Coming to the library, he saw the legendary occupying seats, walking around in front of the bookshelves at will, not too interested in professional knowledge, walking around and not finding his favorite martial arts, suddenly lost interest, and planned to go back to see the dormitory three people cutting frogs, the three of them rarely cut frogs recently, and always ran to a place in their mouth of a thorn valley to find someone to fight.

"Classmate, didn't you find the information you were looking for?"

Su Yi looked left and right, found that there was no one, looked at the person in front of him and asked, "Are you asking me?"

"Anyone else here besides you?"

"I'm sorry, I'm used to being invisible and suddenly being seen is a little unresponsive. ”

"Freshman MVP is still invisible?"

"Oh, I have so many titles, MVP, Vegetable Player, Duck King. ”

"You mean to tell a joke?"

"No, to state a fact. ”

"It's not funny at all, I just want to tell you that if you want to find information, go over there and look up the catalog first to see if you have borrowed it. ”

"Thanks, I just wanted to see what the library was like. ”

"In that case, you can wander around and look for me when you want to find information. ”

"You're a teacher?"

"No, I'm just in charge of the books. ”

"Good job. ”

"If you like it, you can change it. ”

"Thank you, I didn't apply for a work-study position at the beginning of school, so I could only find a job outside, in my opinion, cutting off people's lives is no different from killing people. ”

"Is it as serious as you say?"

"If it's for the sake of living, do you think it's that serious?"

After saying that, Su Yi'an left, and the librarian looked at the strange Su Yi'an and returned to the bookcase to tidy up.

In the library of Yunlin College, he didn't find the book he wanted to read, anyway, he didn't have any intention of going to graduate school, and he never went to it again, most of the people who read books in the library were aiming for graduate students from higher prestigious universities, and his financial situation was the limit to be able to survive four years, and he had never gone to see how much Zhao Jianping had remitted, and he had to return it sooner or later anyway.

During the school class, the reputation tired of playing ball has not lost the usual atmosphere, after dinner when there is nothing to do, a person wanders around, in addition to looking for a job and dinner party in the street store at the school gate, he has not taken a good look, pen, ink and paper are available on campus, and there is nothing to add to daily necessities, Zhang Jiehui threw away a toothbrush after two months, and his toothbrush was directly brushed bald and reluctant to change.

Looking at the people coming and going in the small shop at the school gate, he was satisfied with the hope that he would have a small shop in the future. When he came to a bookstore, he habitually went into the novel area, looked at the price and didn't think about it, he didn't know if the owners of these stores would drive away people who didn't buy books and only read books, but he still picked up comic books and looked at them.

"Love Hayao Miyazaki's manga?"

"yes. ”

"I thought you liked Slam Dunk. ”

"There is no shadow I am looking for in the slam dunk master, I am not Sakuragi Hanamichi, and I am not Haruko Akagi. ”

"You found it in Hayao Miyazaki's manga?"

"yes. ”

"Can you tell me?"

"The Tin Man in Sky City, the Faceless Man in Spirited Away, I am the Tin Man and the Faceless Man. ”

"Thank you for your answer. ”

"You're welcome, thank you owner for letting me read the book for over an hour. After speaking, Su Yi'an finished reading the last page, arranged the animation book neatly, and then shifted the perspective from the book to the person who was just questioned.

"It's you!" Su Yi'an looked at the person in front of him in a little surprise and asked, "The store you opened?"

"No, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I thought the boss was coming to blast me away. ”

"How is it possible, which bookstore owner will drive away customers. ”

"When I meet someone like me who only looks at it and doesn't buy it, as long as it's a boss, I want to leave quickly. The first time I came to the boss, I was not familiar with it, and I was remembered after a few more times, and then I would deliberately stare at it, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore and persuaded me away. ”

"Have you ever encountered something like this before?"

"Almost, three bookstores in a county, except for Xinhua Bookstore, have all been bombed. ”

"Haha...... You're really good at playing. ”

"I don't have the money to buy it, that's all I have to do. ”

"There are several bookstores on the street from here down to the gate of Yungong, enough for you to see. ”

"Why don't you work in the library?"

"I'm just a volunteer, and I just need to do it within the allotted time. ”

"Librarians are not paid?"

"I don't know, volunteers are not paid. ”

"That's a big loss. ”

"How can you lose doing what you love?"

"Yes. ”

"Want to keep reading flipbooks?"

"Enough is enough, otherwise it is not good to be targeted by the boss, and go back to the dormitory to watch a few of my roommates play computer games. ”

"You don't play computer games?"

"There's no money, it's not cost-effective, play a game and spend money to buy a game point card, it's better to play basketball, you can exercise without spending money, but the shoes are a bit expensive, but fortunately my pull-back shoes are cheap. ”

"To each his own. ”

"I think it's mainly because of the strength that doesn't allow it, if the strength allows, maybe I like to play computer games, it must have something attractive, but I don't understand, otherwise how can I talk about Internet addiction wars on TV all day long. But whoever is addicted must have something different about him, but I don't have the strength to find out. ”

"If you have the strength, Hayao Miyazaki will have one less fan, and World of Warcraft will have one more Internet addict teenager. ”

"No, there is no comparison between the two. In Miyazaki's anime, I'm a tin man and a faceless man living in a castle or a house, and I might be a different person in other computer games, I can't tell. ”

"Yes, computer games are all about satisfying the unreal pursuit and sense of achievement. ”

"You don't like to play computer games, or do you not afford a computer like me?"

"I don't know, I guess I haven't experienced the unreal satisfaction of computer games like you, but I'm probably interested in real things. ”

"Realism?"

"It's not comprehensive, it's realism and idealism. What about you?"

"Forced realism. ”

"Do you want to go back to school?"

"yes. ”

"Let's go together. ”

"Okay, I'll help you carry something. Looking at the two bags in the librarian's hand, Su Yi'an took one to help carry it back to school, the two of them chatted while walking, and after a while, they came to the girls' dormitory, Su Yi'an said goodbye to the librarian and returned.

"What's your name?"

"Su Yi'an. Su Yi took two steps and turned around and replied, there are very few people who don't know his name in the first year, not a good reputation, but the reason for the Duck King, there is nothing to tell the motive, he left after speaking.

"My name is Gao Yuan, a water conservation professional. The librarian walked into the dormitory building and said to Su Yi'an, who was leaving.

Su Yi'an turned around and smiled, raising his hand to signal goodbye. He didn't want to inquire about the name, because he was destined to have no intersection, and the girl who had been buried in his heart had only passed less than half a year, and her figure had gradually blurred. Time is like an eraser, it will always erase everything that does not belong to you and you want to keep, how can you keep it that does not belong to you, yellowed photos at least have a record of the essence of the image, and the memory is not.

What kind of person would say that he is the Tin Man in the castle and the faceless man in Spirited Away? Takato was a little curious, and planned to go back and see the castle of Spirited Away in the sky.

The days of part-time work are lackluster, drunk, troublesome, manic when drunk, crying too much and so on, Su Yi'an learns to deal with all kinds of things with Xiao Sun every week, wine is indeed a magnifying glass of human nature, so that Su Yi'an can see fickle human nature, there are evil and good, beautiful and ugly.

In addition to playing ball, he has another way to pass the time - going to the bookstore to rub books, he will not just pick up the wool of a bookstore, but change the store to read.

Walking to the bookstore at the corner of Yungong's gate, his eyes scanned the titles of the books he wanted to read, and after turning around, he didn't particularly want to see them, so he walked out, from Yunlin to Yungong and then in the alleys, low and crowded houses, and scattered wires hanging obliquely on telephone poles, which were not much different from Nanping County, where he used to be, and felt very hesitant for a while, and it was even more lonely to walk aimlessly through the streets.

"See you again. Gao Yuan's voice came.

Su Yi'an's casual eyes focused on the girl in front of her, still carrying a large bag.

"Want to help?"

"Okay. ”

Su Yi'an took the bag and walked back.

"Why haven't I seen you over the weekend?"

"I work on weekends and go back to school on Monday mornings. ”

"The schedule is tight enough. ”

"Strength does not allow for a relaxed environment. ”

"There is a bursary to apply for. ”

"Strength does not allow application. Su Yi'an shrugged.

"How do you understand that?"

"My parents are both part-time workers, and my strength does not allow me to be idle on campus on weekends, and I am also not allowed to apply for financial aid, so I am very grateful to be able to apply for student loans. ”

"I've never heard of parents working part-time and can't apply for financial aid. ”

"Just look at the family income column on the application form. ”

"I haven't seen this yet, there are a few students in our class who have applied, although I haven't asked, but I guess the situation is not very good. ”

"Well, there are always some people who are destined, and some people who are hardworking. ”

"What type of person are you?"

"The five elements are short of gold. ”

"You should be called Sukin. ”

"I still have to add a blood booster to Shu Jin, I still think Su Youqian is better. ”

"Can I ask you a question?"

"What's the problem?"

"Did you find your thousand?"

Su Yi'an was stunned and said, "No." ”

"I'm presumptuous, I wish Chihiro to find you soon. ”

"It's okay, it's just that there won't be such an existence in reality, otherwise why would it be called a comic, right? ”

"Maybe that's what if?"

"Even if I do, I can't leave, there are two old people behind me, not like the Faceless Man, who is alone, only has the desire of a body, and I don't have the same Faceless Man who only has money, the Faceless Man is much better than me, at least I don't have to run for money. ”

"What if there really is?"

"Just think about it, since I'm in a swamp, why drag people into the quagmire, looking up at the starry sky is already very happy, and some people don't even have the qualifications to look up at the starry sky. ”

"Like...?"

"Blind people from poor families, compared to whom I am fortunate and content. ”

"When you say that, I realize that we really should be happy. ”

"I only know about luck, but I really don't know what happiness is. ”

"How could you be so fond of anime. ”

"I don't like it that much, I just read it occasionally, it's like a novel, and occasionally I look at other people's stories, and I smile when I resonate. I don't have anything particularly to like, and cats and mice love watching it too. ”

"You're a strange person, your classmates discuss Nietzsche, Hegel, and Socrates, but you like Miyazaki, cats and mice. ”

"Different backgrounds have different patterns, although acquired efforts are very important, but some backgrounds are decided. People who come from poor mountainous areas have to walk many, many roads to reach the level of vision that others are born with, and those people will not stay there forever, and it will take generations of effort for some people to reach the same heights. At present, I can't read Western philosophy, and I can understand more than 90% of the words, but I can't read them together, so I have only heard of their names, and I can't make a very common or unique view of the thoughts of those great men. My nerves can't play with them, whereas Miyazaki and Cat and Mouse can. ”

"I don't agree with you, I think it's because you don't know how to learn to see, reading is often not entertainment but learning, it has nothing to do with the eyes and pattern, it is the inner need and improvement, when you are complacent, it is unattainable to reach the height you want to achieve. ”

Su Yi'an didn't speak, thinking seriously about what Gao Yuan said, maybe he was too extreme, thinking that Zhao Jianping was starting from scratch now, and he also had the idea of whether to change or not, but thinking of whether he could be successfully admitted to the unit when he returned to his hometown in the future, he suddenly lost his desire to understand Dazhe extensively.

"What you say makes sense, but my goal now is to get the graduation certificate smoothly, the premise of getting the graduation certificate is to have a school, the major is enough to burn the brain, first after the major, there are still three and a half years, maybe there will be a chance to understand. ”

"Come to me in the library when you want to read a book, I should be able to help, at least it doesn't take too much time to look through the catalog. ”

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome, aren't you helping me right now? ”

"It's just a gesture. ”

"It's the same. I'll see you at the library when I get the chance. ”

"Okay, goodbye. ”

Su Yi'an returned to the dormitory, the three roommates no longer caught the number of the alliance in Thorn Valley, but stared at him, Su Yi'an looked at his clothes back and forth, deliberately bent down and looked at the crotch of his pants, it was not broken, and asked puzzledly: "What are you looking at?"

"Xiao An, I didn't expect you to be such a person!" Zhang Jiehui said.

"What kind of people?"

"Well-dressed beasts, human faces, beast hearts, and beastly !!" Zhang Jiehui, Liu Dachuan, and Li Wentao each have a word.

"Speak well. ”

"Xiao An, when did you hook up with Shuibao Yizhihua?"

"What water protects a flower?"

Since she went to the library to help, those seniors who have never been through the library often soak in the library, and after discovering this phenomenon, the college decided to select a few girls from the freshmen every year to manage the library, and those with outstanding grades will be given extra credits. ”

"Who said that?"

"Duan Lei! super PHS, can't be wrong. ”

"What does this have to do with me?"

"You've hooked up with Shuibao Yizhihua and said it's okay?"

"Neurotic!"

"Don't eat and don't admit it, 503 is all gentlemen. ”

"I think too much, what water protects a flower, I have met three times. ”

Looking at Su Yi'an's inexplicable appearance, the three of them felt that maybe they were thinking too much, and they were immediately relieved.

"I'll just say, the first one we 503 to get off the list should be me. Li Wentao said.

"Why are you?" Zhang Jiehui was a little surprised.

"Didn't you find that only I can match the handsome guy in our 503?"

"It's right if you think like this, Taotao, you are the most handsome. Liu Dachuan gave Li Wentao a thumbs up.

"Isn't that so?"

"That's it, things gather like people, you are not handsome, how can the three of us be extremely handsome. ”

Su Yi'an was too lazy to talk to the three narcissists, and took the dirty clothes and prepared to rub them, he hadn't washed his clothes for a week, and the three sets of rotations in winter would still be a little impossible to change if it weren't for the washing point.

"Xiao An, attack well, take down the water to protect a flower, and let Duan Lei bleed once. ”

"Why did you get involved with Duan Lei again?"

"He said last week that you sent Shuibao a flower back to the dormitory, and said that you two are Wang Ba and mung beans are eye-to-eye. I said how is it possible, there is only one possibility for the toad to eat the swan, that is, the swan or the ugly duckling can't fly and fall into the toad trap. Gao Yuan is not an ugly duckling, but he is the top brand of water protection, how can you let you lift the brand. Then the two of us bet, if you set off Gaoyuan, Duan Lei invited us to 503 to have a big meal, and the location was chosen in Chuncheng City, if you can't lift Gaoyuan, we 503 will ask him to bet on the same treatment four times. ”

"Don't get involved with me if you're bored, besides, it stands to reason that you shouldn't bet on me to lose?" Su Yi'an looked at Zhang Jiehui a little strangely.

"Why am I betting you can't flip it?"

"Your logical reasoning clearly says that I am a toad, and you bet that I can overturn it, are you sick?"

"yes, yes, I fell for Duan Lei!"

"Are you from Guangxi? Ask your father, you are a pig's brain!" Li Wentao also noticed that something was wrong.

"Is there really anything wrong?" Zhang Jiehui looked at Su Yi'an and asked.

"I just met it normally, and when I saw that she couldn't lift things, I would help her, and I didn't look at what she looked like. ”

"A living beauty in front of you, you said you didn't look closely?"

"Why should I take a closer look? Does it matter to me whether she's pretty or not?"

"It's over, Xiao An, you can't have a psychological problem, right? You see, there are only four brothers in our dormitory, you can't limit your vision to 503, and 501, 502, 504, and dig it out. ”

"Rabbits don't eat grass around their nests. Li Wentao was also frightened by Zhang Jiehui's words, and said hurriedly.

"Cut, it's a shame that you two can still say it, Xiao An didn't fancy Gao Yuan at all. Liu Dachuan looked at the two friends with disdain.

"Is that so?" Zhang Jiehui confirmed again, forgetting to be set by Duan Lei.

"Do you think I have time to spend the next month? Besides, aren't you thorough? It is necessary for the swans to intersect with me? The age that can't fly is middle school, and now college, Huihui!"

"I'm inseparable from Duan Lei!" A hysterical shout came from 503, Duan Lei next door didn't hear it, he was wandering around the academy, spying on all kinds of gossip like a thief in WOW.