"Ahh

Zhu Wei was stunned, it was such a coincidence?

"Wait, her high school classmates are not from the same school as you, why do you remember who her classmates are? Oh no, no, how do you know that she was the one who was talking to me just now?"

"Because I have a crush on her. Chu Yuanxi seemed to be talking about other people's business, and there was no fluctuation on her face at all, "I don't like to use the word 'goddess', Fang Shiling was my dream lover of unrequited love in junior high school." I could hear her voice. In her high school, I often look for opportunities to visit the door. ”

Zhu Wei stopped talking. She didn't expect it to be so bloody, she thought it would be fun, but now it's even more fun.

"It's stupid, isn't it?" Chu Yuanxi hung his head, his mood was not bad, at least he was not low, "A boy like me, when he reaches the age of budding feelings, after the seeds of his crush take root and sprout, he will pretend to be inadvertently and secretly pay attention to her every move every day, and he is very afraid that others will see it, so he cares very much." ”

"I'm just annoyed with a boy like you, who lacks self-confidence, loves face, and has too strong self-esteem!

"It's not a matter of self-esteem, I'm lacking self-confidence, but it's not about face-saving. At that age, I didn't know that love needed to be selfish and aggressive. In Chu Yuanxi's mind, long-term memories are like an undercurrent surging under the calm sea, "I'm not afraid of being rejected after confessing, I'm not afraid of hurting my self-esteem, I'm not afraid of being said to be a toad, but I'm afraid that she will be ridiculed because of the confession of a boy like me who is full of shortcomings." ”

"I can't stand a little boy like you. Zhu Wei rolled her eyes, "If a boy does this to me, I must have said to him, 'You're a stupid X'! She should also know that you have a crush on her, right? Women's sixth sense is very strong." ”

"yes, it's stupid, she should know. At that time, I would be very happy to talk to her once in a while, and I would replay it in my head several times. I thought that others would not notice, but in fact, many people saw it. ”

"You are junior high school classmates, have you all passed more than ten years? Do you still remember her voice?" Zhu Wei was quite speechless.

"I'm a dead brain, and I won't forget it no matter how long it takes. Chu Yuanxi let out a long breath.

"Isn't it?" Zhu Xiao's mouth opened into an exaggerated O-shape, which could be stuffed into an egg: "Have you been secretly in love with Fang Shiling for more than ten years, until now?"

Then, incredibly, she saw Chu Yuanxi nodding solemnly, extremely serious, this head, as if she was pointing at herself.

Zhu Wei was embarrassed, but Chu Yuanxi's tone was still calm, and said: "No way, this kind of relationship is always unreasonable, it arises in an instant, and then slowly sprouts." Just like the weeds on the side of the road, small grass seedlings grow on the bare ground, and they grow to half a human height without paying attention for a few days. ”

"Then how did you get over the years? You also ran for three, right? You haven't been looking for a girlfriend?"

Chu Yuanxi said melancholy and bluntly: "I have looked for some and found that I can't dispel Fang Shiling's shadow at all. ”

"Ahh......h

Chu Yuanxi laughed at himself: "It's quite scummy, but later I became selfish, and I realized that I also have many advantages." ”

"Selfishness is the only way to find goodness? What kind of logic is this?"

"Even if it is, selfishness makes people confident, right?" Chu Yuanxi's eyes were a little distant, "Selflessness makes people feel inferior, and selfishness makes people confident." It is not that the more self-confident people are, the more selfish they are, but the more selfish people are, the more self-confident they are. ”

Zhu Wei didn't know how to feel it.

Chu Yuanxi rubbed his face and said to Zhu Wei a little apologetically: "I smiled, I haven't seen her for many years, and this deeply buried feeling was suddenly turned over, allowing you to listen to the inner monologue of an old man who ran to the third." ”

"Then what did you hesitate just now? I see that your expression is very tangled. ”

Chu Yuanxi smiled: "What I was struggling with just now was whether to let her or not." ”

"Let her?"

"Give you to her. ”

"And the answer?"

Chu Yuanxi's face was very calm, but his eyes were very firm: "After a fierce ideological struggle, my answer has always been - never." ”

"Heh, man......" Zhu Wei deliberately turned his head with disdain.

"Whether it is despised or misunderstood, what I have to do in Chu Yuanxi cannot be bound by feelings. Entrepreneurs are not only responsible for their own success or failure, but also for investors, partners and employees. Without the determination and responsibility to do the job, it is impossible to succeed, and it will only disappoint the sweat that the employees have paid for me. ”

At this moment, Zhu Wei felt for the first time that Chu Yuanxi was different, not in terms of ability, nor in the appeal when he spoke, but in his vision and heart.

However, she didn't know why, she felt a little "unconvinced", and she didn't know what was unconvinced, so she snorted and asked, "Don't you feel lucky?"

"Where's the luck?"

"If I hadn't come today, hadn't gotten on the train, and wasn't by your side now, wouldn't you be afraid of picking up Fang Shiling's WeChat? ”

"Don't be afraid. Chu Yuanxi turned his head and looked directly at Zhu Wei for three seconds before saying, "You will choose me." ”

Zhu Wei was stared at by Chu Yuanxi a little surprised, and while turning his head to look out the window, he asked, "Then do you still want to find Fang Shiling to continue the frontier?"

"Well, this kind of thought has long since become a burden that torments me, and this burden may take half a lifetime to dissolve. ”

"Cut, it's quite literary. Zhu Wei was a little proud, "I see that you haven't grown much over the years, so I want to confess, she's single now." ”

"Huh?" Chu Yuan Xi'er looked up, "Isn't she engaged?"

"Wow, don't you know?" Zhu Wei suddenly became very excited, "You haven't added her WeChat?"

Seeing Chu Yuanxi nodding again, Zhu Wei immediately said, "You are shy enough, do you want me to give you a WeChat business card?"

"What the hell is going on?" Chu Yuanxi's calm magic skill finally broke through......

"Fang Shiling and Stationmaster Gao broke off the marriage contract a lot, right? During that time, the official accounts of the two of them each lost one vote of fans, don't you know at all? Let me show you her circle of friends. Zhu Wei opened WeChat as he spoke, and found that people had already deleted all of them.

When Zhu Wei was rummaging through the circle of friends, Chu Yuanxi was silent. In fact, his heart was much more struggling than he said and his face showed.

In the original world, he has been restraining himself since becoming a flying pig, refraining from touching Fang Shiling, because Fang Shiling was already engaged to someone before his career took off. He was afraid of himself, of doing evil for himself, for destroying the perfect symbol in his heart. More than ten years have passed, and unconsciously, Fang Shiling has evolved from a dream lover to a totem and a symbol in his heart, and he doesn't want to destroy this beauty.

For the sake of his tangled heart, he even deliberately distanced himself from the interpersonal circle that had a relationship with Fang Shiling, and deliberately stopped accepting her news, but it didn't mean that he didn't want her.

For many nights, the harem group with all kinds of streamers, the emptiness in his heart has not become smaller. A person's unrequited love, accumulated over the years, is like a dammed lake, no matter how many bed partners are changed, they can't get real catharsis, but think more tragically.

It is the most precious thing that cannot be obtained, but the moral pressure has become a powerful self-restraint, and the self has been wounded internally.

But he never expected that Fang Shiling would actually dissolve the marriage contract? Chu Yuanxi found that his mind was turning again, if people had the "knowledge of the sea" in the novel of cultivating immortals, now his knowledge of the sea must be monstrous. After crossing over, he chose self-media without hesitation, the fundamental reason is not that there are so many reasons for analysis and analysis, but because he knows that Fang Shiling also engaged in self-media in the original world?

He took a deep breath and let the air fill his ribcage. The lungs swelled very painfully, but the pain in the skull was relieved.