Chapter XVII
"This time it's exactly right. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ ο½ο½foγγγ You really didn't make me feel bored... By the way, the vote is not completely correct.,Only the result of the Ishimaru-kun vote was wrong.,Ishimaru-kun,It's dangerous just now.γγγ Please be careful next time!" said the black and white bear.
Ishimaru said, "I won't believe it... How can a brother kill someone... β
Owada said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry... β
"Why, why apologize, why do that kind of thing... Ishimaru said.
βγγγγ Owada chose to remain silent.
"Then I'll take the place of the silent Owada. "The reason for this killingγγγγγ It contains a sad story of two menγγγγγ Once upon a time there was a young man, and the boy's name was Chihiro, and he ... For their own weakness ... I've always had a plot of extreme inferiority.γγγγ Are you still a man? Since childhood, he has lived in constant repetition of words, and that weakness cannot be overcome at any timeγγγγγ β
"On the contrary ... In the process of becoming weaker and weaker, he hides his self... Becoming a woman through and throughγγγγγγ That's what he chose ... The way to escape... In this case, there will be no one anymore . . . I'll say to him, 'Are you still a man?' like thatγγγγγ However, no matter how many shells you use to protect yourselfγγγγγγ The inferiority complex rooted in one's own heart cannot be erased so simply. Camouflage is just an empty shell after all... Far from disappearing, his inferiority complex has become more and more intense unilaterallyγγγγγγ At that moment,In the school life that has begun to kill each other,He realized somethingγγγγγ After all, this is a world where the jungle eats the strong, and if you don't stay strong, you can't surviveγγγγγγ β
"What's even more terrifying is ... At the exposΓ© event of embarrassing memories of the black and white bears that people love and hateγγγγγγ At that time, the embarrassing memories of Chihiro that the black and white bear was about to reveal were γγγγγ Even though he's a man, he's dressed as a woman!" This is a secret that Chihiro-kun must never let others knowγγγγγγγ Once even this matter is known, it is equivalent to completely shattering that layer of one's own shell... It's better to say that it's armor. He will undoubtedly be subjected to the skeptical gaze and criticism of others, and will be subjected to even more unbearable mental torture than in the pastγγγγγ β
"Being driven into such a desperate situation... Anyone would feel desperate, γγγγγwouldn't they? Chihiro plans to wait until he becomes stronger to confess to everyone. He took the opportunity of taking the initiative to reveal this uncomfortable secret, and made up his mind to become stronger! Probably what he was thinking at the time was the presentγγγγγγ There is no choice ... Just because it's now... I want to be stronger... I want to be my true selfγγγγγ I don't mind even if I am told that I don't look like a man, I want to be so strong!"
So he immediately made up his mind... It was put into action immediatelyγγγγγ Then, from that day on, he began to exercise, in order to retrain both physically and mentallyγγγγγ But sadlyγγγγγ That was his first and last workout!"
"Chihiro-kun came up with the idea of asking someone for help in order to start her training programγγγγγ In the beginning, I wanted to tell the secret to this person first, and then work out with him! At that time, he chose γγγγγγ β
Owada replied, "It's me... οΌβ
"Yes, that's right!" said the black and white bear, "if yes, the rampant boy who pays great attention to men's conventions... Even if you reveal the secret at the beginning, you will definitely abide by that agreementγγγγγ Because of this, the manly Owada-kun γγγγγ It has become a symbol of the powerful man that Chihiro-kun longs for! And then confessed an important secret to Owada... For Owada, it's not just trust.,There's also longing.γγγγ β
"Chihiro-kun, it is precisely because I feel that it is an existence that I can absolutely untouch, so I have this longing for Owada-kunγγγγγγ But as a result... Owada-kun killed Chihiro! What a despair, what a grief... β
The black and white bear let out a wicked laugh.
At this time, Wu Qiri said, "So, Owada-kun did that kind of thing in order to protect that agreement, right?"
Lin Xiao said: "Could it be that the reason for moving the body from the men's locker room to the women's locker room is the reason?"
"Hmmm... You're right ... Fog Cut said.
Yamada said, "That... Isn't it to cover up the killings? . . . β
"There may be some reason, but it should be more than that. Fog Cut said.
Naemi said, "In order to keep the agreement between menγγγγγ β
"Why did moving corpses turn out to be a matter of secrecy?" Asahi wondered.
"Because,If Chihiro was killed in the men's locker room... If this is the case, maybe everyone will find out who he really is. Fog Cut said.
"Transferred the body to the women's locker room, and stole the student handbook, all of which were done so that his true body would be exposed... Do you want to do this for this? Owada... What exactly is it for killing Chihiro? Lin Xiao said.
"It's really getting more and more incomprehensible, you two... Isn't it mutual trust? It's all like this, why is it still ... Now it is like ... Ishimaru said.
"I don't want to be exposed... I don't want to do anything... Owada said.
"Sure enough, that thing is the reason... Fog Cut said.
Lin Xiao said: "The embarrassing memories of the black and white bear and the past that no one can mentionγγγγγ Is that the motivationγγγγγ β
Ishimaru said, "Well, how is that possible... There can't be anything like that! Even if you kill someone, you don't want to be found... That kind of memories and the past... No, it can't be, right?"
"I should have said it before... It's stupid to measure things by your own standards... The Ten Gods said.
Lin Xiao said: "Everyone in this world has different experiences and different personalities, and Ishimaru doesn't have it for you, but for Owada, there must be something important... Things are always divided into many sides ... The good, the bad, the bad, the not bad ... It's too complicated for anyone to know ... What is right and what is wrong... β
"So, let me tell you ... Black and White Bear said.
"Owada-kun, I don't want to expose the memories of the world... That is, the past... Oh... Owada-kun killed his eldest brother. β
This sentence took everyone by surpriseγγγγγ Look at the terrible Owada, whose face turned white.
"Now it has the title of a super-university-level rampant clan, and has become a terrifying existence that makes the whole country tremble. With such an aura, the reason why he became a rampant in the first place was because of the existence of a certain character... That person is the eldest brother of Owada-kun.γγγγ Owada respects his eldest brother from the bottom of his heart, and even when he started riding a motorcycle, he was influenced by his eldest brotherγγγγγ For Owada, who grew up in a decadent and scattered family, the only person who can open his heart and deserve respect is his eldest brotherγγγγγ Following behind the big brother, the blind imitator big brotherγγγγγ Owada-kun,It's such a younger brother.γγγγ After that, the eldest brother who was full of leadership temperament established a mob group. Before you know it, it has grown into the largest group... My brother is NO1.,My brother Owada is NO2! But just when the eldest brother retired from the rampant clan and had to take over the second generation of the chief by himselfγγγγγ The prestige and great deeds of the eldest brother became a heavy pressureγγγγγ For example, my brother is just a NO2... For example, the eldest brother is still far behind, and he is not as powerful as the eldest brother at allγγγγγ This team was founded by the eldest brother alone.,As a younger brother is just a by-product.γγγγ Can this kind of person be qualified for the second generation? If this continues, the group will become weaker and weakerγγγγγ Whispered bad words like this in the team reach Owada's ears almost every day... It is because of this ... Owada felt that he had to become stronger than his eldest brotherγγγγγγ So the last time, no matter what... So at the retirement ceremony of the great big brother, Owada-kun challenged him to decide the locomotive! But in that race, tragedy struckγγγγγ The result of the reckless driving of the younger brother who is hungry for victory is... After rushing to the opposite lane, he was faced with an oncoming truck. But just when he was in danger, suddenly the eldest brother's locomotive rushed over and knocked Owada awayγγγγγ In the end, the eldest brother, covered in blood, was lying in his brother's arm... Finally, he said. β
"Hold, I'm sorry... Messed up... I'm sorry... Although he knew that Owada should be responsible for the accident, the eldest brother did not mean to blame the younger brother.
After that, the eldest brother's last words entrusted everything to Owada. Brother, please bring the team with you, don't break it up, that's the group we created together, it's an agreement between men and men!"
"Puff ... To everyone in the team... He concealed the cause of the accident... In order to keep the agreement with the eldest brother... In order not to tear the team apartγγγγγ Because of his own weakness, the eldest brother suffered an accident, and this kind of thing must not be said! The result is very good, as the younger brother who won the eldest brother, and once again united the whole group. He has come to this point with liesγγγγγ At the same time, it has indeed become stronger... And since the beginning of this school life that kills each otherγγγγγ He recognizes things ... No matter how strong you are, you are always a weak being that can be easily killed... And when I provided the motivationγγγγγ Owada saw that... It says that Owada killed his eldest brother. β
Owada said: "... You can't let the guys on the team... I know... If you know, the team is over... My big brother and I will collapse... The death of the eldest brother is also... The agreement between men cannot be fulfilled ... So.... I... When I learned about this, my mind felt like a whirlpool of vague uneasiness was constantly rollingγγγγγ That feeling... For the first time, I didn't even know what I was going to doγγγγγ In such and such a period ... I don't know when that uneasiness will startγγγγγ It's becoming more and more obvious, making me more and more restless and unable to calm downγγγγγ That's when I received a request from Chihiro to help with trainingγγγγγγ At that time, the guy told me his own secrets frankly... I was amazed... I asked her why she had to confess her most important secretγγγγγγ That's a secret that has been kept all along, and if that secret is known to others... Then she replied, yes... But... I want to change! Let the weak self that always uses lies to escape disappear completelyγγγγγγ I feel like I have to change... Because I'm too weakγγγγγ οΌοΌβ
This sentence ... It made me feel ashamed of myself, and it also hit my heart... Everything I've done so far... are all escaping ... It turned out that I was very weak, very weak... But Chihiro thinks I'm strong, so strong that I don't care about such a thing as a secret exposureγγγγγ Eat one's heart out... I suddenly found that the person in front of me was incredibly powerful... Dare to face your own weakness, and have the courage to surpass that strength... And I'm just a weakling ... The weak, built in lies, fidgets for the sake of so-called secrecyγγγγγ Jealousy, and anger ... I can't remember the memories after that... Because of impulse, when I came back to my senses, there was the guy covered in blood at my feet. In hand... Still holding dumbbells... Looking down ... The guy who fell in a pool of blood... β
Ishimaru said bitterly, "Brotherγγγγγ β
"I... Kill someone... Kill him... No matter what time it is, I can't overcome my weakness, and that's because of this... Such a ridiculous thing was done!" Owada said.
"Ahγγγγγhh And they don't understand what it means to be really powerful... Where is there hope for people like you!" said the black and white bear.
Ishimaru said, "You... Bastard!"
"Well, it's almost time to punish ... This time it's a special punishment specially prepared for the super university-level rampant Owada!"
After this, Owada was executed. It's already the second timeγγγγγ This detachment from reality ...
Ishimaru screamed in pain, grief-strickenγγγγγγγγγ This time, the school-level trial came to an end.
The next morning, gather at the old place of the cafeteria as usualγγγγγ
A regular breakfast meeting was heldγγγγγ And then there were fewer and fewer peopleγγγγγ
Rotcheon and the Ten Gods are still absent. Then Lin Xiao noticed that Asahina didn't know why she didn't come.
"The situation of this gathering is really bad... Ye Yin said.
Yamada said, "I haven't even seen Asahina... β
Okami Sakura said, "Asahina seems to have abdominal pain, and I'm going to rest in my room today... β
"It's so rare that she's always full of energy... Seres said.
"So I'm worried... Sakura said.
"Probably because of yesterday... Lin Xiao said.
"So, are there only eight of us here?" said Kirkiri.
"Looks like that... Miao Mu said.
"Sure enough, at this time, you need to lift your spirits... Ye Yin said.
Ishimaru said, "Oh. β
The silence is not like that discipline commissionerγγγγγ It's been a big blow.γγγγ It's wandering in sorrow...
Since yesterday's incident, Ishimaru has become like this... And the face looks bad, dark circles and bloodshots... I probably didn't sleep all night...
The fact that the brother who has a good relationship with him kills ... and the fact that the brother was executed... Let him not lift his spirits.
Yamada said, "But then again... What to do after that? I can't find an exit here... There will be no one to save usγγγγγ Woo, that's even more frustratingγγγγγ β
Seres said, ". . . You can only live here in a friendly way... Forget about the outside world and accept to live here, because this is our hope now!"
"How is that possible... Live in this kind of place foreverγγγγγ Miao Mu said.
"Worry-free food and clothing, and such a free and leisurely life... What's the grievance?" said Serres. "I would like to ask you rhetorically, tell me, is there anything else in the outside world? competition, difference, sacrifice, violence... The larger the scale, the greater the distortion ... It's better to be here. β
"Forget it... In short, since Ishimaru is already like thisγγγγγ I'm the elder here, so today is the day for everyone to explore!"
Ye Yin said.
"Explore, explore, what... Miao Mu said.
"After all, you seeγγγγγ The school-level trials are over... Ye Yin said.
"Maybe there are some places to go, there should be some new ones... Sakura said.
"That's it.,Maybe you can find a clue this time.γγγγ Ye Yin said.
The great god said, "It is useless to sit still, and you must not be depressed because of this." β
"That's right, then after eating, let's go our separate ways. Lin Xiao said.
"Well, that's fine," said Seres, "there will be discoveries that will make life here more fulfilling!"
But at this time, the door of the restaurant opened, and an unexpected person walked in...
"Always available... "People who are active with scissors in their hands... It's the exterminator Xiang!
Yamada was startled and said, "I didn't call you... I didn't call you!"
Ye Yin also said speechlessly: "And... Why is it not the rotten river pro, but the exterminator Xiang... β
The exterminator Xiang didn't answer, and said to himself: "This school is really a great place, and murderers like people can also hang out in the open! This can come out without scruples to breathe, and never hide in Tibet again! Speaking of dual personality, it's the trouble-saving setting of the old drama for the prisoner, but to break this misunderstanding of dual personality. People have to fight day and night!"
"But... You're like that yourself... It's just that murderers belong to criminals and so on. Ye Yin said.
Yamada said, "If there was no such guy... The survival rate can skyrocket!"
"Ahh
The great god said, "No matter what, first of all, you still have to eat, and if you have an empty stomach, you can't do anything!"
After that, everyone quietly finished their breakfast... Of course having breakfast with a murderer or something... It's a little subtleγγγγγγ
Been here for a whileγγγγγγ Everyone's situation is roughly familiarγγγγγ In fact, everyone is also relatively easy to get along with... Except for the Ten Gods and this murdererγγγγγ
Although the rest of the people have their own personalities, they are still very good companionsγγγγγγγγγ In any case, we can only unite and investigate and explore slowlyγγγγγ You will be able to escapeγγγγγ And it's been so long ... The outside world has not moved yet, and this time the shady γγγγγ Is there really that much energy, or is there something wrong with the outside world? But it's unlikelyγγγγγγγ After all, I was still in school at the beginning.
Lin Xiao vowed to work hard to find the shady scene and not let the tragedy happen again.