Chapter 433: What Do You Think Of Me?
Chen Ze'an thought that his lies were made up seamlessly, but in fact, when he thought about it carefully, it was full of loopholes.
Tang Siying suddenly thought of the situation when Chen Ze'an and Tian Rong met.
Obviously, Tian Rong behaved so obviously, he was polite and respectful to Chen Ze'an, and he seemed to value him very much.
But at that time, Tang Siying didn't know that there was such a deep reason for this.
She once suspected that Liu Wenfang had to take her to Guangcheng, and even when she wanted to move out of Tian's house and work in a hotel, Tian Rong was very enthusiastic and arranged a job and accommodation for her.
Now that she thinks about it, everything she has is in Chen Ze'an's hands.
She was suddenly a little scared of Chen Ze'an.
On the surface, he seems to be so gentle and harmless, but in fact, his methods are really not much better than people like Ji Chenyu.
Ji Chenyu's methods are always clear, everything he does has never been concealed, but he tortures her as much as he wants.
And Chen Ze'an is different, he seems to let Tang Siying live freely, whether he accepts him or not, as if he can let go.
But now, Tang Siying understands.
Chen Ze'an cast a huge net.
Since she left Ji Chenyu, whether it is in Shencheng or Guangcheng, she is actually under the control of Chen Ze'an.
On the surface, he seems to have done nothing, but in fact, his methods are even more obscure.
It was impossible for him to let Tang Siying live out of his sight, but he was so harmless as he pretended.
This strong desire to control made Tang Siying feel scared.
She had been tortured by Ji Chenyu for so many years, and she had been living under the shadow of his imprisonment.
Now she wants to be with Chen Ze'an, she just wants to be together simply, live a simple life, but how could she think of what kind of Chen Ze'an is hidden under a gentle and harmless appearance?
Tang Siying's body couldn't help but tremble, and every nerve in her brain seemed to be tense.
She began to struggle in Chen Ze'an's arms and pushed him away with all her might.
She raised her head, swept Chen Ze'an's slightly worried face with an uneasy expression, and then asked, "Ze'an, have you been hiding something from me?"
was suddenly asked by Tang Siying, Chen Ze'an's heart jumped suddenly.
But he thought to himself that Tang Siying shouldn't know.
And since Tang Siying agreed to be with him, the two of them have never had any disagreements and quarrels.
This seems to be the first time, and Chen Ze'an even thought that this represented that Tang Siying cared more and more about him.
There was always a smile on the corner of his lips, and his eyes were always full of strong love and tenderness when he looked at Tang Siying.
"Did someone say something to you that made you suspicious of me? Siying, you should know that my feelings for you have never been false in the slightest. ”
Chen Ze'an is not wrong at all, he loves Tang Siying deeply, so this feeling is extremely strong.
However, he got used not only emotionally, but also in everyday work, where means were necessary.
Of course, Tang Siying would not doubt his feelings for herself, but what she couldn't bear was that she had just escaped from Ji Chenyu's bottomless cage, and then fell into the net laid by Chen Ze'an for her.
Maybe if it were another girl, she would be moved when she knew that Chen Ze'an had exhausted all means in order to get herself.
But Tang Siying won't.
She knows the pain of being imprisoned for many years, and she knows how painful it is to be loved by someone who has a strong sense of possessiveness.
"When I was in Shuiquan Town, did you tell my mother?"
Tang Siying suddenly asked.
She tried her best to restrain her emotions and didn't want her emotions to collapse.
The tone of the question was particularly calm, even mixed with a hint of indifference.
Almost instantly, Chen Ze'an's eyes flashed slightly, and his face changed abruptly.
"Siying, what are you talking about?" There was still a trace of luck in his heart, and he only hoped that Tang Siying was just suspicious, not already aware of the matter.
Facing Chen Ze'an's rhetorical question, Tang Siying looked at him extremely calmly.
"Chen Ze'an, I'm asking you, did you give me my current life? I thought Uncle Tian really regarded me as a daughter, I thought Tian Shuhang really regarded me as his sister, just because I was really accepted by them, not for a deal!"
When Tang Siying said these words, she gritted her teeth word by word.
Obviously, her life has just seen hope, but why, everything is false and made up?
She just wants to rely on her own efforts, but she wins the recognition of others, why, those so-called family affections, are all fake?
The gentle smile on Chen Ze'an's face gradually disappeared.
The corners of his lips were pursed tightly, and a wounded look crossed his eyes.
What went wrong, and why did Tang Siying know this?
He could have hidden these things from her for the rest of his life, and he didn't have to let her know.
Siying...... Don't be cranky, as long as I love you, my feelings for you are true, I hope you can live a good life, these are my hearts. ”
It is a beautiful life that he carefully prepared for her, no longer being bullied, just need to be pampered by others.
A tear fell from her eyes.
She raised her eyes and looked at Chen Ze'an in disappointment.
"I've been through so many hardships, but you've always been by my side and have always been by my side, so I feel guilty and I told myself I can't let you down. ”
"I thought that in this world, you were the one who knew me best, and I thought that after we were together, we would be happy, but ......"
A panic crossed Chen Ze'an's face: "Siying, we will definitely be happy together, don't you have a negative attitude, but speculate about our future?"
However, Tang Siying shook her head amusedly.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong. I want to use my own efforts to win the recognition of others, but from the beginning, you cut off my hope, you created a beautiful illusion for me, you made me think that I can really do this, but in the end, it turns out that I only need you to move your fingers, and my life can be manipulated by you at will, arbitrarily arranged. ”
Tang Siying looked at Chen Ze'an, with a strong disappointment in her eyes.
Thinking of her true feelings for the so-called relatives, she also felt disheartened at this moment.
Chen Ze'an frowned, his hands clasped her shoulders, he was eager to explain, and finally he could only say palely: "Isn't this kind of life bad?
Is that good?
Tang Siying laughed mockingly.
"True is true, fake is fake, what's wrong with that? Ze'an, tell me, what do you think of me? A puppet you can manipulate wantonly, or a living person?"
If there is no even this minimum of respect, then what is the point of everything she has now?