Chapter 916 Got it figured?

I've thought a lot about us, but I never thought I'd lose you.

It is said that we can see the rainbow after experiencing the wind and rain, and we have experienced what we should have experienced, why is the final result so?

Lin Su never thought that one day the man in front of her who she loved so much would say such things to her, she thought they would get married, she thought they would go through the rest of their lives for ten years, twenty years, fifty years and fifty years hand in hand, she thought they would have black hair to white heads, it turned out that these were all things she thought.

Why?

Lin Su wanted to ask why, but he understood that there was no point anymore, Qin Sheng was not the kind of man who was unreasonable, and he would not make such jokes, when Qin Sheng said this, it also showed that Qin Sheng had made up his mind.

Lin Su was a little overwhelmed, her heart hurt like a knife, it was like Ling Chi, she didn't know what to say, and at this time she knew what helplessness was?

Qin Sheng saw all of Lin Su's reactions in his eyes, from the smile disappearing to the pain in his eyes, Qin Sheng knew what Lin Su was suffering, as a man, looking at his beloved woman like this, Qin Sheng felt how much he was at the moment, but he couldn't do anything, since he said such a thing, there would be no chance to turn back, he couldn't give Lin Su hope anymore, because everything in the end was disappointment.

At this moment, Lin Su was already in tears, Qin Sheng's eyes were already red, he stretched out his hand to wipe away Lin Su's tears with some trembling, and said "I'm sorry" with great guilt

Lin Su had already come back to her senses, she smiled a little self-deprecatingly and shook her head, fortunately she didn't say anything about that matter in the end, since it was already the case, Lin Su didn't want to say anything, she wouldn't let go of all her pride to keep it, because he also knew what kind of man Qin Sheng was.

"I may be getting married, she is a woman who can change the outcome of our Qin family, I don't have the right to choose, this is a result that all parties want. I'm sorry, Lin Su, I failed you, if I have the opportunity, I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for this guilt, I know you are very painful and uncomfortable, if beating me and scolding me can make you more comfortable, you can do it" Qin Sheng gritted his teeth and said, this is an inevitable step, no matter how painful, he has to go on.

Lin Su suddenly smiled brightly, and said gently, "How can I be reluctant?"

I love you so much, how can I give it up? This is the most real Lin Su, when she really falls in love with a man, she will only think about this man first, because this is the person she loves.

The more Lin Su was like this, the more painful Qin Sheng was, he didn't want Lin Su to hide all his grievances in his heart and bury them in his stomach, he hoped that Lin Su could vent it, but he also knew that Lin Su was not such a person.

Lin Su wiped away her tears, still looking at Qin Sheng with such tenderness, when she calmed down, she no longer thought about what was going on now, but thought that when Qin Sheng made this decision, he might be more painful than her current self I don't know how many times, because she believed that Qin Sheng didn't fall in love with another woman because he changed his mind, but there was no way to do it, if there was any other way, Qin Sheng wouldn't say such things to her.

"Qin Sheng, do you still love me?" Lin Su asked softly.

Qin Sheng didn't hesitate, and replied directly, "Love, you are my favorite woman"

Hearing this, Lin Su was already satisfied, she smiled brightly and said, "That's enough,

Thank you Qin Sheng, thank you for being with me for so long, I wish you happiness, well, I will be happy too"

I don't know when, tears have blurred Qin Sheng's eyes, there is nothing more painful in the world than this, you love someone deeply, but you have to let go of him with your own hands, how painful is this?

However, Qin Sheng didn't know what to say, what should he say? How could he not be in pain, and how could he make Lin Su not in pain?

Lin Su didn't want to put too much pressure on Qin Sheng, this should be the reason why Qin Sheng returned to Shanghai this time, fortunately he didn't just say that he broke up on the phone, fortunately he could come to see her for the last time, since Qin Sheng had already said what he had to say, then he should also leave, the short-term happiness was over, and it was over forever, although Lin Su was very reluctant and heartbroken, he also knew that he would bear it silently.

Time is the best medicine, and no matter how unforgettable people and things are, they will eventually be resolved by it, but some people need three and a half years, and some people need a lifetime.

"I'm sleepy, I'm going to take a bath" Lin Su didn't want the atmosphere to be so embarrassing, since he was so happy when he was together, he shouldn't be so sad when he parted.

Qin Sheng seemed to remember something, and hurriedly said, "Don't you have something to tell me?"

"No," Lin Su said with a wry smile, it should be said that there is no need for it, because there is no point in it.

When Lin Su walked into the bathroom, Qin Sheng was hesitating whether to leave like this? If he didn't leave, staying would only make Lin Su uncomfortable, and if he left, it might make Lin Su even more uncomfortable, so Qin Sheng finally chose to stay.

In the bathroom, Lin Su felt that everything tonight was not very real, she didn't know if it was a dream or a fantasy, because she never expected such a result, weren't they already preparing to get married? What's more, she was already pregnant with his child.

She really wanted to tell him that you were going to be a father, but he didn't give her a chance, and this sentence finally stuck in her stomach, and she didn't know when to say it again.

Lin Su didn't cry, she told herself to be strong, without Qin Sheng, she was still the same Lin Su, she had her pride, she just forced herself to be calm, only calm would she not think too much.

When Lin Su came out of the shower, she had already guessed that Qin Sheng might be leaving, but she didn't expect that Qin Sheng didn't leave at all, but was already lying on the bed, looking out the window and not knowing what she was thinking.

Lin Su hesitated for a moment, and finally lay down next to Qin Sheng, just with his back to Qin Sheng, the two didn't say anything, just like a couple who quarreled with a cold war, although they had never quarreled, how much Lin Su hoped that they were quarrelling?

I don't know how long it took, Qin Sheng took the initiative to turn around and hugged Lin Su from behind, Lin Su didn't struggle and snuggled in Qin Sheng's arms very obediently, it was still a familiar taste and temperature, but it was rare to have it in the future, this may be the last time.

Still didn't say anything, whether it was Qin Sheng or Lin Su, they were not the kind of hypocritical people, everything that should be said had already been said, and they just needed to accompany them at the moment.

Lin Su thought that she would be sleepless all night, but she didn't know when she fell asleep in a daze, maybe it was because she was in Qin Sheng's arms, this was her calmest soul home.

It's just that this night, Qin Sheng didn't fall asleep, Lin Su is not Qing'er, let alone anyone else, it is difficult for her to accept other results, not to mention that even if Lin Su is willing, is Song Ruyu willing? Is the Song family willing?

Therefore, Qin Sheng knew that he was really going to lose Lin Su, the woman he loved the most, and every time he thought of this moment in the future, he would be full of guilt.

This night was very long, and Qin Sheng hoped that the appointment would be as long as possible, because he could accompany Lin Su for a while, but he hoped that it would be over sooner, because then he would not have to suffer.

The day finally dawned, Qin Sheng got up silently, Lin Su was still asleep, Qin Sheng couldn't bear to disturb, he quietly went to the kitchen to make breakfast for Lin Su, and cleaned the house, when everything was done, Qin Sheng re-entered the bedroom, looking at Lin Su who was sleeping, Qin Sheng was really reluctant to leave, he gently stroked Lin Su's cheek, and finally lowered his head and kissed Lin Su's lips, gritted his teeth and turned to leave.

This departure may be a lifetime, although they may see each other again in the future, but it is no longer the same relationship as before.

Boom......

When she heard the sound of the door closing, Lin Su, who had already woken up, opened her eyes, in fact, she had already woken up, but she didn't dare to wake up, she was afraid of losing all this, as if as long as she closed her eyes, she would have the whole world.

However, she had to face it calmly, she lost him.

At this moment, Lin Su couldn't hold back any longer, hid in the quilt, and cried heartbreakingly, his voice was so depressing......

Outside the door, Qin Sheng did not leave, he leaned against the door, silently shedding tears, what a regret in this life, this heart is muddy.

Qin Sheng finally left, he didn't stay in Shanghai, he didn't have time to stay, since he made a choice, he should stride forward without hesitation, and when everything is done, he will find a way to make up for Lin Su, even if Lin Su doesn't need it, he will make up for it on the Lin family, it seems that this will make him feel better, hehehe, he is also a hypocritical person.

After returning to Beijing, Qin Sheng did not return to Qin's house, nor did he contact anyone, and drove directly to the community where his grandmother lived, everyone else was at the door, and Qin Sheng drove in alone after confirming his identity.

This was Qin Sheng's first time in such a high-level place, but he was not uneasy, after all, he was looking for his grandmother, even if he walked to the door of the small building where his grandmother lived and saw the guards on duty at the door, Qin Sheng's heart still did not have any waves.

In the living room of the small building, Zhu Jiayou was chatting with the old lady to relieve her boredom, and the old lady's two granddaughters-in-law said that they would bring the children over at noon, and Zhu Qingwen had already returned to Shanghai, after all, the school had started school in the past two days, and the school still had a lot to deal with.

Qin Sheng's face was pale and he looked tired, he slowly walked up to the old lady and shouted in a low voice, "Grandma"

During this time, Qin Sheng hadn't called the old lady, let alone come to see his grandmother, but now that he suddenly appeared, and he was still in such a state, the old lady naturally knew what was going on, and asked directly, "Have you thought about it?"

Qin Sheng nodded heavily and said, "I've thought about it."

"No regrets?" the old lady continued.

Qin Sheng squinted his eyes and shook his head resolutely, "No regrets"

"And what is your choice?" the old lady did not know the result, so she asked directly.

Qin Sheng smiled a little bitterly and self-deprecatingly, "I broke up with Lin Su"

After saying this, the old lady let out a long sigh, and naturally understood what Qin Sheng's final choice was.

Zhu Jiayou, who was over there, looked confused......