The testimonial is very long, divided into three parts, the first paragraph is very chatty, it is about my personal perception of writing, I think the long one can be skipped, the second paragraph is to express apologies and explanations, and the third part is about the new book.

【1】

Finishing this book is completely different from the previous one.

When I wrote the last chapter of the 30th year, I remember being in the school laboratory, and after typing the last full stop, I was relaxed and jumped out of the laboratory, because I was tortured enough by more than 400 consecutive days of updates before that, and I always felt that it was more difficult to update every day than to choose words and sentences.

So that time was liberating, and I didn't even write a testimonial for 30 years because it was very difficult to even open the codeword software during that time, so I felt that I finally didn't have to write it anymore, even if it was a testimonial.

But this time the book is not like this, from my original point of view I don't want to stop like this, there are many comments that I can't continue to write, I don't want to write.

Neither of these points is accurate.

It is impossible to write it, as an author who has written four or five million words, it is not difficult to water hundreds of thousands of words, but it is just water, so it is very embarrassing to mix the manuscript fee, and it is even more embarrassing to not mix much.

In fact, the content behind it doesn't have much meaning to write about, becoming a 'challenger' in the industry, not a certain degree of 'dominant', although it doesn't seem like the end of a cool article, but it has been a few years since it started to dominate, and it's too fake.

I'm a real controller, and I check the time and place of the real events in the article very carefully, and even if I want to write that this thing is 'day of the week', then I will check the calendar to see what day of the week is in a certain month of a certain year.

However, this does not seem to be an advantage, the written work itself contains an imaginary part, and it is too real to be like a 'documentary text version'.

(2) The emotional part actually collapsed a long time ago, and I still remember the initial announcement to my friends: I know how I can write a female character that people can't put down, and I realize!

In fact, I have mastered the technique, and some readers do express the spirit of abandoning books if they don't marry and stay in them. It's a pity that I only have skills, and the thickness of the plot is too thin, which leads some readers to think that 'this person is good, but not impressive', which is my lesson.

I still have a problem, of course, in the eyes of some old drivers who love to drive, it may still be an advantage, that is, I don't know how to write, just write a woman, which is obvious in the past 30 years, so when I wrote the second book, I kept reminding myself to control the number of female characters, and the result seems to be a failure.

About not wanting to write.

Compared with the late 30 years of writing, I have not had a very strong desire to end this book so far, so I have taken several long hiatuses and finally returned, which does not have to be whitewashed as a sense of responsibility as an author, and I can't talk about this at this speed, I just want to write it.

And the first thought that came to me was when I saw a comment that said: This book is like an old lady's footwrap, smelly and long.

I'm actually used to criticism, but this comment suddenly reminded me of the other side of the book that I can't finish the book: I seem to be mixing up the manuscript fee.

Hi.

In the early days of writing about the turbulent years, I deliberately adjusted the atmosphere that had been too oppressive for thirty years, trying to follow the trend and be funny, and it soon turned out that that was not my style, and that transformation was the beginning of the collapse of the book.

Even more catastrophic was the impact of the data at the time. As a joke, don't look at the dead look of the turbulent years, when the first 200,000 words were written, it had a tendency to make me earn a lot of manuscript fees, so my mentality changed, I suffered from gains and losses, and even deliberately curried favor with readers.

And when I was writing for 30 years, I didn't have this mentality at all, at that time I didn't add the author group, resisted creating a readership, and adhered to my mentality of writing well, which later proved to be of quality and word count, and several rounds of big recommendations were ordered.

It's ridiculous that before the first chapter of the second book was written, the readership was built.

In addition to the above reflections, back to the writing itself, after two books I think I also have an understanding of my own ability, I probably choose words and sentences to write well, thank you for your love, but the depth, rhythm, and thickness of the story are not enough.

To put it simply, I'm not suitable for creating story-based works, I'm just an author who happened to be lucky in a special era of online articles because the style of daily flow impressed the starting point readers.

So that led me to the idea that I had to find a job.

[two]

First of all, I'm really sorry that the update of this book has been very slow for almost a year. It does have to do with my personal state, it's my problem.

After graduating in June last year, I lost the mentality of being safe and secure in school, and I didn't have to think about anything at that time. But after graduation, it's very different, and I think many students will fall into a painful period of confusion, struggle, and not knowing where to go in the first year of graduation, and I am the same.

Early readers will remember that I used to work for a short time, but at that time, the romantic I felt that it was really scary to be in the same place every day, and it was really scary to pass in such a lifetime, so I was young, impulsive, and quit.

Then I went home after I went to take the exam, the first long break in November last year, I went to participate in a written test training class, closed, at the junction of Suzhou and Anhui, it was very inconvenient to order takeout, that time I failed, and then I took the exam again, and in early August this year, I went to participate in the interview training course, which was also closed, and this time it should be a good ending.

I have been in the industry for three years, and I was a newer and more stable player in the first two years, and I never thought about becoming a bastard, so I'm sorry for everyone.

But this year wasn't all bad, I think I'm used to the feeling of being out of school, becoming less restless, and then I'll go to work well, and if life starts to stabilize, then the royal hired cat will still stabilize.

[three]

I had a plan for a new book, but I really didn't have a plan.

The most direct reason is that I am not sure whether I am busy or free after entering the work, although everyone says that 9 to 5 is not much, but after all, I have learned a little lesson, how can I do it without seeing it with my own eyes these years, just listening to others. In case the time comes, there is a lack of skills, resulting in an unstable update, then I will die of death, so either I don't open it, and I will write it steadily when I open it.

The second is that I don't think I'll write rebirth essays, so I'll go to another genre, most likely history, I want to write about ancient times, it's a bit difficult, and if I don't concentrate on preparing for a period of time, it may be anticlimactic.

The third point is physical reasons, the psoas muscle strain is somewhat serious after a long time, so I want to recuperate for a while.

Let's write the fourth point.,Although there aren't many people left now.,But if you want to see it, you can also leave a message.,I'm really.,There's nothing I can't write.、I don't want to write.。

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My family supported me not to write books, on the one hand, because they thought that I already had a stable job and at least I would not starve, and on the other hand, they felt sorry for me and could not spoil my health.

However, although I don't know exactly what the new book is going to write about, I always feel that I will continue to write it, which is kind of like the institutionalization of "The Shawshank Redemption".

Although it pains me, I can't live without it.

At last.

If there is a new book, the information will be notified under the account of Weibo: [Royal Hire Cat], there are few fans, how can I be more blogged, the avatar myself, don't scold and spray, it's nothing if you don't pay attention, just as a notification channel, if necessary.