Chapter 26 is that she is afraid of addiction
"I don't want anyone to crush me down, strip me naked, humiliate me and force me to laugh. ”
"I don't want to get into a dog cage, I don't want to wear a dog leash, I don't want anyone to bully me and insult me, beat me and scold me......"
"I don't want to see Lu Jinhan again, I don't want to be trampled under my feet again, so weak that I can't fight back...... Lu Sijing, can you help me?"
This time, it was Xia Jinxi who broke his pride with his own hands and became a real puppet.
"Lu Sijing, you can help me!" Xia Jin bit his lip and bit it hard, and couldn't help but whimper in his mouth.
It's her stupidity, it's everyone who is forcing her, she just wants to live for another two years, she really doesn't want much!
But who can shelter her? Except Lu Sijing...... I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Xia Jinxi closed his eyes, and suddenly his whole face wrinkled, as if this could suppress the despair in his eyes.
Lu Sijing couldn't help but feel distressed, beads of sweat almost fell on the woman's face, and he held Xia Jinxi's hand that was so thin that only bones remained,
"Okay! I'll help you! I'll help you! I won't let anyone hurt you again! I'll promise you that I'll always stand in front of you, but you also promise me to be behind my back, okay?"
Isn't he extremely afraid, Xia Jinxi went alone in front of Lu Jinhan again and let him torture.
......
Finally calmed Xia Jinxi, under the street lamp, the backs of Xia Jinxi and Lu Sijing were long, and one person's shadow was covered with the other's shadow, Lu Sijing looked at it and smiled.
"Aren't you tired? ”
"I'm not tired, I'm so glad I still have such an opportunity. ”
Xia Jinxi listened, but suddenly looked up at the dim light in the sky, her expression swayed slightly, this was once her dream......
Eighteen-year-old Xia Jinxi's dreams are all about that person, but now someone has fulfilled her dream, but it's just a matter of people.
She struggled and wanted to come down, but Lu Sijing was finally willing to let the woman go.
"What's wrong?"
Lu Sijing's eyes were full of gentleness, Xia Jinxi was still holding the milk tea he bought for her in his hand, but he didn't move a sip, "You used to like this taste the most, why don't you drink it?"
Xia Jinxi lifted the milk tea in her hand, her face was not half turbulent, and she said, "It's too sweet." ”
Then put the milk tea in Lu Sijing's hand, "It's too sweet, I don't like it." ”
Lu Sijing stared, "You used to have a sweet tooth the most." ”
As he spoke, he took out two lollipops from his pocket, "This is what I bought by the way when I bought milk tea just now, huh?" Seeing that Xia Jinxi was reluctant to stretch out his hand, Lu Sijing raised his eyebrows and stuffed both sugar and milk tea into Xia Jinxi's hands, "A strawberry flavor and a vanilla flavor are your favorites." ”
"But I don't dare to eat it. Xia Jinxi looked at the candy in her hand in a daze, it turned out that some people remembered that she liked sweets the most, but she was afraid of being addicted.
"Xia Jinxi, today I Lu Sijing will give you a promise of my life, you can eat boldly with confidence, and your future will taste like this. ”
Xia Jin's pity, it's too bitter.
"Lu Sijing, you are like this, what should I do?"
She was afraid, she was afraid! Even if it wasn't for love, she was afraid of coveting someone's goodness.
Accustomed to the darkness, I am afraid of the sudden warm light.
Accustomed to the bitter taste, he no longer dared to hope that he would be able to taste the sweet taste again.
Accustomed to being cruel and cruel, he is so afraid that he is gentle and loving.
If you are addicted, you can't quit, once you lose it again, it is better to live than to die, and after you get it, it is a hundred times more painful than never having it, as if you have stepped into hell from heaven in an instant, which is no longer something that Xia Jin's life can bear.
"Then I want you to repay me with warmth, happiness, and happiness in the second half of your life, okay?"
However, it was too heavy, and the burden on Xia Jinxi's body was too heavy.
Warm, happy, happy?Xia Jinxi swallowed the bitterness in his mouth, "Have you never doubted whether I have ever killed anyone?"
"Xia Jinxi, I believe you. ”
Lu Sijing was very firm, "I believe that you have not killed anyone, and I believe it from beginning to end." But, alas, even if you kill someone, so what?"
The Xia Jinxi he saw, the Xia Jinxi in his heart, the Xia Jinxi in his bones from beginning to end, bright and pampered, kind but arrogant, he believed in Xia Jinxi, and he also believed in what he saw.
"Thank you. Really, Lu Sijing, thank you so much." Thank you for this hard-won hope, "thank you for ...... today"
So hard trying to make her happy.
"Fool. ”
Lu Sijing took Xia Jinxi's hand, "Can I go home now?" He looked at the road in front of him, and then at the light above his head, "The future is still very long, a long way, let's go slowly." ”
Xia Jinxi still wanted to break free, looking at Lu Sijing's side face, she suddenly gave up and let him lead her.
"Is it really possible?" "It's a long way, walk slowly? Is it too late? No, it's too late.
"Yes, trust me. "He will spend the rest of his life healing her wounds.
"Mr. Lu, do you want to follow?"
He Linda's expression was a little wonderful, they actually followed Da Shao and Xia Jinxi for a day?!
Mr. Lu...... When did you get this fetish?
"Huh. Lu Jin Han sneered, his expression was inexplicable, and he looked at the back in front of him who was already in a trance, "It's really whimsical!"
Lu Jinhan squinted, but he didn't know what his heart was like, a little astringent, a little painful, mixed with anger.
He watched Lu Sijing on the bustling street, in front of the public, still carrying Xia Jinxi around, going to the spicy hot shop she once loved, taking her to the school road to reminisce about her youth, and queuing up for her to buy her favorite milk tea......
Oh! What a summer pity! What a big brother!
He Linda inadvertently looked back at the back seat, "Mr. Lu, the spicy hot you bought is cold." ”
And that lonely cup of milk tea......
"Throw it all away. ”
This is the milk tea he queued up to buy, and he bought a good Malatang like a thief, and just threw it away?
He Linda raised his eyes and saw Lu Jinhan, he leaned back on the saddle and closed his eyes again.
Why did you suddenly feel that this always ruthless big boss suddenly became a little ...... What about loneliness?
It's loneliness, or maybe it's a little fragile.
"Mr. Lu, then I'll send you back to Lu's house?" He Linda is a woman, and it is not easy to comfort her, and she hopes that this boss will not toss it.
"Let's go back to the office. Lu Jinhan's voice was weak, he frowned and suddenly remembered something, and pressed his temples, "Wine Bureau, have you formed it?"