Chapter 1200: Follow the Heart
"Why, I'm not welcome?" Zeng Yaqian looked at Lu Shanmin with a smile.
Lu Shanmin showed a gentle smile, "How come, it's just a little accident."
Zeng Yaqian touched Lu Shanmin's wet hair, and said with some distress: "The storm is raging, and I am still tossing outside in the middle of the night, I am very tired."
"It's okay, I'm used to it".
"Go take a shower, it's stinky." Zeng Yaqian said in a strange tone.
Lu Shanmin hummed obediently and walked into the bathroom.
Boil the water to the maximum.
The hot water flowed from head to toe on the muscular body.
For some reason, he was a little nervous.
During this period of time, he hadn't contacted Zeng Yaqian much, not only because there had been too many things that had happened recently, but also because of the guilt in his heart, Fang Yuanshan's death made him a little unsure of how to face her.
I thought that Zeng Yaqian would be obsessed with him, not to mention how much she resented him, at least she had a grudge, but she didn't expect her to come from the East China Sea, and she was gentle and considerate to him, as if nothing had happened. This made him feel a little uneasy.
Let the water rush on your body, and your heart will pound with it.
After washing for more than half an hour, what should be faced is still to be faced.
Walking out of the bathroom, Zeng Yaqian was already lying on the bed.
The quilt was half-covered on the chest, revealing snow-white skin and a white jade-like neck.
"Why are you still stunned", Zeng Yaqian patted one hand on the bed in the depths.
Lu Shanmin smiled a little embarrassedly, walked over, tiptoed off the quilt, and lay on the bed, his heart beating wildly.
Zeng Yaqian turned over and hugged him.
A burst of tenderness envelops the whole body.
"Yaqian,,".
"Don't say anything", Zeng Yaqian stretched out a finger and put it on Lu Shanmin's lips, "Some things are said a thousand times than done once."
Lu Shanmin felt the fragrance from Zeng Yaqian's mouth, and his moist lips suddenly leaned against his ears, and his ears were crisp and numb.
Lu Shanmin gradually emptied his thoughts, turned over and pressed Zeng Yaqian under him.
With a soft hum, a rhythmic rhythm resounded in the room.
The happiness of life is actually really simple, when I was on Minsheng West Road, there was a bite to eat, a place to stay, and now, there is a tenderness that embraces it.
Gentle Township is a hero's mound, in fact, it is also a hero's paradise, the most perfect destination.
After a night of indulgence, the two hugged each other tightly.
The fragrance on Zeng Yaqian's body made him feel unprecedentedly at ease. Grandpa once said that the place of peace of mind is home.
But does he only have a home in his life?
He's not a hero, he's not a saint, he's just an ordinary person, and there are too many things that bind him besides the home of his dreams.
"Mountain people, let's get married." Zeng Yaqian's voice was gentle and irrefutable.
Lu Shanmin came back to his senses from the gentle countryside and was stunned on the spot for a while.
"Don't you want to?" Zeng Yaqian held Lu Shanmin's face with both hands, and there was obvious panic and uneasiness in her eyes.
"You know I didn't mean that."
"I know what you mean, you have a lot more important things to do than get married".
"Yaqian", Lu Shanmin held Zeng Yaqian's hand, "You should know that now is not a good time to marry me."
"When is that?" Zeng Yaqian asked, her eyes obviously
Some disappointment.
"Don't you want me to be famous, from the very beginning of our acquaintance, you encouraged me to study, took me to eat Western food, took me to the Golden Emperor Bar to see the world, and pushed me forward step by step. Now, I'm one step away."
Zeng Yaqian smiled, smiling a little bitterly, "Shanmin, don't lie to yourself, you have never been an ambitious person, you are for Ye Zixuan, right?"
Lu Shanmin's heart shook and he opened his mouth, but he didn't make a sound.
"Mountain people, you are a person who does not lie, especially when it comes to emotional matters, you are still the same as before."
"Yaqian, she, just my friend."
"I know that she loves you, is good to you, and is kind to you, so you have to avenge her, even if it is at the risk of everything you have and your life."
"Yaqian, now it's not just because of her, Sister Mei is also dead, there are so many people who died for me, I have to get justice for them."
"I know it too". Zeng Yaqian gently kissed Lu Shanmin on the forehead, "I used to look down on those unreasonable women, but I want to make trouble once today."
Zeng Yaqian smiled slightly, "Mountain people, just for me, for our future, let go, let go of all this, let's go back to the East China Sea, if they still hold on, let's go abroad and go to a place where they can't find us, okay?"
"Yaqian γγγ", Lu Shanmin couldn't bear to refuse, but he couldn't agree either.
Zeng Yaqian hugged Lu Shanmin's neck, "Shanmin, once I always thought that as long as I was alive, life and death were not important, but since Uncle Yuanshan left, I realized that this is not the case, I have lost Uncle Yuanshan, and I don't want to lose you again."
"Yaqian, I'm sorry, I hurt him."
"Then you will atone for your sins and come with me, okay?"
"Yaqian, I'm γγγ"
Zeng Yaqian didn't speak again, and after a long time, she gently rested her head on Lu Shanmin's strong chest.
"Sleep, I'm just saying what's in my heart, don't take it too seriously."
It is said that a woman's heart is a needle, Zeng Yaqian's sudden reversal Lu Shanmin was a little confused, but she was no longer entangled in this problem, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Tossed all night in the rainy night, came back and tossed for most of the day, and soon fell asleep in the gentle country.
At dawn the next day, I subconsciously touched the side of the bed, opened my eyes, and found that Zeng Yaqian was not in bed.
Lu Shanmin washed up, put on his pajamas and walked into the living room.
In the living room, Xiao Nizi was watching TV with melon seeds, ignoring his appearance.
"What about Yaqian"?
Xiao Nizi turned her head and glanced at Lu Shanmin, and continued to eat melon seeds and watch TV.
"Did you see Yaqian?" Lu Shanmin asked again.
Lu Shanmin shook his head helplessly, picked up the TV remote control and turned off the TV.
"Didn't you hear me"?
Xiao Nizi rolled her eyes, "I didn't hear it, I listened to it all night babbling and humming, and my ears were deaf."
Lu Shanmin raised his hand and knocked Xiao Nizi's head, "I'm talking to you about business."
Xiao Nizi snorted and pointed to a piece of paper under the sofa pillow, "Let's go, leave a note for you, read it yourself."
Lu Shanmin couldn't help but have a bad premonition in his heart, and walked over and picked up the note.
The font is delicate and powerful, and it is Zeng Yaqian's handwriting.
"Mountain people, people say that a woman's gentleness can soften anyone's heart, I know you want to have a home, and you want to live an ordinary life
γ But, I know it's not going to work for you. β
"But I'm still here, not for anything else, just to leave no regrets."
"I know you're stuck in this game, and you can't and won't quit. However, this time is different, and the enemy you face is stronger than anyone else, even so strong that it is impossible to defeat, and I am really worried."
"You have overcome all the obstacles to get to this point, I don't believe in your ability to continue to overcome everything, I don't believe in myself."
"Mountain people, don't lie to yourself, the person you love the most is not me, it's Ye Zixuan. I knew it a long time ago, but I was not reconciled, I was not a person who gave up, and I was not a person who would give up easily, so I kept insisting and fighting."
"Last time, when you heard Ye Zixuan's accident on the phone, although you tried your best to hide and restrain your emotions, I could feel your inner feelings at that time, panic, anxiety, worryγγγ without any external factors, from the most primitive instinct to care, in my opinion, that is the real love, love that is truly not controlled by anything."
"Even though I know you love me too, and if something happens to me, you'll be in the same pain, but that's not the same. That time, I knew more clearly that I was losing."
"However, I still don't admit defeat and am unwilling, so I asked Uncle Yuanshan to come to Tianjing, not for anything else, just to let you see Uncle Yuanshan every day, so that you can think more about me."
"However, Uncle Yuanshan γγγγγ."
"His death was almost the last straw that broke my back. It's not that I haven't hated you, I've hated you for many nights. I even thought that Ye Zixuan killed Uncle Yuanshan, I know this kind of thinking is ridiculous and unreasonable, but women may be born so unreasonable."
"I know that all this is caused by myself, but Ye Zixuan is like a golden boulder pressing on my heart, getting heavier and heavier, heavier and heavier, until the death of Uncle Yuanshan almost collapsed."
"Remember the night downstairs in my house, I told you that I am a very selfish woman, I love someone, not only to get this person, but also to get his heart".
"Mountain people, in front of you, I have abandoned all my self-esteem, even my dear relatives, I have always thought that I am a proud woman, and I never thought that I would become so humble in front of you."
"Shanmin, you are a good person, but you are also a fool, you obviously care about Ye Zixuan so much, but you don't have the courage to break up with me, I know the pain in your heart, but do you know the pain in my heart."
"You may refute my claims, but can you fool your brain, can you fool your heart".
"Do what you want, just as you always do, and follow your heart."
"I have only one request for you, to survive well."
Lu Shanmin looked at Zeng Yaqian's note in a daze, and his heart was mixed.
Seeing that Lu Shanmin was in a trance, Xiao Nizi stretched out her hand and shook it in front of Lu Shanmin's eyes.
"Do you know why she left"?
Lu Shanmin came back to his senses and muttered, "You don't understand."
Xiao Nizi pursed her lips, "Cut, I told, I know."
"Why?" Although Lu Shanmin knew that Xiao Nizi would not say anything valuable, he still subconsciously asked.
Xiao Nizi smiled, "Do you know that you often talk in your dreams lately"?
"Is there any?" Lu Shanmin lowered his head, his mood was very low, and he said casually.
"Hehe, when I can't sleep at night, I often run to your room to watch you sleep, and every night you call Sister Zixuan's name."