Chapter 190: When I turned around, I burst into tears

life, such as the stick TV series that Ouyang likes to watch, Zhang Fan doesn't watch it even if it's really boring.

A cough is a slap of blood, and when you fall in love, either the daughter of a rich man falls in love with a poor boy, or seven or eight presidents are infatuated with a Cinderella.

Zhang Fan thinks that this thing is fooling. The old man who hasn't seen a few stars, what he wants to do, Cinderella!

So whenever he had a meeting in the morning, when he saw that the triangular eyes that were supposed to be majestic and had cold eyes swollen into peach, Zhang Fan knew that Ouyang was fooled again last night.

Ouyang definitely knew that this thing was fake, but he just loved to watch it, so it was strange not only for the old lady, but also for the little girls in various departments.

In fact, people go for beautiful love.

After going to work, Zhang Fan felt that love, what kind of heartbreaking, desperate love, is there any, maybe there is!

Especially after dating Shao Hua, after getting married, Zhang Fan felt that this person wanted to protect her for the rest of his life.

And before falling in love, he didn't understand what kind of torn love. After falling in love, it is also as plain as water, vigorous, he has not experienced it, and he does not believe it very much.

But after going to work, Zhang Fan slowly discovered that the love and love in TV are still shallow, but the love in the world is still vigorous.

Promising love, waiting in front of the hospital bed, for decades, never abandoned.

There are even more people who can't say the word love, but they accompany each other for life, and the white-haired people still gently hold each other's hands and say goodbye to each other, as if they were still young and young at the intersection of work.

Even for the sake of each other, they gave the chance of life to their lovers, and chose to die.

Especially in cardiology, life came to an abrupt end and left without the slightest warning.

To be honest, sometimes looking at the patient's lover and crying painfully can really make others understand what distress is for doctors.

In urology, if it is chronic kidney disease, there is still hope and life for this kind of death, but the kidney source is far away, just like a blunt knife cutting meat, tormenting patients and their families day by day.

Really, when there are two empty talents, looking at the patient's lover, what kind of unwilling sadness, muttering in his mouth, I'm sorry, it's very unbearable.

Of course, there are also people who cut their wrists for love, although the radial artery was not found, this makes people cry and laugh.

The young man in the urology department is called Chen Xiao, and he was a handsome young man before he was injured.

He and the girl who was called a vixen by her mother are childhood sweethearts, and the girl's name is Shang Jiajia.

They are the same age, they were both born in Chasu Hospital, and they grew up together in a compound, a kindergarten, an elementary school, a junior high school, and a high school.

When they were in junior high school, the two of them were a little interesting, and in high school, they secretly pulled hands and touched their tongues.

Chen Xiao's father is a subordinate of Shang Jiajia's father, and they are all in the system.

Chen Xiao's family, with the encouragement of his mother and the acquiescence of his father, slightly stammered with Shang Jiajia's family.

Later, I don't know what happened, Chen Xiao's father reported Shang Jiajia's father.

said that it was corruption, but whether there was corruption or not, there was no conclusion, but Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed from a section chief to a section member who enjoyed section-level treatment.

The matter of dog blood is still to come, Shang Jiajia's mother went to Chen Xiao's family to theorize.

The words were wrong, Shang Jiajia's mother and Chen Xiao's mother were torn in the corridor, the two of them were like two hens chattering together, with chicken feathers and two big faces.

Then it became a joke among the family members in the courtyard.

At that time, it was very noisy, and it is said that the blood stains on the hair were torn all over the ground, and finally 110 came to the door.

Chen Xiao's family did not get any benefits from this matter in the end, and Chen Xiao's father was still an unknown ordinary cadre in the department.

The world of the two villains suddenly changed from everyone to a bloody enemy.

This happened when Shang Jiajia and Chen Xiao were sophomores in high school, and the two went from holding hands to never talking again.

After Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed, he began to drink badly, anyway, he must drink every time he drinks, and when he drinks, he gets drunk, and he no longer has the reserve of the past.

As a result, in the second half of the third semester of high school, Shang Jiajia's father finally suffocated to death after getting drunk again, inhaling the airway because of hiccups.

He was relieved, Shang Jiajia's mother had a serious illness, she was a housewife, had no job, and was originally well-off, but suddenly entered the poor market.

Her husband died and her mother was sick, Shang Jiajia almost suspended school, what can a teenage child do, but fortunately, with the help of relatives, the girl can continue to go to school.

As for Chen Xiao, maybe he was a young man, maybe he was a hot-blooded teenager, he also thought about the monk Jiajia wandering the world and staying away from hatred.

But, after all, he is a child, and he doesn't even know where to go when he leaves Chasu City.

But after Shang Jiajia's father's accident, Shang Jiajia almost suspended school, and Chen Xiao felt that he had to do something for Shang Jiajia.

stole his New Year's money over the years and gave it to Shang Jiajia, and Shang Jiajia threw it on his face with a frosty face.

Seeing that the girl was getting thinner and thinner, and he was reluctant to eat breakfast, he was distressed, and secretly bought breakfast, and was smashed on the head by her.

In the college entrance examination, Shang Jiajia held her breath, gritted her teeth, and was admitted to a normal university in Bird City from her grief and grief.

What made everyone stunned was that Chen Xiao actually gave up the college entrance examination, and he didn't take the exam! His studies were actually on par with Shang Jiajia.

Chen Xiao's mother was like crazy, scolding her husband, beating her son, and even running to Shang Jiajia's door to scold.

Another scar was added to the dead knot.

If things come here, maybe the two of them are passers-by at the end of the world, although the tea is small, but if you don't want to meet, this small city can still accommodate two people who will never see each other.

According to the views of adults, old men, and greasy middle-aged men, Chen Xiao, a young man, is reckless, willful, and ignorant of the overall situation.

But no one expected that when Shang Jiajia went to college, he ran away from home and followed him to the bird market.

That's it, in the past four years, the young man just started working part-time in Manniao City, saving money, not for anything else, just for Shang Jiajia.

Tuition and living expenses, Shang Jiajia doesn't want it, he doesn't want it once, he comes the second time, he doesn't want it three times, he comes the fourth time.

Shang Jiajia, who grew up slowly, also knew that there was no possibility for them, and she also scolded Chen Xiao with tears in her eyes.

However, there is still no way to stop the young man from paying for his sins or infatuation.

Shang Jiajia's mother's condition became more and more serious, so serious that Shang Jiajia had to accept Chen Xiao's money and things.

The two are like underground party connectors, text message contact, don't even say anything when they meet, one gives money, and the other bows his head to take money.

Really, Shang Jiajia also hated herself, and she also hid in the quilt and cried all nights, she hated her cowardice.

What can she do? What can she do?

In four years, Chen Xiao has also changed from an apprentice in car repair to a technician.

It can also be said that Chen Xiao provided Shang Jiajia with four years of college.

Just after Shang Jiajia graduated, he found a job and got his first job.

Chen Xiao found Shang Jiajia, and the two had a long talk, or a settlement.

We don't want to see each other again, like strangers.

Our hatred and love let it drift away like the wind.

Just like passers-by, each other is a passer-by in life, passing by in a hurry.

Under the bright moonlight, really, are the two young people wrong? When they broke up, the two turned back step by step, step by step.

Tears streaming down your face!

Shang Jiajia also tentatively mentioned Chen Xiao in front of her mother, and her mother just said a word.

Anyone can do it, but Chen Xiao can't, if she really wants to choose Chen Xiao, her mother said that she can die in front of Shang Jiajia.

Shang Jiajia works as a teacher in Chasu County, and Chen Xiao runs a small car repair shop in Chasu City.

The two really never met again, at most, they occasionally heard from each other's classmates and friends.

Each lives their own lives, and Chen Xiao's mother works in the government for the Women's Federation.

Since my son didn't go to college, let's get married and have children, and I have introduced countless girls.

He went every time, but every time he didn't.

Shang Jiajia also pursued a lot of people in the unit, but many people also retreated after knowing the conditions of her family.

The ups and downs of the world, she has tasted it all over again, when her father was in power, she was the best in the mouths of relatives and friends, and she was a princess.

My father is gone, my mother is sick, and I still had some help from the beginning, but then I really had no relatives.

Hate?

She didn't know.

Bitter gourd vines bear bitter gourd.

Just when she thought that maybe a new life was about to start, Chen Xiao's mother came to school.

pointed at her and scolded her, saying that she was a vixen and that she had killed her own son.

It turned out that one weekend at a café in Chasu, I saw Shang Jiajia drinking coffee with a young man.

Actually, I don't know if this is the first few people who want to pursue Shang Jiajia, because it was introduced by a colleague, Shang Jiajia went to the appointment, and then roughly explained the situation of his family.

Men go from being in love at the beginning to thinking and finally being friendly......

And Chen Xiao was uneasy this day, didn't he want Shang Jiajia to fall in love with someone else.

No, but I just feel like my heart is empty, nothing seems to be boring, and I can't lift my spirits about anything.

After two sips of wine, thinking that drinking might be able to anesthetize himself, before he could drink much, a regular customer's car broke down halfway.

The service industry is like this, if someone calls, you have to go, if you don't go this time.

No matter how familiar you are before, no matter how good your previous relationship is, maybe you will lose this customer.

As a result, because he was not concentrating, he was hit by a car on the highway and almost did not reach the hospital.

My classmates and friends all went to visit after learning about it.

When Shang Jiajia knew, it was already a week later, when the girl heard the news.

Obviously, I don't seem to feel anything, but I just feel distressed, and it hurts badly.

I didn't want to cry at all, but I couldn't help but shed tears.

She remembered that when she was in the bird market, in the middle of winter, more than 20 degrees below zero, Chen Xiao was wearing single shoes, freezing like a rabbit in front of the dormitory building, constantly beating.

The hands were frostbitten and watery, and the hands that were originally white and holding the pen were rough openings, and the black oil stains between the nails could never be washed off.

It's such a pair of hands, and they send money every day every month.