"The bitterness of life is something that everyone must taste, it is a powerless oppression, it is an invisible blow, it is something that cannot be seen or touched, we have to grind out our hearts before we can go far away. ”

Cheng Ran went down day by day, and finally finished the manuscript, and after that, Cheng Ran lay comfortably at home and began to think about the events of the previous days.

How to make up for your mistakes, or just ask for a word of forgiveness, so that your heart can be comforted, and you can continue to fly away.

Cheng Ran didn't dare to think of the second idea, and Cheng Ran couldn't bear to think like this.

So Cheng Ran looked sideways at the phone again, the sky outside the window today is very dark and cool, if the curtains are closed and no light shines in, it is estimated that you can only see it if you open it.

Cheng Ran also suddenly thought that he hadn't been back to his hometown for a long time, and these things that happened were enough to make Cheng Ran's head angry, and he couldn't find a direction to spread it with a lot of strength.

Cheng Ran turned around and thought about it, or he needed to take a week off, so that he could go back directly, although he wanted to go home to visit his parents, but Cheng Ran's approach seemed to be escaping from his current life and all his worries now.

But Cheng Ran can't take care of these things, I must go back!

dialed Ji Zhien's phone, if Cheng Ran was going home to visit his parents, presumably the tricky people would agree, and they should agree.

Cheng Ran calmly found Ji Zhien's phone and began to dial, the phone was being sent, and then a rough voice came from inside.

"What's wrong? What's the matter?" Ji Zhien estimated that he didn't expect that Cheng Ran would call him inexplicably.

Cheng Ran didn't react at once, and hurriedly answered.

"That...... I want to take a leave of absence!" Cheng Ran said worriedly.

"Why, what is the reason?" Ji Zhien asked Cheng Ran suspiciously.

"I ...... I ......" Cheng Ran began to stutter.

Cheng Ran's sudden stuttering made Cheng Ran panic a little suddenly, but he continued to speak completely.

"I want to go home to see my parents, I haven't been back for a long time, I miss them. Cheng Ran said to Ji Zhien in a pleading tone.

At this time, laughter came from the phone, and Ji Zhien's laughter did not stop, which made Cheng Ran wonder, what is so ridiculous about this.

"Okay! Okay, it's approved, you can't fly anywhere anyway, it's good to go home honestly, the draft is finished?"

"Hmm. It's done, on my desk. Cheng Ran was more relieved about this, and quickly finished the manuscript paper.

Cheng Ran grinned, thinking that he could take a week off, Cheng Ran was also very happy, but he quickly calmed down, and when he went to pack his clothes first, and was about to hang up the phone, Ji Zhien also said a word, and it was over.

"Got it, hung up. After Ji Zhien finished speaking, he approved.

There was a beeping sound directly, Cheng Ran sighed and threw his phone on the quilt.

At this time, a message popped up, but unfortunately the cover had been changed from a photo of Luo Nian and himself holding hands to a photo of Chen Nian and Cheng Ran alone.

The photo of the two people hugging each other in the photo, their faces were also very happy, Cheng Ran also saw the news at this time, this news was also sent by Chen, so Cheng Ran opened it to see.

A voice popped up: "You want to go back to your hometown?"

Cheng Ran began to be surprised, obviously she and Ji Zhien knew too well, and she already knew it before she told Chen Nian!

But don't think about it, this should also be what Ji Zhien told!

Cheng Ran had nothing to hide, so he said "yes" to Chen Nian and listened to Chen Nian's reaction.

"Can I go?" asked Cheng Ran tentatively.

Cheng Ran didn't know why she went, didn't know if it was to monitor or restrict herself, Cheng Ran inexplicably began to be wary of this woman.

Cheng Ran couldn't make up his mind for a while.

"What are you going to do?" Cheng Ran asked rhetorically.

Cheng Ran began to ask Chen Nian to see if he could make Chen Nian understand the words.

"I'd like to accompany you home to see your aunt and uncle!"

Cheng Ran hesitated, because he didn't know what would happen, maybe someone would find the location of his hometown, and with the current situation, it might also be very unfavorable to his family.

But if you don't agree, it won't be so appropriate, Cheng Ran is thinking about these things frantically, and he has also tried to have the mentality of "just visiting Cheng Ran's parents".

At this time, suddenly, Chen Nian said again.

"I still have something to deal with, so I won't go first, you should be careful yourself! ”

Cheng Ran was helpless again, so he continued to pack his luggage, and he simply packed up his clothes.

So in the early morning of the next day, I went to the supermarket to buy some snacks and a headphone, because the people on the fire truck were too loud and would disturb Cheng Ran, so it might be safe to wear headphones.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon, and it was still very early, because the train was scheduled for ten o'clock in the evening, and it would not arrive until eight o'clock tomorrow.

It's a long way off.

The place where Cheng Ran stayed was also well developed, and the city was not shrouded in stars at night, but was flickering by lights.

Cheng Ran looked at his phone and fell asleep in a daze.

At about six o'clock in the evening, Cheng Ran woke up in a daze, looked at his phone, and hurriedly took his luggage and keys.

When the door was closed, Cheng Ran looked at the house, his eyes full of affection, because this was the place where he took him in when he was most depressed.

Although it is not that he does not come back, he escapes from reality, and he also escapes from this house, this small residence.

Cheng Ran took his luggage downstairs and got into a taxi and went to the train station, without anyone seeing him off or saying goodbye.

Cheng Ran entered the station with a suitcase, and there were quite a few people inside.

Cheng Ran sat on a small chair with his suitcase.

Next to her was a little girl with a lollipop in her hand, probably about eight years old.

Cheng Ran looked at her and thought to himself: "It's still school time, how can there be a little girl here." ”

Cheng Ran saw her parents again and asked.

"Excuse me, is this your daughter, why didn't you go to school? ”

"Oh! this ...... Well, that's a long story. ”

"What's wrong?

"This kid is still miserable, it's so hard to follow me!"

"What's going on?"

"My husband, alas, is exactly the same as the plot in the TV series. ”

Cheng Ran looked at this woman who was in her thirties, with long hair and double eyelids.

Cheng Ran looked at his phone at this time, and there was still an hour before the train could start.

So I listened carefully to the story told by this woman.

"My husband and I used to have a good relationship, but because I trusted him too much, I never had a marriage examination or examination, and I didn't find his disease, a genetic disease, that is, AIDS. ”

Cheng Ran was shocked at first, and then he couldn't believe what kind of injury the mother and daughter in front of him would suffer, and whether they would die sooner or later.

"After I got married to him, I gave birth to Yuyu, and it turned out that she was also genetically infected with AIDS, and then she and I both had this disease, haha, it's very ............ Guilty of Yuyu, she is still a child, she doesn't understand anything, and clean can also be said to be a blank sheet of paper. ”

Cheng Ran looked at the mother and daughter, lowered his head and whispered. "Later, the man ran away, and I couldn't find him, so Yuyu and I wanted to go back to our hometown and visit our parents. ”

Cheng Ran wanted to speak and stopped, not knowing what he wanted to say, but looking at the mother and daughter, everyone would encounter unsatisfactory, but the price was a little big and a little small.

The mother continued.

"Do you think we're miserable? The point is that I didn't know about it at the time, and I couldn't have taken blocking pills at the time. ”

"It's something that everyone can feel, are you going to be at home now?"

"Maybe, anyway, I've already faced it calmly, it's just cheaper than that dead man's. ”

"Well, be optimistic. It's hard for everybody, and so am I. Cheng Ran said in a low voice.

"Hmm? Probably. The mother was almost in tears when she said this sentence that was difficult for her to continue to yearn for life again.

"Well, the time is almost up, I'll go and line up first, goodbye!"

Let's say it, Cheng Ran took out five hundred yuan from his pocket and put it in the mother's hand

"I can't ask for this money, you better take it, I shouldn't take it, I'm a dying person, I'm not going to be treated, you're still young, you will do great things in the future, you must be useful for this money, you take it!"

"No thanks, this is just a little bit of my heart, and I have tasted a lot of hardships in life, even so, I shouldn't sigh!"

Cheng Ran continued to shake his head, and said with a smile: "No matter how hard and tired you are, you have to look at the present, live well!"

The mother's tears had begun to moisten, and the words of thanks were no longer spoken, and she kept saying thank you.

Cheng Ran went to line up at this time, laughing and crying, but as soon as he turned around, he was discouraged, he felt that he was deeply tricked, and he really wanted to cry for a while.

He saw a strange man smiling next to the woman and counting the money.

"Is this his husband?"

Cheng Ran thought to himself, he couldn't imagine that this was a liar?

Cheng Ran couldn't feel the warmth of the world in an instant, just like the ending of the lie made up by the woman, there was no trace of humanity at all, he warmed the poor mother and daughter, but he deceived the child cheaply.

Cheng Ran clenched his fists, unable to calm himself.

He looked ahead, the light illuminated Cheng Ran's tears, and watched the couple and daughter leave, happily gone.

Cheng Ran was full of emotion, but there was nothing he could do.

The light in the darkness was swallowed up by the darkness after all, and he couldn't wake up, so he walked in front of him to check the ticket, and walked on the platform in frustration.

Looking at the people walking, I am not inexperienced, or I am not ignorant, nor is it how shrewd the tricks of liars are.

But that's what it is, every heart has compassion and pity, and it's these things that can be deceived by being used.

Cheng Ran looked ahead, trying his best to swallow his tears, not to be hit by his heart and disliked by the world.

............ end

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