Qi Dongsi let the old man roar like crazy, but he didn't have the courage to pull the trigger and end the old man's life, he didn't have the same enthusiastic and resolute thoughts as before.

"Then why did you kill Ouyang Lan?"

Maybe it was his father's approach that made Qi Dongsi feel empty-hearted, and he suddenly turned the topic to Ouyang Lan, Ouyang Lan's death, the old man was one of the murderers.

The old man raised his head, looked at Qi Dongsi with a sharp gaze, and asked coldly, "Will you let a person who wants to kill you live in the world?"

"I ......" Qi Dongsi couldn't refute the old man's point of view for a while, because in his career, those who wanted to put themselves to death were all no longer alive without exception, and the old man's question had only one negative answer.

The old man raised his head slightly, and said with a posture that saw through the world: "This is hatred, infinite hatred, I killed her, you will come to me for revenge, you have also killed people, maybe someone will come to you for revenge in the future, hatred will never disappear." ”

Qi Dongsi defended his actions: "The people I kill are all damned people, I am for the justice of the world!"

The old man couldn't help laughing: "Justice?

"Justice is the principle of fairness and justice, which conforms to the basic moral standards of society. ”

"Does the basic moral code include murder?"

"......" Qi Dongsi was once again stopped by the old man, and he had no reason to refute the old man's obviously targeted questioning, because what he did did did not seem to fully practice his words.

The old man was not surprised by Qi Dongsi's reaction, but seemed to be guiding Qi Dongsi's thoughts to the direction he had arranged, and he continued: "You can't answer, there is no absolute justice in this world, just like there is no absolute right and wrong, everyone is chasing their own interests, everyone has a justice in their hearts, but in essence, they are just safeguarding their own interests." ”

Qi Dongsi finally had the angle to refute, and he loudly defended: "That's a refined egoist like you, not everyone only thinks about their own interests. ”

The old man snorted lightly, stepped forward and stared at Qi Dongsi with big eyes, and asked, "Yes, then what qualifications do you have to do the right thing for heaven? I have to pay the price for killing someone, but you also have to accept the judgment of the law, instead of shouting that you can be exonerated for justice." In fact, we are all the same kind of people, we are not a person who abides by the law, we have all violated the law, we have also killed people, we are on the edge of the law, so we should never think that we are for justice, that is just an inner excuse to comfort and cover up our selfishness, I am not a righteous person, don't you think it is ridiculous to talk about justice in the world?"

Qi Dongsi was knocked the door of the heart by the old man's words, every word and question of the old man was destroying the world in Qi Dongsi's heart, suddenly, his fingers were loosened, the gun in his hand fell to the ground, he withdrew his hand in a daze, and rearranged the faith that had been destroyed, is everything he insists on wrong?

The old man looked at Qi Dongsi, who had been destroyed to the point of psychology, standing there, his words had successfully controlled Qi Dongsi's state of mind, he knew Qi Dongsi too well, in his eyes, Qi Dongsi was far easier to deal with than Liu Chen, because to deal with Qi Dongsi, sometimes you don't even need to use a knife or a gun, just like now.

The old man bent down and picked up the gun that fell to the ground, lowered his head and blew lightly, and handed it into Qi Dongsi's hand again, and then said with a serious face: "You can continue to take revenge on me, but if you are really for the justice of the world, I think you should also commit suicide and apologize, because the blood on your hands is no less than mine." ”

The old man continued to irritate Qi Dongsi, hit Qi Dongsi's psyche, destroy his faith, and in some specific situations, words can hurt people more than bullets.

At this time, his face could no longer see the previous sadness at all.

Qi Dongsi gritted his teeth tightly and looked at the old man with a re-examining gaze, the gun in his hand did not bring him any sense of security at this time, but made him feel pressured.

Just after time stood still, Qi Dongsi suddenly raised the gun in his hand and fired a shot at the calf of the old man's already lame right leg, and then pointed the muzzle of the gun to the roof, shooting the remaining two bullets in succession, and then unloading the magazine and throwing the gun aside.

The old man was suddenly shot by Qi Dongsi and fell to the ground unprepared, blood continued to flow out along with the wound on his leg, but this time he silently gritted his teeth, just snorted a few times, and endured the severe pain caused by the muscle being torn by the bullet.

After Qi Dongsi fired three shots, he seemed to finally vent the suffocation feeling that was pressed in his heart, gasping for breath, and the whole person gradually became relaxed, he didn't know why he didn't shoot at the old man's head, why didn't he directly shoot all three bullets through the old man's body, this kind of revenge catharsis should be more enjoyable, but he didn't regret his choice, in his subconscious, he and the old man's grudge, one bullet is just right.

From now on, all grievances will be written off, and Qi Dongsi will no longer have any hatred with the old man about his father, unless one day there is another truth that can subvert the hatred he put down in his heart, and the next time he will see him again, it will be the moment when he will take revenge for Ouyang Lan.

Qi Dongsi turned and walked to the door, and suddenly he stopped, turned back to the table, and reached out to pick up the photo that was placed on the table.

"What do you want to do?" The old man ignored the gunshot wound in his leg and wanted to stand up to stop Qi Dongsi from taking the photo on the table, but with a hard effort, the severe pain made him sit back on the ground before he could stand up.

Qi Dongsi walked past the old man and whispered, "Leave my world, don't let me see you again." Ignoring the old man's request for the picture, he strode out and left the cabin.

The old man sat weakly on the ground, leaning his back against the threshold, watching Qi Dongsi leave here with the photo, until Qi Dongsi's figure disappeared in front of him, he finally closed his eyes, leaned his head against the door, and sighed heavily.

The old man missed the opportunity to kill Qi Dongsi with his own hands, but instead put himself in an even more difficult situation, do you regret it? He also asked himself softly, but in the end he chose not to regret it, he knew Qi Dongsi, and knew Qi Dongsi's weaknesses.

Qi Dongsi has always regarded his father as his goal and belief, in his heart, his father is a perfect image and a messenger of justice, but today's good show has destroyed this perfect and impeccable image, which also makes Qi Dongsi have self-doubt to a certain extent, and finally took the photo with him when he left, which shows that Qi Dongsi has believed all this.

For people like Qi Dongsi, the shattering of dreams and the collapse of faith are a more terrible way than death, a kind of torment that is worse than death, and the old man tortures Qi Dongsi in such a way, which is the real killing invisible, this trick is too clever.

Qi Dongsi left the cabin and drove the car back, the old man's words in the cabin kept echoing in his ears, the image of his biological father was constantly beaten, and his eyes couldn't help but move to the black and white photo placed on the passenger seat.

The smile on the photo is still the same, but a drop of red blood appears on the face.

Qi Dongsi parked the car on the side of the road, slowly picked up the photo, and once again searched in his mind for the relevant image of the woman in the photo, is this really my biological mother?

Qi Dongsi couldn't find any information about this woman, not even what her name was.

When he was a child, Qi Dongsi once asked his father about his mother, but his father never said everything about his mother positively, only that his mother died in childbirth and went to a distant and beautiful place.

As for the name, it is like a taboo for Dad, as long as Qi Dongsi asks, Dad will stop talking about Mom, "You just need to call her Mom, you don't need to know the name." ”

Qi Dongsi never asked his mother's name again, as the years passed, Qi Dongsi gradually grew up, and the impression of his mother gradually blurred, there was no photo of his mother at home, as if in his memory, there was only his father, and his mother never appeared.

The woman in the photo in front of her, with her eyebrows and apricot eyes, bright eyes and bright teeth, ice muscles and jade bones, and skin like cream, has a flawless face, which is indeed in line with Qi Dongsi's imagination of his biological mother, but this face seems to have no resemblance to himself except for the nose.

Now that my father is long gone, the old man's words seem to be the only way to unravel this truth, but Qi Dongsi doesn't want to convert his imagination of his mother into a sustenance in reality so hastily, which is respect for his mother and respect for himself.

Putting down the photo, Qi Dongsi continued to start the car and go to Ningzhou County, he planned to find his mobile phone that he threw out of the car first.

On the way back, there was a car in front of him that was moving towards him quickly, Qi Dongsi cheered up and slowed down, staring carefully at the oncoming car, this kind of hidden place in the depths, if there was no clear purpose, it was almost impossible for other vehicles to enter and exit, he drove his car cautiously.

The car on the opposite side was moving very fast, and Qi Dongsi saw that the person in the car was Feng Jun a few seconds later, he breathed a sigh of relief, stopped the car and honked the horn.

Feng Jun in the opposite car also recognized Qi Dongsi, stopped with a brake, and the two opened the car door at the same time and jumped out of the car, Qi Dongsi stood there, surprised by Feng Jun's appearance.