Written on the front: This book was bumpy from uploading to the shelves, and when I caught up with the strong push, my father-in-law died, and now my father's lumbar disc spinal stenosis is painful and he can't walk, take him to the hospital today, and he will have surgery the day after tomorrow, and my mother needs to take care of my daughter, who is just over a year old, and my wife is at work again, so I can only take care of it in the hospital. I felt the midlife crisis in other people's homes in my early thirties.

I don't have the heart or energy to code words today, so I'll write these down and talk to you.

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Last night, I suddenly saw a lot of authors posting a bad news on Weibo - the night in the old platinum lattice of China Literature passed away suddenly, and it was only found ten days after his death.

At that time, I was stunned, and a lot of memories came to my mind, and at the beginning, eighteen or nine years ago, when I was still in the second year of junior high school, my cousin brought a copy of "Selected Works of the First National New Concept Essay Competition".

In 99, Sprout Magazine cooperated with Peking University, Fudan University, Nanjing University, Nankai University, Shandong University, Xiamen University, and East China Normal University, seven national key universities, to hold the first National New Concept Essay Competition.

I saw this set of books in 00-01, which shocked me when I was in a rural junior high school, not only this 'amazing' reward, but also those completely subverted the routine of previous writing papers, the text is fresh, the plot twists and turns, the imagination is rich, and many ideas are also inspiring.

At this time, I found out that they were not a few years older than me, and they could write such wonderful and profound words, and it turned out that the composition was not that I went to the countryside today to help my grandmother pick vegetables, helped a person on the road, or my spring and autumn outings with a large paste-like description of the scenery, it turned out that the words could be so beautiful and brought me too many wonderful ideas.

Later, I learned that not only me, but also the book had influenced too many peers at that time, and it was also hailed as "the first dawn of the reform of the Chinese Chinese language teaching system", and I felt that it was not only the dawn, but also opened a new door.

At that time, there were two volumes in that set of books, which I had turned over many times, such as Liu Jiajun's (pen name The Night in the Grid)'s "Physics Class", Song Jingru's "Child", and Zheng Wenni's "Wolf King Sarka", when she was only 15 years old and in her third year of junior high school, but this article was very impressive, and there were many science fiction that I can't remember the name of, but it shocked me very much, and broke my barren imagination.

Later, I also tried to write, for example, in the third year of junior high school, the Chinese teacher asked us to continue to write the texts "Kong Yiji" and "The Gourd Monk Judging the Hulu Case", and everyone else only wrote two or three pages of composition paper, and the most was only four or five pages, I was stunned to write more than ten pages and was still unfinished, and at that time it was almost in one go, and the speed was not much slower than them.

The praise of the Chinese teacher gave me more confidence, and the period when I read the most books was also the second and third stages of junior high school, and Chinese and foreign classics, including the obscure "Pride and Prejudice" and "Jane Eyre", as well as Gorky's autobiographical trilogy "Childhood", "In the World" and "My University", etc., have been gnawed down.

That new concept really had a big impact on me.

And in high school, in the spring of 04, the classmates brought Xuan Yu's "Dream Space", which is the first real online text I read, and opened a new window for me, which used to be traditional martial arts, what Chen Qingyun, Wo Longsheng, Zhuge Qingyun, etc., and the whimsy of this book, the novelty of space and fantasy world, as well as the 'coolness' that I know now but didn't understand at the time, I only feel very enjoyable after reading it.

There is also "Alien Body - My Scarlet Sky" that I watched in 05, the ability of the protagonist Feng Ren - there are two souls in the body, one is called 'silk', and the other is called 'phantom', both are very beautiful girls, helping the protagonist through crises again and again, and the protagonist's sister called Fengye is portrayed really well, and when he finally died, he was still uncomfortable when he thought about it many years later. Of course, the author is also considered successful.

Later, when I had Q, the first screen name I gave was the name of the protagonist of "Dream Space", the Demon Emperor, and I took my cousin who watched the different body, his screen name was Feng Ren. The book I wrote, "The Life of Professor Xiuzhen", also used the character of Feng Shinobi.

These two authors are still working hard, not to mention the god of Xuanyu, and the other wind is shinobi, well, I just went to the starting point to check, and it was put on the shelves in August last year, and the first order of 4200 "Time and Space Number One Player" has been 404.

In the past two years, too many books have been lost, and in the past two years, too many people have also passed away.

Jin Yong, Hawking, Li Yong, Li Ao, Shan Tianfang, Stan Li These characters do not need to be described too much. As well as the "father of optical fiber" Chinese physicist Charles Kao, high-speed rail academician Wang Mengshu, materials scientist Chen Chuangtian, astrophysicist Wang Huanyu, foreign academician Zhang Shousheng and so on.

There are more in the art world, the director of "The Last Emperor" Bernaldo, the popular Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, Anita Mui, Jet Li, the founder of Golden Harvest Mr. Zou Wenhuai, Chang Baohua, Zhu Xu, Shi Shengjie, Fahai's actor Qiandemen, as well as Ji Chunhua of the villain professional household, Lan Jieying of the beautiful Wutai Mountain, Zang Tianshuo, Buren Bayar, the father singer of "Auspicious Three Treasures", and Li Dawei, the director of "The Family of Gold Powder".

Too much, too much......

When my father-in-law had surgery in November last year, when I was in the hospital, the news reported the death of a celebrity every few days, and when my father-in-law's tumor pathology analysis came out and showed glioblastoma grade 4, I was very depressed.

Not long ago, when I burned Erqi for my father-in-law in the middle of July, next to my father-in-law's grave, there was a 32-year-old young man who was doing a funeral, and he was fine the night before, but the next morning he lay on the bed and never got up, with an acute heart attack......

My uncle, who died suddenly while working outside the home, was also less than 60 years old, leaving behind a wife with mental problems and a daughter who is in college, as well as a son who cannot be disciplined, and his wife also quarreled with his mother-in-law last year, and finally his mother-in-law hanged herself in a fit of anger.

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Life is impermanent, and the death of ordinary people brings endless sorrow to their loved ones, while the death of influential celebrities brings more people's regrets and regrets.

Just like the night in the grid, I was also coding words at the starting point later, at that time, he was already a platinum writer like the Tang family's three young men, tomatoes, and potatoes, but now, his departure has left a lot of regrets for countless readers and our authors.

The book of the lattice, the most impressive is "Darkroom" and "The Heart of Time", there is no feeling of online text, but like reading a physical book, the atmosphere of his pen is very powerful, and the characters are also shaped with flesh and blood, "The Heart of Time" is more impressive, because it is written about an industrial designer who travels to ancient times, and I studied this major in college.

Last night, many authors and readers left messages under his last book, "The King of the Complete Book": Can you pick up the flag you have set up?

can't come back, but the introduction of his book -

The author Yue Qingyan died of overwork in a hurry. However, it's too rare to die of exhaustion for a bad work, even as an author. So, an unavoidable opportunity came to him. He was born again......

Hopefully, you'll just enter the world of your pen and continue to show your talents.

To borrow a sentence from the obituary issued by the writer's assistant: May heaven be painless and the heart of time will always be there!

I hope everyone lives every day, cherishes the people around them, takes care of their health, is healthy and happy!

Tang San Chinese Network