Chapter 18 Don't You Mind at All?
No one could repay her.
Lu Sijing was gentle, his memories were opened, and he returned to reality, looking at the pale face, but his eyes became softer and softer, "I'm sorry, I won't be in the future." Even if I die, I will find a way for you to live. β
She was the most delicate rose in his barren lands, and the sunflower that guided him to the sun in his desolate desert.
"Don't cry ......"
Xia Jinxi didn't know when she woke up, but her voice was like a mosquito, "Brother Si Jing, don't cry." β
Lu Sijing suddenly realized that his eyes were already moist, and he touched Xia Jinxi's forehead before revealing a slight smile, "It's okay, the fever has subsided." β
Xia Jinxi rolled his eyes slightly, and suddenly touched the front of him with a feeling, where is the chain?
As if seeing through the woman's doubts, Lu Sijing took out the key, "You won't wear it again in the future, that dog chain has been destroyed by me." β
As he spoke, he stood up and threw the key out of the window, "It's a pity, okay to start over? β
"Start over?" Xia Jinxi's eyes were sad, "Can I still do it now? No, he won't let me go." β
"He would. Lu Sijing was firm, leaned down and hugged the woman and sat up, "He promised me that he wouldn't trouble you in the future." β
Xia Jinxi just shook her head and cried. What Lu Sijing didn't understand, he wouldn't understand, if he really let her go, why did he threaten her with the video in the locker room that day?
made Lu Sijing completely disgusted with her......
What should she do?
"Why? Why are you still so good to me?" is so good that it is now her only burden.
"What kind of stupid question is this? I'm not good to you, there is no second Xia Jinxi in the world who makes me treat her well again. β
He smiled lightly, and forced the sadness in his eyes down, "Besides, I love someone, don't I even have the qualifications to be good to her?"
Maybe he didn't have the qualifications before, but that person sent her over, he will definitely cherish it, Lu Sijing smiled gradually, but he also cherished it, it was Xia Jinxi who paid so much in exchange for it.
He's so despicable that he has such an idea.
"Lu Sijing!" Xia Jinxi struggled to sit up, her breathing was suddenly a little short, she was not qualified to think about this word anymore, she just pursed her lips and asked, "When did it start?"
Love, when did it start.
"I don't know. Maybe it's because Xia Jinxi smiled too brightly at first sight, maybe when I was down like a lost dog, this silly girl was chattering in my ear like a housekeeper, or maybe at the moment when I lost you, my heart was like a knife. β
Xia Jinxi listened more and more heavily, and his heart became heavier and heavier, but Lu Sijing said more and more relaxed and gentle.
"I don't know exactly what the moment is, but it's a long way to go, and I'm determined and clear, and I want to be with her. β
Even if not forever.
"Lu Sijing, this is not love, is it regret, is it guilt, is it sympathy, or is it gratitude? In short, this is not love, you can't, anyone can, but you can't. β
Xia Jinxi was also extremely resolute, and endured his astringency, "I don't want to have anything to do with the people of the Lu family anymore, you Lu Sijing are the first to bear the brunt." β
As he spoke, he lifted the quilt and was about to get out of the hospital bed, but he saw the dog chain hidden under the bed, didn't he say that it was destroyed?
"I didn't have time, I'm afraid you'll be sad to see it......" He stumbled, a little embarrassed, he wanted to destroy it, but he really didn't have time, "but I'm sure I love ......"
"It's fine. Xia Jinxi interrupted him and exhaled with relief, "Lu Jinhan is right, I am a slut who can be a man, and I am worthy of wearing a dog chain to live like a dog in this life, with no personality and no dignity." β
Then he squatted down, took out the chain, and put one hand around his neck with difficulty, "I don't have to owe you anything." β
She can't afford it.
Simply, don't owe it.
"Xia Jinxi!" Lu Sijing was rarely angry, and snatched the chain over, "Who made you say that about yourself? β
As he spoke, he threw the chain out of the window.
"Who! What a mess, I don't know how I almost hit someone!" There was an echo from downstairs, and Lu Sijing's eyes fluttered, a little embarrassed.
"Anyway......"
"Anyway, we can't. Xia Jinxi's face was expressionless, but her eyes were sad, which made Lu Sijing disgusted with her, she couldn't do it, so she could only stop his thoughts, thinking, Xia Jinxi turned around and left.
"What if I leave the Lu family?" Lu Sijing's eyes were firm, and he only prayed that the back in front of him would turn around.
"Lu Sijing, don't dream. β
Stop dreaming, and neither should she.
"Unfortunately, it's not fair. β
She still didn't look back, but Lu Sijing followed.
On the street, Xia Jinxi was aimless, but there was a man behind him.
"What the hell are you going to do? Lu Sijing, don't be so naΓ―ve! Look at what I look like now!"
Lu Sijing chased after him, and Xia Jinxi finally couldn't help but erupt.
She turned around and approached him fiercely, "Look at my face!" Lu Sijing, look at it!"
"Look at my hands again! I'm a cripple!
The hand could not be lifted, there was a scar on the hand, and the bone of the hand was completely broken.
"I know, I know. But it's a pity, no matter what, it's the best. As for your hand, I will be by your side for the rest of my life. You ask me what I want, and you see, I just want you to turn around. β
Xia Jinxi was stunned, for her, Lu Sijing's emotions were too abrupt, although they had known each other for less than ten years. It was a moment before she hooked her lips sarcastically.
"Why don't you believe it? don't you mind at all?" she kept getting closer to the man, "I told you, I'm dirty, I'm really dirty, I didn't lie to you!"
As he spoke, he unbuttoned his clothes, his eyes were crazy, and he pulled the clothes on his body indiscriminately, "I'll show you, how dirty it is! You don't understand, you will never know." Fair? you say fair to me? hahaha!"
"Pity! You're crazy! You stop!" is on the street now, how can she?
Xia Jin was stunned, laughed, laughed desperately and crazy, she covered her heart fiercely, it really hurt there, "I'm crazy! Lu Jinhan is right, I'm a slut, do you see, there are so many men on the street, I can take off my clothes in front of them!"
"Lu Sijing, I'm not the Xia Jinxi I used to be!"
Lu Sijing's eyes were complicated, and he took the crazy woman in front of him into his arms and kissed her fiercely.
"Hmm......"
Xia Jinxi reacted, but the warmth on her lips made her panic, what is this?
"Smack!"
She pushed him away fiercely, Xia Jinxi looked at her hand with empty eyes, and the slap was merciless, just like Lu Jinhan beating her.
"Lu Jinhan doesn't want broken shoes, you can't wait to receive them?"