"What, didn't you do it for me?" Ruan Zhi took Xu Huaishen's hand and asked.

Anyone could tell she was scared.

Pinching Xu Huaishen's hand, his fingers were cold.

"Hmm. Xu Huaishen responded, "I'll do it for you." ”

Ruan Zhi didn't believe it, "Then you ......"

Why are you leaving?

Xu Huaishen understood her thoughts, raised his eyebrows, and said, "I'm going to wear gloves." Don't go. ”

"Oh. Ruan Zhi was slightly embarrassed.

Although he was relieved, he still didn't let go of the hand that grabbed him.

So, Xu Huaishen looked down.

Ruan Zhi also followed his line of sight, and his gaze fell on the hand held by the two, stiffened, and retracted his hand as if he was electrocuted, "Yes...... I'm sorry. ”

Xu Huaishen had already turned around and walked out of the curtain.

I don't know if he heard it or not.

The process of gastric lavage is actually quite painful, at least for Ruan Zhi.

From the beginning of the gastric tube to the end of the purging, it seems like a century has passed.

By the time she was done, she felt like she wasn't herself anymore.

Lying there, tired can't do it.

The nurse withdrew a series of tools to help Ruan Zhi on the drip.

Xu Huaishen came over to take a look and turned around.

Ruan Zhi opened his eyes and shouted weakly, "Doctor Xu." ”

Xu Huaishen turned around.

Just after gastric lavage, Ruan Zhi's face was still very pale, and his small face was bloodless, and he looked quite miserable.

Xu Huaishen stood still, waited for her to adjust her breathing, and sorted out a sentence for a long time, "I didn't mean to hold your hand just now." ”

“......”

"Really, I was just nervous and scared, I thought you were leaving, so I ......," Ruan Zhi explained.

She couldn't see the expression on Xu Huaishen's face, because he was wearing a mask, covering most of his face.

After being silent, she didn't know how to explain it.

Even if it wasn't intentional, it was she who took the initiative to hold his hand.

It would be okay if he was a girl, but he was a man.

She explained that if Xu Huaishen gave a reaction, whether she believed it or not, she would not be so nervous.

But Xu Huaishen didn't react.

Her heart went up and down.

After a while, Xu Huaishen spat out lightly, "I know." ”

Ruan Zhi: "?"

He added: "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's genderless in the eyes of doctors, so you don't have to explain so much to me." ”

Ruan Zhi: "......"

When he said this, it seemed that she had no silver here.

Xu Huaishen took off his gloves and said at the same time: "I won't hospitalize you this time, you can go back after the drip, don't tell me." ”

Ruan Zhi: "......"

After a pause, he still spoke cautiously: "You...... Are you still blaming me for being in a hurry to get out of the hospital last time?"

“......”

Didn't answer.

Don't say yes, don't say no.

Ruan Zhi guessed that it was mostly because of that.

She thought that she still had to explain, "Because the crew is really busy over there, I ......"

"Hmm. Xu Huaishen threw his gloves into the garbage basket, glanced at her sideways, and said, "I know you're busy." ”

Ruan Zhi: ......

I can't talk anymore, I can't talk about it anymore.

Xu Huaishen paused, saw that she seemed to have nothing to say, and turned to leave.

Seeing the white curtains around the hospital bed open and close, Ruan Zhi let out a sigh of relief, feeling sullen.

Xu Huaishen's sentence "I know you're busy" is like a fine and dense needle, and the tip of the needle is pierced into her heart one by one.

It doesn't hurt that much, but the diaphragm is very good.

Just as he was thinking, the curtain was opened again.

Xu Huaishen walked back and met Ruan Zhi's gaze.

“......”

“......”

For a moment, silence covered the small space enclosed in a curtain.

Ruan Zhi thought of what he had just said and felt that he should explain it.

Even if it's not an explanation, shouldn't it be time to defend yourself?

She wasn't in a hurry to get out of the hospital because she was busy......

Ruan Zhi was still making a little entanglement in his heart, and Xu Huaishen had already moved.

He took a business card out of his pocket and handed it over.

Ruan Zhi didn't answer, but he was confused.

Xu Huaishen put the business card on the bedside table and said, "If you want a number, you can ask me directly." ”

Ruan Zhi: "......"

The previous one hasn't been explained yet, so it's another misunderstanding.

Ruan Zhi didn't have so many scruples, and quickly explained, "Doctor Xu, I'm not ......."

"Dr. Xu, a car accident patient has been brought in, and he has been pushed to emergency room 3. The nurse walked over and said hurriedly.

Before Ruan Zhi's explanation could be fully spoken, Xu Huaishen opened the curtain again and went out.

After the drip, it was already dawn.

Here in the emergency room, there has been a lot of noise, and patients are constantly being sent over.

Ruan Zhi didn't sleep well, and on the way to the crew, he fell asleep directly in the car.

......

"Cards!"

"Kaka!"

"Cards!"

The director shouted the card for the ninth time, and finally couldn't help but come over, "Ruan Zhi, what's wrong with you today?"

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that Ruan Zhi is a little absent-minded this morning, and even a look is difficult to integrate into the role.

"I'm sorry director, I'm not in good shape today. Ruan Zhi rubbed his temples and said.

"I see. The director patted her on the shoulder, "I heard Xiaohai say that you haven't been in good health recently, so you should pay more attention to rest." Let's shoot the next one first, you go and take a break and adjust your condition. ”

"Well, thank you, Director. ”

"Miss Nguyen. Xiao Rou stuffed the milk tea into Ruan Zhi's hand and asked with a worried face, "Are you okay?"

Ruan Zhi has always been dedicated, and the nickname of Sanniang is not for nothing.

It's the first time that there have been nine NGs like today.

Xiaohai said: "It's really not good, why don't you ask the director for a leave? ”

Ruan Zhi shook his head, "I'm fine." ”

After two sips of milk tea, I continued to read the script and adjust my state.

However, the mind is still a little off-line.

Ruan Zhi scratched his hair, a little distressed.

She knows that the crux of the problem is not physical, but psychological.

At lunchtime, Ruan Zhi took out the business card, saved Xu Huaishen's phone number according to the number on it, and then added his friend according to WeChat instructions.

Waiting for verification.

It wasn't until the end of the evening that Xiaohai sent her home on the way home, and the mobile phone made a dingdong sound, prompting her friend to verify successfully.

Ruan Zhi's nickname is "Summer Sunset", and Xu Huaishen's nickname is very simple, it is the three words "Xu Huaishen".

Not even a note.

Ruan Zhi clicked on his avatar and found that it was a recent photo.

The photo shows a white lab coat, but no head.

Only half of the body.

and, a work card clipped to a pocket.

Although he couldn't see it clearly, he could vaguely identify him.

Ruan Zhi suddenly thought of a popular sentence on the Internet: cute love, no head.

clicked on his profile page and found that the circle of friends was empty, and there was no news.

Ruan Zhi usually doesn't like to post moments, so her circle of friends and Xu Huaishen's circle of friends are inexplicably harmonious at this time.

After adding friends, Ruan Zhi didn't rush to greet him.

And after waiting for a long time, Xu Huaishen didn't greet her.

It's as if she's just a not-so-important person, and she's forgotten about it after adding it.

Ruan Zhi held back for a day, and finally didn't hold back.

As soon as I got out of the play the next day, I immediately sent a message to Xu Huaishen, "Doctor Xu, hello, I'm Ruan Zhi." ”

Ruan Zhi thought that Xu Huaishen was usually so busy, and he would definitely not reply to her news as soon as possible.

So she didn't wait after sending this post, threw her phone on the sofa, and went to take a shower.

By the time she came out of the shower, forty minutes had passed.

Ruan Zhi took a bottle of water, opened the lid and took two sips, and saw the breathing light of the mobile phone flashing back and forth.

She walked over, sat down on the sofa, and easily unlocked the screen lock of her phone and turned on the WeChat notification.

Xu Huaishen: Yes.

The message was replied to half an hour ago.

Ruan Zhi drank the water one by one, held the mobile phone in his left hand, and typed with his thumb, "I still want to explain to you about the events of that day." ”

Xu Huaishen: What?

"You said I was discharged from the hospital because I was busy with work. ”

Xu Huaishen: ?

"I was discharged from the hospital, not entirely because of my busy schedule, but for deeper reasons. ”

Xu Huaishen: And then?

"The reason for this is my privacy, which I don't really want to say. But I would like to explain to you that work is important to me, but I'm definitely not the kind of person who wants money and doesn't want to die. On the contrary, I am in awe of life and love my life. ”

After he finished talking that day, Ruan Zhi always felt that his heart was very stuffy.

If this matter had been kept in her heart, she would have been suffocated.

When I say it, it's much better.

Subconsciously, she didn't want to leave any bad impression on Xu Huaishen.

After waiting for two minutes, the phone lights up.

Xu Huaishen: Understood.

Ruan Zhi: "......"

That's it?

She held it for so long, she was almost crazy by this, he was so light and fluttering two words?

Got it?

Got it!

Why did Ruan Zhi feel that he didn't understand at all?

He didn't seem to know what it meant to her.

Ruan Zhi was uneasy, so he picked up his mobile phone and typed a long list of words.

When she finished playing, she was a little frightened.

The content in the editing column is divided into several paragraphs, and the words are excited, "Dr. Xu, I don't think you understand. You don't understand what I mean, you don't understand my feelings, and you don't understand how uncomfortable it is to be misunderstood. You won't understand how I've been here these days. Perhaps it seems to you that my explanation does not make much sense. But for me, it's important. I'm a very serious person, and your misunderstanding makes me very uncomfortable, so I want to explain it to you. But your attitude really disappointed me. Even if it's none of your business, you shouldn't be so indifferent, aren't you?

Ruan Zhi looked at these and calmed down at once.

What is she doing?

Even if you want to explain, you don't have to do that, right?

The resentment between the lines is like being snubbed by her boyfriend and a little girl, and she looks awkward herself.

His fingers paused on the screen, then he deleted the words cleanly, closed the chat interface, and lay down on the couch.

Still angry.

My chest was still very tight, and it was very uncomfortable.

It feels better not to explain.

Ruan Zhi was lying on the sofa, sulking alone.

I vaguely felt that my stomach was starting to hurt again.

I took out the stomach medicine to eat, and as soon as I poured out two of them, the phone rang.

Ruan Zhi snapped his fingers, and at this time a very strange consciousness rose in his heart.

I always feel that it was sent by Xu Huaishen.

Ruan Zhi flipped his phone over and saw that it was from the weather forecast.

The breath that was blocked in my heart became more and more vigorous.

"Xu Huaishen, you big pig's trotters!" Ruan Zhi couldn't help but scold.

Buzz, the phone vibrated twice.

Before I could put it down, a new message popped up on the screen of my phone.

Xu Huaishen: If you mind, I apologize to you for what you said that day.

Ruan Zhi: "......"

I felt that the fire that had accumulated in my heart disappeared in an instant.

It seems that if you think about it, it really doesn't matter.

Xu Huaishen didn't say anything excessive, but his expression at that time had been amplified in Ruan Zhi's heart, causing her to panic when she thought of Xu Huaishen in the past few days.

Now, it's dredged all at once.

Ruan Zhi typed on his mobile phone: "I didn't care very much. ”

Thankfully, they didn't face each other now, otherwise Xu Huaishen would definitely be able to see Ruan Zhi's colorful expression.

This night, Ruan Zhi had a good night's sleep.

And, relaxed.

And just like that, another week passed.

There are not many people in Ruan Zhi's WeChat, and she usually doesn't play with her mobile phone much, most of the time is spent on filming, every day is two o'clock and one line between the crew and the family, and she basically doesn't worry about other things.

But since adding Xu Huaishen, she has begun to pay attention to WeChat.

Although he didn't talk to Xu Huaishen again for a week, Ruan Zhi always subconsciously wanted to click on his avatar to take a look when he was resting.

There is a kind of secretly rejoicing.

At this moment, she was leaning back in the recliner, holding her mobile phone in both hands, brushing Xu Huaishen's avatar.

Brushing and brushing, I don't know how to do it, and I clicked on Xu Huaishen's avatar.

A line of small words popped up on the page, "You patted Xu Huaishen".

Ruan Zhi: "???"

Scrambled to find the withdrawal button, when did WeChat have this thing?

"Miss Ruan, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Rou sat next to her, and when she suddenly sat up nervously, she asked.

Ruan Zhi handed over the phone, "Xiaorou, how can you cancel this pat?"

"Huh?" Xiao Rou stretched out her head to look, "This seems to be impossible to cancel." ”

"......" Ruan Zhi clicked a few times on the screen, a little deflated.

What is this broken design?

Why can't it be withdrawn?

What should I do if I make a mistake?

Fortunately, Xu Huaishen did not reply immediately.

Ruan Zhi could only pray, he had too much information and wouldn't see her.

However, in the evening, Xu Huaishen's message was still sent.

Xu Huaishen: ?

On this day, Ruan Zhi had already thought of N explanations.

If it was a hand mistake, it would definitely expose the fact that she was "peeking".

So if it's deliberate, how should it be made up?

Ruan Zhi racked his brains and finally came up with a good solution.

At this moment, she calmly typed and replied: "Doctor Xu, I want to ask you, what should I do if I finish taking that stomach medicine?"

Xu Huaishen: Which one?

Ruan Zhi took a photo of a stomach medicine and sent it over.

However, a few seconds later, a voice call came straight in.

Looking at Xu Huaishen's name and avatar on the interface, Ruan Zhi's scalp was numb.

I didn't expect him to call?

Is it worth a special call from him to ask?

Ruan Zhi wanted to hang up, but he didn't know how, so he pressed the green button in a panic.

The phone was answered.

Ruan Zhi: "......"

She's going to be stupid to death by herself.

"Hey. Xu Huaishen's voice came from the earpiece, which was unique and low and good.

Ruan Zhi hurriedly put the phone to his ear, "Hey, Dr. Xu." ”

She pretended to be calm, but her heart was still beating uncontrollably.

She could only press one hand on her heart, for fear that her voice would tremble.

Xu Huaishen said: "Does your stomach still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore. ”

"Hmm. He paused and said, "It's a medicine that is three parts poisonous, so you don't need to take it if it's good." But ......"

"Huh?" Ruan Zhi clenched his phone, almost holding his breath, waiting for his next step very seriously.

"The body is your own, and as a doctor, I want you to take care of your own body. Revere life, as you say. ”

"Of course. Ruan Zhi nodded, "I will." ”

"Any more questions?" asked Xu Huaishen.

Ruan Zhi paused, I don't know why, obviously she was very panicked when the phone call came just now.

I just want to hang up the phone in a panic.

But now, she didn't want to hang up.

She wanted to hear him say a few more words.

Ruan Zhi's cheeks were slightly hot, she bit her lip, and held back a question for a long time, "You...... Have you eaten?"

"Poof~" In the earpiece, Xu Huaishen's chuckle was clearly heard.

"......" Ruan Zhi's face turned red, "I...... I'm just asking, what ...... Hung up, huh?"

Xu Huaishen replied to her lightly, "I haven't eaten yet." ”

Ruan Zhi was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously glanced up at the time, "It's almost eight o'clock, you haven't eaten yet?"

"Nope. He said, "Just finished an operation and was resting." ”

Ruan Zhi heard a trace of tiredness in his voice, and could even imagine the picture of him wearing a green surgical gown and resting on a chair at this moment.

Being a doctor is a sacred and hard profession at the same time.

Ruan Zhi admires this profession very much.

Because of this, I also admire Xu Huaishen.

Especially Xu Huaishen, who had just undergone surgery and didn't even have time to eat.

It seems that as soon as the conversation box is opened, it becomes very easy to continue talking.

Ruan Zhi asked, "Are you usually like this?"

"Huh?" Xu Huaishen was puzzled.

"I mean eating, do you eat like this often?"

"Not often. "After all, I love my body." ”

“......”

"Then go eat quickly, don't go hungry. Ruan Zhi said.

"Hmm. ”

Then, there was silence.

Ruan Zhi was waiting for the other end to hang, but the other end was also silent and didn't hang up immediately.

After being silent with each other for a few seconds, Ruan Zhi spoke, "Why don't you hang?"

Xu Huaishen: "I'm waiting for you to hang." ”

His voice was soft, soft, I don't know if it was Ruan Zhi's illusion, but he felt a trace of other gentleness.

Ruan Zhi's heart jumped, "Then I'll hang up." ”

"Hmm. ”

Ruan Zhi hung up the phone in a panic, holding the phone, his heart beating wildly.

She lowered her hand and immediately began to breathe heavily.

It took a long time before he raised his hand and put it on his cheek.

Ah, my cheeks are so hot!