In this era, I can only say that my life is good, I was originally a farmer around the city, I didn't expect the city to expand and demolish, because there are three people, my family was divided into three houses, one for their own residence, and the other two for rent, this price is also uniformly stipulated by the village, in fact, it is priced according to the selling price per square meter of this lot.

In order to rent a good price, I have renovated the house, and unlike other villagers who rent it separately, I think that the whole rent can keep the house neat and clean, and I don't worry about survival.

I'm getting older, and I don't know if it's because of age, people have become paranoid, emotions have become monotonia, or I think too much, this is unique to me, maybe so, maybe it happened to others.

I feel very clearly that those rich emotions are gone, in the past, that kind of emotional changes are abundant, I remember it very clearly, it is undeniable, now I can't easily see my emotions, this is a bit scary, even if I have such a preference for food, I will be gone, I am controlled by a few paranoid emotions.

Or is it that other emotions have shrunk, because I don't need other emotions, these emotions have shrunk, and some of the trust emotions of paranoia have been used, and naturally I only feel these, just like the rational trust and paranoid emotions are used too much, and only rational paranoia exists.

It seems that you have to replan yourself, you can't lose those emotions, you should develop those emotions synchronously, not lose some, there must be a problem with your own growth, there is a bigger problem, if you become paranoid, it means that there is a problem with your growth, only to one side of growth.

This state has only recently been noticed by myself, and I am somewhat frightened, clearly watching my emotions disappear, just like clearly seeing the organs in my body disappear, saying that, I don't feel any fear now, I just feel alert and felt.

This kind of feeling, what comes from, there must be a source, but I don't know it, I don't feel the source, guess that this feeling should come from a kind of fear of my own, the fear of loss, the fear makes me feel very much.

I believe in Buddhism, that is, there is something to find the Buddha to bless you, and when there is nothing to do, you don't think about the kind of faith, something happens, you have no choice but to find the Buddha to bless you, so that the restless heart can settle down, thinking in your heart that the Buddha will bless you, there must be nothing to do, so that the emotions are calmed down.

Since I believe in Buddhism, any disrespect for the Buddha is to offend myself, and I will dislike the other party, and I will always be disgusted, I don't know why this is so, I think about it later, and I know about it, but why I still dislike it, this is my own worldly emotion, I heard that those who really believe in Buddhism will not have such thoughts, because Buddhism is good, and it is that kind of special goodness。

I don't think much about this thing, I am like this, I only change when I touch my emotions, and it is terrible to solidify, I am really a very amazing kind of person, like a moving stubborn stone, and I may not be a wise human being at all.

Because knowing this, if you want to eliminate this stubborn stone and move yourself, you must touch your emotions, and if you are emotional, you will be moved, and if you are emotional, you will act, and the only thing you can cultivate is to use your emotions to move your own behavior, and it is useless.

This is your own thinking, it turns out that the old saying is true, if you don't want to be in a blank state, you won't lose yourself, but if you think, you will encounter conflicts with those ideas above you, and you will lose yourself, lose your beliefs, and lose your thoughts.

Thinking about it this way, how dangerous it is to be a thinker, you will always fall into disorientation, and the consequences of losing yourself will be very serious, and you don't know who you are, so as a thinker, you will definitely establish a set of operating logic, so that you can always be sober and not lose yourself.

Just like using logical mathematical symbols, phenomenal dependence, science, and so on, relying on these systems to keep yourself from getting lost, it is rare to hear that thinkers rely on words to build a system of thought, they are destined to be a thinker, they are lazy, and they are not familiar with those systems of thought, and it is too dangerous to use words to build a system of thought, and it is impossible to use a kind of spiritual power and a kind of willpower to build a system of thought.

It's better to be an ordinary person, emotions are definitely needed, then entertain yourself, then enjoy life, so that your emotions will be complete, so that they will not be lost, atrophied, and nerves atrophied with age, from the perspective of brain tissue, it should be like this.

And the so-called rational control, cognition of these should also be needed, balanced development, so that their brains will be normal, clear development, this requires their own strong control to be, this seems impossible, or forget it, people like themselves are not strong, go with the flow is the best, maybe selfishness is also the best, these many ways of life, I am clearly aware, and other people may be different, others are not clear, they just follow the emotional touch and act.

Compared with other people who rent out houses, they are really better to talk, kind, and many times do not fight for their own interests, the contract has not expired, they move out, and they will not take their deposits, people like themselves are really very rare, who knows that their nerves are wrong, the law is indeed protecting their own interests, but the law does not stipulate that they are not allowed to be kind, it depends on personal behavior, just like the law protects market behavior, and does not prevent some people from using the market to do good and let their interests out.

If we all do things according to the rules, all the emotions such as kindness and so on will disappear, and in that state, what is left of our emotions, maybe it is evil, is evil an emotion? Entertain yourself, this is an emotion, make yourself happy, evil is also an emotion that makes you happy, maybe you really have happy emotions.

Then all other emotions disappear, it's useless, then disappear, everyone is happy, everyone is evil, this is good, compared to who is more evil, more vicious, who is happier, the Buddha you believe in should also be an evil Buddha, and you think too much.

Just think about it, how can a person like himself take evil as happiness, that is what he hates, that makes him feel painful, and he doesn't know what the situation is, but he can't deceive his true feelings, he does feel pain, maybe he is not evil enough, he can't be evil to others, and if he is in a weak position, he will naturally feel pain, so that most of the wicked people are not happy, but painful, and they can only try to do evil for a short time before they can make themselves happy.

What kind of thoughts do they have, they come out by themselves, they think about it, they come out by themselves, and they don't know how these come out, they don't want to say it, they need emotions to entertain themselves, they need to develop and balance in an all-round way, instead of letting reason dominate the family, and their own paranoid trust still happens.

This may have something to do with your own concerns, and it will take a while for someone to call to see the house, so now do something light-hearted and read a novel.

When the No Return set sail, it did not cause any ripples in this world, which is also normal, after all, the group of young people did not show off everywhere, their goal was not to show off, but to reach the destination, although there was power, fame, and wealth to be gained on the way to the destination, but they did not do so, and perhaps being able to take risks would make them happy, just as some people feel that they are satisfied with the acquisition of knowledge.

The graffiti on the hull lit up, it turned out that these graffiti still had such a function, automatic navigation, the No Return itself was also sailing fully automatically, and that excitement was consumed by the group of young people before departure, at this time they did not appear on the deck to watch the No Return ride the wind and waves, but worked silently at their posts.

At this time, they are quiet, they are focused, they are doing what they like, and what they don't know is that behind the No Return is followed by some invisible ships, what is their purpose, why don't they go on an adventure together, what do they want to gain?

In fact, these descriptions don't seem to be attractive, they are like this to themselves, they don't feel anything, the weight of this description is insufficient, they don't attract themselves, they don't want to continue to watch, why do some people say it's good-looking?

Can't touch your own feelings, can't let your paranoid emotions fluctuate, this is really a problem, your own atrophied emotional nerves can't be stimulated, so this novel doesn't quite meet your own taste, you don't want to spend time reading it, change to another one, you just use these novels to stimulate your atrophied emotional nerves, it's a need for balanced development, if you don't feel anything, it's not that this novel has no effect, it really has no effect on yourself.

Maybe after reading it, I was naturally attracted, the beginning of this novel description is a little unattractive, anyway, there is enough time, it's good to insist on looking at the plot behind, maybe I will feel something, of course I hope to find a novel that makes me feel something in every section, that should be impossible.