Chapter 181: Lu Jing's Question
After eating, Zhao Dezhu drove away, he called Lu Jing just now, and heard Lu Jing say that he was on duty at the police station, so he went straight to the branch where Lu Jing was.
After parking the car, Zhao Dezhu walked in, and as soon as he pushed open the door, he saw Cen Wei at the door, thinking that Lu Jing was on duty, this guy must also be on duty, but Cen Wei has been following Lu Jing.
"Zhao Dezhu, you're here!" Seeing Zhao Dezhu walk in, Cen Wei's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly greeted them, he knew that Zhao Dezhu had sent someone to save them before, and his gratitude was in his heart, the most important thing was that when he saw Zhao Dezhu at this time, he felt that it was definitely a good thing for Lu Jing, and they were all worried about Lu Jing's state recently, but they didn't know what to do.
"Well, here, where is your captain?" looked at the hall, there were only two police officers on duty, and the others were off duty, and they didn't see Lu Jing's figure, so Zhao Dezhu looked at Cen Wei and asked.
"In the office, Zhao Dezhu, it's too good for you to come, recently our captain seems to be crazy, basically working overtime every day, as if he is putting all his energy on work, I'm really afraid that her body will be unbearable if this continues!" Pointing in the direction of the office, Cen Wei said worriedly, he hoped that Zhao Dezhu could have a way to persuade the captain, otherwise something would really happen.
"Okay, thank you, I'll take a look. Frowning, Zhao Dezhu walked inside, he thought that Lu Jing would be in a bad mood, but he didn't expect Lu Jing to be so irrational, if it goes on like this, for Lu Jing as an ordinary person, such an intensity of workload must be difficult to bear!
When he came to Lu Jing's office, Zhao Dezhu didn't knock on the door, he directly pushed open the door and walked in, he saw Lu Jing buried his head in a pile of files, looking at the files intently, even he didn't know that he came in such a loud voice, and he really reached the realm of selflessness.
"Lu Jing!" frowning, Zhao Dezhu shouted Lu Jing's name, he was very worried when he saw Lu Jing in such a state, this is too abnormal!
"You're here!" looked up and saw Zhao Dezhu walking in, Lu Jing put down the file in her hand, she shook her head inadvertently, raised her hand and rubbed her temples, just a moment ago she was a little dazzled, as if several Zhao Dezhu were standing in front of her, but this feeling flashed, don't care.
"You work so hard, don't die!" Seeing that Lu Jing's spirit was a little dazed, Zhao Dezhu said solemnly, I haven't seen it for a long time, Lu Jing's whole person has lost a lot of weight, the once energetic Lu Jing is completely gone, and big dark circles appear on Lu Jing's face, the most important thing is that he clearly feels that Lu Jing's body is not very good, and the moment he raised his head just now, he saw that Lu Jing's eyes were a little sloppy, and this situation really startled him.
"I've been busy lately. Leaning back in the chair, Lu Jing took a sip of coffee, now she can't sleep every night, closing her eyes is the faces of those two teammates, since she can't sleep, then work hard.
"You have been in the police force for so many years, you can't stand this little setback, this is not the Lu Jing I know!" Speaking from the heart, Zhao Dezhu was a little distressed when he saw Lu Jing like this, he could feel Lu Jing's state of mind at this time, the huge blow of the death of his teammate was in Lu Jing's heart, in the end, Lu Jing was just a girl, and she was on the verge of being crushed!
"Little thing? You call this little thing? Two teammates died because of my wrong leadership, no one blames me after returning to the police force, but I blame myself, I have been sitting in this position for so many years, I really think that I am amazing, I am a brave detective, but I don't know until now, I am nothing, if there are not so many people to protect me and take care of me along the way, what superintendent, what captain, I am a little police officer, do you know, I wish I had died!"
Raising her head to look at Zhao Dezhu, Lu Jing shouted hysterically, the emotions she had suppressed in her heart for so many days completely exploded at this moment, her eyes were full of red bloodshots, she didn't know how many hours she hadn't slept, she was calm on the outside, she was all released at this moment, let out a sigh, and then sat down on the chair, mechanically picked up the information on the table and wanted to continue reading, Zhao Dezhu would not understand, her mood would never be understood!
"You get up for me!" Hearing Lu Jing's shout, Zhao Dezhu suddenly walked to Lu Jing's chair, grabbed Lu Jing's arm and walked outside, such Lu Jing will go crazy sooner or later, if this hurdle can't be passed, Lu Jing will be wasted!
"You let go of me, I still have a job!" Struggling in Zhao Dezhu's hands, Lu Jing shouted, she didn't want to go out, she was in the office every day, she didn't want to see any colleagues, she was sorry for the brothers who worked hard with her, one of her wrong decisions could kill the brothers!
Completely ignoring Lu Jing's struggles, Zhao Dezhu directly pulled Lu Jing out of the office, now Lu Jing has no strength at all, all the struggles are negligible in his eyes, no matter what, he can't let Lu Jing continue to indulge like this, today he wants to make Lu Jing wake up completely!
"Captain......" At this time, it was unusually quiet outside, the two police officers on duty and Cen Wei watched Zhao Dezhu pull Lu Jing out, and Cen Wei, who was just about to speak, also shut up, he knew that Zhao Dezhu would not be unfavorable to Lu Jing, and at this time he really needed someone to make the captain sober up!
In the office just now, they all heard Lu Jing's heart-rending shouts, and they were very distressed in their hearts, and they were extremely sad for the sacrifice of their teammates, but Lu Jing was many times more stressed than they were under, but at this time, everyone knew to cheer up, but seeing that Lu Jing had not come out of the psychological shadow, they had no choice.
Zhao Dezhu dragged Lu Jing all the way to the parking lot, and stuffed Lu Jing directly into the car, he wanted to take Lu Jing to a place, a place where Lu Jing could face himself.
Lu Jing just struggled for a while, she didn't struggle anymore after the car started, she knew Zhao Dezhu's strength to some extent, it was impossible to break free in Zhao Dezhu's hands, it didn't matter, she could go anywhere, she would be able to come back to work in a while.
Soon the car drove to the martyrs' cemetery, where many dead policemen were buried, when the car stopped, Lu Jing saw the surrounding environment, and the next second she was nervous, how could she not know what place this was, it had happened for so long, this was a place where she had never been to Fang at all, and she was extremely resistant!
"Get off!" Seeing Lu Jing's expression, Zhao Dezhu knew that Lu Jing had never been here at all, and Lu Jing had always avoided himself and did not dare to face the fact that his two teammates had died, but today, he wanted Lu Jing to uncover the scars, so that he could be thorough.
"What are you bringing me here for, send me back!" Grabbing the handle of the passenger in the car, Lu Jing looked at everything around her vigilantly, her eyes were full of fear, she didn't want to see the tombstones of her two teammates, how could she have the face to come here to worship them!
"Get out of the car, follow me!" Pulling the car door, Zhao Dezhu walked directly to the co-pilot's position after getting out of the car, opened the car door and couldn't help but drag Lu Jing down directly.
"You let go of me!" At this time, Lu Jing began to struggle violently again, which was even worse than when she was dragged out of the office, but she couldn't break free from Zhao Dezhu with all her strength, so she could only watch herself being dragged away by Zhao Dezhu.
"Hey, who are you!" At this time, it was already dark, and the cemetery guard actually saw two people pulling and pulling and wanting to go in, what were they doing at this time, so they opened their mouths and asked.
Hearing the guard's words, Zhao Dezhu didn't care so much, and directly released his divine sense, so that the guard quietly returned to the guard box, at this time he didn't have time to talk nonsense with the guard.
Walking into the cemetery, rows of martyrs' tombstones stood in front of him, Zhao Dezhu directly released his divine sense and found Lu Jing's teammates, the names of these two people were also mentioned when he saw the news report before, and he wrote it down if he had the heart.
Pulled Lu Jing straight to the tombstones of the two martyrs, at this time Lu Jing was completely like she had lost her soul, she didn't know where to look, she knew what Zhao Dezhu pulled her here for, this was the scar in her heart, this was the reality she didn't want to face at all, but Zhao Dezhu just forced her to look at all this!
stared blankly at the tombstones of the two teammates, their smiles were still bright in the photos on the tombstones, everything seemed to have never happened, Lu Jing kept playing back in his head, they talked together before leaving, but now they are separated by yin and yang.
"See, they're dead, do you want to lie here, I know you're sad, I know you can't stand the fact that they're leaving, I know you think it's all your fault, but it's happened, and it's useless for you to continue to refuse to face reality, you can't solve any problems by escaping, you can only make the pain expand countless times, I think, this is also the result they don't want to see. ”
After whispering a few words, Zhao Dezhu stood beside Lu Jing, just looking at Lu Jing quietly, I don't know how long it took, the sky was completely dark, the moon was quietly showing its head, the gentle moonlight sprinkled on Lu Jing's body, everything around him seemed to be still, and only the breathing of two people could be heard.
"Hmm......" I don't know how long it took, an hour or two hours, Lu Jing suddenly squatted down, buried her head in her knees and cried fiercely, she hadn't shed a single tear for so long, not because she didn't want to cry, but because her eyes were dry and she couldn't cry at all, but now her tears were like a flood that burst the embankment, and she couldn't control it anymore.
Seeing Lu Jing crying so sadly, Zhao Dezhu didn't say a word beside him, he knew that what Lu Jing needed at this time was comfort, no need to say anything, just cry, no matter what, this is what Lu Jing has to face. “