013. Psychological pressure

"We can't anticipate the unexpected, we have tried our best, and many patients will be cured. Meng Tiantian's tired comfort to Wang Mengxue can be regarded as comforting herself.

When they said these words in the corridor they went out, the head nurse and the others also dragged their tired bodies over slowly.

"Sister Tian Tian," Wang Mengxue suddenly said in a low voice, "If we have an accident, isn't it the same as this, afraid that the corpse will become the source of infection and quickly pull it to be cremated, and the family will not be able to see the last face?"

Meng Tiantian was stunned for a moment, her heart was mixed, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she slowly sat down against the wall, and the scene of packing and sealing Li Jianguo's body just now reappeared in front of her eyes.

"What kind of accident did you have? What are you thinking about every day? Let me tell you, none of you can have an accident, not even this kind of thought!" The stern voice of the head nurse, Hu Yang, appeared in the ears of the two of them.

"Head nurse, what if? We have a ...... in the ward today."

"There is no case! If there is anything to say, now one by one honestly line up first and take off their clothes seriously, no one is allowed to go wrong!" Under the stern order of the head nurse, Wang Mengxue's words were temporarily stopped.

Eight people took turns to change into protective suits, waiting for others outside, and today everyone didn't want to talk much.

On the fifth day, the wounds on their faces that were worn out by masks looked even more terrifying, the bridge of their noses was full of red and black bruising indentations, and the cheekbones looked even more shocking.

Everyone's hands look a little scary, their hands are blistered white with sweat, and there can be no mistakes or omissions in the repeated hand disinfection after the shift, plus they need to take a hot shower for half an hour immediately when they return to the hotel every day, and their fingers are now wrinkled.

The situation on the faces of the others was similar, in addition to the injuries and blisters on the cheekbones, Lin Pan, who had delicate skin, also had some allergic-like red rashes on his cheeks and forehead, and a pair of hands that were originally very white and tender were even more white and swollen.

Meng Tiantian looked a little distressed, and asked if it hurt, but Lin Pan replied with a strong smile: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt, my skin is like this, it's much better to sleep and rest at night." Although Lin Pan's allergic reaction was the most serious among several people, he was not squeamish.

Six people walked out of the buffer zone one after another, everyone was tired, wishing they could sleep on the spot, and when they came out a few days ago, they would shout tired and say that it hurts, but today they didn't even want to talk.

In the buffer zone, two doctors are using a large syringe with a needle to repeatedly flush Li Jing's eyes with transparent liquid, Li Jing bites her lip and trembles in pain, her eyes are stretched open as much as possible to expose the entire eyeball, and the head nurse Hu Yang is watching this scene through the glass, her heart hurts but she can't do anything.

The other six people waited outside for a while, only to see Hu Yang, the head nurse with a tired face, helping Li Jing, who was trembling, to come over, and several people hurriedly greeted him a few steps.

"What's the matter?" Meng Tiantian hurriedly helped to help, Li Jing's whole body was trembling, her eyes were very red, and the big tears fell involuntarily even if she gritted her teeth and endured it.

"I told you, taking off protective clothing is the top priority, you must be careful and careful, what? On the fifth day, it is not the same thing to be familiar with it? You should also think about whether there are any high-risk behaviors!"

The head nurse asked with a stinky face, and at the same time wiped Li Jing's tears with a cotton swab, her voice softened, but she still couldn't hide her tiredness.

The six people didn't know why, but seeing that the head nurse was angry, he carefully recalled whether there were any mistakes and omissions in all the processes from wearing protective clothing to coming out today.

"Don't cry, your eyes should rest well, are you crying in grievance or crying in pain?"

Li Jing sobbed, and finally replied, "It hurts, the saline keeps rushing to the eyes, it hurts so much, I can't stop the tears." ”

"Spray alcohol on your body first, get in the car, don't delay this time! Go back early and you can rest early." Seeing that Li Jing was fine, the head nurse instructed everyone to carefully disinfect according to the process.

The disinfectant sprayed on the face hurt more than usual, Wang Mengxue and Li Jing in the eight-person team were crying in a suppressed voice, the head nurse made a straight face and asked to disinfect first, and the others didn't dare to ask more about what was going on, it has been five days, and the atmosphere has never been so sluggish.

The bus drove back to the hotel in silence, because the epidemic was smooth all the way, Li Jing's crying finally stopped, and the head nurse sighed tiredly.

"She just touched the outside of the goggles in her eye, in order to prevent accidents, she rinsed it with saline for a long time, and you shouldn't want to try it again, don't start to take it lightly because you are familiar with it!"

Everyone fell silent, rinsing their eyes with saline repeatedly, and it hurt just to think about it.

"Head nurse, I heard that a doctor in the ICU of our hospital was infected yesterday and is now also quarantined, is it true?" Li Jing suddenly asked in a low voice.

"It's true. The head nurse nodded tiredly, "I don't want to lie to everyone and say that everything is okay to reassure you, you also know some of the facts, the news is saying every day, we are in the hospital, and you don't know anything." ”

The head nurse coughed lightly and cleared her throat and continued, "Our hospital is also admitting more and more patients, not only that doctor, but also two nurses who were diagnosed yesterday. ”

In addition to the hospital where they worked, medical staff from other hospitals have also been diagnosed.

Everyone was tired and leaned back on the chair and didn't speak, and they didn't have to worry about holding urine after having diapers, but the physical load was getting heavier and heavier, coupled with the psychological pressure, they didn't even know what to say after listening to the head nurse.

"Head nurse, an old man in our ward died today, he died suddenly, we usually take care of him very carefully, and his condition is obviously getting better and better......"

Wang Mengxue lowered her head and said, tears fell down in big pieces, she cried, others also wanted to cry, even Meng Tiantian quickly wiped the corners of her eyes.

"You are all nurses, and you have been working for more than a day or two, and you haven't seen patients die at work, and I believe that you are not squeamish people when you can come here, and it is only the fifth day, you have to cheer up!"

Although the head nurse Hu Yang was also very tired, she was still trying to cheer them up.

"Head nurse, I'm not afraid to see patients die, I'm afraid of ...... Obviously, it looks good, but all of a sudden the person is gone, and as soon as the person is gone, the body will be transported to cremation...... I ...... so much."

Wang Meng had been avalanche for a whole day, and now he finally couldn't help crying.

"If you want to cry, you can cry, I know you are all holding back, and you can say whatever you want to say. ”

As Wang Mengxue cried, several other people also began to sobbed in a low voice, and even Meng Tiantian's tears were falling involuntarily.

The head nurse, Hu Yang, simply let them cry, and she herself didn't have much to do, pursing her lips and her eyes were red all around.

After a few minutes, the crying slowly subsided, and everyone released it, and the feeling of being so depressed in their hearts was much better.

"We came to Wuhan to help the people of Wuhan win this virus war, don't be defeated by a little setback, you can come, you are all with the heart of hardship and hard work, I believe no one wants to be a deserter!"

The head nurse raised her voice a little, but there was some choking in her tone.

"Difficulties are temporary, accidents also happen from time to time in the hospital, we must be stronger in special times, not only patients must be strong, we medical staff must be stronger!"

Meng Tiantian was infected by the head nurse's words, and nodded heavily, "Yes, the difficulties are temporary, there are still so many people who have been cured, we can't just look at the bad ones, as medical staff, we must be more optimistic than the patients!"

Everyone else nodded, and after Wang Mengxue vented, her mood was much better, and she also clenched her little fists and cheered herself up with the others.

The bus slowly stopped at the door of the hotel, everyone's eyes were red, but the mood was much better, and after various disinfections, they went back to their rooms as usual.

When Meng Tiantian was disinfecting, she suddenly thought of the new patient Luo Huiying, and hurriedly explained the situation and wanted to buy her some nutritional products.

"You go up first, and ask the hotel staff to send it to the door of the room at night. The head nurse gave an explanation and asked Meng Tiantian to go up first.

According to the regulations, as front-line medical staff, in order to prevent the spread of infection, they are no longer allowed to run around after returning to the hotel after work according to the procedure.

After washing up, I ate the dinner prepared by the hotel, and today's dinner was four dishes and one soup, which looked very hearty, but Meng Tiantian and Wang Mengxue were a little unable to eat.

"I watched the news, and in the past two days, there have been more and more confirmed patients, and the number of confirmed patients has increased by more than 3,000 every day, which is terrible, and the virus is too contagious, and ...... And there are doctors who unfortunately die of infection. ”

Wang Mengxue held chopsticks in one hand and picked up rice indiscriminately, and watched the news with her mobile phone in the other.

"It's terrible, the more terrible it is, the stronger we have to be, the whole country is collecting a lot of materials to support Wuhan, since we're here, we'll do our best, but we can't be scared off by these!"

Meng Tiantian has also watched the news in the past two days, and it is very uncomfortable to see the news of the infection and death of doctors and nurses.

The number of confirmed patients has remained high in the past few days, and the suspected cases are a huge data.

Medical staff have to wear heavy and airtight clothes every day, and they can't survive even if they are beaten with iron for several days.

In order to cope with the increasing number of patients, Wuhan has been rapidly building Huoshenshan Hospital and Leishenshan Hospital, hoping to admit more patients.

"Sister Tiantian, what I just asked you, what if it was ...... In case something happens to us, I'm not cursing you, this virus is too contagious, and when I saw Uncle Li suddenly like that today, I thought that if there was a real accident, then how sad my family would be!"