"What do you think?"

He raised his head to look at Chen Da and asked, "Don't you think it's right for a son to inherit his father's business at all?"

Everyone understands the truth, and everyone knows it, but if you really want to put it on yourself, whether you can accept it or not is another matter entirely. After hearing this, Chen Da felt as if he had been completely hit in the heart, and he frowned at the moment of empathy.

Of course, Lao Chen didn't remember that his parents were also policemen, let alone what kind of education his adoptive father used to make him go on the road of the curtain police, but he actually became vague under the inquiry of the man in front of him.

"Uh...... Of course, of course it should be. ”

"No one can determine that a doctor's son must be a good doctor, and whoever has a doctor's child must be a doctor?"

"Can't you have your own ideas?"

"When a child who doesn't know what his interests are is forcibly instilled with a lot of medical knowledge, and makes medical knowledge all the nourishment for half-term growth, does it really help the child to become a good doctor?

He pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose and asked very seriously, "Does this have anything to do with your murder?"

Chen Da shook his head: "I don't know, at least it's not clear now." ”

When the words fell, Lao Chen stretched out his hand and said, "You continue." ”

Alas.

The man sighed and said unnaturally: "As a child, you don't have the idea now, you almost didn't fight to practice medicine anymore, and you were excellent in character and learning, and you were in the top ten in the grade group almost every year, and finally admitted to medical school." ”

"Am I happy?"

Chen Da hurriedly interjected and asked, "Is it the kind of smile on his face that is laughing and laughing, or is it a complete release after hard work?"

This unexpected inquiry made the storyteller jump out of the plot again, and Chen Da asked all kinds of questions as if he had never thought about them, and if he had to seriously recall them at this moment, he would: "It's numb." ”

The whole family took it for granted, and the face was expressionless and numb. ”

How can any family take it for granted instead of celebrating after being admitted to medical school? In addition, how can any child show numbness after being admitted to such a good school?

Just as Chen Da was thinking about the pattern of the incident, he opened his mouth again: "Maybe this is the reason why you changed your major to psychiatry." ”

What the!

The son of the first knife in the hospital's surgery secretly changed his major to psychiatry after being admitted to medical school, how much dissatisfaction must be hidden in his heart?

"What about my father?"

After Chen Dacai finished asking, a smile appeared on the face of the man in front of him, the kind of smile that came from the bottom of his heart was like a child who had succeeded in pranks: "His whole person has become crazy, he has not been so out of shape for so many years, he has always asked himself to be calm and not extreme, he actually overturned the table angrily after knowing about this matter, and then stretched out his trembling hand and pointed it in the air...... Your nose stood for a full three minutes, and not a word came out. ”

"That must be scary, right?"

Lao Chen can imagine the terrifying appearance of others, and when the child who has spent a lifetime of hard work to cultivate actually walks to the completely opposite place, the mood that still wants to pave the way for him is completely shattered, and the emotional turmoil under the anger may make the metabolism fall into disorder

"Scary?" he asked, not knowing much about, "What is scary?"

"To be scary is to be afraid, to be afraid, and when fear comes, a person will feel a rapid heartbeat or irregular heartbeat, shortness of breath or pause, increased blood pressure, paleness, trembling lips, dry mouth, cold sweats, weakness in the limbs, and so on. ”

He waved his hand again and again and denied: "No, no, definitely not." ”

Chen Da asked him, "Why not?"

"These of yours should be physiological changes, and they are bound to occur under the guidance of subconscious spiritual changes, and sometimes people can't even feel mental changes, because it takes a certain amount of time for the emotional transmission of the cerebral cortex to happen, and when you feel the mental changes, the physiological changes have arrived, so the mental changes will be ignored. However, this does not mean that mental change does not exist, that is, anyone who feels fear will definitely have a mental change step, then I ...... No, it's you, why didn't you?"

Don't have fear yourself?

Or, not feeling the mental changes in fear?

It's impossible!

"It's your own, when your father is angry, you don't feel anything at all, and you don't realize how terrible the excesses he might do next, and even, at that time, there are already fantasies in your mind that you may be beaten and scolded, but there is no physiological reaction that you have ever had. ”

"Then how should I vent my emotions?" Chen Da asked curiously: "It's like after fear comes, we may tremble, cry, and get angry, this is all emotional catharsis and unknown confrontation, if you can't even feel fear, are these physiological reactions non-existent?"

He thought for a moment: "It really doesn't exist. ”

Chen Da looked at the person in front of him in shock, and muttered, "No wonder I can kill people......"

"What are you?"

Chen Da explained: "Do you know what the compensatory effect is?"

"If a person does not eat for a long time, he will consume fat from other parts of the body to supply himself with energy, which does not mean that he is not hungry, but there is fat to compensate the body instead of the nutrients that should be digested, which is the compensatory effect. The compensatory effect is a short-term balancing act that will bring about a collapse outcome, like those who owe online loans who always dig their own graves in the process of tearing down the east wall to make up for the west wall. When my fear doesn't come as promised, the physiological response doesn't appear, the catharsis after feeling that pressure doesn't exist, and how is this pressure dissolved?"

"I can't dissipate the pressure, once I hit a major blow, the whole emotional collapse will collapse instantly, because the compensatory effect has turned the support points in other parts into ruins. ”

Chen Da stretched out his hand and grabbed his arm: "Did something major happen?"

"Is cheating counted?"

Chen Da pointed to his nose: "I'm cheating?"

"Yes, you're cheating. ”

He said flatly: "It takes a long time to study medicine, and during this time, your father slowly accepted the reality that you were unwilling to go to surgery, and began to use his connections to pave the way, for example, to let you meet with a famous psychiatrist in Liangcheng, and go on a blind date with someone's daughter in the name of discussing academic issues." The girl was attracted to you at first sight, attracted by your knowledge and family background, and you, as if you had long been accustomed to being arranged by fate, took advantage of the summer vacation to marry her. ”

"Marriage ??!!"

Chen Da's eyes widened: "Haven't I learned to resist?"

"Rebellion: After going to the psychiatric department against my father's will, do you rebel against his hospital again to resist marriage?"

Chen Da understood: "This is my fear, I regard marriage as compensation for my father's disappointment!"

He opened his mouth slightly, surprised: "I thought that marriage was just not important to you." ”

"How can anyone think that marriage is not important?

"In China's Rao's heart, marriage is always a lifelong thing, even if Rao may have several marriages in his life, but the most longing is the hand of the son and the white head with the son. ”

Chen Da found that when he said these words, there was no association in his eyes, and the emptiness made people feel dazed, as if he was talking to a patient with emotion deficit about emotions that he couldn't perceive at all.

He lowered his head, trying to explain, but in the end it was just one: "You never thought about it that way, even if you met your favorite woman later." ”

Favorite woman?

Chen Da feels that the most important part of his career is coming.

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