"No, it's not urging you to go back, I heard your grandmother say that you are very good at working over there, and Dad is also very proud, you are amazing, Dad was wrong before, and he didn't understand you...... In short, you must pay more attention to your body now, although the epidemic is better than before, but there are still deaths every day, everyone's physical condition is different, we must not have a fluke mentality, or protect yourself. ”

Wang Mengxue was in a very anxious mood tonight, and the chopsticks for pulling the lunch box were out of order, but when she heard her father's voice at this time, the whole person's mood was also a lot more relaxed, and her voice was unconsciously softer.

"Be sure to protect yourself, you are the same at home, although there are not many confirmed cases in Xi'an now, but you still have to be careful when you go out, wash your hands more when you go home, open the windows in the house every day for ventilation, and pay attention to sprinkling potions and disinfecting your home every day!"

She ate and said a few words, and suddenly seemed to think of something, pinched the disposable chopsticks in her right hand, and tilted her head slightly to the mobile phone screen on the table showing that she was talking, and asked, "Dad, have you called grandma on the phone in the past two days?" I called last night and said that I was in a coma, and I didn't call her just now. ”

The other end of the phone coughed twice, and a hesitant voice came, "I called her in the afternoon, not that there is a tube in her mouth and she can't speak now, but the nurse said that the situation is very good now, the person is awake, and it is estimated that she will be discharged from the hospital after a while." ”

Wang Mengxue breathed a long sigh of relief as if she was relieved, and then sent a large mouthful of rice to her mouth, and said vaguely, "That's good, I've been feeling inexplicable panic today, and I can't alleviate it, now I know that grandma is fine, I'll go back and ask the ward nurse about the specific situation of grandma." ”

"Don't ...... Don't ask!" The voice on the phone suddenly rose, Wang Mengxue's father seemed to realize his abnormality, and hurriedly added, "Other nurses have a hard day, don't always call to disturb people, and your grandma, she also needs to rest more, what should I do if I always call her to make her recuperate? Don't call in the future, just ask me if you have anything, you eat more at night and go to bed early." ”

Meng Tiantian was happy at first when he heard these words, but he felt that something was wrong.

She looked up at Wang Mengxue sitting on the edge of the table, the chopsticks in her hand were tightly pinched, the joints were white, ah, her face became pale, she heard Wang Mengxue's trembling voice, "Grandma, is something wrong?" Dad, you tell me truthfully, you obviously have something wrong today, and if you don't tell me now, I'll go back and ask the nurse the same." ”

"Alas!" a deep sigh came from the phone, "I didn't want to hide it from you, but I was afraid that you would have to work hard every day when you were alone in Wuhan, and I was afraid that you would not be able to bear it, and I would ...... Just now the hospital called and said your grandmother ......."

"What's wrong? What's wrong with Grandma?"

"Said that the situation was very bad and she was not rescued, and now I can't go to the hospital to pick her up and go home to handle the funeral, and inform me to get your grandma's things after a while......"

On the phone, Wang Mengxue's father's voice also became low and choked, Meng Tiantian's heart seemed to be doused with cold water, she never thought that it would be such a result, and Wang Mengxue's hand holding the chopsticks was bruised, her whole hand was trembling, and the tears fell into the half-eaten lunch.

"Xiaoxue, you must pay attention to your body there, Dad is not urging you to come back, as long as you are happy to do this, Dad will go with you, I also know that you have a deep relationship with grandma, but grandma must hope that you are healthy and safe, you must pay attention to your physical ......"

Wang Mengxue's lips were pale, as if she couldn't listen to anything, she tried hard to swallow the food in her mouth, and took the phone blankly and spoke, "I know Dad, I'm hanging, let me calm down myself." ”

"Don't hang up the phone, Xiaoxue, Dad knows that you are uncomfortable, and I am also uncomfortable......"

Wang Mengxue didn't continue to listen, she pressed the phone and threw it aside, and then the phone rang urgently, but she didn't reach out to answer it.

A lot of tears rolled down from the half-eaten lunch, and the disposable chopsticks were inserted in it so obliquely, Meng Tiantian looked at the panic in her heart, and the scenes of the previous life disappearing seemed to resurface in front of her eyes, those who were like drowning reached out, but they couldn't catch the life-saving straw that could save themselves, Wang Mengxue's grandmother was an amiable old man.

"Xiaoxue, if you feel uncomfortable, you can cry, cry out and vent. As soon as Meng Tiantian spoke, he found that his voice was also hoarse and choked, "Let's not hold back when we are uncomfortable, I'm by your side!"

As she spoke, big tears rolled down, and Wang Mengxue sat so blankly, the mobile phone on the table next to her rang persistently twice and then did not continue to ring, Wang Mengxue seemed to be unable to hear Meng Tiantian's words, she sat for a while, and suddenly seemed to react, her hands were eagerly looking for something to grab, but in the end the only thing she could grab was the disposable chopsticks and plastic lunch box at hand.

"I don't have grandma anymore, I don't have grandma anymore......"

"Let's cry if we want to, I know you're uncomfortable, tell me if you're uncomfortable. ”

Meng Tiantian didn't know how to comfort her, she could only stand beside her and wanted to reach out and hug her, in Wang Mengxue's world, she grew up with her grandmother, and now her closest relatives are also her grandmother, Meng Tiantian didn't even dare to imagine how sad she would be if something happened to her dearest.

And now Wang Mengxue's state is obviously different from the previous few times she cried, she was depressed and forbearing, her whole face including her lips was pale, big tears were dripping but she didn't cry, and she didn't respond even when Meng Tiantian talked to her.

"I don't have a grandma anymore......"

As if she was talking to herself, and as if telling Meng Tiantian, her right hand holding chopsticks was unconsciously stirring in the lunch box, Meng Tiantian couldn't bear to see it, and was about to hug her, but Wang Mengxue picked a big mouthful of rice and put it in her mouth, every time she chewed, it was like trying her best, as if she was competing with those rice, while chewing, she desperately sent the rice into her mouth again one bite at a time, until she couldn't stuff more rice in her mouth, and she still didn't stop.

But Meng Tiantian clearly saw her crying silently with her mouth wide open, and she was indifferent when the white rice grains fell little by little, and continued to fill the rice in the lunch box into her mouth.

"I know you're feeling bad...... But you're ...... How distressed it would be if you knew about it!" Meng Tiantian hugged her trembling body from behind, grabbed Wang Mengxue's trembling right hand with one hand, and stopped her from continuing to send food to her mouth.

Wang Mengxue broke free twice and didn't break free, and suddenly she cried "wow".

"The nurse is gone...... I didn't even see my grandmother for the last time, so why is it gone......"

All the rice in her mouth fell on the table, her body trembled like a kitten in the cold wind of a winter night, Meng Tiantian felt distressed in her heart, and could only hug her tightly to help her pat her back.

"It's good to cry, cry when it's uncomfortable, I'm here!"

"My heart is empty, and I can't fill it up with food! Why is it so sudden...... No wonder, no wonder I've been feeling flustered today, no wonder ......"

Wang Mengxue finally cried uncontrollably, she leaned on Meng Tiantian's arms, from crying loudly to whimpering softly, more than ten minutes passed in the middle, until her eyes were red and swollen and she couldn't open them, and then she gradually stopped, but her body was still trembling.

Meng Tiantian was relieved a lot after crying, she had been comforting Wang Mengxue, although she was also very uncomfortable in her heart.

Seeing that Wang Mengxue was calmer, she poured a glass of water for her, Wang Mengxue took two sips, got up and rushed to the toilet and retched.

Crying too much when people are overly sad will cause gastrointestinal discomfort, and they may vomit when they drink water and eat, and Meng Tiantian really has no way to comfort her anymore, so she can only accompany her all the time.

"Sister Tiantian, thank you, go to sleep, I'm fine, I'll be quiet by myself. Looking at Meng Tiantian's worried eyes, she added softly, "Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid." ”

"If it's uncomfortable...... Do you want to talk to the head nurse and ask for a leave of absence tomorrow?"

"No, I can. ”

Wang Mengxue got into the quilt by herself, the quilt covered her whole body, and her sideways arms circled herself, as if this would make her full and more secure.

Meng Tiantian sighed, this kind of thing mainly has to rely on her own to get out, no matter how much others say, it can only be an auxiliary role, she turned off the light, in the darkness Wang Mengxue's quilt trembled in the little light that passed through the curtain, in the face of life and death, the power of words is always pale and powerless, Meng Tiantian really couldn't control his fighting eyes after looking at it for a while, and fell asleep unconsciously.

An epidemic has affected the lives of everyone in the country, and behind every simple death case data there will be family members crying until they have red and swollen eyes and sleepless nights because of grief.

The next morning, Wang Mengxue got up normally with Meng Tiantian, although her eyes were swollen like walnuts, she still insisted on going to work.

"If you don't have a day off today, you definitely didn't sleep well last night. Meng Tiantian felt distressed when he looked at it.

"No need to rest, I know my own situation, I won't be reckless, Sister Tiantian, don't tell the head nurse about this for the time being, I don't want everyone to worry about me because of this matter. Wang Mengxue's expression was calm, and her tone was unusually calm, which was very different from what she looked like before.

Meng Tiantian is still not at ease, she really looks a little strange today.

"Okay, I won't tell you, but your eyes are crying like this, who can not worry when you see it? Listen to me, or let's take a day off, and don't be reckless at this time. ”

"I'm not stubborn, Sister Tiantian...... I figured it out, now my grandmother is gone, I don't have any worries, my parents have a new family, they are doing well, I don't have to rush back to Xi'an, I can't rest, only when I devote myself to work, I can temporarily forget the sad things. ”