6

When Su Muyan woke up, the noon sun was already hot to the head of the bed. She rubbed her eyes, staring sleepily at the lilac embroidered curtains for a moment before she came to her senses.

I drank too much last night, and it seemed that I came out in the middle of the night and saw Bo Fei quietly walking to Shen Jingshu's room, she immediately stopped in front of the door, looking at her and smiling coldly.

Later, they went downstairs together, and the two of them talked a lot. She couldn't remember exactly what she said, but the feeling of heartache was as clear as a knife.

She stared at her eyebrows and thought for a while, and suddenly remembered whether she had told Bo Fei to quit the competition or something, and she still remembered the woman's stunned eyes.

Flipping over, with the warm sunlight on his back, Su Muyan buried his head in the pillow until his breathing was uncomfortable, then he turned over and breathed in the fresh air.

It wasn't a drunken talk last night, it was the real voice in her heart, although she used to pester this man facelessly, but now, Bo Fei's words were right.

She is no longer the eldest lady of the Su family, and she also has stains on her life, she is not like Fu Zhixia, she is a scholar, and she is shrouded in aura. Why did she stand beside him?

Whether that person is Bo Fei or not, it won't be her.

No matter how thick-skinned she is, she will not need to rely on the mercy and charity of others. Is there such a thing as love, can it be charred?

Maybe in Shen Jingshu's eyes, it's okay, right? He shouldn't like her, but her imprisonment has something to do with him. But this is really a fool, how much correlation can it have?

At that time, her heart was like ashes.

Su Muyan got up and washed his face, opened the wardrobe, and a row of neat clothes jumped into view. Her slender fingers gently rubbed those expensive fabrics, and many of the clothes tags were uncut, and Shen Jingshu treated her well enough.

If she had been in the past, she would have screamed with excitement and wanted to tell the world.

But now, she looked at it, and could only look at it with sadness.

If Shen Jingshu confessed to her before, then she can accept it now, but ...... Isn't all his good now just apologetic?

Therefore, the man she likes is really a good man.

Her fingers settled on a formal suit, and when she took it off, it was a sunny spring day when she was ready to go out and find a job. She can't be a rice worm, and after a while, she still has to move out of the Shen family.

Su Muyan sighed, pinched his face again, and walked downstairs after dressing up.

After looking in the house for a long time and not finding Fu Zhixia, she went out and told Qu Ma that she would go out for a while and that she didn't need to come back for dinner.

After coming out of prison, I first went to Gucheng and then came to Sucheng, and it didn't take long. This place, she has been staying since she was born, witnessing the change and gradual prosperity of the city, but now walking alone on the streets, she has the illusion of a world away.

She said she wanted to find a job, so where could she go? She didn't even have a college diploma, so what hospital would want her?

She walked forward aimlessly, and as she walked, she actually walked to the previous Su house, and couldn't help but pause. Maybe it was a subconscious drive, but in fact, she didn't want to come here, this was just her former home.

When that DNA proved that she had nothing to do with the Su family, she was no longer qualified to appear in this place.

There seemed to be the heat of the slap on his face, Su Muyan couldn't help but reach out and touch his face, and his eyes suddenly became sour. The person who had always spoiled her almost wanted to strangle her on the spot, and if no one had stopped him at that time, she would probably have been strangled.

Su Muyan closed his eyes and leaned weakly against the wall of the outer wall. Su Yu's mother and daughter entered the house, but she and her mother said goodbye forever. Her mother was already in poor health, Su Yu's incident happened very suddenly, and then she was involved in the injury incident, one by one, and I don't know which was the last straw that crushed the camel, my mother couldn't bear it, and finally died in the hospital.

When the cold tears slid down, Su Muyan suddenly opened his eyes. Her mother's face before she died made her heart clench, and a dull pain struck her body. When she was in prison, she was in a trance, and always dreamed that her mother cried and said to her: "Mu Yan, you are the eldest lady of the Su family, we were killed, you remember, you are Su Baiqing's flesh and blood." ”

"But Mom, he doesn't recognize me, and he doesn't want to do DNA matching with me again. ”

That means he has a weak heart and he doesn't dare to do it. ”

She stared at the leaves on the ground in a daze, lying quietly on the stretched shadow, shaking her head: "What is his heart?"

That's her father, although she hasn't seen him much since she was a child, that's what she puts in the palm of her hand to pamper.

But it wasn't a dream, it was her mother who took her hand and cried to her.

"Mom, why did Dad do this? You have been so affectionate for so many years, he has no reason! Is there a man in the world who is willing to let himself wear a green hat?"

"Love?" the mother shook her head, "where does the love come from? Su Baiqing can do everything, he only has interests in his eyes, he is an out-and-out cold-blooded businessman. He married me at the beginning, but because I could help him, and now that my mother's family is down, he can't wait to sweep the floor out of the house, that woman is his first love, he broke it off ruthlessly, and now, it seems like I broke them up. ”

Su Muyan felt that her outlook on life had collapsed, she never thought that her originally happy family was just a false phantom, and she had been happy for so many years. Now, her mother told her that her father had made a false certificate in order to drive them away, saying that she was not the daughter of the Shen family, and that he wanted to press such a crime on her mother, what was such a thing?

She didn't want to believe it at all, she didn't want to accept it, she just wanted to live like a walking corpse. She wanted to run away from everything, and whenever she thought of this, she forced herself to want to go, but the pain was still dense and wanted to drive her crazy.

To be honest, in prison, she didn't have a lot of time to think about Shen Jingshu. Or Shen Jingshu gave her an excuse to stay in that hell on earth and lick her wounds.

She felt that her mother died because of her, and she couldn't stabilize her heart, so she would let Su Yu and Su Meitan find their mistakes, and in that situation, she could be excited for a long time because of a pair of earrings given to her by Shen Jingshu, she was simply the most unscrupulous descendant in the world.

She slapped her face suddenly, the choked pain in her throat made her swallow her saliva uncomfortably, she understood Fu Zhixia's words more and more, where is the most important thing in this world will be love, what family affection is not a hundred times more important than love? If it wasn't for the fact that she was too happy to run to drink that day, where would there be a later design?

If there was no later design, then Mom, she should be alive and well by now......

She knew better than anyone else that the last straw that broke the camel's back was actually that she was framed and went to prison.

If it weren't for this incident that stimulated her, how could she have had a heart attack? What was she happy about in that situation? Shen Jingshu's little kindness to her was enough to make her forget everything?

Zhixia was right before, she is a love brain, to put it bluntly, she has no brains. If this happened to Fu Zhixia, she definitely wouldn't handle it like this.

Now, she really can't tell whether she is reluctant to choose prison because Shen Jingshu is hurt, or she chooses prison to escape. She only knows that she can't see the sun in her life.

Because her mother, who loves her the most, is no longer alive.

Su Muyan covered his face with his hands and shook his shoulders silently. She hadn't cried for such a long time, she was like a walking dead when she was in prison, and now she has no heart or lungs. Everyone thinks she is sunny and cheerful and can take things lightly, but only she knows that her heart has long been full of holes.

Many times, she doesn't know why she's alive.

"Bai Qing, Bai Qing!" the woman's hurried and slightly sharp voice, "Do you really care about Xiao Yu? She was wronged, and that Shen Zihan was really poisonous." ”

It is Su Yu's mother, Zhu Qingling.

Zhu Qingling is a very beautiful woman, although she is a little older, she is still well-maintained, her skin belongs to the kind of cold white skin, white and shiny, this good skin makes her whole person look good-looking, with a youth that her peers do not have.

However, from the first time she appeared in the Su family, Su Muyan judged that the relationship between this woman and Su Baiqing should have never been broken. Although her eyes were red that day, the whole person was in a very weak state, and she felt a lot of grievances when she opened her mouth, but in fact, her clothes were all famous brands.

Moreover, if it weren't for Su Baiqing who had been supporting her, where would she still have such skin? A woman who is forced by life, no matter how good her foundation is, should be polished, right?

"Bai Qing, Xiaoyu is still so young, her future really can't be lived in prison, she ......"

"I'm measured in this matter. Su Baiqing interrupted her, "But you also have to be mentally prepared." Sun Weiming is the most favorable witness, he said that Shen Zihan is not guilty, can you still convict her?"

Zhu Qingling opened her mouth slightly, and heard Su Baiqing's voice sound again: "Sun Weiming has woken up, so even if this case is a judgment, it will be judged lightly." The Sun family also has the possibility of not pursuing it, but this Mu Yan, I heard that she was accompanied by that Shen Jingshu again. The Shen family can't afford to offend now, Shen Jingshu is a business wizard, and I think the future is indispensable. Now it is not Sun Weiming and Shen Zihan who are more troublesome, but Su Muyan. ”

"She is no longer the daughter of the Su family, what can she have!" Zhu Qingling became angry when she heard Su Muyan's name, "I have heard people say a long time ago, Shen Jingshu Young Master Shen has never liked her, do you think she still has this kind of life!"

"This time and that time. Su Baiqing touched her shoulder, "Let's take a look at Shen Jingshu's attitude towards her first." If it is possible to marry into the Shen family, what's wrong with this? Isn't that a happy event! The foundation of the Shen family is there, and it must be several times better than when Shen Hao was in charge, you wait and see. ”

Zhu Qingling's face turned pale with anger, and she snorted coldly: "Are you dreaming! Su Muyan is no longer your daughter, and her mother died so miserably, just by her temperament, will she go back to the Su family? She hates you too late! Don't expect her to help our Su family, if you don't dig a big pit for us to jump, I don't believe it!"

Su Baiqing glanced at her, and his face was already a little cold: "If you don't make trouble for me, it's done." ”

"......" Zhu Qingling wanted to say a few more words, but Su Baiqing had already strode forward. She stomped her foot hatefully, and said to herself: "What a ruthless man, all he thinks about is himself!"

Hearing the sound of the car starting, Su Muyan hurriedly walked forward, there was a small forest next to her, her back was leaning against the trunk of the tree, she heard the sound of the car leaving in the dust, and closed her eyes.

People who have lived together for so many years, she seems to see it clearly for the first time.

There was a small pavilion in front of the woods, and she walked to that side and sat down the stone steps along the pillars.

The mobile phone in the bag rang, and she looked down to see that it was Fu Zhixia's phone.

Taking a deep breath, she raised a smile and picked up the phone as if nothing had happened: "Zhixia?"

"Where have you been? There was also a giggling sound from Xiao Shang Lu.

"I want to get a job out and try it. As I told you last time, I have to support myself, and I can't let your brother look down on me. I will try to submit a few more resumes, and I won't be back for lunch today, and maybe I won't be back for dinner. ”

Hanging up, she stood up.

After leaving the Su family for so long, it's time to go back and have a look. At least, there was something she still had to get back.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the Shen family's small kitchen began to get busy. Shen Wannian has already informed the kitchen that Huo Shaoting will be living in the old mansion for a while, so he should be a little more attentive to the dishes. At the same time, he also instructed his subordinates to buy some daily necessities and prepare the room.

Although it is not suitable for two people to live in the same house at the moment, they are not afraid of no feelings when they face each other all the time.

Judging from his eyes that see through the vicissitudes of the world, these two people definitely have affection for each other.

If you have affection, what are you afraid of? When will he take the time to find Chen Jinglan and sit down to have a good chat.

Fu Zhixia spent an afternoon formulating a recipe for the week. When she took the recipe and read it carefully, Xiao Shanglu stretched out his chubby little hand and grabbed the corner of the page, and his big black eyes were bent into a crescent moon.

"Little buns. Fu Zhixia fortunately handed him the entire small notebook, leaned down and followed him eye to eye, "Do you want a father?

"Dad--Dad--" Xiao Shanglu let out two similar syllables, giggled, and the little book was flipped through by him, Fu Zhixia was not annoyed, and lay down beside him.

I remembered a lot of things from before.

When he first married into the Huo family, he was strongly dissatisfied, as well as indifferent, and the disdain and mockery that burst out of his eyes...... After that, he didn't know what was going on, he would gradually get better with her, and he didn't know what was going on, so he expressed his heart to her.

So, what about her?

She doesn't know love so well, but her heart will be sour and painful because of a person, or soft, or excited...... She should love him.

Since when?

She didn't know, but once she was able to face danger without hesitation, was it really just brave?

Maybe it's also a subconscious feeling, right?

There was a light knock on the door, and Qu's mother's voice sounded: "Miss, dinner is almost ready." The medicinal food I want to prepare for my uncle, did the master say that you want to stew it yourself?"

Before Fu Zhixia could say anything, Mother Lin walked into the room with a smile: "The little master handed it over to me, and the medicinal food of my uncle is, of course, stewed by the young lady herself." There's something special about it, we won't, don't spoil the good ingredients. ”

Mother Lin winked at Mother Qu, and Mother Qu nodded happily, "Okay, that miss, let's fight." ”

Fu Zhixia prepared stewed pork ribs with lion's mane mushrooms in the evening, which was only a small cup. She boiled the lion's mane mushroom for ten minutes, then took it out and rinsed it repeatedly with running water. Mother Qu looked at her serious appearance, and couldn't help laughing: "I think my uncle's stomach is blessed, this person with stomach problems should seem to eat less and more meals, I see that in Miss's recipe, there is still a meal at half past seven." ”

Fu Zhixia removed the lion's mane mushroom and put the pork ribs in the small casserole: "I just set it up like this first, and a busy person like him may not have time." ”

"If you know that the young lady does it herself, then there will be time. Mother Qu sliced the ginger and looked at Fu Zhixia again, "Miss, we are all here, I, like Mother Lin, look forward to your and uncle's early reconciliation and reunion." We are the old men of the Shen family, we know a little about the Shen family, and we can't judge right or wrong in the past, but we still have to walk well in the future. ”

Qu's mother said a long reason to her again, and the medicinal diet was finally stewed.

Fu Zhixia opened the lid of the pot, the faint fragrance made her can't help but close her eyes, she took the small soup spoon next to her and tried the taste, it was light and delicious, with a faint herb fragrance.

"If you can stick to it every day, combined with acupuncture and Chinese medicine once a week, you should be able to see results in a few months. Fu Zhixia muttered to himself in a low voice, "But you still have to avoid smoking and alcohol, avoid spicy, and you also need a regular schedule and rest, and I don't know if you can do it?"

"It's all up to you. ”

"......" Fu Zhixia, who had always thought that Qu Ma was standing behind him, turned around suddenly, but his nose hit Huo Shaoting's chest, and the small soup spoon in his hand also fell to the ground with a "ding".

Fu Zhixia's face was slightly red, his wet eyes looked at him for a moment, and he quickly squatted down to pick up the soup spoon, but the man stepped forward, his black eyes settled on the small casserole, and became brilliant.

"Made for me?" he leaned closer, the smell of the smell of memories and the beating of his heart as he watched her walk out of the kitchen, grabbed her wrist and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead. "Zhixia, thank you. ”