Chapter 142

His hand rested on his face, looking at himself, his inky pupils like a whirlpool of eyes that kept him falling and sinking, his slightly hooked eyes smudged a bright red, and he smiled bewitchingly and ghostly.

"Who am I?" the man asked quietly.

"You are me. Yutan looked him in the eye and muttered.

"Yes, I am you," he chuckled and patted his back, pampering and accommodating like a parent comforting his child, gently and gently to the extreme.

"Why?"

Why, are they leaving?Youtan's body gradually relaxed, and he felt his heart being soothed all at once.

"Because, they don't care enough about you. ”

"Isn't it enough?"

"Yes, it's not enough, if you care, you won't leave you while talking about it, and at the same time leave you for the ridiculous cultivation of immortals. He chuckled, his words full of coldness.

"Yan Li, I'm going to practice, I'll become an immortal. At that time, it was still Yan Li, and he looked at her and walked away step by step without looking back. Become an immortal?

"Yan Li, do you think it's good to be an immortal?"

"Is it good to be a Buddha?"

"The Buddha crosses the world, but the Buddha knows that not all the people in the world are willing to be crossed, and the thousand-year-old practice is not as affectionate as a day in my opinion. ”

"Yan Li, once he soared, he practiced for thousands of years, but he suffered from loneliness for a thousand years, even if he was only accompanied by a little warmth, he was a little drunk and unwilling to return to those cold days. ”

She wept like a complaint, and her stunning face was filled with unspeakable sentimentality.

Lies, lies, all lies.

"Look, she's lying to you, and she's lying to you in the end. His voice was cold, cold to the bone.

"Lie to me?"

"She's going to lie to you to help her ascend. He whispered softly in his ear, a cold breath hitting his neck.

"No, it's not, I'm going to help her. Yutan muttered.

"Whew, stupid. He pushed himself away and stared into his eyes, the thick red spreading out from his pupils a little bit, "She's spurring you." ”

"No, it's not. Youtan covered his head and squatted down.

"Yes, she induced you to help her, your master gave you twenty years of freedom, made you think you were really free, and then he pushed you into hell without mercy. ”

"If you want to leave, get out of that cage, fresh clothes and angry horses, laughing and scolding, with a confidant, wanton rivers and lakes. ”

He bent down, pressed his hands on his shoulders, stared at himself, his gaze was sharp as a thorn, "Snort, it's pitiful", he said sadly, his eyes like malicious mockery, and like comfort.

"But you can only be a monk, it's ridiculous that you have been greedy, but you have to be shaved raw, just like your hair, "swoop" and it will be gone. ”

"Tsk, and her, what would you rather have a broken intestine and sleep with flowers, she died in front of you, making you feel guilty, and you will always be trapped in her shadow, unable to attain the Tao. As he spoke, he laughed wildly.

"Thank you for teaching me love. "If you don't touch your fingertips, it's all over the sky.

"No, it's not. Youtan shook his head and denied it loudly, but the Buddhist beads on his chest cracked one after another.

"If I could, I would like to die in your arms. But I know you're waiting for me. ”

"Yan Li, if I disappear in front of your eyes, will you never be able to forget me? Yan Li, I love you. ”

He was smiling, his chest was oozing blood, but the smile on his face was warm and bright. As first seen.

"It's just Yan Li, I don't regret it. ”

"No, no, it's not a lie. You Tan stroked the Buddha beads on his chest, struggled to get up slowly, and raised his head to look at him. The tone was firm, "It's not all a lie, twenty years of freedom isn't a lie, and it's not to bind me." ”

"Is it, heh, are you deceiving yourself?" he scoffed, laughing at his stupidity.

"Who are you?" Youtan looked at him, his eyebrows calm.

"I'm you. He smiled charmingly and demagogically.

"No, you're not me. Youtan's eyes were like torches.

"Oh, I am you, your demon, the demon in your heart. He looked at Youtan, his face full of mockery.

"It's all a demon in your heart, and you can't fool your own heart. He waved his hand, and the scene changed again, this time with a rushing stream and weeping children.

"He is the demon of your heart, and it is your selfishness that you put your own demons on him, trapping him in the temple, and preventing him from shaving, and your demons are doing it. ”

"Not really. You Tan stood up and looked at the young man kneeling in the Buddha hall with half of the green silk hanging down and half of the smooth head.

"Snort, isn't it, isn't it your greed?" he sneered, mocking.

"It's not that it's that it's that you don't want to trap him. Youtan reached out and stroked the young man's frowning brow, the young man knew nothing. "My child shouldn't be trapped by regret. ”

"At the end of the day, it's just your selfishness. He looked at Youtan's gentle movements with disdain, "You give him freedom, even if he goes to the Buddha, but prevents him from entering the Buddha's door." ”

"You're just repeating what your master did to you. He looked at Youtan, his dark eyes hiding deep malice like a swamp, "It's really selfish." ”

He stretched out his hand, and the young man turned into a child, and followed Yutan, smiling shyly.

"Selfishness? Youtan looked at the child, well-behaved, immature and strong.

"Yes, it's my selfishness. Looking at it, Youtan suddenly laughed softly, and the corners of his lips were as gentle as the warm sun. His children deserve to be happy. "Thank you for letting me re-watch all of this. ”

"It's just, it's time for me to go out. Youtan's body slowly oozes gold, the dark red robe is attached to the golden brilliance, the smile fades to the lead, and he smiles compassionately, like a Buddha statue.

"You have become a Buddha. It's ridiculous that the Buddha's mind is uncertain. He was not surprised by Youtan's change, and his smile was still mocking and disdainful.

"The Buddha's mind is uncertain, and his mind is obsessed. Yutan shook his head and chuckled, "I have a decision now. It's just," Youtan looked at him, and he was only halfway through the words.

"Youtan" raised his eyes, said nothing, waved his long sleeves, and the scene in front of him changed again, the peach blossoms were gorgeous, the peach blossoms were dancing in red, Yan Li leaned on the flower tree, sat on the ground and bowed his head to play a melodious song, occasionally a person looked back, and a person looked up and smiled. The little fox with a fur was obediently resting on his lap and slept soundly.

"Thank you. Youtan turned back to him and thanked him and smiled, "Snort", he just laughed and turned into smoke, and it didn't dissipate, but gradually merged with Youtan.

Youtan stepped out of this place and crossed the catastrophe with the heart demon to see the face of the heart and the devil.

*

When you enter my inner demon realm, I can't see through your inner demon.

He has become a Buddha.

The Buddha has no desires and no desires, and the Buddha has no worries.

Twenty-two years ago, it was the first time that Youtan stepped into the stream after Tao Yao's departure. That year, Youtan was forty years old, and the twentieth year after Master and Tao Yao left. On that day, the Buddha of the Void Temple was dazzling, the incense was extremely prosperous, that day was the first day he went out, that day he became a Buddha, and it was also that day that he met the seven delusions, and God gave him a child.

Who are you? your demons, your demons. Your sealed alter self - your greed, I am you.

The mind of the Buddha is uncertain, and the physical body cannot penetrate the Dharma. I have stripped away my covetousness and sealed it in my heart so that I would no longer be cared for.

It's just that I can't see through it.

On the 10th day of Youtan's retreat, Mingde led the monks to open the door of Youtan's confinement, and Youtan knelt on the couch with a quiet and peaceful face, still a young and handsome face. The smile at the corner of the lips is compassionate, just like a Buddha statue.

"Master Yutan is gone. "On this day, the Void Temple, a piece of manuscript, the monks are all dressed in white.