Chapter 1581: Who Made Him
Time is pressing, Ding Fan doesn't have much time to investigate Du Haichao's family background, and what he knows now is that he is a child who grew up in a single-parent family.
Her mother had divorced his father when she was young, and he had basically grown up with him.
However, his father was very busy with his work, and rarely returned home, but when he did, he always made serious demands on his only son.
In terms of homework, I don't think he needs to worry too much, otherwise he would not be easily admitted to this top medical school in China, and his grades have always been very good during his time in school.
"I've looked for your post-school professor, and he's always admired your ability to learn. β
"But he doesn't seem to agree with your character!"
"He has a sentence that has always been the most memorable to me, he said that the benevolence of the doctor determines the knife in his hand, and the one who is dedicated to goodness is to help the world and save people, and the sinister intention is to poison thousands of miles!"
Ding Fan could see that this Professor Chen had always been a person that Du Haichao respected very much.
When talking about Professor Chen, Du Haichao's face changed slightly, but he quickly changed back to his original appearance.
In fact, when Professor Chen was in school, he always had a good reputation, and the students liked his courses very much, because Professor Chen liked to share what he experienced with more people.
This includes some of the problems he encountered when he was curing the disease, and even what kind of means he used to deal with this problem in the end, and taught it to these students without reservation.
There was no one in the whole school who didn't like him, and even Du Haichao had to admit that after getting to know Professor Chen, he did have a feeling of hating to see each other late.
If I had known Professor Chan as a child, perhaps he would not have become what he is now.
"Professor Chen is indeed a very good doctor, and he is also the most respected teacher in my life, he is very good to me, and he once told me this sentence about you. β
"You know, the first time he saw me dismantling taxidermy, he could see what I had used to practice knives. β
"I was terrified, I have always been very calm with a knife, and I have never felt nervous, but in the face of Professor Chen's eyes, I really felt like I was being seen through. β
"Later, Professor Chen told me about his experience, and I realized why Professor Chen was able to see through my secrets at a glance, because we all used the same way to practice a good knife and a resolute heart, and the heart that was not shaken by external objects was the most difficult to practice. β
"In order to meet my father's requirements, I exercised for several years, and even used living bodies for experiments, you think it's cruel, but Professor Chen doesn't just use living people, he uses living people, you know, he uses living people. β
After hearing this at the beginning of the period, the corners of Ding Fan's eyes twitched twice.
But he calmed down quickly, and remembered the conclusion of the previous investigation, Professor Chen used to be a war doctor, and in his early years, he was on the battlefield.
The conditions of the field hospital on the battlefield are not comparable with the present, and the lack of medical treatment is very common, and even in the early years, it was often heard that after a soldier was injured, he gritted his teeth and did not use anesthetic to treat the wounds on his body.
The willpower of a warrior is like a steel forged, and the reason why Professor Chen said that he uses a living person to practice his hands should be referring to this.
For a medical student who has just graduated, no one cares whether you have seen a doctor before on the battlefield, as long as you can pick up a scalpel, the soldiers believe that you are a doctor and are willing to entrust their life and death to you.
In this case, it is not possible to get through it with medical common sense, and if you don't practice a little courage to go under the knife, you may not be treated to death because you haven't caught up with the treatment.
Therefore, Professor Chen has today's ability, and thanks to the era in which he was born, I am afraid that there is really no way to practice his calm attitude and professional skills.
And this Du Haichao in front of him is completely different.
Listening to his words, it is obvious that practicing these things is not what he likes, and this is not the life he wants.
"During the time I followed the teacher, I didn't kill a single creature, and the teacher taught me to be in awe of life. β
"I could feel that he wanted me to give up everything I had done before, and even that I could choose the life I wanted. β
"But I didn't expect that the only woman I had ever loved in my life would leave me...... I couldn't control my emotions that day, I just saw two stray cats in the school, just gave birth to a kitten, there was still fresh blood on the ground, the kitten cub didn't open its eyes, and the big cat because of the cub, there was no strength to move at all, I don't know why I reached out and grabbed the kitten. β
"For the first time in my life, I cut open a creature that hadn't opened its eyes a little bit, and I wanted to see what its ungrown bones would look like, and that scream was the most memorable in my life. β
"It's a pity that I still didn't see it, and I was discovered by Professor Chen, he was completely disappointed in me, I could see that he was still very confident in me before, but that time, the look of disappointment in his eyes, I will never forget it in my life. β
It seems that Professor Chen didn't just find out what Du Haichao was doing behind him by accident, and then reported him, but he had already seen the clue a long time ago, but he just thought that he could try to change him and give him a chance.
It was only in the end that things became out of control, and Professor Chen gave up that hope.
As for whether he really gave up what he did in secret before, Ding Fan didn't know, whether he said it or not, who knows if he really had the idea to correct his flaws!
But there is one thing, he still believes in Du Haichao.
His methods suddenly became manic and uncontrollable, most likely because Jiang Wei proposed to break up with him.
Seeing that Du Haichao's emotions gradually became a little uncontrollable, Ding Fan also knew that it was time to ask something crucial.
"When was the first time you did anything to do with these critters?"
"I can see that you seem to be a little resistant to what you are doing, as if you are not willing to do it, is someone forcing you to do it?"
"You yourself are studying medicine, and you should know very well that your current psychology is ...... I'm afraid it's not completely normal!"
In another person, Ding Fan may not have said it so directly.
But Du Haichao came out of a medical school after all, even if he didn't study psychology, he would know a little bit about it, now is not the time to hide it, rather than hide it and not be discovered, Ding Fan feels that it is better to make things clear.
In this way, it can also soothe Du Haichao's tense nerves, and it is easier to drive his thinking.
But as soon as Ding Fan talked about the first time he attacked a small animal, Du Haichao's demeanor changed significantly, and for a moment, Ding Fan even felt that the look of fear he had just now flashed away.
"There are always first times, and that's the last thing I want to remember. β
"Maybe I was born into the wrong family, and I sometimes think that if I had been with my mother, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now, and I wouldn't be a doctor. β
"You know, when I was younger, I had a dream, it wasn't those teachers who asked you what kind of person you wanted to be in the future, those naΓ―ve kids who opened their mouths and said they wanted to be scientists, or they wanted to be doctors or something, and now I think about it, they didn't talk anymore. β
"I used to want to be like Pissarro, Monet or Renoir, romantic painters who lived a simple and poetic life. β
"It's a pity that I have a very controlling father...... Do you know what the first and only painting I painted, was it?"
When talking about his childhood ideals, Du Haichao seemed very relaxed, but when he talked about the childhood dreams of his peers, his expression was somewhat disdainful, and he seemed to look down on these people.
But he is indeed qualified to do this, after all, few of his classmates have probably completed their childhood ideals, and although he has not fulfilled his own ideals, he has fulfilled the ideals of others under the persecution of his father.
To be honest, this result is really a bit ironic, but Ding Fan now wants to know his story more.
"I drew my dog, which was left to me by my mother, and it grew up with me since I was a child, and it was with me for eight years, and I painted it. β
"But before the painting was finished, it was destroyed by my father, and even the dog that I grew up with was killed by his own hands. β
"You probably won't get it...... Seeing it covered in blood and struggling desperately, my heart felt as if it had been pierced by a knife, and I knelt on the ground and prayed to him, but ......"
"It was he who told me that this dog is just a lower life, that its life is between the palms of our hands, and that we can easily decide whether it lives or dies. β
For a child less than ten years old, that bloody scene may have become a lingering nightmare in his life.
A demon who was forced out by his ruthless father.
Maybe it's really like Du Haichao said, if he had left with his mother back then, he wouldn't have done what he did today.
When he saw his dog, he died tragically in front of him, which should be a huge turning point in Du Haichao's life, and it also means the beginning of this bloodthirsty doctor picking up a butcher's knife.
The urge to kill was not primitive, but because his father had awakened evil thoughts in his heart with blood.
Everything in the world has cause and effect, if it weren't for his father's cold-blooded instigation, maybe Du Haichao would not have become an excellent doctor, but he would at least be a normal person, and he would not have so many innocent little lives who died tragically at his hands.
"Actually, I hated my father very much, and I always resisted what he taught me, and I didn't even want to study medicine at all, because he forced me to study. β
"Of course, it has something to do with that person, it was he who told me that if you want to resist, you must have strength, and if you don't have the strength to resist, it's a joke. β
"If you want to kill someone, you must become him, only in this way can you understand what he wants, and what he is most afraid of...... Kill with one hit. β
"I'm going to make him suffer, to make me feel the pain I had at the beginning, to see the blood coming out and not being able to do anything about it, that's his biggest weakness. β
Du Haichao was obviously a little delirious when he spoke, and even gave people a feeling of Shintoism.
The police officer standing behind him was already in a cold sweat on his spine.
If Ding Fan weren't sitting here now, he wouldn't want to be in the same room with this pervert.
Ding Fan glanced at his watch, the time was almost dawn, and Du Haichao's father was almost coming.
Originally, I wanted to ask how the animal carcasses he killed were disposed of, plus the matter of hurting people yesterday should also be finalized.
But now after listening to Du Haichao's words, Ding Fan felt that things seemed to be a little strange.
In the short time that Ding Fan hesitated, Du Haichao, who was sitting in the interrogation room, gradually calmed down, reached out and took off his glasses, and wiped them very calmly, but the next second he suddenly broke the leg of his glasses and poked it hard at his neck.