Miscellaneous Essay - Getting into the norm
When a person's emotions are not affected by the outside world, that is, what kind of life they like can be lived, sometimes there are more things, characters, and there will be no feelings in the heart, just live according to the life they are used to. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Describing a phenomenon, or a feeling, is just a description of the record, appeared, seen, recorded, described in words, even if it is conflicting, contradictory, and illogically connected, it is all irrelevant, it is recorded, it is described, don't think too much about other things, such thoughts, is the mind quiet, calm, can the mind still feel so much knowledge?
In the past, I felt very normal, I wanted to do things that I wanted to do, and I also did them, but now they seem very naïve and unreasonable, and I question why I didn't notice them in the past, and I didn't think of them?
Therefore, now we are looking at the world with a tolerant, understanding, and appreciative eye, and people who look at the world in the same way as the present past, and don't need to care too much about their current naivety, which is a kind of life comprehension, recording these and not wanting others to be the same as me, just recording, just describing their own comprehension, in fact, it may only be a temporary comprehension, in reality, if you don't want to change yourself, or live according to your previous life habits.
Sometimes I don't know what I'm insisting on, I'm no longer moved by everything I lose and leave, and I don't feel tempted by everything that seems to me to like or once liked, as if I really see through the world and am detached, in fact, I don't want to move, I don't want to fight, or do any fighting behavior, I accept it when I get it, and I don't care if I don't get it.
It's really hard to understand how I wrote these things, and then it's hard to understand how I wrote them, just to say that it was acquired by thinking, and it seems to be like this, at least these things are thought out, and if you don't want to, you won't have anything.
But what is lacking in the sense is that the spirit is in a strange state of acquisition, and the mental peace cannot obtain these realizations, is this really the case?
As described earlier, when the text has not yet been written, I don't know what the next word is, not to mention those who know, sometimes write like this, and then it triggers an inexplicable thinking, thinking about how this came out, just like I am narrating now, how these understandings came out, how the words were organized and written, in the process of writing, that is, when the previous word was written, the next, how the unknown word came out, this is a fascinating exploration, I really don't know how the next word I don't know, the future word, how it came out。
Let's continue to write, these are currently not able to be explored by themselves, only that I know that I have an impulse in my head that wants to know this secret very much, and this impulse will make me continue to think, always in thinking, thinking about this problem, and there will be a lot of this impulse, in fact, I can't know, I don't know what's going on, maybe the conditions are still not ripe, the cognitive conditions in my head are not yet ripe, I can't know what kind of situation this is.
It is impossible to know, that is to say, it cannot be described in words, or there is no such inspiration, but for this process of exploration, these words are written, describing the feeling in one's head at the moment, and this description can be carried out and can be continued.
It's just that in a moment, I feel like I'm close to knowing, and that's such a process, is this a process of thinking? Words keep appearing, describing this feeling, tracking this feeling, following this feeling in the head, chasing, and then touching something, and then maybe you get a cognition, in fact, you get a feeling, a vague cognitive feeling, and then it is magically refined, it is refined by words, and through so many descriptions that seem like nonsense, it is refined into another understanding, a kind of understanding that you haven't had before, is this the thought process?
Don't digress, return to what we need to explore, whether the appearance of the next text is predictable, whether the appearance of the next understanding is predictable, can clearly tell you, unpredictable, when writing, I really don't know what the next text is, just like jumping out of the previous text, in order to form a complete expression?
Is it a process of composing words, is it a process of calling? Just like words, the next text that will inevitably lead to it, is this really the case? In order to ensure the smoothness and smoothness of the sentence, the text appears in this way, if I write "appear", appear, such a comparison, but it still feels smooth, or feels that there is a continuity, and when I read it, the whole article seems to read smoothly.
It's a really amazing feeling, I can write words, I can write articles, how to write is a feeling of continuity, reading feels like a continuous feeling, why is this, is it because of communication? When I read, I feel very smooth, I don't know how others feel, when I read, this is a continuous recording process, the process of writing, uninterrupted, is a continuous process of writing, the appearance of the next word is a continuous process in my head, before the next word comes out, everything is unknown, I don't know where the continuation goes.
So how do I disconnect the text, it's not easy to read, it's not easy to read, it seems to really need to be deliberate, if I write like this, how to read it smoothly, how do I make the text discontinuous, like writing in reverse, just this sentence, if you write it in reverse, it becomes, it's written in reverse, it's really uncomfortable to read like this, I don't know what is written, it's not continuous to read.
In this comparison, we know what is going on, indeed, we learn, in our communication, this order is standard, it has always been the education we receive, it has always been the communication that we recognize, it is all smooth, not different, the person who reads reads and writes what the person writes, and it feels smooth, because we all have a set of standard definitions of communication feeling.
Not to mention the feeling of the writer and the person who reads, what I explore is whether the next text can be predicted, I can judge the appearance of the next text, it must be smooth, it is a kind of text that meets the standard of smoothness, no matter what kind of word this text is, it must meet the standard of smoothness, it is a continuation of a feeling, it is a continuation of a pleasant and smooth feeling, so it is clear, at least I know some rules, the law of the appearance of the next text, it must be smooth, in line with the smoothness of the feeling.
In the process of our learning, this smooth feeling has been induced to grow, and has formed an inducing channel in the head, which is a smooth extension, and in this way links a huge network, learning is like a forced channel linking process, once this channel is forced to link to completion, it will always exist in the future, and it will always exist without damage.
Whether this is the case, it should be like this, this kind of forcibly linked channel will exist, and it may be disconnected in the future due to the cell renewal process, the death process, so that this link channel will be lost, but other channels will be forced to link under the action of some kind of learning-like inducing substance.
It's amazing that this inducible substance brings another cell closer, because the inducible substance, the protein, is necessary for the other cell, and then it is linked together like this, or the cell keeps dividing like this to form a kind of forced link channel.
At this point, I can honestly say that before I wrote it, I had no idea that I was going to write about these realizations, and these understandings seemed smooth, as if they were real, and it was a feeling that read like this, and that was how I felt, and that I felt that I recognized, at least for now, that this could be the case.
Is this speculation? Is this understanding? Is this creation? What else can describe this situation, the feeling is linking, it's continuous, it's colliding smoothly, it makes me feel happy, whether it's true or not, it's an encouragement for me to keep writing, keep thinking.
This has become my instinct, writing this, thinking about this, looking for new understanding, every time I think that it should be gone, it should be over, it will never be again, but the facts have proved to me again and again that it is not over yet, and I am actually afraid that I will lose this ability, or this talent, or maybe more precisely, the results of my cultivation.
Now these are all encouragement to me, I believe in keeping thinking, I believe in continuing to write, there are more, don't worry, maybe it's really gone, but also continue to think, continue to write, I really don't know, if I do this all my life, what will I write, I really look forward to the future understanding, will continue, even if it is more and more difficult later, as long as it is not a completely correct understanding, there is still a lot of room for thinking, not to mention that there is already such a lot of material for thinking, those that have been written, some are imperfect, defective, and not enough details, which can continue to think。
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