Chapter 640: Every Selfish True Heart
"If you don't want to go with you, that's fine, you can get yourself drunk at will, and then lie here for a day, and when the time comes, you can go back to the river by yourself." Liu Chen took the lead in breaking the silence of the scene and gave Qin Si a way to let her play herself to her heart's content.
Qin Si complained, "How can you do this?"
Liu Chen asked with a tough attitude: "How am I? I'm not your nanny, do I need to take care of every detail of you? I don't care for myself, and I still expect others to care about you?"
Qin Si felt a little aggrieved, she defended herself, "Why don't I cherish myself, can't I express my true thoughts in my heart?" After speaking, she bit her lip tightly.
Liu Chen nodded and said, "Yes, you can express any idea, but ......" Liu Chen paused.
Qin Si hurriedly asked, "But what?"
"But you don't need to be so obvious in front of me, you will make me very conflicted like this, I can neither follow your emotions, nor can I ignore you, so you better stay awake when you are with me. Liu Chen spread out directly with Qin Si and said.
Qin Si snorted lightly, put his hands on his chest, and said with a little reproach: "You are still afraid of Xiaofei, afraid that she will know about the matter between us." β
Liu Chen immediately corrected: "It's not fear, it's respect, I respect her, so I can't do anything to be sorry for her, especially if that person is still her best friend, and what is the matter between us, there is nothing between us at all." β
Liu Chen had an insight into the "small trap" in Qin Si's words in time and corrected it tightly.
Qin Si moved the wine glass in front of him to the side and said solemnly: "Since we are innocent, why do you still say that you can't do anything to be sorry for her, I didn't let you do anything to be sorry for her, do you think it's sorry Xiaofei to be with me?
Qin Si came to a conclusion based on his own logical reasoning that made Liu Chen cry and laugh, Liu Chen said with a smile: "Hehe, are strong women so confident? Xiaofei was not so confident that I would like her at that time." β
"Xiaofei is still a blank slate emotionally, and I have less contact with men, I understand men better than her, and I know what kind of women men will like. Qin Si confidently analyzed the difference between himself and Li Rongfei to prove that he was more suitable for a man like Liu Chen than Li Rongfei in terms of feelings.
Liu Chen did not directly deny Qin Si's point of view, he retreated and said, "If you really think so, I will be afraid to stay with you." β
"What are you afraid of, are you afraid of falling in love with me?"
"I'm not afraid I'm going to fall in love with you, I'm afraid I'm going to make mistakes. β
Qin Si's "making mistakes" to Liu Chen was linked to the mistakes that men often make, and she thought of the scene in the car last night, Liu Chen's mistakes were the result of Qin Si's wants, she smiled and said, "Hehe, I understand, it's like last night in the car, right?"
Liu Chen was surprised by Qin Si's series of abnormal words and actions, and after his gaze wandered over Qin Si's face, he asked, "What's wrong with you?" Did you get drunk by pouring that glass of red wine just now?"
Qin Si snorted lightly, "I'm not drunk, I'm sober." β
Liu Chen nodded, showing a helpless smile, he didn't want to continue to talk to Qin Si about this topic, now that Li Rongfei was his fiancΓ©e, even if he had a certain feeling in his heart about Qin Si, he didn't want to do the wrong thing.
Liu Chen managed to pick up the food by himself, as if he was dealing with lunch alone, and the speed was very fast.
Qin Si, who was on the other side, saw that Liu Chen didn't care about her, so he continued to take a big gulp of the red wine in his wine glass into his mouth, and gurgled another glass, this drinking posture was aimed at getting himself drunk.
Liu Chen glanced at her and wanted to come forward to stop it, but he was afraid of falling into the cycle of emotional entanglement again, he held back and continued to eat with his head down, Qin Si was even more sad because of Liu Chen's indifference, the more sad he was, the more he drank, as if he drank wine as water.
As long as he is still eating, Qin Si will keep drinking, after Liu Chen finished the last bite of food in the bowl, he put the bowl on the table, picked up a tissue and said while wiping his mouth: "You have a good rest here in the afternoon, you don't have to go with me." β
At this time, Qin Si had already filled herself into a haze as she wished, and she shouted at Liu Chen, "I want to go with you." As he spoke, he put the wine glass on the table, struggled to get up from the chair, and staggered towards Liu Chen.
Liu Chen was just about to open the door, but was hugged by Qin Si from behind, his whole body tightened, and he turned his head to look at Qin Si, only to see that Qin Si's eyes were already confused, and his undulating eyes could still reveal a soul-catching gaze, and his long eyelashes looked particularly charming under the embellishment of smoky makeup.
Liu Chen hurriedly retracted his gaze, grabbed Qin Si's hand with both hands, and tried to pull her hand away, but the more Liu Chen pushed Qin Si, the tighter he cried, Liu Chen used a little force, and Qin Si cried out aggrievedly: "Ah, it hurts~~~"
Liu Chen immediately withdrew his hand and no longer removed Qin Si's hand, he sighed deeply and said, "What are you going to do, let it go!"
"I'm not going to let go, I'm going with you. Qin Si not only didn't let go, but even leaned his face on Liu Chen's back.
Liu Chen complained with emotion: "Why do you go with me like this, I told you not to drink so violently, but you don't listen, you have to get yourself drunk." β
Qin Si immediately defended himself: "I'm sober, I'm not drunk. β
Drunk people never think that they are drunk, just like two people who are no longer possible in the emotional world, and they still have illusions about the other half, Liu Chen shook his head helplessly and smiled lightly: "Heh, you let go, I really need to meet someone, it's almost the appointed time, don't do this." β
"Take me with you. Qin Si hugged Liu Chen tighter and said in a coquettish tone.
Liu Chen hesitated for nearly a minute before he finally mustered up the courage to make a final bottom-line notice about Qin Si's actions: "If you do this again, I won't have any contact with you in the future, we will cut off the relationship, and we won't even be friends." β
Qin Si suddenly raised his head and said nervously, "You can't do this to me. β
Liu Chen took the opportunity to turn around, he saw Qin Si's drunken appearance, and asked loudly: "What are you doing, what's wrong with me? We are just ordinary friends, are you a little too much like this? If it weren't for Xiaofei's relationship, I wouldn't want to care about you at all." β
Liu Chen didn't want to say it so heavily, but if he was as indecisive as before, it would only hurt Qin Si, so his attitude and tone became very tough.
Unexpectedly, as soon as Qin Si heard Li Rongfei's name, his emotions suddenly became excited: "Xiaofei Xiaofei, you only have Xiaofei in your eyes, when we are together, can you not mention her name?"
Liu Chen couldn't help but reveal: "She is my fiancΓ©e, why can't I mention her?"
Qin Si was taken aback: "What? What did you say?
Liu Chen took a heavy deep breath and nodded, "Yes, I have already proposed to her, and she agreed." β
Qin Si was stunned in an instant, and a strong numbness flowed through his body, stimulating his already excited nerves. Gradually, she let go of her hands and took a step back weakly, at this moment she felt that she was no longer qualified to hug Liu Chen, she was not qualified to get close to Liu Chen, the man in front of her already belonged to other girls, and it had nothing to do with herself, what was the point of forcibly creating suspense by herself?
Liu Chen's words made Qin Si sober up all of a sudden, Qin Si's gaze shifted from Liu Chen's body to the ground, and in front of Liu Chen, he was already embarrassed like a child without dignity. Recalling everything he did after coming to the provincial capital this time, deliberately punctured the car tire, and took Liu Chen away from Li Rongfei under the pretext, now think about how shameless, ridiculous and pitiful his every move is, people are already two people, and he is forcibly portrayed as an abusive and despicable girl, not worth it, really not worth it......
The corners of Qin Si's mouth trembled unconsciously, and he stopped talking a few times, his eyes were still hazy, but there were no waves, no more soul-stirring eyes, replaced by tears of grief and loss, gently overflowing the corners of his eyes, sliding across his face, and dripping down.
"Let's go. Qin Si's emotions were brewing and tumbling in her heart for a long time before she finally said a word, she asked Liu Chen to leave here, and also to leave her own emotional world, how sour and disappointed only she knows.
Liu Chen had seen a similar picture on Ji Linyuan, the frozen air revealed a strong sadness, the coldness and disappointment after the warmth in his eyes was extinguished, and the beautiful face that I saw pity, Liu Chen couldn't help but feel compassion.
There is even a feeling of self-doubt and guilt that comes to his heart, he thought that he would bring all the good things to the people around him, but he inadvertently hurt so many people, he thought that as long as he was devoted to Li Rongfei alone, he would not hurt those good girls who were also beautiful and kind, but each of them shed tears for themselves, which was not Liu Chen's original intention.
Those people used to look forward to wishing that every true heart in love would not be disappointed, but in reality, there are too few and too few true hearts that are not disappointed, which is a luxury that cannot be realized at all, and it can even be said to be a paradox, because in love, every true heart is selfish.
"I'm sorry. Liu Chen could only say this sentence, and only these three words could make up for the debt he owed to Qin Si in his heart.
Qin Si was indifferent to Liu Chen's words, she was still immersed in the loss and disappointment that Liu Chen brought her, and she was unwilling to respond even with an expression.