"Do you regret it?" asked Yuan Sen.

Su Qing thought about it, she thought about it and said that there would be a story.

After all, she had heard that men were.

However, in such a fast, direct, and domineering way, she felt forced.

It's very different from the gentleness he imagined before......

"If you don't come, I'll come!" Yuan Sen said, turning off the light behind him and pushing her directly onto the bed.

In the darkness, nothing can be seen.

Su Qing was lost in this darkness in an instant.

The eyes can't adapt to this environment, and everything around them is unknown.

However, she could feel the sound of Yuan Sen's breathing, and the sound of his belt loosening.

She felt like he was really moving.

He really came.

"Ahh

Yuan Sen's strength is very great, much greater than Wang Yang's.

"Aren't you going to take this step?"

Yuan Sen's voice hit her layer after layer like a wave, and it hit her heart more and more every time.

In the dark space, although no one could see anyone, everyone knew that the other party had touched each other without reservation.

Yuan Sen just hugged her!

Su Qing also felt that powerful embrace!

For a long time, they hugged each other like that.

There was no movement, only the sound of each other's breaths echoing in the quiet room.

Yuan Sen felt her breath gradually stabilize and slowly let go of her.

Then, he got up and began to fumble to get dressed.

Once you're dressed, turn on the lights.

Su Qing saw the lights on, and hurriedly pulled the sheet to cover her body.

Holding his knees in the sheet like a child, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at the man in front of him again.

"Do you think you're dirty enough now?" asked Yuan Sen.

Su Qing lowered her head, and there was only an ambiguous red light shining on the white sheet in front of her.

"Do you want to say that we didn't do it, we just hugged each other?" Yuan Sen asked again.

Su Qing wanted to reply, but she didn't know how to answer.

For a long time, I didn't even understand whether I was dirty or not.

If it wasn't dirty, they had already touched skin to skin just now;

However, if it was dirty, it was just a hug between them just now.

"Su Qing, we are human beings, and we are spirits that support the body, not animals that are enslaved by physical desires. What is a body? It's just a shell, a body that wants to eat when it's hungry, wants to rest when it's tired, and has to take medicine when it's sick! Everyone's body is the same...... It's nothing more than a man's body and a woman's body! When two bodies collide, is it dirty?" Yuan Sen said.

However, it was a little too thin, and it was not enough to break Su Qing's suicidal thoughts in her heart.

"What is a person?" Yuan Sen looked at Su Qing's lowered head and said, "People, people of our age are the easiest age to be confused. We are in our thirties, and all our education, whether it is our living environment, are telling us what kind of person we want to be! We are all doing things according to the "rules" set by our predecessors, and in these unwritten ghost distances, if we take a step, it is against morality, and it is a shame in the eyes of others.

"We live in this environment, in a proper manner, but what? What has you lived? You have lived as a person who is unruly in your heart and has a more bereakful appearance than anyone else! However, once the rules are broken, you have become a person who has no confidence to live! Su Qing, fuck the rules! You must know that you are a person! You are a person with spiritual pursuits! You are not self-reliant, no one will let you be self-reliant! If you do not live, no one will die for you. ”

Su Qing slowly understood something.

She suddenly realized that she was really as Yuan Sen said.

I am such a traditional person, a conservative who follows the rules of my ancestors.

To be a man and do things, he is always so humble and humble in appearance.

Even in terms of dressing style, it has always been conservative and does not leak the shoulders.

After graduation, the male protagonist is outside, and the female protagonist is inside, and he educates the children at home, cleans, washes and cooks......

Until Guo Qitao's arrival, her rules were broken.

However, even if she did it with Guo Qitao, no one in the outside world would believe that it was true. Because the impression I give to others is so traditional.

"Su Qing, if you are well-behaved, then you will live a well-behaved life, but you are unruly in your heart. All your outward appearances are nothing but disguises, hypocrisy! There are many women in this world who are truly well-behaved. They are cheerful and lively, they live freely in their own world, they set the framework of those rules very clearly, never overstep, never step out, they may not experience many things that a free and easy woman can experience, but they also live a stable life in their world...... And you, you are obviously a woman who has desires and doesn't want to be bound, but you force yourself into a box of rules that don't belong to you!"

After hearing this, Su Qing agreed with his words from the bottom of her heart.

She is indeed just a woman who is well-behaved on the outside and unruly on the inside.

If you really follow the rules, it is impossible to have a relationship with Guo Qitao.

If you really behave, it won't lead to such an ending now.

"In Longcheng, a first-class developed city, everyone has become restless and unruly...... Yuan Sen looked at him quietly, "This city is too turbulent, this city is too materialistic, and the people in this city have too many desires, so much that they are all lost in their own desires...... But you can't go on like this. You have to understand what you live for, and you have to understand how unique and precious your spirit, your soul, is. A body is just a body, and a wrong is wrong. When you slowly become independent, the so-called dirty ones are just the dirty they used to be!

"There's no such thing as a table top that doesn't fall dust, and when you wipe off the dust, it's still bright. ”

When Su Qing heard the last sentence, she raised her head and looked at Yuan Sen.

She smiled......

Laughing with relief.

He couldn't laugh.

Although their expressions are different, the eyes of the two of them are full of warmth for life and life.

——

The wind that night was quite cold.

When Yuan Sen opened the window to smoke, the cold wind made Su Qing wrap her clothes tightly.

Yuan Sen saw her wrapping clothes, but he didn't close the car window, and let the cold wind make the two of them more sober.

Along the way, the two didn't talk much, but, after all, they have known each other for too many years, and there is no so-called embarrassment with each other.

They all like to be quiet, and they all want to be calm and calm.

After sending her to the familiar gate of the old community, Su Qing got out of the car.

Yuan Sen rolled down the car window, and looked at Su Qing with the look of someone else owing him money on his face, "I won't ask if you are divorced or not." I think you should know what to do. ”

"Marriage, it must be divorced. Su Qing smiled and said, "However, I heard in the ward today that you and Wang Yang were discussing to set up a company, count me in......! Although I divorced him, I still wanted to be able to watch him. ”

"That's fine. Tomorrow, I'll help Wang Yang set up a company...... "Yuan Sen said.

"Okay, good night!" Su Qing said, then turned around, just turned around and turned back, put his hand on his car window and said, "Thank you." You saved my life......"

"Don't thank you, your new life is just beginning. ”

Yuan Sen said, slowly rolled up the window, and left.

——

It's late at night in Dragon City.

However, the neon lights of the city are a true portrayal of a city that never sleeps.

Yuan Sen thought about the words he said to Su Qing, those words actually educated himself.

In the concrete-clad society of Longcheng, he is destined not to be a rule-abiding person in this life.

Because a person with hatred in his heart will not follow the rules.

However, he also understands a truth.

That is, those who do not follow the rules and do not listen to the old man will always be punished.

I just don't know when that punishment will come......

"Ding", the mobile phone SMS prompt, 50 million received.

Seeing that the 50 million had arrived, Yuan Sen thought:

"Punishment is punishment! It doesn't matter if it's fucking long! As soon as Ming'er's market opens, his net worth and life will be all put into it! It's just ......"

He suddenly thought of Ji Runzhi.

"Ji Runzhi, Ji Runzhi, I saved your son's life, this battle made you sacrifice and sacrifice, it can be regarded as a tie......"

After thinking about it, I stepped on the accelerator, and the car disappeared into the street in an instant.

The remnant red shadow of the rear of the car is like a pair of cold and ruthless eyes.