Xia Jinxi shook his head, walked a few steps into the house, and slowly, a whimper came out of his throat.

"Xixi, what's wrong with you?what's wrong?" Lu Sijing was smiling, but when he walked in front of Xia Jinxi, he found that her face was moist, and he panicked, "Don't you like it here......?"

"I like it. Xia Jinxi raised his head, but there was a sad smile in his eyes full of tears, "I like it very much!"

She was a little out of breath, but her eyes were greedily indulged in every part of the room.

When she was in college, she proposed to her parents for the first time that she wanted to be independent and wanted to live alone, but in fact, she wanted to chase Lu Jinhan for more convenience. Although her parents were very angry, they couldn't bear her stubborn temperament, so they bought her such a small home.

She still remembers that every part of this small house was carefully arranged for her by her mother, quilts, furniture, curtains...... Although it is small, it strives to be warm and comfortable.

When Lu Sijing was kicked out of the Lu family, she was the one who helped him, and she let him live here. Later, her parents still didn't worry about letting her have to go back to live at home, so Xia Jinxi simply gave the house to Lu Sijing.

But she didn't expect that after many years, she could still see such a surprise.

"Lu Sijing, thank you. ”

Thank you for creating so much warmth for me at times like these.

Xia Jinxi wanted to wipe away her tears, but found that she couldn't wipe them off, she walked forward slowly, arrived at the window, pulled the curtain with one hand, and then put it in her arms, hugged it tighter and tighter, and sniffed fiercely on the curtain.

"Pity?"

"I miss her so much. Xia Jinxi closed her eyes and slowly opened the corners of her lips, as if she was in a dream, and the dream was still in her arms, "But, I don't even know where she is." ”

And them.

She was already in prison when they died. She wanted to take one last look at her parents, but no matter how she begged, Lu Jinhan didn't let her out.

"Is it Aunt Xia?" Lu Sijing frowned, he knew that this house was purchased by Aunt Xia, so he only moved the direction of some small objects, but all the things in it were kept intact, seeing Xia Jinxi fall into the pain of memories like this, he really wondered if he had done something wrong.

Xia Jinxi didn't speak.

"I'm going to check it out? It was Jin Han who handled it before, and I wasn't in China at that time. Lu Sijing felt a little guilty, why did he leave in the first place.

"Don't. Xia Jinxi's eyebrows moved slightly, and he smiled bitterly, "They probably don't want to see me, I look like this......"

Even kneeling in front of their graves makes them feel uneasy underground?

Lu Sijing instinctively wanted to say something, but the woman in front of her seemed to have walked into a dead end, no matter what others said she didn't want to, she couldn't get out.

"It's a pity, and me, and me, I will never leave you for the rest of my life. ”

Xia Jinxi laughed, extremely slightly, she suddenly turned around and looked at the man in front of her fixedly.

"Lu Sijing, give me some time. ”

"Huh?" Lu Sijing's eyes suddenly widened, some surprised, some eager, "What...... What do you mean?"

"If I could, I would like a stable and stable life, and I would now prefer to live alone than two people who are not lonely. Xia Jinxi raised his eyebrows, and his tone was suddenly very relaxed, "You know, I have loved someone before, and I love it very much." ”

"Haven't you forgotten him?" Even if he treats you very badly, he treats you like that! Lu Sijing was angry, but he only had the courage to ask.

"No," seeing Lu Sijing's expression relaxed, Xia Jinxi clenched his fists and continued to speak, "Even if I don't love anymore now, I don't dare to love anymore, I have no way to accept another person." ”

The light in Lu Sijing's eyes disappeared instantly, and his expression was a little flustered, "But ......"

Actually, he knows, he knows, but he won't give up.

"So, Lu Sijing, give me a little time. ”

Until she turns into a slope of loess, Lu Sijing will forget about her sooner or later. That's probably all she can do.

I must not harm others anymore, Xia Jinxi.

"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”

Lu Sijing froze for a moment, and suddenly became very relaxed, smiling and groaning, "What I have is time, Xia Jinxi, I spend it, I will wait for you, I will gamble with you for a lifetime." ”

Xia Jinxi shook her head, not knowing if it was the smile on Lu Sijing's face or his confidence, she instinctively wanted to shake her head, because she didn't have long at all.

"Xia Jinxi, I'll wait for you to go to the appointment. Lu Sijing suddenly stretched out his little finger, his eyes blazing, "Pull hook, huh?"

Xia Jinxi was unmoved, and stood stunned.

Lu Sijing was not embarrassed, scooped up one of her hands, and hooked her little finger through the gap between her fingers.

Every inch of light seems to be witnessing how beautiful this moment is, if the woman in front of her is not like ashes, she will probably be a shy mess.

After all, he is not the one he loves, and he does not dare to love others after all.

Sending Lu Sijing away, Xia Jinxi seemed to have exhausted all the strength of his body, and sat on the ground. The phone in his hand also fell to the floor.

Xia Jinxi looked at it fixedly, this was forced to be given to her by Lu Sijing when she left, but where could she find the caller? If it weren't for the fact that this mobile phone number was exactly the same as before, she probably wouldn't have asked for it.

Lu Sijing also wanted to give her a card, but she forced her to return it.

What is she now?

"Why is it the Lu family?

Xia Jinxi looked at her crippled hand, her ugly scarred face was reflected on the mobile phone screen, she smiled, touched the face on the screen, and said to herself,

"I'm sorry, Lu Sijing. Yun Chu, you have to wait a little longer, my sister will give you a good future, and you don't have to be controlled by anyone. ”

Then, she can die in peace.

That's nice. It hurts to be alive.

Lu Sijing originally wanted to stay here to take care of Xia Jinxi, but she resisted, and Lu Sijing couldn't do it, so she had to leave slowly.

It was only when he was kicked out that he dared to show a painful expression on his face, and he wanted to touch his back with his backhand, which was probably still bleeding, but fortunately he bandaged it before so that it would not be seen.

"Hey, how can you get hurt so rarely!"

Lu Sijing smiled bitterly, but also hurriedly walked in the direction of the hospital.

......

Glow color.

Although it suffered a fire, it has become more prosperous after some repairs.

"Sister Gu, the information you want. ”

Gu Meihua took it easily, looking at the address on it, she found out where Xia Jinxi lives now.

"There is another person, who is also investigating. ”