www.biquge.info Leng Junling died, died in a car accident in the morning sun, watching himself get farther and farther away from the bloody body, Leng Junling felt a sense of relief in his heart!

Humanity is dead to be reincarnated, drink Meng Po soup and cross the Nai He Bridge, but Leng Junling just floated in the air but didn't see a ghost appear, so he floated aimlessly, day and night, and gradually became a ghost, and the days became more and more boring, and when she didn't have any consciousness, it reminded her of the ups and downs of her previous life!

She is an orphan, she has never seen her parents, but she has sporadic memories of her infancy, and I don't know if it was a dream or a real thing, when the quilt was still at the door of the orphanage, the piece of blood jade hanging around her neck was also secretly taken away by the aunt who cleaned the courtyard, and all that was left was the little quilt wrapped around her, and then when she grew up, the little quilt was also taken by the aunt to the other children in the orphanage, so Leng Junling had nothing left, except for her skinny self!

In fact, when she was a child, she was thinking, why she is not cerebral palsy or disabled, just because she is a girl and an able-bodied person, she has to take on jobs far beyond her age, cleaning the yard and laundry, and taking care of a large group of children, and the aunts who take the money to work are resting and laughing, why do you have to work so hard?

Until one day, Leng Junling finally climbed the tall tree and jumped down to the ground, thinking that it would be good for her to break her arm or leg, so that she could rest for a few days, but it backfired, her leg was broken, but no one cared about mercy, but the dean took two planks and a roll of bandages and sent her away, Leng Junling remembered that during that time, when she was curled up in the dark corner of the bed in the room and sat in a daze every day, with severe pain in the fractures on her body and hunger in her abdomen, she would be extremely resentful of giving birth to her parents and the indifferent orphanage people！

Until one day, when a small black hand held a snow-white steamed bun and handed it to her, Leng Junling could never forget the shock and sourness in his heart at that time!

Tears fell, viciously biting the big white steamed bun with a stomach full of complex emotions Leng Junling ate the food one bite at a time, the feeling was very painful, but it made her laugh strangely, and then looked at the child in front of her who also had a smirk!

This is an orphan who is three years younger than herself, no name, because she was born with mental retardation, she is called Silly Le, usually one of the children she takes care of, but only he will bring her a steamed bun when she is most painful and helpless, in fact, Leng Junling, who has grown up, understands that what Silly Le gave himself was not a steamed bun, but the courage to live!

Life still goes on, Leng Junling is a girl and skinny, and she is cold and hard and autistic, and she will not be coquettish, so until she goes to school, no one wants to adopt her!

She struggled to live like this, struggling to live, until she finished college part-time and found a job as a small clerk, and her life was a little better!

At that time, she had a family, changed her name to Leng Junling, and also had a younger brother who changed her name to Leng Junyan!

Leng Junyan is Silly Le, she raised him for 14 years, until she got a house to take Silly Le out of the orphanage, I thought that I would live a dull life in the future, but I didn't expect this to be just the beginning of another tragedy!

Leng Junyan was born with mental retardation, Leng Junling had not been working for long, he had frequent nosebleeds within a few days, waiting to take him to the hospital for examination, and the results of the examination were like a thunderbolt in the clear sky that split Leng Junling's head!

Brain cancer, advanced!

She remembered that she instantly lost the strength of her whole body and sat on the ground, her brain was blank, and her ears were buzzing and she fainted, and when she woke up, she looked at Leng Junyan, who was sad and scared and had cried and swollen eyes, and was at a loss for a moment, what to do, give up・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

No, this is the younger brother she has raised for 14 years, and everyone abandons him except herself!

Gritted her teeth, in order to make up the cost of chemotherapy for Leng Junyan in the early stage, Leng Junling worked hard, and after work, she worked several jobs by herself, and she didn't care if she was ridiculed and excluded by her colleagues, but the astronomical number in it was always like a moat, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't touch even a star!

Leng Junling, who had become a human being, had red eyes, but he suddenly remembered the sporadic memories of his childhood, and when he thought of something, his eyes were as fierce as a beast!

She asked for leave from the company, and while settling down with the well-behaved and obedient Leng Junyan, she returned to the orphanage where she had left for 12 years!

The orphanage is still like that, the two broken iron doors that are half-new and not old have just been painted this year, some children are playing in the courtyard, Leng Junling ignored it, but walked towards the director's room of the orphanage, and the director of the orphanage greeted and donated some property, Leng Junling only found out the whereabouts of the nurse who was responsible for taking care of his children in the dean's praising smile!

Waiting to get out of the orphanage, Leng Junling stiffened, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up with a smile!

The nurse is an old man in the orphanage, he only retired two years ago, these years in the orphanage, some of the children's valuable things she did not take, plus other deductions of oil and water, but also bought a house in a good community in the county, her only daughter just got married before she left, gave birth to a lovely daughter, and she is almost three years old this year!

Leng Junling stood at the corner of the community, just quietly looking at the nurse smiling kindly coaxing his little granddaughter who was playing with a temper, and a red rope around his neck made Leng Junling smile, but in the shade of the tree, it was like a ghost!

She will never forget what this nurse did to her, arbitrarily beating, scolding, sarcastic and bullying, as if all the viciousness of this woman was given to her children, at this time, looking at her kindness with a smile, Leng Junling felt that the little child who was held in her arms was such an eyesore!

Leng Junling guarded for half a month, like a beast waiting to tear the enemy's skin and flesh, hooking his claws with his teeth, and quietly waiting for the opportunity with a cold light in his eyes!

Finally, when the day came, the nurse led the child downstairs, but he forgot something and hurried up, but the child was unwilling to take a step out of his temper, so he had no choice but to leave the child downstairs and told her not to go away, so he hurried upstairs!

Seeing the right time, Leng Junling walked out quickly, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, the people in the community were either going to work or sleeping, but the whole community was extremely quiet under the scorching sun, Leng Junling hooked the corners of his mouth and approached the pouting child step by step, stretched out his hand and pulled it, and the jade pendant hanging under the red rope was revealed, and it was really the blood jade that the nurse ripped from him!

Seeing Leng Junling pulling his own things, no matter how young a child is, he can feel malice, but being looked at by Leng Junling, the little child was frightened, and such a fierce look made her hold back tears in her eyes, but she bit her little mouth and didn't dare to cry, Leng Junling looked at this aggrieved child deeply, and finally only ripped off his own blood jade and left, and behind him, the child cried loudly!

She sold the blood jade, but she didn't expect that it was only half a palm's size, but it was sold for a high price of eight million, but Leng Junyan still walked away in the warm sunshine one morning, and also took away all Leng Junling's hopes!

That day, she walked out of the hospital in despair, looking at the world that suddenly became cold, and said that grief was greater than heart death, she didn't know what it felt like to be heart dead, but she only felt that after Leng Junyan left, her whole world collapsed!

Leng Junyan is just a mentally retarded child, but he is beautiful and well-behaved, if a normal child is definitely adopted, Leng Junling remembers the child's smile, remembers that he will be coquettish to himself, remembers the hard days he once had, and remembers that Leng Junyan will clumsily comfort himself after being wronged!

With sour eyes in her eyes, Leng Junling felt that she had really cried all the tears of her life in those days, and God had played a joke on her, half a month later, a strange boy knocked on her door, holding the blood jade that she had sold at the beginning, and called "Sister!"

At that time, she was moved, not because of the blood jade, but because of the boy's voice "Sister!"

But he is different from Leng Junyan, the boy doesn't have much warmth in his eyes, with alienation and indifference, but he is polite to her, and then she knows her bloody background, why she was taken away by her parents' enemies and thrown at the door of the orphanage, and now she finally finds it and finally reunites!

When Leng Junling saw the strange couple, the mother rushed over and grabbed Leng Junling's hand tightly, as if she was afraid that Leng Junling would disappear all of a sudden.

Sometimes life is so simple, Leng Junling can see that his parents feel guilty about him, but the strange estrangement of so many years has long been removed, and the joy that has been lost at the beginning slowly disappears, and he goes home to visit his parents from time to time, but there is not much closeness between several people!

Maybe it's because of his childhood experience, Leng Junling is extremely cold and hard to people other than Leng Junyan, his eyes are always full of gloom, plus he has been malnourished since he was a child, and he is not as soft and moving as a girl's family at all, and this unpleasant character is naturally not close to his parents, so Leng Junling, the "eldest lady" of the Han family, has been lost In the eyes of others, she has become a laughing stock, and there are always a few people who say sour things behind her back, but after all, she has not been raised by her side since she was a child, and she does not have the temperament and appearance of Miss Everybody at all, and Leng Junling listens to it, but she doesn't care!

But she didn't care about this, but her parents and brothers couldn't care less, not to mention that with her daughter, Han's father and Han's mother had the heart to let her marry the son of a friend in the world, and she was also a good parent, but she didn't know that the eldest young master promised to be humble and polite to Leng Junling on the surface, but he was contemptuous of her behind his back!

But the other party gave kindness, so that Leng Junling suddenly had a good impression of this handsome fiancé, women are fools when they fall in love with someone, they strive to make themselves better, work hard to improve themselves and please their fiancés in every way, such Leng Junling is disdainful, and is regarded as just a little person with good luck, but Leng Junling himself is completely unaware and still immersed in the illusion of love!

It wasn't until he was approached by his fiancé's big-bellied lover at the engagement banquet that Leng Junling saw clearly what he was in the eyes of these people!

She is a clown who jumps off the beam, when everyone ridicules and contempts her, she looks at her fiancé, but this man is indifferent and said that the woman will not compete with him for a position, he will deal with Yunyun, at that time Leng Junling smiled, the friendship in her eyes and the confusion when she was betrayed dissipated, and her eyes returned to the previous coldness and gloom!

"Actually, you don't like what I can say, I know I don't deserve you, but you shouldn't spoil my feelings like this!" As soon as the words fell, Leng Junling ripped off the veil on his head, threw away the ring, and walked out of the engagement venue without looking back!

Walking on the street with a blank slate, a car came on, Leng Junling ended his 26-year-old life like this, and when he floated into the air, he looked at his parents and fiancé and others who chased him out of the venue, Leng Junling didn't feel anything, just looked at the driver who had been stupid, and floated in the air like this, until now, Leng Junling felt that his "body" was getting weaker and weaker, and he knew that this kind of day would end soon!

Maybe she is unwilling, unwilling to raise her younger brother to die, unwilling to be betrayed by her lover, unwilling to be despised by her parents, and even more unwilling that her young life will end in this way, and the last thing she feels in her vitality is only the pain of being betrayed!

"Are you unwilling, do you want to live?"

A voice remembered, and Leng Jun Ling stared at the empty sky in front of him!

"Not reconciled, but I want to end everything, I'm tired!"

"Do you want to end everything, don't you want to see Leng Junyan anymore?" The voice was soft, but it was with an unparalleled temptation!

For a moment, Leng Junling's eyes widened, her whole body trembled, thinking of the only child with vivid colors in her life, Leng Junling hesitated!

"Can you see it" If she could see Leng Junyan again, she didn't want to disappear like this!

"Yes, the choice is yours・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・