Chapter 302: He Throws in the Towel

Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, and it can be said that it is no different from others.

No one can have a smooth ride, no one can do everything, no one can get what they can't get and can't finish, everyone has regrets and regrets, these good and unbeautiful things make up life.

No one is sure that the choice at the moment is right or wrong, but you have to make a choice in the end, after all, life is often a multiple-choice question, one multiple-choice question after another, and finally your score is formed.

Qin Sheng locked himself in his study, and whenever he encountered a choice, he would be alone, think quietly, and finally make a choice, and the same is true today.

A bottle of liquor, a pack of cigarettes, and a song that you never get tired of listening to.

Smoking, drinking, listening to songs, slowly falling into deep thought. Time passed minute by minute, from ten o'clock to twelve o'clock and then to two o'clock, Qin Sheng's brain was playing, weighing all the pros and cons.

Refusal, either start a full-scale war with Yan Chaozong, or you can only take Lin Su away from this place, whether Chang Baji and the others will still follow him, not necessarily. All this that was hard to get was wasted. The Lin family was completely disappointed.

promised, if he loses the dignity he least wants to lose, he will become the laughing stock of Yan Chaozong from now on, and he will be ridiculed by many people and will disappoint many people. But you can continue to live in Hangzhou, no longer have to be displaced, if you are lucky, you can get ahead here many years later.

For many people, this choice is easy, but for Qin Sheng, this choice is difficult. He is afraid that after making this choice today, he will become more and more unprincipled and bottom-line in the future, and he is afraid that he will no longer be the young man.

However, he had no choice.

So, he had to choose this way.

The wine is finished, the cigarette is finished, the song is still looping, but Qin Sheng has fallen asleep leaning on the chair, in the dream he returned to his childhood, grandpa sat under the old locust tree to enjoy the coolness, leisurely, he was playing in the yard, carefree.

It seems that every time Qin Sheng encounters setbacks or difficulties, he can dream of his grandfather.

When I was a child, many people longed to grow up, and it seemed that when they grew up, they would be able to go to the end of the world with a sword. When they grow up, many people want to go back to their childhood, because they find that the world they yearn for does not exist, and there are too many worries and sorrows.

At dawn, Qin Sheng opened his eyes, took out his mobile phone, and finally sent a text message to Yan Chaozong, the time and place, you decide.

He threw in the towel.

On this day, Qin Sheng turned off his mobile phone, locked himself in the study, didn't contact anyone, didn't eat or drink, just smoked and drank, and completely let himself fall into depravity. He once thought that he would not live as a wreck in this life, but now he has to kneel down and admit his mistakes, isn't it enough to be a wretch?

In the Aman Fayun Hotel, when Yan Chaozong woke up in the early morning, he saw Qin Sheng's text message on the mobile phone screen, and suddenly laughed, extremely happy and comfortable, and woke up the beautiful school flower in the quilt next to him, the beautiful school flower rushed to Hangzhou from Shanghai last night, after all, Yan Chaozong was a little empty and lonely in Hangzhou.

"Hahaha, I thought you were so awesome, I thought Lin Suxuan's man was so upright, didn't you admit it, are you just like that, Qin Sheng" Yan Chaozong shouted excitedly.

The beautiful school girl asked in a daze, "Husband, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, you continue to sleep" Yan Chaozong patted the back of the beautiful school girl to soothe, and then got up directly with his clothes on.

After getting up, Yan Chaozong didn't bother to wash, and directly dialed Qu Huanxi, Qu Huanxi drank alone all night last night, and finally poured himself up, and then he didn't get up until Yan Chaozong's phone called.

Qu Huanxi didn't even look at anyone's call, and asked casually with a splitting headache, "Which one?"

"I, Yan Chaozong" Yan Chaozong got straight to the point.

Qu Huanxi sobered up a little and asked, "Oh, Yan Shao, what do you have to order?"

"He agreed, you can prepare over there, twelve o'clock at noon the day after tomorrow, the location, you and I will discuss it again" Yan Chaozong directly arranged, there was no nonsense at all.

Qu Huanxi was stunned, although he likes to join in the fun and step on people, but he can't be happy today, because his favorite woman is about to get married, and he can't be interested in anything, so he can only deal with it and say in a deep voice, "I know, this will be arranged"

hung up the phone, Qu Huanxi continued to fall asleep, everyone has a bad mood, and he is the same.

Men are always in turmoil if they don't get it, but they won't cherish what they have. Perhaps, even if Qu Huanxi chased that woman at the beginning, with his character, it wouldn't take long to get bored. But he couldn't catch up, and that's the root of the problem.

The most helpless thing for men is frustration.

Qin Sheng's mobile phone was turned off, and there was nothing wrong at first, but it fermented at noon. Cao Da had something to talk about when he found Qin Sheng, he still wanted to help Qin Sheng, but Qin Sheng's phone was turned off, so he found Chang Baji, and Chang Baji had no news, so everyone couldn't find Qin Sheng.

Chang Baji could only contact Lin Su, because everyone had never seen Qin Sheng today, and maybe only Lin Su knew where Qin Sheng was. Lin Su didn't go back to the Gold Coast last night, and went directly to the company from Wulin No. 1 in the morning. She is about to resign recently, because the second uncle discussed with her last night and is ready to let her be in charge of the Lin family's affairs in Hangzhou, after all, her ability is there, not to mention how can the daughter of the Lin family work for others, this is not laughed at.

Lin Su told Chang Baji that she hadn't gone home for the past two days, and Chang Baji panicked at this time, for fear that something would happen to Qin Sheng. Lin Su also realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked Chang Baji, who said that Qin Sheng's mobile phone was turned off, and everyone couldn't contact him.

Lin Su told Chang Baji that Qin Sheng last called him after returning home last night, Chang Baji thought for a moment and contacted Gu Qingyang, Gu Qingyang has been working as a driver for Qin Sheng for the past two days, and it is possible to know where Qin Sheng is. Gu Qingyang was very surprised when he received the call, he was waiting for Qin Sheng at the gate of the Gold Coast Community in the morning, and he didn't see Qin Sheng come out until now, and he didn't see Qin Sheng back when he sent a text message, he thought that Qin Sheng had something to do, so he didn't call, and kept waiting outside.

After receiving a call from Uncle Shi, Gu Qingyang said truthfully, "Uncle Shi, I went back after I sent Brother Qin back last night, and I went to the gate of the community at seven o'clock in the morning, and I haven't seen Brother Qin come out now." If he's not at home, then I don't know where he's gone."

So, the exclusion now can only exclude the last place, the home of the Gold Coast. As Gu Qingyang said, if Qin Sheng is not at home, then he really doesn't know where he is. It is a large city with millions of people, and it is very easy for a person to disappear if he wants to.

So, Lin Su and Chang Baji headed towards the Golden Coast at the same time......

Lin Su and Chang Baji arrived at the Golden Coast almost at the same time, Lin Su saw that he was very worried about Qin Sheng, and when he saw Chang Baji, he asked, "What's wrong with him in the past two days?"

Of course, he couldn't open his mouth about that matter, Chang Baji had to say, "I'm not in the city for the past two days, and I really don't know."

Lin Su could only ask Gu Qingyang, "Qingyang, do you know?"

"I don't know, when I sent Brother Qin back last night, I didn't find anything unusual" Gu Qingyang shook his head, he thought that Qin Sheng might be because of the incident last night, but it was Qin Sheng's first love, of course he couldn't tell Lin Su, otherwise there would be family conflicts.

Lin Su was a little helpless, his brows furrowed, so he had to take Chang Baji and Gu Qingyang home first to see if Qin Sheng was at home.

When he opened the door, the living room was empty, and there was no one in the room, and when Chang Baji was about to check the study, he found that the door of the study was locked, and he finally felt at ease, because he could be sure that Qin Sheng must be in the study.

"Inside?" Lin Su frowned when he saw Chang Baji's expression.

Chang Baji explained, "The door is locked, it should be inside"

Lin Su gritted his teeth and knocked on the door, "Qin Sheng, are you inside?"

No one inside replied, Lin Su knocked on the door again and said, "What's wrong with you, don't scare me"

Before Lin Su's words fell, Qin Sheng had already opened the door.

When they saw the door opened, both Lin Su and Chang Baji were completely relieved, but Qin Sheng in front of him was quite embarrassed, unkempt and dirty, his face was oily, his eyes were blank, he smelled of wine and smoke, and the room was also a mess.

"Why are you here?" No matter how depraved Qin Sheng is, he will definitely not see anything unusual in front of Lin Su.

Lin Su said a little angrily, "What's wrong, you turned off your mobile phone, none of us can find it, and we think something happened to you."

"I'm fine, I'm just thinking about something, the phone may be automatically turned off when it runs out of power" Qin Sheng said with a smile, it didn't seem to be fine.

Although Lin Su was suspicious, in front of outsiders, he could only say, "Well, don't be like this in the future, it really frightens everyone."

Qin Sheng saw Lin Su's face lose color, and seeing Chang Baji's anxiety and worry, he was even more determined in that choice.

"Okay, I know, I'm hungry and haven't eaten yet," Qin Sheng touched Lin Su's hair and confessed.

Lin Su was satisfied and said, "I'll go and make you something to eat."

After Lin Su left, Qin Sheng instructed, "Qingyang, you go to the living room to sit down, Lao Chang, I'll talk to you about something."

Chang Baji followed Qin Sheng into the study, and closed the door of the study with his hand, the study was messy, with cigarette butts all over the floor, and two bottles of liquor, which shows what Qin Sheng has experienced?

"That matter, I have already made a choice," Qin Sheng, who opened the window to ventilate, said without replying, "I may have disappointed you"

"This is the reason why you are depraved and give up on yourself?" Chang Baji asked in a sarcastic tone, now he understood why Qin Sheng turned off his phone, he was completely evading.

Qin Sheng didn't speak, he was silent.

Chang Baji continued, "Do you know what the signs of maturity are? Maturity is compromise, there is no way not to compromise, some things are there, forcing you to compromise. I know you have your own principles and character, but people have to gradually change according to the environment to adapt to the rules of survival and the rules of the game in this society. I don't dare to say that I can bend and stretch, but at least I can afford to put it down, you can't put it down now, how can I afford it in the future? I can bow my head and bend my knees, not all people can do it, but those who do it, even if they are humble to the dust, can bloom a dog's tail flower."

Chang Baji rarely says these long truths, but his relationship with Qin Sheng is complicated, and he doesn't want to see Qin Sheng defeated by reality because of this incident.

Chang Baji's words made Qin Sheng's depressed mood gradually brighten, yes, he couldn't let go of these things, he was lucky to be alive this time, so what about next time?

"You know there's a fish called the barramundi, which breathes with its gills. Still on land, it breathes with its lungs. If there is nothing, it does not eat or drink, and lies dormant in the mud for years. You are also a person who has been through the ghost gate many times, don't you still understand a truth? everything that can't kill you will only make you stronger" In the end, Chang Baji's tone had become extremely tough.

If Qin Sheng can't stand up after he says these words, then he will be completely disappointed, or maybe if he leaves Qin Sheng from now on, a person who has no heart and self-confidence is more terrible than anything else.