Chapter 809: A Letter

When Qin Sheng was in Shanghai, he had already sorted out the turmoil of the Qin family, which characters and forces were involved, and he didn't dare to say anything else, but the internal disputes in the Chang'an department, he may have sorted out it more clearly than many people, after all, Qin Sheng had been in the center of such a storm many times, and he still had some experience.

As for the affairs of the Song family, Qin Sheng also has his own considerations and plans, even if his sister Qin Ran has any taboos, Qin Sheng will still try, but he didn't tell his sister his reasons.

Qin Ran didn't ask, Qin Sheng didn't say much, he had already made up his mind, go to see Old Man Song first, and test the attitude of the Song family, as for the result, it doesn't matter, Liu Bei asked Zhuge Liang to have to look at the thatched house three times, if such a big thing is negotiated at one time, it will be too unbelievable.

After Qin Sheng and Qin Ran finished chatting, Gongsun suddenly brought Qin Sheng into the study alone, saying that Qin Ye had left him a letter, as for what it was, he didn't know what it was, maybe he would understand it after reading it.

This is not the first time Qin Sheng has walked into the old man's study, the old man's study is no smaller than the living room, in addition to a lot of books, there are more antiques and works of art collected everywhere, but Qin Sheng does not agree with the old man's taste, no wonder his sister often mocks him a few words, but his mind is not here.

Gongsun took out a letter from a certain mezzanine of the bookcase, the envelope was yellowed kraft paper, which had been sealed to prevent it from being opened by outsiders, and Gongsun slowly handed it to Qin Sheng.

When Qin Chang'an had an accident this morning, the joint investigation team searched the entire study and took away a large number of documents and related things, but fortunately, the letter was not found, and Gongsun still has this ability.

"Young master, look slowly, I'll go out first, just call me if there's anything, I'll wait at the door" Gongsun said respectfully, when Qin Chang'an had an accident, Gongsun seemed to have naturally regarded Qin Sheng as the head of the Qin family, and treated Qin Sheng with the attitude of treating Qin Chang'an, and his loyalty to the Qin family was unquestionable.

After Gongsun left, Qin Sheng didn't open the envelope in a hurry, he subconsciously closed his eyes, until this moment he seemed to feel the pressure of the old man during this time, I don't know how many nights the old man spent in the study, I don't know how many cigarettes he smoked to relieve the pressure, I heard my sister say that the old man's hair is all white, although Qin Sheng didn't see it, but he can imagine what it looks like, he must be a lot older.

I don't know how long it took for Qin Sheng to open his eyes, walked to the desk unhurriedly, and slowly sat down in the position where the old man used to sit, from today on, he will start to play the role of the old man, all the responsibilities and pressures will be carried by him, I don't know if he will satisfy or disappoint everyone.

opened the envelope and took out the letter paper, although there were only a few pages, Qin Sheng felt unusually heavy, and he didn't know what the old man would say to him, what he definitely didn't know was that this letter was written by Qin Changan overnight last night, and everything he wanted to say to Qin Sheng was on it, this is a conversation between a father and a son, and this is the inheritance of two generations of a family, which contains Qin Changan's guilt, expectations and worries about Qin Sheng, as well as the retreat that Qin Changan arranged for Qin Sheng.

Opening the letter, Qin Sheng's most intuitive feeling was that the old man

This handwriting is really beautiful, not inferior to him at all, it seems that the old Qin family has this tradition, although I haven't seen the words of the uncle and sister, it is definitely not bad.

At this time, Qin Sheng took a deep breath, and finally began to read the letter seriously, estimating that what was said in this letter was more than what the old man had said to him, the communication between father and son was always like this, even if there were no previous things, I am afraid that with the character of their father and son, they would definitely not get along like Qin Changan and Qin Ran.

"Son, I'm sorry. ”

These are the opening words, Qin Changan called Qin Sheng like this for the first time, which made Qin Sheng's heart a little touched, especially with the latter sentence I'm sorry, Qin Sheng was somewhat at a loss, he didn't know what the old man was thinking in his heart when he wrote this letter?

"When you read this letter, I must have had an accident, because I feel that the time has finally come, otherwise I would not have written this letter, so please forgive me as a father, I will never be able to take care of you brothers and sisters in the future"

Qin Sheng's expression was heavy, his eyes were full of determination, he could imagine how much pressure the old man was under at that moment.

"Son, I'm sorry for making you feel wronged all these years. Maybe you already know about the accident in our Qin family more than 20 years ago, no matter what reason you left for so many years in the end, in the final analysis, it is to blame me, who was a father, for not protecting you well, this is one of the things I feel most guilty about, I'm sorry for you and your sister, and I'm sorry for your mother who has been dead for many years, because I let you be separated for so many years. I'm even more sorry for you, let you lose your mother's love, I know when you come back, learn the news that your mother has been dead for many years, how painful it will be, the son wants to raise but the parent is not there, I can understand, God gave you hope and disappointed, it is really cruel to you. If God gives me another chance, I will not become Qin Changan in the eyes of outsiders, I just want to be a qualified husband and father, I don't want to have any power and money, I just want to have a warm family, with your mother and you, this life is enough. ”

"I know it's useless to say all this now, but I still want to say it, because I really miss your mother and you all these years, and I don't know how many nights I think of you, and the thought of never seeing you again in my life makes me feel a little miserable and sad, which makes me feel like a real failure in this life. Fortunately, God is not so cruel, he sent you to me again, and when I got the news of you, you don't know how happy I was, just like I was so happy to see you when I was born, I was happier than I was to make 110 million 100 million"

"But son, with the current status and influence of our Qin family, you are destined not to be able to live like ordinary people, because we have too many lives that we can't help ourselves, because we are related to the fate of too many people, you definitely don't understand why I don't have time to bring you back to the Qin family? Because I can't, because if I bring you back casually, it will only make you more dangerous, maybe I will get you again, and I will have to lose you again, I have to think about everything for you, this is a necessary responsibility of a father, so there will be those things behind, I can only observe you in secret, exercise you, hone you, just hope to see what kind of person you are, so that you can arrange your future path"

"Son, I am not a man who knows how to express his feelings, and I don't know what to say to you, but what I want you to know is that if there is only one man in this world who loves you and your sister deeply, it must be me, and if there is only one woman, it must be your mother, because we are your parents, and we can give up everything for you. ”

When he saw this, Qin Sheng's eyes were already red, he never thought that the old man would say such a thing in another way, maybe he didn't know how to say it to his face, so he wrote such a letter to express his feelings.

"Okay, I won't say much about these things, I think you can understand my feelings, now let's talk about what you have to face next, when you choose to enter the Chang'an department, I already know your life choice, you didn't escape all this, you chose to face the turmoil calmly, because you are the man of the Qin family, because the Qin family has never been a coward. Now you are who I was back then, I may not be as good as you are now, but I have already survived, what is impossible for you, so believe in yourself, everything is possible, even if you fail, no one will blame you, let alone me, this may just be the fate of our Qin family. ”

"Now, let me tell you what happened, what are the opponents and enemies of our Qin family, what kind of predicament is our Qin family facing? And what situation might you encounter? I will only tell you this, but I will not tell you how to do it, because I don't know what to do, because no one told me how to do it back then. No matter what, if you can really get through this hurdle, I think that in the future, your achievements will definitely not be lower than Qin Chang'an, what you have to believe is that setbacks and tribulations will never break the Qin family, and only ourselves can defeat the Qin family. ”

When he saw this, Qin Sheng had already put away the emotions just now, adjusted his breathing and calmed down, and began to seriously look at the things behind him, these are the important things, related to what he should do next, and related to the future of the Qin family.

After a few minutes......

Qin Sheng finally finished reading what the old man said, and finally understood the turmoil faced by the Qin family, but his mood was even heavier than just now, because the situation was more serious than he said, he seemed to think of what the old Tsinghua professor said by the lake, it seems that this is the real problem of the Qin family?

So what should he do?

No matter what, Qin Sheng would not give up......

At this time, Qin Sheng had already seen the end of the letter.

"Son, everything that needs to be said has been said, I think you already know what to do, I won't say anything more, otherwise it will only make you more stressed. Finally, I just want to say one more thing, that is, no matter what, no matter what the situation, you have to take care of you, and you have to take care of your sister, this is my only request to you, because I have lost your mother, and I don't want to lose you again, otherwise I don't know how to face her after I die, after all, I owe her enough, and I ......can't pay it off in a few lifetimes."

After Qin Sheng read this sentence, his heart felt even deeper, he thought that what the old man should have said had been finished, but he didn't expect to say another sentence at the end, after reading this sentence, Qin Sheng burst into tears in an instant.

Because this sentence is: Son, I want to hear you call Dad.

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