Chapter 608: This Is Probably My Last Shot
Hollywood, the city of angels, United States.
After filming the last shot, Huang Tingfei returned to the hotel.
His mission is completely accomplished.
In the past, he liked to play other people's lives, both real and fictional.
He never lost his self because of the play.
It wasn't until the past few years that he began to be confused.
It turns out that in the past few years, my so-called life of playing someone else is really just playing, so fake that I can see it at a glance.
In the past two years, he looked back and was fascinated.
It's as if you're seeing a real story, not fiction, not a lie.
He couldn't tell which was reality and which was dream.
When he came to his senses, he found himself sitting on the street late at night with a bottle of wine.
The nights in America are quiet and there are very few people.
The street lights are silent, the shadows of the trees are quiet, and the small park is dead silent.
This is due to the unsafe nights in the United States, where very few people come out at night.
Unlike Daewoo, people walk unscrupulously in the middle of the night to see the streets, parks, and squares that have quieted down after the bustling city......
"Do you think the world is very fake, and even yourself is very unreal?" Wang Zi'an walked out of the pavilion next to him, sat next to Huang Tingfei, and looked at the empty road together.
Huang Tingfei put down the wine bottle and said with a wry smile: "Speaking of yourself, I think you reached my current state ten years ago. I really didn't expect it. ”
"Do you like this realm?" Wang Zi'an asked.
Huang Tingfei shook his head, nodded again, and finally was a little dazed.
I can't say I like it, and I can't say I don't like it.
's own play, there should be more people like it now.
This is something to be happy about.
But I've been a bit of a ghost, and I'm not happy.
When he was the emperor in the past, he was still very happy, and he was only happy.
Now along with happiness, there is also endless emptiness and confusion, as well as the painful feeling of constantly denying oneself.
"Have you completely come out now?" Huang Tingfei couldn't help asking.
Wang Zi'an smiled: "I haven't moved, one foot in the shadows, one foot in the light." ”
Huang Tingfei seems to understand whether he understands or not.
After a while, Wang Zi'an took out a bottle of wine from his bag, took a sip and said, "Brother Fei, since the end of your last relationship, you haven't had a girlfriend in the past few years, which is not good." ”
As if stuck in memory, Huang Tingfei sighed for a long time: "I have made myself bad, longing for love, but I don't believe in love, and in the end I am sure that I will never get love, so I walked down alone." ”
Wang Zi'an said: "Actually, what you think about most should be the girl who died in the wedding because she was ignorant." ”
Huang Tingfei's face was gloomy: "Yes, what she married later was not love." ”
Wang Zi'an asked, "Is she doing well?"
Huang Tingfei was stunned for a moment, and nodded for a while: "It should be very good." ”
Wang Zian patted Huang Tingfei on the shoulder: "You see, the original love and marriage can be parallel, and they don't necessarily have to intersect. People can't marry love in this life, and there are countless people who can't marry love. But they are still doing well, and they have gone through their lives peacefully for the most part. If there were many problems, it would not have been possible for mankind to develop to the point where it is now, and the world would have been in chaos and mankind would have become extinct long ago. ”
Huang Tingfei's mood was still not high, and he smiled bitterly: "Are you persuading me to get married quickly?"
Wang Zi'an nodded without hesitation: "Yes, it is better to be broken than to be broken, and it is better to lack than to abuse, these words are insignificant in front of the family." The path and experience of human beings along the way may not be the most perfect, but they are generally correct. Don't be suspicious, just keep up. ”
Huang Tingfei's eyes lit up.
It seems that I think too much, but I don't need to think about it, just keep up.
Wang Zi'an said: "In fact, people like us are very lucky, at least, there are many choices. Some time ago, I saw a netizen on the Internet sharing his blind date and marriage experience. ”
"What kind?" Huang Tingfei's heart was aroused when he heard the story.
Wang Zi'an said with a smile: "That netizen's economic conditions at home are not very good, and his own external conditions are not very good. Then he seized one of those opportunities and stopped picking. ”
"And then?" asked Huang Tingfei.
Wang Zi'an sighed: "He said that he didn't have sex with his wife until the night of the wedding. He cried when he had sex with him, and his naked wife seemed to be a big lump of meat in front of him, and he was not interested at all. ”
"His wife is fat?" asked Huang Tingfei.
"Yes. Wang Zi'an said.
After a pause, he said: "Later, the netizen said that it didn't take long for him to like that piece of meat." ”
Huang Tingfei couldn't laugh or cry.
Then fell into silence.
After Huang Tingfei had almost digested it, Wang Zi'an said: "Look, people like us don't need that painful time to adapt, there is no such experience. ”
Huang Tingfei agrees that money is not everything, but it is true that money is amazing.
There is a random interview on the street that is very popular and frustrating.
When interviewing a woman, ask the woman if the man is thirty years old and his monthly salary is not 10,000 yuan, will he be with him?
Many women answered no, they couldn't afford to support her.
When I asked the man, he said that if my girlfriend had a monthly salary of 3,000, would you marry her?
The men all said yes without exception, and they didn't need her to support their families.
After chatting like this, Huang Tingfei's depression was much better.
The two sat on the street and drank happily.
When he was about to go back, Huang Tingfei suddenly said: "Zi'an, I don't know why you want to end girlhood, but I understand you, it's just that Sika is not doing well now." For the sake of the past pleasure, don't really sacrifice her. ’
The smile on Wang Zi'an's face retracted and said, "This is probably my last shot, and I'm a little tired of this false circle." ”
Huang Tingfei was a little puzzled at first, but his face changed slightly: "Aren't you afraid of affecting you and affecting Firefly City?"
"It will have a little impact, but it will be a good deal to complete my mission at a very small cost. Wang Zi'an's eyes were cold.
"You started preparing this plan a few years ago, right?" Huang Tingfei sighed.
"Yes. Wang Zi'an said.
"Why Sika?" asked Huang Tingfei.
"Character determines destiny. Wang Zi'an replied.
Huang Tingfei thought about it, Sika is known as the witch of change, but her real character is actually very childish.
A childish person will be angry, dare to love and hate, and be easily impulsive.
"In the future, can we all go back to Pingyang together, sit in the field and build a sweet potato kiln, laughing and laughing next to us, are the nine of us here?" asked Huang Tingfei.
"They are no longer the girls who had no distractions and no worries. Wang Zi'an turned his face away, and there seemed to be a little girl under the street lamp in the distance.