Chapter 189: Find a suitable place to sleep
The night was getting thicker, and I was obviously exhausted, but I couldn't sleep with my eyes open. The quieter it is, the harder it is to sleep.
Su Muyan suddenly remembered the days when he had just been imprisoned.
At that time, the night was also very quiet, and she couldn't sleep all night. She couldn't figure it out, how could the family relationship for so many years dissipate in an instant, why was she not the daughter of the Su family? Why did someone want to frame her? What did she do, to be so angry and resentful, and to inflict all the bad things on her?
She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't close her eyes every night and every night, and she still couldn't figure it out.
Unable to sleep every night, she lost more than ten pounds in half a month, and when she did things during the day, she was often unable to do anything, and she was not less bullied. A scar on her back was beaten with a heavy object, and at that time there was blood all over the ground, and she thought she was going to die, but she never thought that she would not die, but it made the people in prison restrain a lot.
With a chill on her body again, Su Muyan grabbed the quilt and shrunk herself into a small ball. I thought about Su Baiqing's voice in my ears: "Mu Yan, although you are not very old, you are not young, compared with other little girls, the time will soon pass." Shen Jingshu or Bo Yi, which one do you like?"
"Mr. Bo is just your partner, Dad, you think too much. ”
"Regardless of whether Dad thinks too much about it or not, Bo is always a successful man, and we can't find a better and better man in Sucheng. This girl chooses a boyfriend, how much she still has to listen to her parents, this Bo Yi is good, it is really good, so good men are rare. ”
"It doesn't matter to me if you don't see him much, he has such a background, how sincere do you think he is? ”
Su Baiqing laughed: "Silly girl, a man is willing to entertain you, that's your blessing." At least you have the opportunity to get close to such a man, and with Bo Yi's character and talent, your mother is afraid that she will like it very much. When you liked Shen Jingshu at the beginning, your mother was not less opposed, have you forgotten?"
When he mentioned his mother, his expression was still so natural, she smiled lightly and looked at him with clear eyes: "Dad, what do you think of Mom's vision?
The conversation was also like this on the night of that day, when the moon was like a large, round silver coin on the branches, and the moonlight cast a shredded light and shadow between the branches. The light in the study was orange and yellow, not bright, she saw the man's gaze shrink slightly, and sighed: "Mu Yan, I know that your mother's death is the biggest regret for you in life, and your mother's greatest wish is to hope that you will find a good family, this matter, Dad will carefully consider for you." ”
Considering it carefully, is this how he thinks about it? Knowing that Houmen is as deep as the sea, and knowing that the innocence of the girl in Gaomen is also extremely important, but he uses such a bet, he doesn't even know Bo Yi's character, right? If she loses her innocence this night, he thinks Bo Yi may marry her?
Her head ached, as she had when she learned of her mother's death in prison, her whole head felt like someone had broken it, and she hugged her head fiercely, but the pain did not diminish in the slightest, and she slammed her head against the wall.
With a bang, the doorknob was opened at the same time.
When Su Muyan wanted to hit the wall again, the person was hugged violently.
The fresh scent of herbs spread across the tip of her nose, and she was slightly stunned, feeling that her nightmarish state had subsided a little.
"Mu Yan. ”
Shen Jingshu let go of her body and looked at her pale face carefully, her body had a strong smell of medicine, and her eyes were hollow, as if looking at him, and as if looking away through him.
"Mu Yan. Shen Jingshu called again, and wiped away the tears that slipped from her face with her thumb, but just after wiping them, the tears slipped down like a clear spring.
"Mu Yan. He had never said much, and at this time, he could not find the right words except the pain in his heart, and at last he took her face in his hands and kissed her eyes reverently.
The warmth of his eyelids made Su Muyan stunned, and when he raised his teary eyes, he saw Shen Jingshu's dark and deep black eyes, his eyes were very beautiful, and the curvature of his eyelashes was also very good, but some cyan stubble appeared on his face, and he felt like he was in the dust.
"You...... When did you come back? Zhixia said that you were in the Hidden Country......"
"Give it to me. Shen Jingshu interrupted her, his hand lightly clasped her pulse, and his sword eyebrows twisted slightly.
"It's okay anymore, Zhixia has shown it to me. I took my medicine. ”
"The moonlight in this room is too bright and it's not easy to sleep well. He stood up, leaned over and wrapped his hands around her knees, Su Muyan's hand subconsciously grabbed his neck, and his voice was weak and hoarse, "Where are you going?"
"Find a good place to sleep. ”
“......”
Su Muyan didn't expect him to carry her to his own room, and he was a little embarrassed, but Shen Jingshu's expression was not the same as a serious one, put her down, carefully covered the quilt, tucked it patiently, and turned on the small orange light on the side: "This lamp has a calming effect, when I can't sleep, I turn it on and fall asleep." ”
Su Muyan nodded, watched him get up and take something out of the drawer, walked to the bed, put it in the orange lamp, the fragrance came slowly, only then did she know that this one was an aromatherapy lamp, and she could only smell the lavender, but it was mixed with others, and she couldn't smell it.
Although she also studied medicine, her level was really not comparable to Fu Zhixia and Shen Jingshu.
The dim light pulled out a long black shadow, Su Muyan watched Shen Jingshu's slender fingers skillfully operate, and couldn't help asking, "You often have insomnia?"
Shen Jingshu's movements paused, there was indeed a period of time when insomnia was very serious, and that was when she was in prison. He couldn't sleep night after night, learned to smoke, and finally made essential oils to get a better night's sleep.
"When there are a lot of things, I occasionally lose sleep. ”
As he spoke, he had already covered the lampshade, walked to the window and closed the window, and carefully closed the curtains, Su Muyan was watching his movements attentively, and there was a trace of music in his ears, entwined in his ears.
It's actually "Night Piano Song", this piece she used to listen to almost every night when she was in college, and it was her favorite light music, is it so coincidental?
Su Muyan pinched the sheets under his hands, having an unreal illusion.
My mind suddenly jumped back to many days ago.
At that time, he was a young man, she was a pure girl, and she was also a recognized couple in the school.
Of course, this "couple" was added by herself, and Shen Jingshu herself didn't mean this at all, it was she who began to mislead when she met people.
misled a lot, and some of the girls who were originally chasing him also began to avoid her, because she was a person who thought she was rich at that time, and thought that she would always have a father to support her, so sometimes she was so arrogant.
Her academic performance was not very good, but because she wanted to be admitted to the same high school as him, she worked hard, and lost ten pounds of meat in her third year of junior high school.
As a result, the scandal between them spread from junior high school to high school.
She used the most old-fashioned method of confession, writing love letters. As soon as I entered the school, I had an average of one love letter a week, the most fanatical days, one love letter a day, because there were so many women in high school who were glued to Shen Jingshu's side, and unlike junior high school students, they were more tenacious and persistent, and their eyes at her were full of disdain and provocation.
At the school's anniversary celebration, she wore a white dress, walked to the stage with a microphone, and said amazingly: "The next piece I want to play is "Night Piano Song", this piece I want to give to the person I admire the most, I hope that every night you will fall asleep, you will hear this beautiful piano sound in your ears, and you will also think of the person who played this song." ”
There was a sudden sound of coaxing in the audience, mixed with a few loud "Shen Jingshu", her ears were a little red, but she didn't dare to look at the person in the crowd, for fear of affecting her playing.
She finished playing the song extremely seriously, and when she walked to the front of the stage and bowed, her eyes swept over the front row, and Shen Jingshu's eyes looked at the position of the window on the left, and she didn't look at her, as if she was thinking about something.
The people around him bumped into him, and he came back to his senses and saw the stage, his eyes as cold and calm as ever.
At that moment, the small flame in her heart was extinguished, and she walked off the stage with some grievances.
When she walked backstage to change her clothes, she closed the door and heard the girl's laughter.
"That Su Muyan is really funny, she actually made a confession on stage, how could our school grass fall in love with her?"
"That's also possible, she's our senior sister, and she doesn't look up and down every day, and she looks okay, why can't she look at it?"
"He can't look down on our Meng Qing's school flowers, and it's impossible to take a fancy to Su Muyan. Besides, how stupid is she, confessing in such a way? I really don't know how low-key Shen Jingshu is, he hates this set the most!"
"That's right, I see that he didn't even look at the stage today, and he didn't play the piano very well, I must have felt that his face was lost by her!"
"Then tell me, what kind of person does Shen Jingshu like?"
"Who knows, so cold, I heard that he has been deceived and oppressed by his second uncle since he was a child, you said that he should not have changed his sexual orientation under long-term oppression......, right?
Before he finished speaking, Su Muyan slammed the door from the inside, and the force was so great that the door was repeated several times before it could stop.
On that day, she got into a fight, and in the end her mother led her back, but of course her father still didn't show up.
"How precious is a girl's face, why do you let people be caught like this? Will you marry in the future?" The mother reddened anxiously, looked at the wound on her face distressedly, and wanted to touch it but did not dare to touch it.
At that time, she thought to herself that this matter was caused by Shen Jingshu, if she really couldn't get married, then she had to marry him. Thinking of this, she couldn't help grinning and screamed softly in pain.
It's really good when you're happy, you don't care about anything, you feel that love is the most beautiful thing in the world, you feel that the sky is falling and someone is like this, and you feel that even if that person doesn't like you, relying on your loneliness, you can also show the happiest smile in the world.
That feeling, is it impossible for her to have it again in her life. This prison disaster divides his world into two, the first half of her life is a little princess who is ignorant of the world, and the second half of her life is an ordinary sentient being who closes the door of her heart.
Before, she always said that Zhixia was cold and cold-hearted, and she didn't understand how she could live a life of only studying, but now she understands.
As soon as her stomach was hot, Shen Jingshu actually stuffed a hot water bottle into her arms: "The ice water is biting, although it can be an antidote, but it still needs to be well recuperated during this time." ”
Su Muyan was stunned, the bed at the other end sank gently, and a big hand wrapped her body into her arms, and her voice was unprecedentedly gentle: "When a person can't sleep, it will be easy to fall asleep when he holds it." ”
“......”
Su Muyan wanted to raise his head, but was gently pressed again: "Good, close your eyes, it's already two o'clock in the morning." ”
She thought that she must not be able to fall asleep if she was held like this, but she did not expect that in less than three minutes, she would fall asleep like this.
Shen Jingshu heard her breathing gradually lengthening, looked down at the woman in his arms, the orange light hit her satin-like hair, shining brightly, the woman's long eyelashes were like a fan, the small Qiong nose was cute and abnormal, and the lips were a little pale, so he gently lowered his head and nodded with his lips.
Sure enough, it was still cold.
I held her like this for a long time, but before I knew it, I fell asleep, and I rushed back home non-stop, and I didn't even wash my clothes in the shower, but I slept for the most beautiful sleep during this time.
Fu Zhixia was woken up by the fluffy little head next to her, and when she opened her hazy sleepy eyes, she saw Xiao Shang Lu looking at her with a smile. Mother Lin smiled on the side: "This baby is sensible, I don't cry or make trouble when I wake up and see you asleep, it's really precocious." ”
Fu Zhixia sat up, picked up Xiao Shanglu, scratched it a few times, and then he giggled.
"Miss, you don't have to get up so early, Young Master Sun hasn't been here for a while, this illness is also very good, my aunt ordered you to eat and sleep well, and wait to be a beautiful bride." Today it is said that a professional person is coming, so you can take a good rest!"
"Mu Yan slept here yesterday, I have to go see her first. She's not feeling well, I'm going to show her anyway. ”
"I heard Lao Chen say that Mu Yan's condition was not very good yesterday, as if he was injured in some way, it should be fine, right?"
"Hmm. She teased Xiao Shanglu and said, "I'll go and see it later, and give her the medicine to boil." ”
After a simple wash, Fu Zhixia came to Su Muyan's room, pushed the door and entered, but there was no one on the messy bed.
She was stunned and hurriedly walked in, and after looking at it a few times, it was only the sunlight that shone into the room.
"Mu Yan! Mu ......"
"Buckle", there was a knock on the door, Fu Zhixia turned around and saw Shen Jing writing in front of the door, holding a white porcelain bowl in his hand, and there was a trace of tiredness on his handsome face: "She is still sleeping, you whisper." ”
"You ......" Fu Zhixia blinked, looking at the person in front of him in disbelief, "You, when did you come back?"
And took someone from the room?
"Evening. Shen Jingshu's voice was a little hoarse, "Didn't you tell me that something happened to Mu Yan?" ”
Fu Zhixia calculated the time in her heart, if she arrived at night, she should have started to stop after receiving her message, she looked at the dark green in his eyes, and couldn't help but wrinkle her eyebrows: "You haven't slept all night?"
Shen Jingshu rubbed the corners of his forehead: "It's the best sleep I've had in such a long time." ”
Fu Zhixia sighed in her heart, he always ignored Su Muyan chasing him in the past, and she didn't have a good impression of Shen Jingshu in her heart, but now watching him counterattack in such a difficult situation, she still admires him very much in her heart.
"The last time I came back, I left immediately the next day, and I walked for so many days. Is the company in trouble? Can Shao Ting help?"
Shen Jingshu's eyes that had just closed suddenly opened: "No, you haven't married yet, I don't need to admit his love." It's a little tricky, but it can be done. ”
"So, you do have a problem?"
"It's not a big problem, it's just that Bo has robbed us of a few orders. He looked at Fu Zhixia's changed face and said with a smile, "Don't worry, don't mention the trivial matter, don't mention it in front of Mu Yan." She's been nervous too much lately...... To be exact, it was not in a very good state after being released from prison. ”
"Bad state?" Although Fu Zhixia sometimes felt that she had something on her mind, she didn't think that a careless man like Shen Jingshu would find anything.
"Do you think she's in good shape?" Shen Jingshu held the spoon and lowered his head to stir the medicinal juice patiently, "She is a person, she can't hide things in her heart, and it is still easy to distinguish between a real happiness and a fake smile." ”
Fu Zhixia looked at him fixedly, this was completely inconsistent with what she imagined, she always thought that Shen Jingshu was cold-natured, and rarely considered the feelings of others, but she didn't expect to know Mu Yan so well.
"Brother......
"You haven't told me what happened yesterday. You said that the medicine was ordered by Su Baiqing, in order to match Mu Yan and Bo Yi?"
Fu Zhixia nodded, and decided to talk about her brother: "That's what Su Baiqing meant." You think, the Bo family is the number one wealthy family in Kyoto, and of course he wants to climb into this relationship. Brother, it's not me talking about you, even if you are too busy to get out of your body, you can always have a good relationship with Mu Yan, right? Except for the little affection she had for you before, you don't have any advantage at all, Bo Yi is fierce, and he also wants to marry her into the door, you sit still like this, it's very dangerous!"
Shen Jingshu gently blew on the medicine in the medicine bowl: "I know, I mentioned marriage to her last time, but she didn't respond much. ”
"......" Fu Zhixia opened her mouth slightly, you must know that if she had been in the past, Shen Jingshu was willing to propose to her, she would definitely have nodded immediately and flew into his arms.
"Mu Yan, she has a heart for everyone now, whether it is me or Bo Yi. You see, although she seems to be smiling every day after she is released from prison, she is not happy, but she doesn't even say anything to you. I don't want to push her too hard, there is some pain, and I can only rely on time to smooth it out. ”