Everyone didn't dare to be ambiguous, and before entering the quarantine area today, Hu Yang checked everyone's clothes with special caution.

With many medical staff members constantly being infected, each of them is under a lot of pressure, and yesterday's death of Dr. Cao Yujian was like a hammer on everyone's head.

Although today's ICU ward is much more active than yesterday, it is still full of indescribable depression.

The main reason is that although Dr. Jiang Wei also gave medical orders and examinations in a hoarse voice in the ward, he no longer made all kinds of jokes, and Dong Le also became a lot duller.

Lying on the hospital bed of Dr. Cao Yujian before, now lies an old lady who has been in a coma and relies on a ventilator to maintain her life, and the ICU is busy, nervous and depressed.

Dr. Chen Liang, who is in charge of the hospital bed, is getting better and better, and has been recovering since intubation, and the latest CT results and blood test results show that the inflammation in his lungs is gradually reducing.

"Do you need to massage your legs and back? I've been lying down for the past two days, and my body is not feeling good. Meng Tiantian asked after helping him change the urine bag.

Chen Liang shook his head, raised his hand and made a gesture that he wanted to write, he really had no way to speak now, Meng Tiantian hurriedly found a clipboard for him.

He took the clipboard but did not write immediately, but stretched out his hand and pointed at Jiang Wei, who was holding his head next to the monitoring instrument.

Meng Tiantian knew that he was going to say a few words to Jiang Wei, so he hurriedly called Dr. Jiang Wei over, and in just one day, this usually humorous and confident doctor seemed to be drained of his energy at the moment, as long as he was free, he would occasionally sit there in a daze.

"What are you telling me to do, is there anything uncomfortable?" Jiang Wei sighed, his voice tired and hoarse.

Chen Liang lay on the bed and shook his head gently, and stretched out his finger to point to the tube in his mouth.

"You can't take the intubation now, wait two days, I know the intubation is uncomfortable, endure it for two days, it's your life. ”

Chen Liang frowned when he heard this, and began to raise his hand to write on the clipboard.

Meng Tiantian watched as he slowly wrote a few words stroke by stroke.

"Do you want to rest?"

"Rest, rest, fart! Now that doctors and nurses are in such short supply, who will take my place when I rest, and let someone else do the work of the two of me? Where do I have a rest, and ......?"

Jiang Wei said, suddenly sighed tiredly, and did not continue.

Chen Liang continued to write a few words on the clipboard.

"You're not in good shape right now. ”

"I'm not in a good state now, but you're in good shape now? I can stand up and work, and I'm not sick!"

Jiang Wei said in a hoarse voice, Meng Tiantian saw that Chen Liang's eyes dimmed, Jiang Wei was still immersed in yesterday's sad emotions, and he didn't notice that Chen Liang was stung because of his words.

She hurriedly made a little joke, "Everyone is tired sometimes, and it's not a steel robot, even a steel robot needs to take a break to charge and tighten the screws occasionally! ”

Jiang Wei was stunned for a moment, only then did he notice that Chen Liang's expression was a little uncomfortable, he hesitated for a moment and sighed.

"To be honest, I'm not in a good state right now, but it's not time to rest, and when I'm busy, I'm still thinking about nothing, just thinking about how to treat patients, how to make them better, what medicine to prescribe and what instruments to use...... As soon as I was a little free, my mind kept going over yesterday's events. ”

Jiang Wei spoke, his voice became helpless and sad.

Meng Tiantian comforted softly, "Doctor Jiang, you have really done your best, don't blame yourself, each patient's physique is different, the situation is different, and we can't guarantee that everyone can get better and be discharged from the hospital under treatment." ”

Chen Liang nodded lightly while lying on the hospital bed, picked up the pen and was about to continue writing, when he heard Jiang Wei continue to speak quietly, and the pen in his hand paused.

"Fortunately, there have been no patients who need to be intubated since yesterday until now, and I feel that I am very afraid of intubation now, and I can't help but think of yesterday's scene as soon as I pick up the tube, and my hands can't help shaking...... I...... I can't do it anymore!"

Jiang Wei's tremor, frightened and confused, yesterday Dr. Cao Yujian announced clinical death after unsuccessful intubation, which caused a strong shadow on him, and he has not slowed down until today.

Meng Tiantian also felt very uncomfortable when he heard it, which was a shame for a doctor who was usually confident and proud.

"Doctor Jiang, you have really done a good job, every step follows the medical surgery norms, there is nothing wrong, don't blame yourself!"

"I know, but ...... He's still gone!"

Chen Liang raised his hand and continued to write on the clipboard, and after writing for a while, he showed the clipboard to Jiang Wei.

Meng Tiantian also glanced at it, and it was clearly written, "Jiang Wei, if you are a man, you will fall and get up from where you are, what do we blame ourselves for the failure caused by you?"

Jiang Wei looked at the clipboard for a full minute, and was silent for a full minute, he turned around and left without saying a word, and went to other hospital beds for examination and busy, perhaps only uninterrupted busyness could make him forget yesterday's failure for a while.

He turned his head to look at his back as gently as possible, his eyes were full of worry, but Meng Tiantian, as a bystander, could fully understand their feelings in his heart.

"Dr. Jiang is a strong person, otherwise he wouldn't continue to insist on going to work today," Meng Tiantian comforted Chen Liang, "Don't worry too much, your health is getting better is the biggest comfort for him at this time." ”

Chen Liang nodded, but his eyes were still a little gloomy.

Thinking that when she first entered the ICU, several doctors were humorous and funny, trying to use their own strength to infect those patients, her heart was blocked for a while.

Meng Tiantian helped Chen Liang with nursing and routine checkups, and saw that his various values were relatively stable, so he was relieved and went to help other usually more serious beds for nursing.

Yu Fengzhen, the grandmother of bed No. 5, was still in a coma for a long time, occasionally opened her cloudy eyes, and was in a hurry to find her wife for the first time, and the moment she saw her grandfather Zhang Xinmin, her eyes seemed to suddenly rise like a bright flame, and her wrinkled face unconsciously pulled out a smile.

And the old man always looked at the old grandmother with a smile, and the two of them could still love each other so much in their old age, which made the medical staff in the ward both moved and envious.

"Grandpa, how many years have you two been married?" Meng Tiantian asked with a smile.

The smile on Zhang Xinmin's face couldn't stop at the mention of this, and he leaned on the side of the bed and recalled slowly.

"Get married...... At that time, I got married in 1959, the 10th anniversary of the founding of the People's Republic ......of China!

"It's been 61 years!" Meng Tiantian was a little surprised.

"Yes, it's been 61 years, it's not easy for us in this life, at that time it wasn't like you at this time the conditions were good, life was good, we had all the hardships, when we were young, we were in good health, and we worked...... That's okay with anything!"

The more he talked, the happier he became, and he turned his head to look at Yu Fengzhen, the old grandmother next to the bed, I don't know when she also came to her senses, and she was looking at Zhang Xinmin with an indescribable brilliance in her eyes and smiling.

"Feng Zhen is awake!" he slowly sat up straight and continued, "When she was young, Mei, she didn't have a good life with me. ”

The grandmother next to her listened to him and didn't answer, just pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, especially when she heard that she was young and "beautiful", she showed a childlike and lovely smile.

"I can see that my grandmother is also beautiful now. Meng Tiantian followed the praise, and the old couple were so amused that they couldn't close their mouths.

"The first child was born in 61, when I was a child, I was sick! At that time, the hospital was not like now, and the medical treatment was not developed...... If there is no state management, I don't want to treat it at such an old age, otherwise I will leave a bunch of bad debts for my children. ”

"It's your blessing to live to such an age, and I see that your body is quite strong, and when you get cured with your grandmother, you can spend more time with your children!"

Zhang Xinmin nodded happily, "Our family is what it says on that TV now...... Four generations in the same house, a big family......"

Meng Tiantian laughed, the tense atmosphere in the ICU became much warmer because of the old man's chatter, and other medical staff occasionally came over to say a few words when they were idle.

And Jiang Wei occasionally sits alone in his spare time today to read the medical records, and his silent appearance makes many people feel unaccustomed.

The patient in bed number one was in stable condition and was transferred to the general ward at noon, while a critically ill patient came from the general ward and was admitted to the ward in a state of confusion.

"43 years old, lung inflammation is relatively severe, symptoms suddenly worsen in the general ward, there is more severe shortness of breath, heart rate and blood pressure gradually decrease......"

The nurse in the first bed quickly looked at the medical records and reported to Jiang Wei, and the monitoring equipment next to the bed also began to issue a yellow alert.

Meng Tiantian happened to help Dr. Chen Liang finish his care, and went over to help, Jiang Wei calmly looked at the monitoring instrument and ordered, "Immediately inject adrenaline to strengthen the heart, open the vascular channel and actively replenish fluid to expand and increase blood pressure." ”

Dong Le next to him immediately began to prepare, and after Jiang Wei checked the patient's condition, he instructed the nurse, "Find Dr. Gao Sichen and ask him if he has time to come over for an intubation." ”

The nurse was stunned, "But you ......"

"You ask first!" Jiang Wei was unquestionable.

Meng Tiantian knew that he was going to be intubated and had already begun to prepare the equipment needed for the operation, he couldn't help but be stunned for a moment when he heard Jiang Wei's words, and turned his head to look at him, when facing the patient, he was still serious and meticulous, but he didn't seem to have the usual confidence.

Soon the nurse contacted Dr. Gao using a pager, and a minute later, Dr. Gao also arrived quickly.

"Jiang Wei, aren't you more professional than me in this kind of thing, I thought you couldn't be busy, aren't you human!"

Jiang Wei was silent for a moment, and Meng Tiantian noticed that his plastic-gloved hand was clenched into a fist.

"I can't do it today, I can't do it today, you come. Jiang Wei stepped aside a little and let Dr. Gao stand by the bedside.