.

......

When we returned to Luoyang City, it was almost noon.

After a night, there seems to be some imperceptible changes in Luoyang City, although the patrol soldiers are still stricter than before, but the originally closed city gate has been opened, which means that the martial law in the city seems to have been lifted.

It stands to reason that martial law can be lifted, and naturally only Luozhou is pastoral.

Seeing such a situation, Wan'er and I both knew that Luozhou Mu must have returned as a friend, so we couldn't help but smile and tacitly go to the government office to continue our journey.

When he returned to the gate of the mansion, he got off the horse, and Ziyu took Xiao Xue'er's little hand and seemed to have been waiting at the gate for a long time.

Seeing us return safely, the purple jade girl couldn't help but smile, and Xiao Xue'er suddenly took a step and ran directly to us in a hurry.

"Cher!"

When I saw this little girl, I was overjoyed, and when I saw her running so hurriedly, lest she fall, I hurriedly reminded:

"Slow down, don't fall. ”

He immediately squatted down, opened his hands, and when she came closer, he took her in his arms.

How did I know that this girl had just entered my arms, and I heard her crying.

"What's the matter, you little girl, what are you crying about?"

Hearing her crying, I also felt distressed, and stood up with her in my arms, comforting and comforting.

"Don't cry, don't cry, see what delicious food we bought for you?

Children, two sentences of coaxing will open their faces.

But this time, none of these old tricks seem to work.

When Jue handed over the reins to the groom, he couldn't help frowning at Xue'er's crying, and immediately came in steps. Some looked at Ziyu in surprise, Ziyu was also a little unclear, so she could only shake her head slightly to show that she didn't know.

Seeing that I was in a panic because of Xue'er's crying, I had no choice but to take Xiao Xue'er from my arms and comfort me personally.

Sure enough, there was more way to do it, under her gentle comfort, Xiao Xue'er's crying became weaker and weaker, first from howling to sobbing slightly, and finally she was tired of crying and fell asleep directly in her arms......

As I looked at it, I felt more and more that children were really a strange existence.

......

When Xiao Xue'er fell asleep, she carried Xiao Xue'er back to the back room, and after the child was settled, she came to the outhouse to look for me.

Without waiting for me to say more, Jue directly grabbed my hand and said with some excitement:

"I don't agree with what you said, I want to raise Xue'er myself and let her grow up safely. ”

In the face of Jue's firm gaze, in fact, from Jue's meticulous love for Xiao Xue'er, I already knew that she would make such a choice.

She knew that I never wanted to go against her will, and this time it was the same.

couldn't help but reach out and hold her face, carefully cared for it, and then kissed her eyebrows very gently, wanting to dispel the sorrow and uneasiness between her eyebrows.

I know that she is very reluctant to give up Xiao Xue'er, and I am also very reluctant, but there are some things that we have to think about for this child......

At this moment, Jue suddenly reached out and hugged me very sadly, and buried her face in my arms, I knew that she was sad, and I became more and more sad at the thought of her sadness.

hugged Jue back, and I couldn't care about anything else, so I hurriedly comforted:

"Okay, listen to you, listen to you, okay? Let's raise Cher together and watch her grow ......up."

I gently stroked her back and whispered softly in her ear:

"I'm not sure I'll be a good father by word and deed, but I ...... I will take on the responsibility of a father, teach her to read and reason, let her know how to distinguish between right and wrong, good and evil, I will, I will work hard......"

As I spoke, I blushed, and there was some indescribable nervousness and uneasiness.

I never thought that one day, I would also be the 'father' of others, even if I had the intention of taking care of Xue'er at first, but it was more about the love of the elders for the younger generations, but now it is different, this promise also means that I want to become the nominal 'father' of this child.

And all this seems to have come too suddenly, and while I was diligently learning how to be a good husband and shouldering the responsibilities that a husband should bear, I had to make persistent efforts to learn how to be a 'father' to my children......

But I haven't figured out how to be a child's 'father', and I'm afraid I won't be able to do it well!

The jue in his arms couldn't help but chuckle, and he couldn't help but be amused by my words, but he hugged me a little tighter.

"When I became Gao Chen, the elders of the family wanted me to inherit the ancestry, not to glorify the family, but to keep the Gao family long, fortunately, the elders are not demanding, although I am confused, but fortunately, I can barely bear this responsibility; I'm afraid, I'm more afraid of losing you, I know I'm still not a good colt, but I'll use this life to be good to you, so that you won't regret marrying me......"

Between the words, I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes, but these were the words I had always wanted to say to Jue.

"You believe me, okay, I'll take good care of you and Cher in the future!"

When Jue looked up at me from my arms, his eyes were also filled with tears of excitement, and he couldn't help but reach out and caress my face, and said with a slight bow:

"I believe in you, I believe in you......"

Holding her tightly, I grinned happily and wept at the same time.

......

When the emotions of both of us calmed down, I took Jue's hand and looked at her with a smirk, even though Jue was dressed as a man and couldn't hide her heroic spirit, but in my eyes she was a rare daughter's charming and delicate look, so that I couldn't see enough, I just felt how good it would be if I could keep looking at her like this.

"I'll discuss Xue'er's matter with Jinniang again, and ask her to agree that the two of us will raise Xue'er. ”

In order to make Xue'er feel at ease, it seems that this matter has to be dealt with by me, after all, Jinniang is Xue'er's only relative in this world, so when Jinniang said to me that she wanted to take Xue'er, I didn't even have the confidence to refute immediately.

Jin Niang is actually Xue'er's mother's sister, so Xue'er naturally knows Jinniang, when Jin Niang appears beside us, Xue'er will be close to such a stranger without scruples, which makes people feel familiar at first sight.

And the reason why I know this secret is not because my mother told me personally, but because of Xue'er herself!

I didn't expect that in that scene, Xue'er would not only speak for me, but also knelt down and begged Jinniang to spare my life, because she thought that Jinniang wanted to take my life at that time.

At that time, Jin Niang deceived me into Xue'er's house under the pretext that Xue'er was sick, and when I hurried to the bed to check Xue'er's condition, Jin Niang suddenly put a knife against my throat, and threatened Xiao Xue'er's life, trying to force me to cooperate with her to leave the palace.

At that time, I confirmed the identity of Jinniang, and in order to protect Xue'er's safety, I immediately promised Jinniang, as long as she didn't hurt Xue'er, I would agree to any request.

I never thought that Xue'er, who was asleep, woke up at this time, and saw that Jin Niang was holding me hostage with a knife, she actually climbed down and cried and hugged Jin Niang's legs, and begged bitterly and said:

"No, don't...... Don't hurt him. ”

The moment Xue'er spoke, Jinniang and I were stunned.

"Cher's ......"

I looked incredulous, I couldn't believe what I had just heard, she was still so small, her body was so thin, I was so distressed that I wanted to pick up the child, but I was restrained by my mother and couldn't get out.

As soon as Xiao Xue'er saw that I was in danger, she couldn't help crying and begging:

"Auntie, Xue'er begs, please don't hurt him!"

This sentence is true and sincere, and Jin Niang and I also heard it clearly and clearly.

Xue'er she spoke, Xue'er she, she really spoke!

I didn't feel a mixture of joy and sorrow, and Jinniang seemed to be extremely excited, but in order not to let the child's cry cause unnecessary obstacles, Jinniang immediately made a decision, and with a wave of her hand, she used incense to let Xue'er continue to sleep.

......

Because of this, I know the relationship between Cher and Jinniang, and I now understand why this child cried when she saw me come back, because she was happy to see me come back safe and sound.

Later, Jin Niang and I found out her thoughts, she wanted to take Jin Niang back to raise her well, because she felt that she could take better care of Xue'er and raise Xue'er.

I also know that what Jin Niang said is actually right, because Xue'er is just by our side, and she will go through the treacherous and conspiracious turmoil of the court with me. This child is extremely intelligent but also sensitive, and if she were with us, she might not be able to enjoy a carefree childhood like a normal child.

So, I hesitated at the time and promised to give a formal reply after I discussed it with Jue.

And after learning about this, Jue naturally knew very well what kind of choice was responsible for Xue'er's future life, but she once again had an inseparable affection for this child, so she was willful again, insisting on staying and raising this child.

Now that she has made this decision, there is no reason for her to disobey her wishes.

From today on, Jue and I will be the parents of Cher's child.

......

"Hmm!"

She hugged me and nodded softly but firmly, which was also her strong desire to take good care of Cher.

"I deceived you, you, will you still want me?"

Behind him, an intermittent and faint voice of inquiry came.

At this time, Xiao Xue'er stood alone behind the pillar for a long time, looking at us with somewhat timid but tearful eyes, thinking about what the two of us had just said, she must have heard it.

I slowly let go of Jue, and the two of them couldn't help but glance at each other with a look of affection, and then they both looked at the timid little man with loving eyes.

Immediately, I crouched down and kept my eye level with her, smiled and beckoned to her, so as to dispel the uneasiness and estrangement in her heart.

"Cher, come, come. ”

Xiao Xue'er hesitated slightly, she wanted to but never took that step, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

When I saw her, I couldn't help but feel distressed.

Immediately he also squatted down, with a gentle smile on his face, stretched out his hand to her, and called softly:

"Cher, come here. ”

Xiao Xue'er was in tears, she couldn't hold it anymore, and trotted directly into our arms.

"Are you willing to let us take care of you forever?"

Jue hugged Xiao Xue'er, wanting to know what the child's true heart was.

"Can I still be there for you all the time?"

Xiao Xue'er began to feel very uneasy.

"What a stupid boy, of course you can......"

When I heard this, I couldn't help but sigh slightly, Xue'er, a child who is sensible, has far surpassed children of the same age.

"Is it really possible?"

"Absolutely. ”

Jue also gave her an incisive answer.

When Xiao Xue'er heard this, she immediately burst into tears and smiled, smiling very brightly.

"Are you willing to let us take care of you forever?"

I solemnly asked again what Yu Fang had just asked, because it was Xue'er's own choice.

"I do!"

For this sentence, no matter how many ups and downs we experience in the future, we are an unbreakable family!

Jue happily hugged Cher, and I hugged these two women who were very important to me, feeling this sweet burden with great relief.

"Xue'er, in the future, if you are by our side, it doesn't matter if you grow up slowly, you just need to do what children of the same age do. ”

Touching the child's head is so comforting, this is also my expectation for the child. After all, when I was a child, how much I wished that someone could touch my head and say to me, let me grow up slowly, it's okay!

Although I was not so lucky when I was a child, at least, I hope that Cher can get this luck, because she is guarded by me and Jue.

Hearing this, I couldn't help but look at me with eyes as gentle as water, and at this moment, I was extremely glad that I was lucky and blessed.

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