Chapter 451: A Sudden Awakening
Zhao Xiaoman watched Yu Chengzhou leave, and a little sadness flashed in his eyes.
"So, you're going to die eventually, aren't you?"
Su Zifang didn't know who Zhao Xiaoman was talking about, so he gritted his teeth and didn't speak.
Zhao Xiaoman didn't care whether Su Zifang was listening or not, and continued to speak.
"Actually, my mom always thought that I was not good at being a chef, and she was very opposed to my dad teaching me to cook, but I liked it myself, so I kept learning from it. ”
"I'm quite strong, my mother said that girls don't have enough strength to hold a wok. ”
"I just went to exercise. ”
"My mom said I didn't have a tongue and couldn't taste when I ate. ”
"I try to train my sense of taste, starting with sweet, sour, spicy and salty, and then being able to taste the taste of each ingredient. ”
"Eventually, when it was time for the fire and the knife work, I was able to make delicious dishes, but no one told me about it anymore. ”
Zhao Xiaoman looked at the sugar-fried chestnuts on the table and shed tears.
Su Zifang: ......
He's just an emotionless capitalist who doesn't know how to convince his employees of such things.
Moreover, he didn't know why Zhao Xiaoman was suddenly crying now.
The emotion of grief was born too suddenly, and he was a little at a loss.
After a pause for a few seconds, Su Zifang took a pack of toilet paper from the table and handed it to Zhao Xiaoman: "Do you need it?"
"Thank you!"
Zhao Xiaoman pulled two of them, and was not in a hurry to wipe his tears, but blew his nose before turning around to reveal his red eyes: "I'm sorry." ”
"Hmm...... Not...... Never mind. ”
Su Zifang waited patiently for Zhao Xiaoman to continue to speak.
He has a hunch, and today he can know what position Zhao Xiaoman will choose in the future.
Whether he will completely break the demon of heart and become a good stove chef, or choose to be a cold dish chef from now on, for this choice, he plans to wait and see.
"I always thought I killed my mother. ”
"If I had studied more seriously and stopped going out in such a hurry, but turned off the gas, wouldn't there have been any later things? ”
"Dad didn't say that, but I knew he was disappointed in me too. ”
"Since that time, he has never offered to teach me how to cook, and even if I did, he would make excuses to delay or stop talking. ”
"I thought it was because he didn't want me to continue cooking, so he resisted it. ”
"Maybe in his eyes, I was just a person who killed my mother, and the most basic thing he taught me to cook was to keep myself and others safe at all times. ”
"But I didn't even do that. ”
"I don't have a fear of a fire, I don't have a fear of the kitchen. ”
"I'm just afraid of myself, of hurting you again. ”
"The more familiar I am, the more I fear this. ”
With Zhao Xiaoman's narration, Su Zifang suddenly reacted a little.
She didn't feel scared before because it didn't matter...... Now I feel that everyone's relationship is getting better and better, so I am worried about how many of my people will be injured?
I thought about many unexpected situations such as hot oil splashing, flying knives hurting people, gas explosions, and so on.
Su Zifang suddenly understood why, many times, even if Zhao Xiaoman was not on duty, she would carefully check all the stoves and power supplies to make sure that there were no problems before leaving.
He used to think it was a habit of a child of a good chef family.
Later, I found out that Mu Fei and Kong Yan were not like this, and now I realized that this was Zhao Xiaoman's personal habit.
The goal is also not to check safety, but to keep yourself from making previous mistakes.
Su Zifang was a little lucky, this was really a thank you colleague for not killing.
After being silent for a few seconds, Su Zifang said softly: "Have you talked to Uncle Shi about this?" Oh, it's your father." ”
Zhao Xiaoman was silent and shook his head.
"Ever since my mother's affair, he has only talked to me asking me what I want to eat or something about my life. ”
"We both tacitly agreed that we didn't talk about the kitchen or cooking. ”
"Every time I go home, I don't take the initiative to go to the kitchen, I leave it all to him, and the most I can do is sweep and mop the floor, as if the kitchen has become a forbidden area for me. ”
"When I went to college, I even sold the house, and there was no trace of my mother's existence in the house. ”
"I always thought it was because he didn't want to think about it, probably because the thought of it made him hate me. ”
"So I don't talk about it in a funny way. ”
Su Zifang was completely stunned when he heard this......
Zhao Xi just said that Zhao Xiaoman suddenly didn't like cooking and asked him to help solve it, but he didn't say that there was so much content in it.
According to Zhao Xiaoman, the plot entanglement between the father and daughter can already be filmed into a 50-episode TV series.
And for the first time, he saw the plot in the previous romance in reality.
No one said what they really thought, so they relied on the doorman and the crack in the door to pass things, chatted with each other, and finally came up with an existence that deviated from the original meaning.
In Su Zifang's view, Zhao Xiaoman's problem is that she figured out that she shouldn't stay in the past for a long time, and if her mother was still there, she would definitely want her to live well.
She drew a cage for herself.
And Zhao Xi's problem is purely that he can't communicate, if he had told Zhao Xiaoman about it after the incident, the communication between the two would have been more efficient, but after more than 20 years of delay, even if there was a relationship at that time, it seemed meaningless.
Because of the misunderstanding of the two, more than ten years have passed and they have not been able to untie the knot, and it is really more difficult than idol dramas.
At this time, Su Zifang knew that it was time for him to play.
He looked at Zhao Xiaoman and said softly: "Maybe you don't know, your father has always loved you very much, and even entrusted me to take care of you in front of me."
Su Zifang picked up the words and stories that Zhao Xi told him, and told Zhao Xiaoman what he could hear.
After thinking about it, he took out the chat record between himself and Zhao Xi and found Zhao Xiaoman: "Look, your father has to think about you even if he even cooks a dish, and ask me if you are okay." ”
Looking at Zhao Xi's chat history, Zhao Xiaoman's eyes suddenly turned red.
"Is it like that every time?"
"Nine times out of ten, as long as he's not busy, he'll basically ask. ”
Zhao Xiaoman looked at the messages sent by Zhao Xi one by one, and basically brought a question inexplicably every time.
"How is Xiaoman doing?"
"She had a cough when I heard the video yesterday, do you want to buy some medicine and send it over?"
"You and Xiaoman said that this outfit doesn't match well, and the gym clothes are better, so I'll buy one for her when I go back. ”
Zhao Xiaoman held the mobile phone, the regret and self-blame in his eyes slowly opened, and he looked at Su Zifang's eyes firmly.
"Boss Su, then I'll take leave to go back and come later. ”
Su Zifang nodded, approved the fake, and excitement flashed in his eyes.