Chapter 24: Self-Thought
"When you meet the person you love the most, will you ever have a trace of regret, regret that you shouldn't have abandoned her at the beginning, otherwise you wouldn't be infatuated now"
If everyone in the city will not work hard, there will not be so many complicated things, if the person who loves deeply has a little thought that they will keep and a person who thinks they will not leave, they will choose to leave sooner or later, but if there is a person who betrays love, the other party should also be like ashes and pain, after all, the person who has loved fell in love with someone else and abandoned himself, if he can start again, I believe that Cheng Ran will continue to walk on this road.
In the city where Cheng Ran is, every building here stands in the city, deeply hitting everyone's heart, because everyone will have a little story, everyone also has their own love and experience, love itself is also very soft, very boring, so that everyone falls into the deep can't extricate themselves, everyone can not avoid, love gives sweetness............
But the construction of this city is becoming more and more developed, the economic growth is getting higher and higher, and material life has become a guarantee in everyone's heart, which also makes these people have new views and misunderstandings about love, and this is also my opinion.
At this time, what age is the real yearning for love, there is no material matter, a simple and beautiful life, there is a favorite person around me and the person I love the most. At this time, a burning cigarette was drifting away with the wind, and at this time, Cheng Ran looked at the city, he stood at the top of the company, and it was the night of the city.
The lights below illuminate every street, the stars are dotted, and the cool breeze above is hitting Cheng Ran's neckline, Cheng Ran still looks at that corner, that direction, standing high and seeing far, but he can't look straight to the very end.
The first words are also thought of by Cheng Ran, and they should also be thought of by everyone's view of love, they all want to have a person who loves themselves and loves him, and lives a sweet life in love.
Cheng Ran also sat on the pipe, looking down at the seemingly dazzling but black unexpected city.
There are also a lot of exaggerated ingredients, but the delicate ones can never be found, logical but not quite right, it seems that I have cooperated with someone's play.
Cheng Ran thought back to his past, and he didn't think about how beautiful and wonderful his past was, just now, he is living well, but it is too tortuous, and it is also a heavy price to get back.
He also promised to fall into the myth, a woman who married him for him, but in a blink of an eye, he fell in love with another girl.
Cheng Ran's guilty heart can't be spoken, but if you don't say it, you will never know what kind of person you are, and you can't know it.
Cheng Ran looked at his watch, it was ten o'clock at this time, and the wine next to him had not been opened, and when he came up, the people who were working overtime did not take a few more glances at Cheng Ran.
Not very attractive attention, Cheng Ran went downstairs to buy a bottle of liquor, the degree was fifty degrees, Cheng Ran raised his eyebrows, and paid the boss.
I bought another bag of peanuts, and when I went upstairs, I looked at my mobile phone, and there should be no business to disturb this quiet personal dinner.
Sitting on the top floor, he lit a cigarette and started smoking, which is also the male protagonist in many TV scenes, a gust of wind blows through Cheng Ran's hair, and he is also very chic and down, but no one looks at him, and because there is no one.
If there should be an audience on TV to bear a little pain for the actor, but now he is really carrying everything by himself, and after all, no one can resist everything for him, maybe the next shot may make people change the current status quo, but now it is clear that it has not changed.
But Cheng Ran is not the leading actor, nor does he appear in a TV series, which has become an embarrassing situation now, and the only disadvantage is that no one sees the embarrassment he is in.
How can this dismiss the status quo and how can it be reversed.
Cheng Ran was powerless to smoke a cigarette again, his eyes were also full of haggardness, full of gloom in his love, he chose to be old or delusional, some places in this city are less bright, and some places are suddenly more bright, and some are less bright, and the wind at this time will soon blow the smoke out and accelerate the shortening.
Those lamps should also be able to get a good night's sleep for those who come back early and their lovers, and those who work overtime should work for the children's future desk lamps.
Cheng Ran thought of this, and couldn't help but resonate with their efforts, if you want a good life, you have to pay well, but Cheng Ran first thought that he was unworthy, he didn't deserve this, he betrayed!.
At this time, Cheng Ran began to throw a few peanuts directly into his mouth with his hand, began to chew, and then took a sip of wine, and after a while, his body began to warm up.
I took another disposable cup, poured a little liquor, and sipped it.
He doesn't know if the current myth hates him or continues to love him, this may be narcissism, how can he still love?
Cheng Ran laughed at himself.
His eyes began to be illuminated by the light below, and there was dissatisfaction with the world in it, no one could make the world fair to him, maybe Cheng Ran should have known it a long time ago.
If that night, he can restrain himself from worrying so much, so that he can work hard, and he can make himself a little money to consult a lawyer.
The lawyer also said that he would help him, but why don't you call now, have you forgotten?
Shall I tell him, but I have betrayed my love for Misty and re-engaged with the employees of this company?
"It's... Should...... No... This is to blame me, how can I do such a thing, how can he help him, and what can I do?" Cheng Ran drank all the wine in the glass at once, and filled it again.
He picked up the phone and looked through the contacts, the first thing that appeared was Ren Xing's name, Cheng Ran just met him today, and he couldn't get back what he said, but he was also a brother, and it may be angry to stop contacting.
Cheng Ran slashed away, but he couldn't bear to let him disappear into the screen, his eyes looked at the tallest building in the distance, the lights on it were red for a while and blue for a while, changing back and forth.
Then there was Qinyan, who gave him hope, but it would also directly destroy all of Cheng Ran's thoughts.
In fact, not exactly, Cheng Ran can also find other lawyers, but he is not as reliable as Qinyan, in the face of a powerful company, how to deal with the battle is a problem, and he can confess if the evidence is sufficient.
Or be bought, after all, no one stands in the way of the temptation of money, even if it is a righteous position, there are always people who will break people's hearts.
Cheng Ran touched it slowly, opened Qinyan's phone number, and the ringtone slowly remembered, the wind was not small, and after it was connected, the sound came.
"Is there something wrong?"
"I ......"
"I know what you want to say, but what do you want to say?"
"You...... What do you mean?"
"How long do you have to hide it from me? I pity you to help you, I am a lawyer, and I have a bottom line, right, and you are looking for a new love?"
............
"I like my new love so much, and I happen to be in that company, so I'm just in that place all the time!"
"I don't ............ either I thought, but I didn't control myself, so I ......"
"Not controlled? Is that the reason?"
"It's not ......"
"Well, then what else do you want to say. ”
"How do you know about me, I haven't told you yet, have you?"
"This is a video that your boss showed me, but I didn't expect it. Not only are you stupid, but you're also getting involved with people and making videos?
"What did you say?
"Hmm...... Any questions?"
"I can assure you that what I did was not meant to be, and that I should understand something. If I clarify, will you promise to continue to help me?"
"That's up to you to clarify. ”
............
Cheng Ran looked ahead and glared, he didn't expect that the camera he found in the hotel that time turned out to be old!
Objective............
Cheng Ran drank and ate another handful of peanuts, and this time, Cheng Ran drank another glass of wine, and almost didn't spill it.
Cheng Ran immediately dialed the phone number that was lost, but as soon as he dialed it, there was a sound of turning off the phone.
Cheng Ran didn't expect that he had been blacked out by the delusion, and immediately began to be disheartened again.
In desperation, looking at the city.
Thinking about the words I just talked to Qin, it could be a turning point or a trap.
Not only did he think of the story that Chen Nian told her, if a person hated it to this extent, everything would happen, although it had nothing to do with him, but he didn't remind himself all the time.
Love the people who love you well, don't hurt anyone's heart, isn't it a myth?
She used to love herself so much, why should she betray herself in a good way?
No amount of powerful excuses can save the pale end.
Cheng Ran poured wine again, staring at the glass of wine silently, this was his only accommodation, the wind still ruffled his hair, stronger than just now, the wine entered the tongue, the spicy taste came slowly, passed through the intestines, like a knife, and when it reached the stomach, it was like a river, turning over the mountains and the sea.
Cheng Ran began to howl silently, Cheng Ran cried, why? Why is the person around her not her.
But it's useless, no one cares, and it's hard to come back if something goes wrong.
Cheng Ran understood from this moment, he began to wash away his sins, numbing himself with alcohol, why, the light in his eyes had already refracted a lot.
If you can control yourself, this kind of thing will not happen, but if it happens, you have to face it, face it yourself, and this is the washing of sins.
He wants to say yes to the delusion himself, so that even if he doesn't forgive, he should have some comfort.
Suddenly, the ringtone of the mobile phone shattered Cheng Ran's thoughts, and the note was an unfamiliar number, which really made the woman she had just thought of.
"Fall ......!"
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